Thread 40499744

Imprisoned Edition
>QOTT
Are you stuck? And is it thinking, doing, or somewhere?
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>>40499744 (OP)
I'm stuck on my years of repression and emotional trauma, and the resulting inability to relate to and tolerate or be tolerated by others

>>40499744 (OP)
im stuck repeating my patterns and im stuck thinking my same vapid thoughts. i need to grow but i dont think i can even let myself try because im afraid of failing

da skull measuring or da break up drama fo today

>>40499765
That episode of Hey Arnold fucked me up

>>40499769
ball measuring. less than 6 cm circumference we ban you for not being a virile truemoder

my daddy was a ‘moder and im a ‘moder’s son. so ill stick with the ‘moders till every passoid is honned

note to self: never date autists

>>40499857
Sadly they dont always reveal themselves to u immediately

>>40499857
yeah they might need really clear communication and expect to be taken at face value or something wow how awful xd

I've became a bitter misogynistic incel because of envy dysphoria. I was like this before transitioning and seeing sense but manmode was a wrong turn that spun me around I guess

https://youtu.be/Yt2uW_d_j30
>>40499857
not to self: only date autists. fuck normal people; those bitches never understand me
>>40499768
relatable

>listen to pop punk from middle school
>young me would be so disappointed
>cry
im so pathetic. how did i come out multiple times but give in so easily that i never got hrt until it was too late. hate, rage, sorrow, etc.

>>40499857
As far as I can tell you are the last person on earth to get that memo

>>40499874
stop with the sarcastic bitterness already or you'll send me spiralling again
you admitted yourself you did want to spend less time with me
i was right to read "maybe we shouldn't spend literally all day together" as an indication you were mad and wanted to spend less time with me. i wasn't overreacting. and now you don't want to spend any time with me, proving me right. and you texted me to just find someone else. where the fuck am i supposed to find someone like you? there's literally no one else in mmg except for reppers like larry, old people like durian, and fakemoders like cheese and june. and none of them are in my area

>>40499744 (OP)
Tom must be wearing 3 inch lifts in that pic
>QOTT
kinda but i've been unsticking myself lately

methy why chuddy like what is the appeal?

i need a job and to exercise and maybe to kill myself to get unstuck. im so tired all the time. i hate my body. i hate my voice. my personality, etc

>>40499962
people can lie about their height it’s okay

>>40499944
no you weren't right FUCK you shut the FUCK UP you FUCKING retard
I WANTED TO SPEND AS MUCH TIME WITH YOU AS YOUR IMMINENT PLANS INCLUDED WHICH WAS WHY I SAID YES AND AGREED TO YOU COMING BACK TOMORROW BUT YOU FUCKING DECIDED TO IGNORE THAT AND OPEN THIS SYNTHETIC CAN OF WORMS OVER LITEARLLY NOTHING
I SAID YES TO YOU COMING BACK
I WANTED YOU TO COME BACK
THEN YOU PULL THIS SHIT
I DON'T WANT TO SPEND ANY TIME WITH YOU NOW BECAUSE YOU BROKE UP WITH ME OVER IMAGINED THINGS AND TOLD ME WE WEREN'T EVER GETTING BACK TOGETHER YOU STUPID SHIT NOW I DON'T FUCKING CARE WHAT YOU DO BECAUSE YOU FUCKED WITH ME AND KEPT FUCKING WITH ME AND THEN LIED ABOUT SHIT

>>40499944
methy said “fuck fakemoders, fuck old people, and fuck reppers” and i’m like what he say fuck me for?

>>40499985
THERE IS NO APPEAL SHE WAS JUST LONELY AND BORED OR SOMETHING

Do yall ..not have eachothers #s or discord or..?

HA HA TIME FOR DRINKING MYSELF INTO A STUPOR AGAIN

>>40500046
I BLOCKED HER BECAUSE SHE WAS BEING ANNOYING AND NOT LISTENING

methy was literally posting their signal chats. imaging being so transbian you breakup on signal

>>40500065
My friend broke up with her fiancee yesterday over her insta story

>>40500057
Well fuck of from mmg. Go to mtfg or somth

>>40500077
heartless and vindictive

>>40500077
lmfao evil shit

i do not think yall have chosen the best site for these interactions

>>40500065
>>40500077
I love the 21st century

>>40500021
okay it's all my fault and i imagined that you didn't want me anymore and now you don't want me anymore for real. and that makes me feel sad and sick so thanks for rubbing it in. why don't you send me some songs in Arabic, Urdu, Pashto, and Persian so i can fuel the fire of my jihad instead of lying in bed and not eating. OKAY FINE. YOU WERE LOVING AND CARING AND KIND AND I AM JUST SCHIZOPHRENIC AND EVERYTHING IS MY FAULT AND YOU WERE RIGHT ABOUT EVERYTHING. ARE YOU GOING TO STOP TORTURING ME NOW? ARE YOU?

>>40500084
Yet very funny. She claimed she tried to before and he "wouldnt accept it"

>>40500091
yeah weve been saying that, check the past 5 or 6 threads

i'm so sick. i'll never meet another manmoder.

>>40500098
I FUCKED UP PLENTY I'M AN ASSHOLE I SNAPPED AND GOT PISSY AND GOT EMOTIONAL OVER PETTY THINGS I SHOULDN'T HAVE I NEVER SAID I WAS PERFECT BUT NO YOU LITERALLY ARE MAKING UP THAT I DIDN'T WANT YOU BEFORE YOU KEPT IGNORING WHAT I SAID TO LET YOUR IMAGINATION TAKE PRIORITY YOU IDIOT FUCKING CHILD YOU DID THAT YOU IGNORED ME SAYING YES TO YOU COMING BACK AND ASKED IF WE WERE BREAKING UP SO YES YOU DID THAT YOU BROKE US UP YOU DECIDED THAT YOU DID NOT READ THINGS CORRECTLY YOU LET YOUR FEAR OVERRIDE WHAT I WAS TELLING YOU IN PERSON AND YOU FUCKED IT UP

>>40500136
Let's meet up and smoke cigars

>>40500136
not losing much

>>40500136
How much longer did they give u?

im going to hang myself if a man doesnt save me from my life in 365 days

>>40500180
But anon... You are a man

>>40500104
ah. i see.
>>40500102
hes right you know. its right there in the cuntstitushun. admentment 30: breakups only count over insta

>>40500065
she broke up with me in person and proceeded to continue the drama via signal over my vaguepost >>40477395
I didn't WANT this to be chan drama I just wanted to vent but I'm not gonna back down or let her keep saying literally untrue things about the actual events that occurred

>>40500184
well she cant save himself

>>40500193
No one knows who u are anon. There is no reputation at steak

>>40500215
mmm steak

we know who methy is newfriend

>>40500149
i'm sorry
i fucked it up
stop replying to me
it just hurts us both more
i don't actually think you said you were perfect
but you said you were right about me
and that makes me feel like
even before that morning
you already felt that way about me and it hurts
>I FUCKED UP PLENTY I'M AN ASSHOLE I SNAPPED AND GOT PISSY AND GOT EMOTIONAL OVER PETTY THINGS I SHOULDN'T HAVE I NEVER SAID I WAS PERFECT
okay me too. i thought you said you didn't want to relitigate or analyze everything detail and it's over. why are you still here? just to suffer?
>LET YOUR IMAGINATION TAKE PRIORITY YOU IDIOT FUCKING CHILD
okay, you too. i'm not embarrassed to be seen with you or kiss you in public. i don't think you're ugly or hate you for being trans. i don't withhold information about my life from you because i don't trust you.
>YOU IGNORED ME SAYING YES TO YOU COMING BACK
when i said i was coming back you angrily said we shouldn't spend all day together. i guess that was a yes but i didn't see it that way and i hope you can understand why. you know i'm insecure and you're insecure too and feel upset when i don't mean to upset you. can't you understand the same thing when it happens the other way around?

fuck chudette im getting you two mixed up

>>40500215
who would want to lie about being nona here? i mean i know some ppl just wanna watch the world burn but this seems like. real low

>>40500152
please i'm so lonely i have no friends

>>40500255
do we *know* these arent the same person, really?

>>40500184
but im a retarded man though

>>40500291
do we really *know* anything anon?

>>40500291
they’re bots to encourage meetups in mmg to entrap me

>>40500245
>when i said i was coming back you angrily said we shouldn't spend all day together
but that's literally not what happened
are you still fucking with me on purpose

>i'm insecure you think i'm ugly and don't love me
>WHY DO YOU ALSO FEEL INSECURE I DON'T LOVE YOU
>THAT MEANS YOU'RE SCHIZOPHRENIC AND NOT LISTENING
>I'M GOING TO DAY SOMETHING AMBIGUOUS WHICH SOUNDS LIKE I WANT TO SPEND LESS TIME WITH YOU BUT SECRETLY MEANS I WANT TO SPEND MORE TIME WITH YOU
>CONFUSED? HAHA NORMIE YOU'RE JUST NOT NEURODIVERGENT ENOUGH

>>40500311
It worked pretty well. I used to think this sight was only degenerate nazis. But now that i see the soft under belly of love...i wish it was just degenerate nazis

>>40500308
i post therefore i am...

>>40500322
how is
>yeah that sounds good
and
>I think it's good that we don't spend literally all of our time together
ambiguous

YOU ARE FUCKING WITH ME ON PURPOSE NOW AREN'T YOU

>>40500321
see? there you go saying i'm doing it on purpose when i said i'm not. should i reply you're not listening? no. you know i said i'm not doing it on purpose. i know you know and i'm not going to belittle you for disagreeing or remembering different by implying you're lying or ignoring me when i actually trust you enough to think you probably do at least try and understand me even if you clearly don't understand my perspective here and think i went haywire for no reason and you totally didn't act like you were about to break up with me

>>40500338
posting is how you weave yourself into the emergent superintelligence

>>40500355
I WASN'T ABOUT TO BREAK UP WITH YOU STOP SAYING THAT YOU SCHIZO I SAID YES TO YOU COMING BACK

>>40500357
Chatgbt will remember this conversation forever

>>40500357
ya im trying to post more but i dont have much to say about things because im stupid and boring

im like this bitch killing and eating beauty cause he cant help himself

>>40500344
>yeah it sounds good that you're leaving
>and i think we should spend less time together
maybe i misintepreted you. but i'm not doing it on purpose..
and you said it in an angry tone. that's why i saw it that way. i don't act like i think you're MISINTERPRETING me on purpose and then get mad when i you correctly infer how i feel

>>40500344
not involved- seems a tad ambiguous. they're saying the (then) current state of affairs were good not insinuating its perfect or it 100% needs to stay, and moreover leaves them room to change their mind

>>40500379
I DIDN'T SAY OR ACT LIKE IT WAS ON PURPOSE THEN
I'M DOING IT NOW BECAUSE I LITERALLY CAN'T UNDERSTAND HOW YOU COULD NOT BE WHEN I SAID YES AND NOT IN AN ANGRY TONE
I SAID I WAS STILL MAD IN AN ANGRY TONE AFTER THAT
WHY DO YOU NOT GET THIS
YOU BROKE UP WITH ME OVER LITERALLY NOTHING BECAUSE YOU THOUGHT I WAS ABOUT TO DO IT TO YOU INSTEAD? YOU ARE FUCKING INSANE

>>40500359
um... you were and you did? you said yourself you gave up on me? when i said okay i'll listen you went silent? when i asked if i should pack my things you said fine? how else am i supposed to interpret things? how would you have felt in my place? WHY WOULD YOU SAY I DID THIS ON PURPOSE WHEN I CLEARLY FEEL HURT BY WHAT HAPPENED? WHY ARE YOU SAYING THIS? YOU ARE SO FUCKING HURTFUL FUCK YOU. DO I SEEM HAPPY TO YOU? DO YOU THINK I LIKE THIS? DO YOU JUST THINK I'M RETARDED? WELL I GUESS I AM. I'M RETARDED AND EVERYTHING'S MY FAULT HURR DURR

>>40500374
prev isnt me its my gf by the way

>>40500411
omg rene we have the same hair!!!!

>>40500410
I SAID THAT AFTER
STOP FUCKING WITH ME AND PRETENDING THE FUTURE COMES BEFORE THE PAST WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU

>>40500407
>I DIDN'T SAY OR ACT LIKE IT WAS ON PURPOSE THEN
>I'M DOING IT NOW
you were doing it THAT MORNING
you kept repeating i wasn't listening and then went silent when i said i would listen
i was acting in good faith at the time and you had already given up on me and acted hellbent on hurting me like you no longer cared about me and just wanted to play games and get revenge

>>40500423
I GAVE UP BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T LISTEN
FUCK YOU

>>40500415
mmg do i pass

>>40500434
cogitos me

>>40500434
truemoder

>>40500422
i thought i packed up my things after that not before but i guess i'm either retarded or evil and am just schizophrenically hallucinating and misremembering things on purpose? and why would you say fine yes pack up your things if you hadn't given up yet? i don't get it. you gave up on me. you kicked me out for asking questions. i wasn't even mad at you that morning. but i quickly realized you were mad at me

>>40499744 (OP)
tom cruise isn't 5ft 11

>>40500444
WHEN I SAID YES FINE I HAD GIVEN UP
BEFORE THAT I HAD NOT
WHEN I SAID YES TO YOU COMING BACK I HAD NOT
WHY CAN'T YOU REMEMBER
I DIDN'T KICK YOU OUT YOU LEFT

>>40500430
I SAID I WOULD LISTEN
AND YOU WENT SILENT
also in many of the examples of me not listening you played both sides. like you said later you did want to spend less time with me, but also that i misintepreted you for reading what you said that way. or you said you never said i was doing it on purpose. then later you say you think i am. you keep changing your mind then acting like i'm being confused on purpose. YOU ARE BEING THE MOODY FOID RIGHT NOW NOT ME

>>40500297
I will save you

>>40500448
people were actually mad about him lying about his height in vanilla sky, but what they didn’t tell you is scientology teaches you how to extend at will.

>>40500444
perhaps she was unable to think of a better response and unsure of herself chose the option offering the least momentary resistance. yet another example of the unreliable nature of testimony

>>40500455
if i ask you if i should pack my things and you say yes then i'm going to assume you want me gone.
"ah yes pack up everything and leave"
"but also come back"
"i had already given up but also you broke up with me"
I HADN'T GIVEN UP IN THAT MOMENT THAT'S WHY I ASKED
I ASKED AND YOU SAID YES
WHAT DID YOU EXPECT

>>40500479

Y'all need to just break up and go no-contact because you are completely unable to communicate with each other

>>40500478
if this was all a misunderstanding why won't she take me back? other than the multiple obvious reasons those don't count. haha i am so self aware JUST KILL ME NOW
WHY ARE YOU TORTURING ME

>>40500474
deadass?

>>40500490
that's what happened except this thead is the one remaining point of contact
now every manmoder on earth will be unwilling to date me and i will surely die alone

>>40500512
sorry you need to be at least 5'7 to date me

we need to kill mmg.. to save methy and chuddy.

>>40500512
i dont date boymoders

>>40500526
i wouldn't want to date someone like you anyway fuck off

>>40500512
simple solution: change your name

new books soon :D

https://youtu.be/pkcJEvMcnEg
>>40500530
we can't be saved
>>40500532
i'm more man than you, bitch. now excuse me while i climb trees and cut wood and shit
FUCK YOU ALL
MY LIFE IS ALREADY OVER
THIS IS JUST HELL

>>40500530
chuddy will make the threads tho

>>40500512
Yeah im not sure it would be ethical for me to. what with the age gap and all

if you die by another’s hand your life repeats but you never know and it repeats in perpetuity
if you die by your own hand your life will end and be ended forever
enlightenment is to know you are not your hand and must face the noose again
no escape
no escape
birth->noose
birth->noose
birth->noose

SHUT THE FUCK UP
GO TEXT EACH OTHER
TWO UGLY LOSERS FIGHTING ABOUT A THREE WEEK RELATIONSHIP
FOR THE PAST 10 THREADS
SHUT THE FUUUUCCCCKKKK UP!

>>40500559
what books nona? :)

>>40500578
if your transbian wife isn’t 20x your age your doing something wrong

>>40500580
> die by another’s hand
skill issue just dont do that

>>40500586
10???? Oh wow i am new

>>40500470
AFTER I HAD GIVEN UP
AFTER YOU SAID WE WERE BREAKING UP
WHY WOULD I TRY AT THAT POINT?

>>40500479
NO I WAS NOT TELLING YOU TO COME BACK AFTER YOU TALKED ABOUT PACKING ALL YOUR SHIT AND LEAVING YOU FUCKING MORON STOP THAT THAT IS NOT THE ORDER IN WHICH THESE EVENTS OCCURRED BECAUSE I HAD GIVEN UP AND STARTED SAYING YES FINE WHATEVER BY THAT POINT
WHY IS THIS SO DIFFICULT FOR YOUR
THINGS HAPPEN IN THE FORWAD MOTION OF TIME FLOWING

>>40500494
I LITERALLY TOLD YOU WHY AND YOU DIDN'T LISTEN LOL
I WIILL NOT TOLERATE THIS SHIT
YOU BROKE UP WITH ME OVER NOTHING BUT YOUR ASSUMPTIONS AND TOLD ME THAT WE WERE NEVER GETTING BACK TOGETHER

>>40500559
FUCK YOU ALL MY BOOKS ARE IN A BAG IN MY FUCKING BASEMENT BECAUSE OF BOOK LICE AND THEIR SHIT GETTING EVERYWHERE AND I HAVE TO DEEP CLEAN MY QHOLE ROOM CAUSE I CANT FUCKING BREATHE FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU

>>40500600
Vampy? yeah they have been going back and forth for like 2 days
I dont understand how anyone could have that kind of disregard for the rest of the thread
Match made in heaven desu they are both insufferable
Remember when he had a manic episode and spammed “kys” for 22 hours straight? yep these retards are meant to be i fear

>>40500600
ignore b*rf it has a learning disability

it started in this thread >>40466760 with this post >>40477395 then continued over these threads
>>40480612
>>40483293
>>40490067
>>40493299
>>40499744 (OP)

>>40500620
youre just envious youre not ensouled like they are. bpd kings get the world

>>40500633
You had sex with meth schizo
I have gone low but never that low
(and never younger than me wtf lol)

>>40500591
it's wretched of the earth and the other one I'm gatekeeping but it's a t4t romance
>>40500613
sowwy

>>40500642
learning disability says what?

>>40500643
franz fanon

>>40500646
dude you fucked a guy who calls himself a shota while joking about being a big tough manly man father figure to other moders. the government hsould pick you up or smthn

3080 sociology roboprofessor: now class to understand this text - the "methy & chuddy" tttt thread - you will first have to familiarize yourself with this diagram

>>40500611
i would tolerate your shit
i would ask you to stay
you just never liked me the way i liked you
>i'm going to leave and come back
>okay good we shouldn't spent literally all day together
>oh have i been spending too much time with you?
>you never listen!
>omg are you breaking up with me? should i pack my things?
>fine yes okay
>we're never getting back together
>see you broke up with me
>wait i was just saying that because you broke up with me and i was angry and sad and trying to save face because i feel so ashamed of being rejected by you can we get back together
>NO FUCK YOU ALSO IT'S YOU WHO REJECTED ME
>NO I DIDN'T
>LIAR LIAR YOU NEVER LOVED ME
>THAT ISN'T TRUE
>LIAR YOU THINK I'M UGLY
>THAT ISN'T TRUE
>i know where you live and your family
>are you threatening me
>no im neurodivergent and just stating facts at random with no hidden meaning you neurophobic bigot YOU NEVER LISTEN

>>40500654
ya been meaning to read his stuff for ages

>>40500643
why cant you share with the moder who are true yearners anon

>>40500643
wretched of the earth is great. i love how sartre goes like: mon fellow crackoirs dont piss your pantalons... (cut to the most pissed settler pants ever)

>>40500633
Thank u mmg historian

>>40500668
you are ENTIRELY wrong
you are misrepresenting what was said and in what order
you are skipping, omitting, and replacing things that were actually said
ALL WHILE ACCUSING ME OF SHIT I DIDN'T SAY, THINK, FEEL, WANT, OR PLAN BECAUSE YOU FEARED IT
FUCK YOU YOU FUCKING SCHIZO RETARD
I THOUGHT I COULD BE HAPPY WITH SOMEONE AND I JUST WANTED YOU TO LISTEN BUT YOU REFUSED AND BROKE UP WITH ME OVER NOTHING

you fucking SUCK

>>40500687
sartre wasnt a settler though. dont apply vulgar americanisms to my bug eyed baby

>>40500667
*Raises hand*

me, smiling at you innocently "im gonna leave and come back"
you, definitely encouraging me to come back without any ambiguity and definitely not hinting you're sick of me "yes we shouldn't spent literally all day together"
me, looking for clarification because i do want to listen and understand you "what? do you want to spend less time with me?"
you, "you never listen"
me, "okay I'll listen"
you, *stares*
me, "should i pack my things?"
you, "yes"
me, "we're never getting back together" (because i thought you just broke up with me)
you, "well, actually, you broke up with me. and not wanting to spend literally all day with you was just part of me saying yes to seeing you tomorrow"
roughly those things happened in roughly that order but in much longer form. maybe i misunderstood you but it wasn't on purpose. WHY WOULD I WANT TO BREAK UP WITH YOU? WHY WOULD I CHANGE MY MIND AND WANT YOU BACK AFTER YOU THREATEN ME AND MY FAMILY AND GASLIGHT ME ABOUT IT IF I NEVER LIKED YOU IN THE FIRST PLACE? HOW CAN YOU SAY I DON'T TAKE YOU SERIOUSLY AND THEN DISMISS MY PERCEPTION AND SIDE OF THINGS AND PERSPECTIVE?

>>40500705
well yeah he didnt piss his pants

>>40500715
FUCK YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP THIS IS LITERALLY NOT WHAT HAPPENED I HATE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH YOU GOT ME TO OPEN UP AND GIVE SOMEONE A CHANCE THEN JUST SHIT ALL OVER MY FEELINGS AND MY EFFORT FUCK YOU

>>40500697
I can't remember the entire conversation I know I'm skipping things. feel free to drop your version of events but I'm not going to accuse you of not listening over having a different perspective
which part is wrong? which part? because i feel like that's basically what happened

>>40500712
3080 sociology roboprofessor: a question? that'll be 56 europacoins. pay or die

>>40500725
FUCK YOU STOP FUCKING WITH ME

>>40500720
you shit on my feelings and my effort. that's my perspective. but unlike you i'm forgiving and don't yell at you when you try to apologize like "i never asked you to apologize this proves you don't listen"

>>40500739
FUCK YOU

my shoulders are big
My hips are small
my life worthless
kill them all
god bless
god bless you
god please
revert
nigger r
Nigga turn the clock back
Let me back
please let me back

>>40500729
what am i doing wrong? obviously i behaved as if i thought you were rejecting me. say i am just schizophrenic and hallucinating. then tell me what the hallucination was instead of acting like i'm doing it on purpose, which is obviously just cruel. you accuse me of being wrong and don't tell me what right is. i thought you said earlier you did openly say you wanted to spend less time together. so when was that if not the "literally all day" comment?

y'all'ses posts are getting shorter. thats a good sign, right?

right?

>>40500744
i would forgive you for all this but you won't forgive me because you never cared enough to try to understand my perspective even as i'm still trying to understand yours. you just accuse me of lying and treat me like i'm acting in bad faith when i told you i smoked weed since i was a teen and it probably fucks with my memory
not to mention you contradicting yourself and changing your mind about things

I’m just a man
No adjective or subtext
Goodbye friends
It was a good run
I go face reality. Slowly I’ll be true to myself the only way I ever was, bring a man.
Thank you for trying. I do. I promise to never hurt trannies, and love you with all my heart. <3
Good night. Goodbye

>>40500770
no. it you love me you won't leave, whoever you are. don't die or detransition. you can leave 4chan but don't leave behind hope PLEASE

>>40500770
how is it facing reality to ignore that you’re a tranny?

>>40500754
FUCK

>>40500767
YOU

I ALREADY TOLD YOU WE ARE DONE AND I AM NEVER FORGIVING YOU JUST LIKE YOU TOLD ME WE ARE NEVER GETTING BACK TOGETHER, AND UNLIKE YOU I ACTUALLY SAY WHAT I MEAN
I HAVE NOT CONTRADICTED MYSELF ONCE IN THIS BUT YOU ARE REFUSING TO EVEN TRY AND UNDERSTAND THE PLAIN FUCKING LANGUAGE I HAVE USED

FUCK YOU

>>40500661
retard

>>40500787
i said that because i thought you broke up with me now you're saying you didn't. i said that based on a misunderstanding. i would never break up with you I LITERALLY THOUGHT YOU DIDN'T WANT ME ANYMORE. EVEN IF I WAS WRONG, AND I ADMIT MAYBE I WAS, DO YOU NOT BELIEVE ME? DO YOU NOT BELIEVE ME THAT I THOUGHT YOU REJECTED ME?

>>40500783
I’m not
It was a lie if I ever said differently
>>40500781
I can’t do that. I must move in. Face the truth. My truth. Dw, it’s ok.
I’m glad to be doing this. I’m past the drama of “trying too be trans”
This is a good thing! A new chapter as I live my youth behind and undo my more mature adult life. It’s time to live for real.

maybe i'm wrong but i think i only said that because i felt you rejected me. i felt like everyone rejected me and i had to pretend it was mutual to feel less hurt. i should've made it clear i thought you were done with me. if you were just mad at me temporarily i would've stayed. i really would've. i mean i can't prove that but i think it's true right now and i've been telling you it's true. maybe i'm wrong but i'm not lying. maybe i'm schizophrenic and delusional but i didn't say i'm breaking up with you i thought you broke up with me and said we're never getting back together in response because i was trying to save face over being rejected but i regret saying that and i regret thinking you rejected me then but you've rejected me now and obviously i'm a simp and and asshole and i didn't save any face and i regret what i said then and lot of other shit i said in anger i'm sorry but i didn't reject you or want to or that wasn't my intention i really thought you wanted me gone i really felt that way even if it was wrong or a hallucination that's how i felt and i acted in accordance

>>40500833
Shut the duck up attentio. Who’re kys or w/e already AND FUCK OFF FOREVER
>>>/lgbt/repgen

>>40500833
you're obviously performatively trying to be cis. you obviously are trans. PLEASE STOP YOU'RE TORTURING ME IDK WHO YOU ARE BUT STOP CURSING ME YOU SICK DEMON. DO YOU THINK I'M FAKING IT? DO YOU THINK I'M TRYING TO BE TRANS? I TRIED NOT TO BE TRANS. I TRIED JUST LIKE YOU'RE TRYING BUT THERE IS NO CURE. IT'S SOCIETY THAT'S SICK NOT US JUST STOP

>>40500833
Lol

>>40500833
see you next week

>>40500860
No
This is truth for me
You can’t understand and that’s fine. You are obviously trans imo
Im not
The different is in my head but it’s true.

>>40500726
Is it okey for a troon to use one of these or....?

i pretend to hate my dad because i feel like he rejected me being trans
i pretend to hate my ex friends because they rejected me for doing drugs
i don't actually reject them i'm just insecure and wanted to pretend it was mutual because it hurts less when hate is mutual than to love someone who hates you

>>40500876
They are still here lol
Bitch never leaves just spams the thread when she gets too dysphoric

>>40500879
send me your location
stay on estrogen
please
i have no friends
i'm so alone
let's talk
do you want my 'cord? we could call and discuss the evidence or reasoning behind you and me being trans or not in an objective and rational way

>>40500899
>Rational
>Is a woman
XD pls

>>40500500
Ya fr

>>40500899
I HAD ENOUGH OF YOU TRANNIES
FUCK DISCORD
THE LAST FRIEND I HAD THERE ABANDONED ME FOR NOTHING
SHE GOT BORED
AND GHOSTED ME
FUCK OFF
ILL NEVER BE ANYTHING BUT ANON NOW
I hate social media. I would have been a good cis man if not for technology.

Ima call up my ex so we can flood the thread next

>>40500922
Kys and stop coming imbMy thread to mention how you are detrooning for the 135778822567 time this week

>>40500925
Based
Fuck manmoders
If they are such men why are they so feminine? Checkmate

>>40500683
if you have me on discord just dm me and I'll tell you

>>40500941
I'm not feminine at all, I'm a malebrained abuser lashing out and insulting a stupid naive theyfab-tier boymoder I should never have expected to take me seriously or behave genuinely without being overly emotional and insecure themselves

there needs to be a rapehon general for people like me
fuck "manmoders"
but i'm not even a hon
i'm less than a hon
i'm a rapeogre or rapemonster
that's all i am
fuck you all

>>40500984
you dont strike me as an abuser, just misogynistic

>>40500995
I'm not especially more misogynistic than I am misandrist or more generally misanthropic either

/rog/ - rapeogre general
/rmg/ - rapemonster general
that's where people like me belong

>>40500987
U just sound like a tranny
"Im the ugliest person alive no one understands"
Thats all of us. We all feel like that all the time.
Except me i feel cool and nonchalant

>>40500984
Who wants to add me on discord

rogdg

uptown moder
you know i can’t afford his ffs
but maybe someday, when my bitcoin cashes in
she’ll understand what kind of hon i’ve been
then i’ll win

>>40500941
god gives his most feminine brains to his orgeist hons

>>40499877
based
literally me but i'm a honmoder

the hit em up video clip is so gay

>>40501008
i'm the ugliest person of all time unironically

>>40500922
based hater but you were trans anyway, tranny

>>40501015
discord is gay...

I should try grindr or something

>>40501102
bumble but list yourself as a man

>>40500882
do normies seriously throw people out for having drug issues? wtf

>>40500641
I'm not bpd I'm mercurial

I should buy floss

I CAN'T PLAY MY VIDEO GAMES TO COPE AND VENT MY RAGE I AM GOING TO DO UNSAVORY THINGS

i hope this life thing gets good soon guys… i’m kind of just waiting for me to get my special powers and live a nice fulfilling life with love and companionship. any second now

>>40501380
I'm waiting for my demon wings and claws, any decade now...

>>40501380
have you wished upon a star recently?

>>40500798
>>40500838
if I were rejecting you I would not have agreed to you discussing plans for coming back

i accidentally keep wishing on starlink sats

i need a boyfriend because im a really good poster on tumblr AND bluesky but nobody sees them

>>40501446
https://darksky.org/

>>40501388
i don’t see stars because of my smog state

>>40501449
i like to drive out to rural areas and stargaze there

fuck my stupid manmoder life bro

>>40501499
date me
D
A
T
E
M
E

so i missed a dose by a couple hours now i smell like onions. this is retarded

What's really fucked is that I objectively could have had a great life if it wasn't for this fucking mental illness. I was not a failed male. I had basically everything going for me, opportunities, education, a bright future. But that was a long time ago. Infinity crashouts later I'm a 30 yo 6' manmoder with nothing but my suicidal thoughts

>>40501536
i m t a k e n
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>>40501590
why would you say that then :(

>>40501568
improvement

If I was just a regular looking woman I could still be one of the coolest women alive. Multilingual, martial artist, well-traveled, so many interests, so athletic and healthy and wonderful. I would be so compassionate. I would have so much light and warmth and it wouldn't be weird because I wouldn't be a man.

>>40501635
:(

>>40501605
in this post >>40501499 i meant to reply to >>40501455 instead of you. which is why i made this post >>40501510.

>>40501635
if I was just a regular looking woman I would still be a neurotic piece of shit with gender issues and it might be even weirder than it is now

do you guys think next thread is gonna be the same or what

>>40501695
no they have a whole general for it now >>>/lgbt/rmmg

>>40501695
FUCK YOU

>>40501712
chuddy just mad my gif game better

>>40501720
wdym, the otacon gif? it was epic or whatever wtf you talking about
or are you insulting the quality of the gif I found through an offhand google image search when recalling a dramatic scene with the same actor

>>40501644
we are now enemies for life

>>40501746
:(

>>40501735
i meant i have a wider assortment of gifs, but mostly as a throwaway joke. my gif quality are also shit cause i’m shit at compressing

YOU NEVER LOVED ME

>>40501806
NO YOU NEVER LOVED ME YOU FUCK

im a bpdemon

god actually now that I think about it, my first "real dating" gf was a total sweetheart and I think we just weren't right for each other but she broke up with me over the phone and got extremely upset with me and cried a lot because I didn't have much of a reaction... she was nice and I liked her but I didn't love her I guess

the girl who set me up with her also cried a lot lol I think I should have been dating her instead

shopping for a boyfriend debit card in hand but i get declined at every register even though i swear i put more money in yesterday

>>40501853
the one girl i dated ended after an awful third date but she kept snapping me and i didnt know how to stop but she clearly didnt really want to be doing it either so we both mutually stoped snapping each other over like 2 months and it was awful and awkward and weird

i got 28 cents in my card

i got 4% on my phone

it’s really not looking bright to be a malemoder this evening

I dated 3 ppl. 2 were diagnosed bpd fr and 1 had "ocd"+physically disabled.
Every single one of them was the dreaded avoident/anxious pairing

>>40501946
>the dreaded avoident/anxious pairing
too real

the psychological profile that turns trutrannies potential youngshits into manmoders must be studied with the end goal of total manmoder genocide in mind

>>40502126
Idk probably starting hrt 18+

>>40502126
manmode is valid
I'm gonna genocide you

>>40502126
> total manmoder genocide in mind
dawg im going to best you to death with a hammer

https://youtu.be/RPpFqRt49AM
jazzmoder

>>40502215
comfy

estrogen made my taste in music worse

estrogen got me to stop restricting my taste in music and other media out of fear

i think how im feeling hornyness is changing

>>40502215
https://youtu.be/bzoAeEks3TI

>>40499744 (OP)
I'm stuck in debt and its so close to being paid off but i might be fucked.

>>40501015
Drop the cord

>>40501837
Gang shit

>>40502493
thanks, here’s some more

https://youtu.be/QcrTxGLa4qk

https://youtu.be/8m98BZtEQUw

Y tiene
El corazón de poeta
De niño grande, de hombre niño
Capaz de amar con delirio
Capaz de hundirse en la tristeza
Pues tiene
El corazón de poeta
De vagabundo, de mendigo
Y así lo he conocido
Y así me gusta a mí que sea
Que tenga
El corazón de poeta

wonder if Eve is still alive

FUCK YOU

>>40502757
Fuck off schizo

>>40502788
NO U

>>40502789
You have your own little containment thread to go shit up, leave us alone here.

DROP OUT AND FIND GOD
DO YOUR OWN DISHES
AND FUCK PIGS (literally top the police)

>>40502810
Drop out??? From what lil sis?

>>40502835
um the settler-bourgeois psychological matrix sis

>>40502855
that's a whole lot of words that weren't in the bible

>>40499744 (OP)
Tom cruise is NOT 5'11 lmao. Imagine how insecure you have to be to insist on this frame being part of the movie you're in

>>40502867
"the autogynephiles shall inherit the earth"
-jesus

>>40502878
just moid things

>>40502878
stop it

>>40502915
56 Thus saith the Lord, Keep ye judgment, and do justice: for my salvation is near to come, and my righteousness to be revealed.

2 Blessed is the man that doeth this, and the son of man that layeth hold on it; that keepeth the sabbath from polluting it, and keepeth his hand from doing any evil.

3 Neither let the son of the stranger, that hath joined himself to the Lord, speak, saying, The Lord hath utterly separated me from his people: neither let the eunuch say, Behold, I am a dry tree.

4 For thus saith the Lord unto the eunuchs that keep my sabbaths, and choose the things that please me, and take hold of my covenant;

5 Even unto them will I give in mine house and within my walls a place and a name better than of sons and of daughters: I will give them an everlasting name, that shall not be cut off.

6 Also the sons of the stranger, that join themselves to the Lord, to serve him, and to love the name of the Lord, to be his servants, every one that keepeth the sabbath from polluting it, and taketh hold of my covenant;

7 Even them will I bring to my holy mountain, and make them joyful in my house of prayer: their burnt offerings and their sacrifices shall be accepted upon mine altar; for mine house shall be called an house of prayer for all people.

8 The Lord God, which gathereth the outcasts of Israel saith, Yet will I gather others to him, beside those that are gathered unto him.

9 All ye beasts of the field, come to devour, yea, all ye beasts in the forest.

>>40502943
10 His watchmen are blind: they are all ignorant, they are all dumb dogs, they cannot bark; sleeping, lying down, loving to slumber.

11 Yea, they are greedy dogs which can never have enough, and they are shepherds that cannot understand: they all look to their own way, every one for his gain, from his quarter.

12 Come ye, say they, I will fetch wine, and we will fill ourselves with strong drink; and to morrow shall be as this day, and much more abundant.

>>40502878
Transition would've saved Tina Cruise

>>40502982
so... this is the power of scientology...

>>40502982
Me sucking the soul out of a passoid

>>40502982
love how Tom is a great actor but can't convincingly act like he's just being himself. every public appearance he does he seems like he's playing an idea of what a person SHOULD do. i can see why Christian Bale based his portrayal of Bateman on the way Cruise acts irl.

>>40503043
he's autistic stop being mean :/

>>40503131
nah Tom chops people up and eats them i just know it

>>40503043
yeah and patrick bateman is a #1 babygirl
>>40503146
i would sign up for it

>>40503146
He just like me fr

>>40503146
based

>>40502564
I've posted it here before I don't want to seem desperate

>>40503341
reposting a username/contact info is different from spamming the same selfie over and over like thing one and thing two used to (aka h*tchan)

>>40503341
It's not desperate, I don't visit the board daily so I'm sure I've missed it
>>40503351
Whatever happened to her?

liking drag race is such a cis thing to do

>>40503444
it’s fun to have in the background especially if youre drinking

>>40503370
cat22.

>>40503444
if anything I feel like it's a cishet woman thing

Love you girls. <3

it's ma'an

hate you niggas w my whole heart <3

what

im gay

i could have been a youngshit btw

Guys i am at da hotel in niagara falls :D
I am so horny
I could probably get a ton of ass but i have a gf
The ultimate dilemma
I wont cheat on her but hotel sex is so much fun
God i want to have degenerate sex so badly u guys its not even funny
I went to da hotel bar too and that didnt make the horniness go away
Ahhhhhhhhh
God i love sex
I stopped being a whore and was celibate for like 3 years
I should have just been a whore instead omg i love ass and cock and sexy people wtffff
WTF!!!!!

i coulda been a contender
i coulda been somebody
instead of a nobody, which is what i am

if i wasnt afraid of eternal damnation i would say i want jesus to bounce on my cock but because im devout i wont say that i want jesus to bounce on my cock

>>40502962
Nah she is bricked up fr
Great taste in trannies tho he bagged nicole kidman for a while
>>40503043
Yeah the tism is real lol
>>40503444
It is like mcdonalds
Slop but i like it anyways
>>40503571
Kys faggot and get h.i.v !!!!!!
>>40502509
Sell your ass dakota u might as well charge at this point
>>40501582
Everyone needs to get the boot and be tossed to da curb so they can get back up with more determination and fight harder…. good luck my nigga

I still haven't accepted the fact that I'm a 6'2 man

Damn the drama with cutie schizo has me reflecting on my life
I think i should be nicer to my gf
I start petty drama too over things she never said but i think she meant by her actions but its just me inferring anf reading between the lines
Omg i feel bad for chudette because be thinks everyone is out to get hjm
Same desu
I hope he heals so he can find love damn what an unfortunate series of events

>>40504021
shut the fuck up

>>40504025
For why? i had one drink at the bar and will say anything i fucking want to
I might go to the hotel gym because i cant sleep lol
>sighs
Desu poor chudette he is like me but older and more jaded due to emotional abuse
It sucks dating an autistic person e
because u think tbey are mean but really they just have no clue
Good intentions but bad communication lol
Omg i need some water u guys my tummy hurts

I wish someone would tell me it's all going to be okay and I will shrink from 6'2 to 5'8 or something

Dont really post in this gen anymore but here out of nostalgia. It’s kinda crazy a bunch of the manmoders I met online in 2020 and I are all semi passoid girlmoders now. One even does OF lmao.
Life is funny like that, I suppose.
Just want to give hope to the fakemoder baby trannies itt

>>40504163
So, you met "manmoders" and not manmoders. Got it.

>>40504163
some of us have been here for years kys

>>40504168
Sorry sis
>>40504165
Idk I’m questioning if I’m really semi passoid or just honfident desu
I never malefailed while manmoding, til I got ffs

>>40504217
>until I got FFS
Well I will never afford it and I'm still going to be 6'2.

>>40504163
thank you, i feel hopeful

save me 70000 dollar surgery save me

>>40504326
i got you bbgirl

i have the same ptsd as ron kovic but from puberty instead of war

I'm a Manmoder for an Amazing Reason

Hi guys i went to the hotel gym last night it was really fun to do while drunk
Now i am in the bath and about to go up for breakfast hehe wish me luck!

i'm invited to a boat party tomorrow and there's gonna people who I foolishly came out to there, along with ppl who don't know...
i wish I could just get hammered and not talk about this, but I know it's gonna come up and that makes me not wanna go.

I haven’t done my injection in weeks 3-4
I took pills for a bit but idk
Is this it? Is it over? 3 years…am I free? I don’t feel good
My body is fucked
AAAAA
I AM A REAL LIFE MAAAAN WITH TITS
I will never be trutrans
I will never a woman
I will never be human
I feel so shit

>>40505953
Take ur meds nona

Breakfast swag :p tomorrow i am going to dennys you guys i dont like spending too much money on food unless it good

betting three hundred dollars that ethel cain goes he/him in the next five years

i rly wanna get this bag... too bad i'm a fucking moder. do you think this could pass for faggy or is it too honnish?

>>40505968
I VANT
I CANT
I CANT
I’m going insane haha
I saw old friends who are no so over with transition impostor feels that they are basically real women just trans, I’m just a MAN
A MAN
WHO SHOUKD T WVER HAVE TROON
I hate myself
I will never be trans
Iwnbaw
Iwabam
I’m dead meat

>>40506189
honnish imo

>>40506267
Comparison is the thief of joy. Why don't u just be a hon if u want to this bad? No one cares if ur ugly. U probably judge urself more then others do. How often do u see a crazy looking hobo and think nothing about it?

>>40506398
You don’t get it
Detransing is good for me
I wasn’t supposed to be trans

>>40506437
U dont seem particularly happy about it
>U dont understand
I am here in mmg arnt i? But i do I go out as a hon occasionally to desensitized. Its not that bad and i live in the south

help i think im starting to go bald? can i start taking finasteride and rogaine or will i have to consult a dermatologist for that :(

dreamed about going bald and it was an absolute horror

>>40506489
finasteride is prescription only in most places, minoxidil usually OTC

>>40506189
Men are carrying louis vuitton and hermes bags nowadays, dont see why this kind of luggage would be hon esque lol

After a year of stopping and starting hrt due to various reasons beyond my control..
MY HORMONES ARE FINALLY IN CIS WOMEN RANGE HAHAHHA

>>40506477
I’m not trans like you
I give up on this fetish crap
Gotta be real
I even think of myself as male
I even think of myself as male in my fantasies

I still lurk the old chats
The ones you implicitly shoved me away from
I can’t blame you
You said it
2 years abd you will detrans
You were right
I’m nothing
I’m sorry
I wish I had deep connections like you
I wish I could be your friend again
Iris better this way
To be away from you
Abd just lie to others.
But u were right
I’m nothing like you :)

I'm the weird male feminist

>>40507074
Feminism is stupid
Literally just cuck politics invented by the jews
Disregard it
Men and women are obviously different, yet still equally as unimportant
Who cares

>>40507170
I need to be one of the good ones

ah fuck our dramakings are back...

>>40507186
Nah that is just being a cuck for the left imo
The left sucks almost as much as the right does

im a weird estrogenized male transfeminist

i kinda feel like i pass as a theyfab... but i dont wanna be a theyfab... im actually quite chuddy... ts sucks

i wish i was a fucking theyfab

Men with wives keep looking at me
God i love men with wives
One was super tall and had chest hair and shoulder hair i almost fainted awoooga

>>40507671
hot

I'm a ma'an

>>40507671
giwtwm

prog is a meme

i wish someone gave me flowers

>>40508014
It also metabolises into dht or somethjng one of the hon scientists was saying a while back

>>40508036
kys slave. but yea I hated having random erections and it gave me acne fucking hate that shit

I remember getting a random erection during lunch break so I just started crying and one of my colleagues tried to soothe me, only making me feel even worse because I couldn't say I was crying because of a boner

>>40508036
What is dht

i love having not that much bottom dysphoria shits goated fr

my facial planes are so expanded, my bones are so chadded out.
there is no hope, only cope.

the male superiority idea is funny because while not true, everyone takes part on a ritual of constantly saying it's true until it becomes, as that fucking incel retard shopenhauer would say, "self evident". so don't dare to question OKAY

>>40508113
good for you nona if you ever want to date someone with crippling bottom dysphoria and basically sexually shut down just hit me up

when I'm really bored I watch field days... he's peak... I'd love to go on a survival trip with him
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8F75LefID-w

I love being male :)
I love being non dysohoric mef agp :)
I love being terrible and pretend I’m a trans woman and steal their hormones :)

>>40508194
dont be retarded

>>40508221
be honest. we're all retarded.

>>40508221
Lol? I’m genuinely real
I exist living corpse
I’m deadass

>>40508243
im the sort of retard whos aware shes retarded

>>40508254
definitely. that's us.

>>40508274
cant escape this labyrinth

i think i suffered a stupor... when I was 18 i fell backwards off a porch and really hit my head hard. nothing has been the same ever since.

i hate men, i hate masculinity so much there was a time I couldn't watch any movie or tv show that had a male protagonist i can't talk to men without getting mad and I genuinely believe every man who isn't a piece of shit is probably going to transition sooner or later

>>40508095
Dht is the chemical that turns us into ogres
U can have low t and high dht resulting in short stature but hairy and bald

I’m the last real man here shut up foids

>>40508309
what games do you like playing

>>40508325
Slay the spire, league, a tiny bit of Fortnite. Idk I just doomscroll otherwise.

>>40508348
i loveslay the spire j hope they release the second one for mobile too. and don't doomscroll dummy start sewing or crochet both are easy and super cheap hobbies

>>40508388
I bought tons of materials to mske bracelets, skincare stuff, planned to make trips to the laser clinic, have enough crypto to buy hrt for years….still I do nothing
The heat is unbearable and my house is a shit trap
I just game.

>>40508388
men dont sew or crochet
im a man

>>40508388
Also I like that hand yeah it’s fun
I try to reach which difficulty but it is hard :(

Kill yourself foids

>>40508460
you take estrogen and castrated yourself willingly you're also a foid retard

>>40508542
No
I’m based
I’m just a confused mef agp rogd man
I am ok now
I’ll live a good life according to reality
Die
I will never be like you :)

>>40508558
self loathing is so 2012

>>40508580
I wasn’t even dysphoric then LOL
I just bullied people lower than me
I did t have a gf or knew anything girls I was a normal high schooler :)
But I always like cute femboys abd yuri like any based anime watcher!!

fuck my shitty mef agamp i think but i dont even know what i want retard life

>>40508558
>Die I will never be like you :)
Hot? loved? transexual? yeah i agree with you buddy

>>40508666
Yep

>>40508747
testosterone is poison

:(
:C even

:,( perhaps

>>40508776
>>40508784
Foids

last thread btw
ur all mr gay