>>40493574 (OP)
being brown makes me ugly. I fucking hate it so much. Whites see me as a stupid violent monkey, and other Browns see me as a weak little faggot.
>>40498590
I'm only racist in the sense that I want a black gf more than any other race and very occasionally use the soft a in the friendly way because I grew up around it and I've never been able to completely cut it out of my subconscious