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Yay gen is back

I am debating buying a doll and customizing it to look like my tulpa gf. If I'm going to have fembrained hobbies I might as well do what I want

>>40500522
Fembrained and malebrained are the most retarded concepts ever, it doesn't fucking exist.

Decided against suicide because thatd be giving my parents what they wanted. if I kms theyll be happy that Im dead and that they dont have this burden of having a mentally ill daughter anymore. I constantly overhear them talking about this and how me not being normal had "broke" them and how they lament my diagnosis and me not being neurotypical. Fuck this shit and fuck them, Im staying alive out of spite

>>40500674
fuck yeah!

why are two thirds of male repgens posts like "im cutting myself god why did you make me male im so disgusting and manly blah blah blah im killing myself in 2 weeks" while the other third are like "i wish i was a hot 12yo anime loli with pink panties"

>>40500821
AMAB dysphoria is a fetish, AFAB dysphoria is trauma response to misogyny

>>40500821
I lurk there sometimes and I assume they have a small group of posters like frg so there are probably like 2 or 3 agp anime anons but they just make a lot of replies

>>40500821
im telling you male repressors are retarded. They never rep for existentially/psychologically complicated reasons, all of their repping boils down to "i cant be a girl cuz ill be uglyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy (<- fails to realize that even if he was a luckshut gigapassoid hed still be male)" or "I cant be a girl because I like playing dnd and programming! my interests are so malebrained, im ngmi! (<- hasn't talked to a real woman in 20 years and envisions all of them as hyperfeminine bimbo caricatures)"

>>40500951
>there are probably like 2 or 3 agp anime anons but they just make a lot of replie
desu idc about them being degenerates i dont have much of a moral compass, but their perception of what it means to be a woman is so backward and caveman-esque it makes me understand transphobic cis foids who feel caricaturized by trans women

>>40501048
Yeah a million threads along the lines of
>wah! a man face fucked me, i felt like a gurl!
and
>i am too smart to be fembrained :-(
have made me despise trannies, especially HSTS. Fuck this. Good thing I don't ever have to associate myself with the T. Lesbian reppers stay winning.

>>40501076
>wah! a man face fucked me, i felt like a gurl!
the most ironic part is that they dont realize only a man would summarize womanhood into being facefucked and bent over by chad. i feel like normie women for the most part dont even enjoy sex all that much, like the only female sexpests ive encountered were either autists/schizos or people with cluster b personality disorders, and even then they were never this airheaded dumb big titty bitch archetype that mtfs salivate over

>>40500903
>AMAB dysphoria is a fetish, AFAB dysphoria is trauma response to misogyny
Trvth fucking nuke.
I 100% believe in this.

>>40500821
Men don't have enough problems in life so they created retarded "problems".
(Not being anime girl)

>>40500954
This proves men are stupid as fuck.

>>40500903
misogyny doesn't exist, as foids you should at least be willing to admit females are the privileged sex

>>40501076
>I got raped by my uncle, that means I MUST be a girl now!
Do HSTS really?

>>40501151
I think it's harder for afabs to enjoy sex, even if normies, like you really have to "hit the spot" if you want enjoyable PIV.

>>40501737
>Comes to woman thread to shit at women
Retard, fuck off

>>40501783
whenever I had sex with afabs, they seemed to have enjoyed it a lot more than me thougheverbeit

>>40501783
This is why clit is superior

>>40501808
Doubt. They probably faked it so you can enjoy it more. It happens all the time.
Literally all male have to do to enjoy sex is get his dick into a hole and that's it.
For women it's not like that.

>>40500903
>AMAB dysphoria is a fetish, AFAB dysphoria is trauma response to misogyny
I really hate this rhetoric because it simplifies the reasons behind dysphoria. In my case the mysogyny is a factor I guess but its not just that its a multitude of reasons and a lot of them have to do with the fact that I simply dont like the biological realities of being a woman. I dont like how women and female bodies look, I dont like that a womans entire biology is built around being a comfortable unit for raising kids, I dont like the fact that the female genitals are only there to be dominated and have zero penetrative function, I dont like naturally having less muscle mass, I dont like being shorter. You get the picture

>>40501813
It's good if you have vibrator, otherwise your hand hurts.

>>40501801
lol you dumbfucks deserve each other

>>40501783
im not an expert but ive heard that estrogen numbs out your sex drive and thats why a lot of mtfs turn frigid after injecting it while ftms turn into horny sexbeasts after going on T. that might be a factor too

>>40501848
Yeah but all those things you just said still have "roots" in misogyny
Ftm dysphoria and misogyny are kind of connected
So even if it's not your main factor for dysphoria your dysphoria literally wouldn't exist without it

i'm just gonna get older... and womanlier... and older... and womanlier...and older... and womanlier...and older... and womanlier...and older... and womanlier...and older... and womanlier...and older... and womanlier...and older... and womanlier...and older... and womanlier...and older... and womanlier...and older... and womanlier...and older... and womanlier...and older... and womanlier... and older... and womanlier...and older... and womanlier...and older... and womanlier...and older... and womanlier...and older... and womanlier...and so on.

>>40501912
Is second puberty real? Like when your hips grow even bigger than they already are?

>>40501904
>Yeah but all those things you just said still have "roots" in misogyny
They objectively suck to deal with tho. Like even if I was in a world where no mysogyny exists Id still be bothered by them

>>40501891
Probably is a big factor, t makes you horny

>>40501950
T did make me horny but also made my genital dysphoria worse

>>40501940
World would be a better place and less people would be mentally ill.

>>40501975
Wasn't T supposed to fix it because of tdick?

>>40501940
And even then not all of them are rooted in mysogyny, some of them are relevant to my personality. I want a dick because Im a stone top, like it just makes sense to desire the set of genitals that is built around the sexual function that suits me and feels most natural and comfortable

>>40501921
yes and your tits get saggier, you get varicose, cellulite, your voice gets shriller, you get nasolabial folds etc. the older i get the more i understand peter pan syndrome and autopedophilia... well not the sexual aspect of it but being an old, sad, ugly woman would be such a deeply morose existence. i'm gonna kill myself with carbon monoxide poisoning to avoid this shitty fate.

>>40501977
yeah no shit

>>40501801
Can you at least admit females have way more privilege than men do and that all of you have in some way benefitted from that during your lives?

>>40502023
Don't respond to this retard not even to argue

>>40501996
middle aged women are disgusting i hate their weird oily skin and their lips that look like sliced raw chicken and their nails their eyes their everything. absolutely revolting. troonfuel

>>40501996
>>40502038
Going to kms at 30

would you ever get a male partner and live vicariously through them

>>40502060
I'm attracted to men, but too much dysphoric to ever act on it. I cannot imagine having piv sex with man.

>>40502038
Just take care of yourself?

>>40502060
I assume he'd expect sex and intimacy which I could not and would not be able to supply him so no

>>40501994
My roidclit reminds me Iwn have a real penis. It might make me happy if my gf let me put it inside her but she would be disgusted.
>>40502038
Middle aged women (some of them) are so sexy.

>>40502051
26 for me probably, I cannot imagine living past 26, so fucking old.

>>40502069
You couldn’t larp as being the one fucking?
sometimes I daydream about fucking my identical genderswapped twin
>>40502082
unfortunate nona
are you gonna be alone forever

>>40502091
Your gf sucks

>>40502100
No? How can I even larp as the one fucking when there is a literal dick going inside me?

>>40500954
I repress because of my physical appearance and I see a lot of FTMs repressing because they would be manlets or because they saw a really ugly FTM and got scared. What the fuck are you talking about?

>>40502060
I only like males if they're 2D

I wish I had a tiny fraction of the female privilege all of you have. Why not just realize you are lucky and start manipulating men into paying for all of your shit like every other foid?

>>40502038
i agree. being an old woman is a hellish existence. i think men always retain some level of dignity even in old age. the wise old man archetype is spread across the whole globe. everyone reveres the wise old philosophers of the classical age of antiquity. every pupil looks up to their wise old professor. meanwhile, for women, you have the bitter old crone archetype, because as an old woman, you have no choice but to be bitter and evil because of your fundamental biological condition. who would ever want to grow old in the existentially traumatizing female form? being female is the worst humiliation ritual

>>40502138
Fuck off and die

>>40502100
>are you gonna be alone forever
Probably yes. I'm mentally unstable anyway and just generally lack interest in men despite my attraction to them

>>40502143
The saddest part is it wouldn't be like this if men didn't said so.

>>40502103
I love her but it's hard for both her and I

>>40502138
I'm a dyke

>>40502138
it's because i'm ugly, mentally ill and haven't showered in a month... failed females do exist

>>40502124
You lack the obsessive personality to do so
unfortunate
>>40502134
You definitely would’ve had a waifu as a male
>>40502162
damn like a cat lady and stuff

>>40502060
Desu I already tried this, didn't work, and I was jealous all the time

>>40502184
It's better to be a cat lady volcel then having to wake up every morning next to someone who is larger than me, has a literal dick to poke me with and will always remind me that I will never be a man.

>>40502171
dykes get less female privilege, but still more than any man does

>>40502165
women exist to be tortured and enslaved by men. there's no way around it. the universe is a man who hates women. the ideal of feminine/masculine synchronicity spoken of in antiquity is a falsehood that can never be achieved.

It should be illegal for women to be straight. I wish there are some kind of therapy to turn me into lesbian.

>>40502213
I was dykebashed/beaten by men and accused of assault I didn't commit as well as ostracised by women. You are immensely more privileged than women's like me, retard.

>>40502185
You should’ve worn his skin
>>40502212
You can be a hermit stoic monk
Alternative male lifestyle

>>40502228
This is why hate for males is logical.

>>40502184
The options are either cat lady or disassociate through a relationship with a man who I have zero attraction to and who I only slowly grow to resent even if I think he looks nice and that's assuming he doesn't leave me when I have meltdowns everytime we try to have sex

>>40502245
It's the womb envy pregnancy faggot, and even if it wasnt just don't respond to him you aren't going to convince him of anything.

Hey friends, I've come to realisation that my life sucks more than it should and I can at least try to change something. I give myself time until the end of the weekend to do what I've been doing and then lock in. I kinda want to keep you updated on my progress because I have no friends, my family doesn't care about me, and this is the only place in the world I feel like I can be understood. I've been rotting in my room for years, learned helpless only makes it worse. There are only 2 outcomes for me, realistically — I either kill myself or pull myself up by bootstraps. I'm too much of a pussy to end it, and it's not going to get better if I keep going like this so might as well try.

>>40502264
good luck on your journey anon

>>40500313 (OP)
I like Luigi
Is that fembrained

>>40502091
>Middle aged women (some of them) are so sexy
I am incapable of finding women sexy they look deformed to me. made the picrel in mspaint to illustrate what my dysphoria poisoned drug fried autoandrophiliac brain sees whenever anybody shows me a picture of a woman they find attractive

>>40502371
Women actually do look deformed
It's not fair we have to live like this

>>40502228
no but exactly were never gonna achieve egalitarity between genders because our whole biology is so different and only makes sense in the context of males dominating females. developing dysphoria as a woman is inevetable if you have a functioning brain

Whether or not I transition I think I just plan on staying socially isolated outside of the bare minimum with family/coworkers/etc. Having people know too much about me makes me uncomfortable, I don't even really like talking about my interests online much less irl.

>>40502353
hybristophillia is extremely fembrained nonny

>>40502410
>developing dysphoria as a woman is inevetable if you have a functioning brain
I agree with this in some respects but so many women seem to genuinely enjoy being treated as lesser or have convinced themselves to and purposefully present themselves as such I must be the crazy one at this point.

>>40502456
>so many women seem to genuinely enjoy being treated as lesser or have convinced themselves to and purposefully present themselves as such I must be the crazy one at this point
real I feel insane when I see 5`3-5`4 women infantilizing themsleves and going on and on about how petite and cute they are. do you genuinely enjoy presenting like this and describing your physical traits in such a revolting autopedphilliac tone?

>>40502081
Youre still gonna grow old even if you take care of yourself. You are a beauty industry propaganda victim

>>40502523
I feel like 5'3"-5'4" are more obsessed with being seen as heckin smol beans uwu than true womanlets

>>40502371
I would fuck bottom pic bikini lady. Androphiles are incomprehensible to me, I hate my female body but can recognise women as attractive.

>>40502571
Aside from that I domt get the appeal behind being seen as cute and harmless and in need of immediate protection and assitance. Like that shit is humiliating. I want to be seen as self sustaining individual and who has intellectual merit with a shamanesque quality, not a cute harmless ditzy angel who can do no wrong and exists to be oogled and cooed at while denied all accountability

>>40502634
You're defective that's why you cannot comprehend normal sexuality. Here's the thing unless you evolved like this https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b2Q2sKGoh-g you're never going to truly like a woman as she is supposed to be liked

>>40502745
>you're never going to truly like a woman as she is supposed to be liked
Blah blah blah muh unnutural sexuality.. I don't care about liking women like they are supposed to be liked or being defective. I want to suck on tits, carpet munch and kiss cute girl feet. If that's not the right way to be attracted to woman then so be it.

>mfw i could have lost my virginity when i was 19 and 20 but was too cucked by gender dysphoria to ever initiate

Now 21 and still cucked and virgin, and worse girls dont even initiate with me anymore cause im too old.

>>40502636
no also tall women get paid more then short women lmao, like enjoy not being paid the same cause of your fucking height!

>>40502853
You have those things yourself to offer to a lucky cis/trans man but you're being selfish because you want to satisfy your porn induced urges that have no basis in biology.

I like how its the same regulars posting in these threads to the point where I can recognize them by the phrasiologisms/specific phrases they use and the topics that they are fixated on
So far Ive got
>The DYKEBASHED five foot ten BULLDYKE
>The womb envy femrepper rapedungeon schizophrenic
>Obese coffee drinker nona with a nicotine problem
>Androphilic nona who desperately wishes that conversion therapy actually worked just so that she could be turned into a lesbo
Feel free to add more

>>40502901
>You have those things yourself to offer to a lucky cis/trans man but you're being selfish
I'm on T and look rough by female standards of beauty nonnie, they would have to be desperate to want me lol
>because you want to satisfy your porn induced urges that have no basis in biology.
I don't watch porn and don't care about biology, stay coping lesbophobe

>>40502935
>The DYKEBASHED five foot ten BULLDYKE
Hi nonners

>>40502959
>>The DYKEBASHED five foot ten BULLDYKE
how and why were you "dykebashed?"

>>40502975
Got beaten by a group of retarded men in the street a couple of years ago for being an obvious lesbo. Also was bullied and hit more than once for the same reason in hs.

>>40502959
>they would have to be desperate to want me lol
Are you kidding? Men love that look, some for dommy mommy reasons and others just find it outright beautiful. And it's not like you can't be teased in special ways because of it which make it even hotter. vid rel
>don't care about biology
You're literally taking male sex hormones to be more like them

>>40500903
my dysphoria is a fetish because im malebrained, checkmate

>>40500903
>AMAB dysphoria is a fetish, AFAB dysphoria is trauma response to misogyny
this, males generally want to transition because they desire female beauty and females want to transition because they desire male power/intelligence/status

>>40503022
I wish I was bullied for being a lesbian in hs but i was deep in the closet, but i wish a group of vollyball girls beat me up in the locker room and would call me a ugly dyke and pinch my nipples ):

unrelated, but im 21 and still live w my mom (moving out soon for military) and she hates cigarettes, should I just smoke outside in the yard instead of my room? or will she still smell it?

>>40503029
>Men love that look, some for dommy mommy reasons
I'm bald with a hairy torso, no ass or tits and severe bacnee.
>vid rel
Men really do get off on women being uncomfortable, iwbam because I love my girlfriend more than any man can love a woman.
>>40503068
I wish so too but only moids bullied me, it was never a cute girl.

>>40502371
oh my god im not the only one.

>>40503096
Even though i was like 5'3 men had it out to get me too, strange. but i was ugly. Girls were nice or just ignored me cause I was ugly and weird.

>>40502935
>Androphilic nona who desperately wishes that conversion therapy actually worked just so that she could be turned into a lesbo
Every straight woman desperately needs this.

>>40503060
>this, males generally want to transition because they desire female beauty and females want to transition because they desire male power/intelligence/status
Yet, another trvth nuke.

>>40503088
In the yard
Or sleep with open window

>>40503096
>I'm bald with a hairy torso, no ass or tits and severe bacnee
nonny you think too highly of straight men. that anon heard the word DYKE and instantly came into his pants imagining a boyish skinny pornified baby butch i dont think he considered that you actually could be masculine

Lesbain sex: pleasure of both partners matters
Straight sex: only male pleasure matters

>>40503096
>I'm bald with a hairy torso, no ass or tits and severe bacnee.
I've found that bisexual men (the ones that own it) usually tend to like traits like that though. And since you're on T there's good chance gay men would want you. I know I wouldn't be turned off by that given the fact my partner is a bald and hairy guy. I wish my transition went better too so I can look like that as well, but that's the curse of the female body. Of course the bacnee needs to go because nobody likes that shit.
>Men really do get off on women being uncomfortable
That was a woman doing it to her gf I am pretty sure. How would a man have that kind of uniform? But in any case a women cannot experience love except towards a pet or child

>>40503236
Are you the schizo detrans anon with the chud discord bf or is that someone else

>>40503233
You have no idea how many men love eating pussy. My guy can barely control himself from sniffing me down there

>>40503245
beside the discord part that describes me perfectly lmao, what the fuck? is there another?

>>40503236
>But in any case a women cannot experience love except towards a pet or child
nta but this sint applicable here, reppers dont have the same minds as ciswomen and no i dont mean the brainssex mental retardation, its that due to the way our dysphoria works and makes us detach from female socialization and womanhood and also strive for masculinity while simulationesly denying manhood to ourselves makes our psyche wildly different from one of a normal cishet woman. you should know this youre a tranny. yall retarded

>>40503236
Thats not true cause my mommy loves me

>>40503314
isnt applicable*

For as long as I can remember, I’ve been fascinated with fire.

>>40503113
i had the exact same experience in elementary/middle school. girls ignored me because i wasn't competition, meanwhile boys viciously and cruelly teased and physically abused me just because i was ugly, wore glasses and drew anime. though i don't doubt girls laughed at me behind my back. i feel like only pretty girls get bullied by other girls.

>>40503372
I think girls who come from lower income families in worse off schools bully ugly or autistic girls like the boys but in upper class areas it’s usually just the boys tbhq
Just an observation tho

>>40500313 (OP)
Just inject T, go to the gym and drink beer you retards.

>>40503372
Boys bully girls like you because you're what they see in those pretty girls but unlike them you are more approachable and less idolized. That and sometimes they don't know how to express that they like you so they will do whatever to be close to you in a way that's not awkward

>>40503339
That's one of the signs of psychopathy.

>>40503411
Fire is just objectively cool and interesting no psychopathy needed

>>40503314
Maybe this is true but I don't want to delude myself that I am different from other females because I hate myself. idk to me it seems like I am just like those girls with eating disorders but instead of desiring to look like mr skeletal I want to look like mr universe

>>40503418
Do you set things on fire for no apparent reason?

>>40503400
no i don't think so. i went to an exceptionally shitty, borderline crumbling school in eastern europe. on the contrary an environment like that will nurture more violent men.
>>40503407
no way, none of them were attracted to me. they called me ugly to my face and literally picked fights with me because they probably hardly saw a female when they looked at me. when a guy "bullies" a girl he likes he just lightly teases her, not call her an ugly horse faced witch

>>40503411
It’s only psychopathic if you let the urges control you

>>40503411
As a child yeah as an adult not really. The macdonald triad thing is meant to be applied to wayward adolescents as a quick way to determine if they have potential to cause actual harm or if their conduct disorder will pass as they gradually mature.

>>40503425
Yes. And? Only small things like plants, sticks of wood, the neighborhood cat.

>>40503425
Sticks and incense and tissues sure, I'm not setting house fires

>>40503425
I got wet when i watched los angeles burn to the ground

>>40503427
I literally called girls uggly hippos that I desperately wanted to fuck back then. The thing is I like chunky women to this day. My bullying was just because I wanted to see their reactions... why else would they have interacted with me?

>>40503446
People with anti social disorders tend to get worse with time, not better.

>>40503469
Judgemental much?

>>40503469
conduct disorder doesnt always morph into aspd

>>40503469
Correlation does not equal causation, sweetie. (:

>>40503481
Not really, if you have signs you should seek treatment before you fuck up something irreversibly, don't wait until you do something you shouldn't do.

>>40503495
IDC. I will start as many fires as I want and you will deal with it, okay. (: It's a free country after all.

Romance is nothing but a reminder of how unequal sex is, how vulnerable/submissive female position in sex is, people call women getting jizzed in their throats, assholes and faces "romance". Het sex is so blackpilling. All the acts like sucking dick, Doggystyle, cowgirl are servile and humiliating, literally it's brutal, it has the same psychology as bdsm.

>>40503372
>i feel like only pretty girls get bullied by other girls.
No lol

>>40503456
Any reason behind your fascination? Do you like destroying things? When I was a kid I used to set things on fire too, but that was less of a fascination with fire itself and more of a need to do something with my anger and I guess show the world that I dont care about its rules and can do whatever I want whenever I want.
>>40503493
Nah shes lowkey right. Im not exactly aspd in a way that my diagnosis isnt on paper, but when I was a kid/teen my psychiatrists aknowledged that I have a conduct disorder which is basically the baby version of aspd. Most people with aspd dont seek psychiatric treatment willinly because they dont care about their behaviour affecting others badly or theyre smart and tend to mask and stay out of trouble.

>>40503418
does this scratch the same itch?

>>40503466
Stupid fucker

>>40503466
i stoneface and ignore the women i find attractive because its not like my ass has a chance anyways

>>40503522
Ban straight sex.

>>40503550
Its just a fascination with fire itself, it looks cool and I like seeing it burn and that's just acceptable fuel. "Destroying things" is kind of vague imo.

>>40500522
oh hey you have a tulpa gf too... twinsies

>>40503522
Why do you think the female sexual role is humiliating? There's nothing shameful about being penetrated or getting cummed in. In fact it shows you just how much you are being desired. But yes that shouldn't be called romance because it has nothing to do with fucking

>>40503597
>There's nothing shameful about being penetrated or getting cummed in. In
Lol, lmfao even.

>>40503586
I just like to use my lighter to see the flame

Hello femreppers. I hope you are all having a decent day and staying strong!
Just a threadly reminder from your little mtf femme friend that the best way to manage your dysphoria and not end up pooning out is to do all of the following:
1) Butchmax
2) HRT-rep
3) Get a short, mtf femme gf
4) -optional- Consider top and/or bottom surgery
>>40503522
>people call women getting jizzed in their throats, assholes and faces "romance"
People call that sex actually.
Dates, infatuation and displays of love are called romance.
>Het sex is so blackpilling
100%
So just don't be het.
>>40503550
>Any reason behind your fascination?
nta, but I just think fire is extremely beautiful and its ability to destroy seems almost mystical to me.
It is inherently powerful and I find power attractive.

>>40500313 (OP)
take your HRT, retards

>>40503604
if it's so shameful then why is it used to make babies moron

also: https://youtu.be/YGJqzEy9_60?si=-F4qVVZxQOBOCCuW

>>40503604
Well what's wrong with it? That post mentioned vulnerability and submissiveness. The first is just how an intimate encounter is naturally and the second is not necessarily true. You can be a power bottom even as a woman. But being submissive is also not shameful for women especially. Society values a quiet and demure woman who does what she is told by their partner

>>40503638
this, if anything a dominant woman is looked down on and shamed more

>>40503597
nta but so many of insults in english language revolve around "getting fucked/bent" or sucking cock or being penetrated in general. and the language around passive is described a lot as 'being used' or being a fleshlight, a cumsleeve or otherwise objectified. like its very clear that humans naturally perceive those things as humiliating because they are. Those who are on top are sexually and socially dominant, and those who are below them are not. Thats why its humiliating
>>40503626
>if it's so shameful then why is it used to make babies moron
this has nothing to do with anything like how does the fact that you need to have sex in order to produce a child makes it any less degradring. if anything it makes the passive role even more shameful because preganncy is the worst shit ever its literally being cucked by your own body

>>40503659
Well, when women are finally obsolete and artificial wombs are invented we won't have that issue anymore will we? (:

>>40503665
Yeah I guess?

Reminder that none of y'all are truly commited to repping if you're not willing to get pregnant. It's the most feminine act you could perform and is extremely effective at making you be in tune with your female biology. Once you become a a loving mother to your kids none of the silly angst you once had about not being a boy will matter anymore.

>>40503659
>like its very clear that humans naturally perceive those things as humiliating because they are.
Not really, that may be just our culture in current year. Those are only really bad when applied to a male, it's essentially calling someone a faggot in more creative ways. But just take a look at this image, would you find this insulting in any way if it was used on you? swear words are just inherently stupid when disconnected from their cultural context
>Those who are on top
Nothing is stopping us from being on top and dominant even with a hole between our legs while engaging in piv

>>40503674
If so, do you prefer sex robots with artificial wombs or artificial wombs inside a baby lamb

>>40503647
I wouldn’t say that, it’s more like men taking your dominance as a challenge to “put you in your place” which would be the aforementioned humiliating position

t. androphilic stone top

you guys realize you don't have to have sex w men, right?

>>40503705
>taking your dominance as a challenge
that would be quite affirming though because it means he sees me as an equal

>>40503716
you can't have sex if there's no penis involved sorry

>>40503522
If the female sexual role is so humiliating why does it make me cum?

>>40503734
ty this makes me feel better about being a lesbian virgin

>>40503734
If they think they have to "put you in your place" they do not see you as an equal

>>40503716
But fuckin dudes in the ass makes me feel better about my retard life

>>40503754
that's based keep it up

>>40503743
you're welcome, remember for most of human history and even today sexual crimes can only happen if there is a male in the picture and therefore no dick no sex

>>40503752
They see you as a threat. Dominance hierarchies are just a thing that arise naturally in the male world. And yes they usually consider themselves to be higher than you but once you defeat them in sexual combat you get the rank boost

>>40503765
ts is why i don't even see the point in sex even tho ive gone out with girls, it's so demoralizing to know that i'll never get to nut in her or have her give me a handjob you know. it seems so simple, it's crazy i wasn't able to be born a male, the default gender. JFL. but i will soon eat pussy i hope to at least try it but i would be a stone top and where all my clothes and i doubt a girl would like that

>>40503785
>i'll never get to nut in her or have her give me a handjob
There are some pretty exotic straps out there these days.
It is not the same obviously, but both my femrepper ex and myself really liked them.
>a stone top
Literally nothing wrong with that.
Stones are great and deserve love.

>>40503785
Why don't you taste yourself? that's how it will be except your tongue will be tired and it will smell fishy.
>>40503799
Which one do you recommend? It's going to be a piece of plastic at the end of the day, a cruel imitation of perfection but I am open minded

>>40503819
>Which one do you recommend?
That very much depends on what you and your partner are into. Also what size you are both comfortable with. Also how exotic you want to get.
But I will say that when it comes to the fake cum itself, the stuff from bad dragon is the best. Just make sure to warm it up to body temp before you use it. Take it from me that getting shot full of cold cum is not super fun.

>>40503819
idk cause that sounds disgusting, but i would just eat her out mainly cause i cant afford a strap rn

>>40503857
>But I will say that when it comes to the fake cum itself, the stuff from bad dragon is the best. Just make sure to warm it up to body temp before you use it. Take it from me that getting shot full of cold cum is not super fun.
Why did you have to type it out like that? This shit makes me so fucking upset. I can't look at this and not get dysphoric. It makes me feel like an idiot trying to achieve what I can just have naturally from a man.

>>40503695
>Nothing is stopping us from being on top and dominant even with a hole between our legs while engaging in piv
Im talking about normal hetero vanillaslop sex because its implied in the context of the og post. Also even then I feel like its a whole lot easier to be violent and dominant when youre the penetrative role

>>40503695
>Those are only really bad when applied to a male, it's essentially calling someone a faggot in more creative ways
the root of homophobia is in mysogyny tho. like males will see passive homosexuals as less than men because theyre taking it like a woman, the implication that being fucked and dominated as a woman is inherently degrading

All almost reversed all of my anti-AAP mental therapy by looking at photos of men. never again

>>40503948
Even the tops are seen are lesser so that can't be true. Why the bottoms get most of the hate though is probably because they are more likely to present themselves as womanly and that really gets the transphobes going more than the misogynists

>>40503938
>I feel like its a whole lot easier to be violent and dominant when youre the penetrative role
Well pounding is harder than bobbing up and down on a dick so they have to put more effort in projecting their body weight onto you. Plus we can grip their cocks if we exercise, that's not letting them go until we juiced them you know? Quite dominant in my book

>>40504005
tops are seen as "more of men" and less gay than bottoms because theyre on top, this attitude is especially prelavent in slavic cultures aswell as turkey and american prison culture. This sentimet is also frequently displayed towards victims of male on male rape. onlookers also tend to feminize bottoms and overmasculinize tops, even if both of them are equally masculine
>Well pounding is harder than bobbing up and down on a dick so they have to put more effort in projecting their body weight onto you
It just doesnt hit the same. its not as violent. criminal psychologists equate blades to phalusses and vice versa for a reason

>>40503609
>2) HRT-rep
>4) -optional- Consider top and/or bottom surgery
Just thought about this because I was out to buy food and saw a rugged alcoholic man about 40 years old in tattoos and an oversized dirty ass shirt struggling to count his cash because he was clearly buzzed as fuck and he was like asking the cashier dumb questions and giggling and he was the same height as me if not a little shorter and it made me have a feeling of hope because his shortness looked authentic and not comical and if i started hrt I could easily achieve the same look. Maybe it was a sign. Is it sad that a thing that convinced me to troon over is seeing some retarded alkie bum in a deadend store? Also I remember you from the previous thread youre the cluster c dpd mtf

I can’t believe they canceled NPR it was the funniest show ever where all the lesbians and Jews complained about stuff.

>>40504399
NPR had a lot of useful and critical reporting about government that never shows up in corporate media

>>40495075
You called it anon Tea(kiwi farms 2.0) got raided. >>937577209

https://desuarchive.org/g/thread/106026037/#106028477
>https://pastebin.com/CPBiqd1E
Original Python script used to scrape images from unsecured public bucket.

>https://transfer.it/t/P5Ajr05HgJDC
Locations

>https://www.google.com/maps/d/viewer?mid=1A_cWEVwlxIWiK8ktwUhqzPGKPAsEmZ4&ll=45.191579217826266%2C-74.6208692182616&z=6
1st map

>https://www.google.com/maps/d/viewer?mid=1ud0vxXGK-RcmFH8ZXq27B9xFvdCy5TE&ll=51.19580151666545%2C-125.59594999999996&z=3
2nd map

>>40503888
Sorry anon, that was not my intent.
For what it is worth, using that stuff really did help with my femrepper exs own dysphoria. In some ways it is even better then the real thing, since you can really unload so much of it.
>>40504139
Unless you are an androphile, you should not poon anon.
Butchmax. You can still rep while on hrt. You can still rep after surgery. You could really have your cake and eat it too here, rather then endure the hell of social transition.
>I remember you from the previous thread youre the cluster c dpd mtf
That's me!
Also the sapphic flag mtf from back in june.

>>40504410
The fucking President had it taken off the air!

Bump

Drawing something and I have no idea where to send it, i thought maybe another androphile femrepper here would like it idk
if anyone has any reqs i might do them when i get home, trying to get better at drawing this kinda stuff

>>40504455
>Unless you are an androphile, you should not poon anon
I am. that doesnt really matter though because relationships are not particularly important to me and i dont base my identity around what others find attractive

>>40506176
hot

>>40506176
>another androphile femrepper
If I'm interpreting the drawing correctly, it's a femrepper and her bf. You clearly have talent but I must say that self-inserting as le hecking based tomboy/butch female is not my jam. I don't want femreppers to be represented full stop, and I don't understand trannies who want representation. I just relate to men.

>>40507032
>I must say that self-inserting as le hecking based tomboy/butch female is not my jam. I don't want femreppers to be represented full stop
we dont care bro

>>40507052
>I DONT CARE, YOU HEAR
>I DONT GIVE A FUCK
>I AM GOING TO REPLY JUST SO YOU KNOW I DONT GIVE A SHIT

>>40507068
>>I AM GOING TO REPLY JUST SO YOU KNOW I DONT GIVE A SHIT
no i wanted to reply to make you mad lmao

>>40507032
>>40507052
I think we need much more art and discussion of femrepper butches physically abusing short, mtf femmes desu.

>>40503736
Probably because you're a moid with sissy fetish who can't understand shit.

>>40503689
Just because I'm repping doesn't menan I have to do most feminine act possible??

>>40507286
Assuming you've been here for more than a week, why are you replying to him? Or maybe you are samefagging. Either way, what a retard.

>>40503626
>Its not shameful...you can literally be used as baby factory!

>>40503638
The way men treated women, the way female and male biology is so different yet only male biology has more benefits.
Everything is so fucking wrong about it.
>Society values a quiet and demure woman who does what she is told by their partner
And this is definitely not humiliating no no
Everything about straight relationships and sex is servile and humiliating for woman. Brutal.

>>40507286
dont answer the schizo

>>40503716
I know, but I'm straight and there are millions of women who have sex with men yet no one wants to see a change in dynamic that obviously disadvantages woman.

>>40507322
>Everything about straight relationships and sex is servile and humiliating for woman. Brutal
And youre supposed to just be okay with it because apparently if you aknowledge this youre a mysogynist. Fuck this Im pooning out see yall

>>40507322
>Everything is so fucking wrong about it.
There's nothing wrong. We have evolved for two different roles. One's supposed to take on the challenges of the world and the other the challenges of raising the next generation.
>And this is definitely not humiliating
You haven't explained why it is so. Those are traits valued by society

>>40507350
Pooning out won't actually make you escape this sorry.
You need a dick to escape this. But you can't have that.

>>40507365
No, both could evolved differently but males pushed women to be baby machines.
>You haven't explained why it is so. Those are traits valued by society
By men*
Because men like to control women.

>>40506176
You should get in touch with Image Comics.
They might a comic or two to draw in that style.

>>40507397
females pushed males to compete with each other increasing their dominance, those that weren't brutal never mated

>>40500903
>AMAB dysphoria is a fetish,
it's a combination of internalized misandry and a fetish
t. male repper

>>40500954
what counts as an "existentially/psychologically complicated reason"
>all of their repping boils down to "i cant be a girl cuz ill be uglyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
because mtfs are demonized and portrayed as creepy rapist pedo murderers
a non passing ftm is just seen as a woman, a non passing mtf is seen as a monster

>>40507386
>You need a dick to escape this. But you can't have tha
im getting rid of my genitals i dgaf anymore

>>40501904
>So even if it's not your main factor for dysphoria your dysphoria literally wouldn't exist without it
if this rhetoric were true it would imply femrepping isn't real but malerepping is

mtfs want to change their bodies. they don't just want to be feminine men and they aren't oppressed by the patriarchy telling them they can't just be gay men
ftms want the physical strength and abilities of males who objectively have stronger bodies than females

it's not entirely social. otherwise every femrepper would just say "i would prefer being a woman in a world where men and women are equal", which is probably not true

>>40507278
Maybe, why is it so hot tho?

who here likes sleepykinq

straight ftms always see gay ftms as straight women and gay ftms always see straight ftms as lesbians. if anyone here ever transitions never ever interact with the trans community, it's not worth it

>>40508878
I made such a mistake.
>worst experiences with poons: scammed for money twice, robbed, physically assaulted (all by different people)
>worst experiences with troons: bitch was annoying
Tbf I used to hang out with poons more, I've encountered maybe 5 mtfs total in real life and they were mostly nice and socially awkward/autistic. Kinda felt bad for mogging them.

>>40509002
>>worst experiences with poons: scammed for money twice, robbed, physically assaulted (all by different people)
holy based

>>40501721
unironic trvth i'm a male repper who makes 300k a year and i still hate everything because i can't get myself to take my pills

My afab sibling is like trans nonbinary on the wait list for medication intervention and has PCOS so they have some facial hair growth.

They've not shaved it off but it is very disgusting to look at and they won't listen to anyone. Will pushing on it just resolve them to keep it? I tried to explain how life is so difficult and unfortunately how we look has a big impact on how we're treated, but didn't get anywhere

>>40500579
Accurate

Why the fuck I need to pay money to answer in fucking chats on fucking taimi? I'm so gonna die alone holy shit

i think the dysphoria is a part of my general dissatisfaction with the world. i've had a strong sense of right and wrong since i was little. i still do. lying, stealing, aging, mortality, female biology, wars, destruction, plagues, all of it is massively unfair to me and i feel the constant need to fight back.

>>40509271
holy adopt me

>>40507032
I didn't really think about it like that, more like I'm drawing women because I am one, I'm making her muscular because It's how I like being. I can't relate to men cause I don't have a dick/am female socialised and drawing gay porn makes me feel like a yaoislop fujoshi. I'm mostly trying to condition my brain to view myself as a woman by drawing women I could tolerate being like, they're not even necessarily femreppers.
>>40507402
Really, thanks anon, I always wanted my art to resemble a comic book's. My output is very low, though, sadly

>>40507084
fchasergen has its own thread transbian rapehon

Sometimes I send mean things to ftms that annoy me in those little anonymous ask box websites half of them have. It's both out of pettiness and also because imagining them get mad turns me on

bump

I hate being a chinlet so much

>>40510178
>become the male provider and breadwinner for a female
no i would just get a wife if i wanted that

>>40510492
those fingers should've been in his mouth

how do you cope with the fact that you are ROGD and can't even be a real trans man much less biologically male

>>40511834
>cope
>can't even be a real trans man
On the contrary, I thank God every day that I am not a pooner.
>cope
>biologically male
You can find all kinds of copes in this thread. I prefer workaholism.