>>40568971
>its actually super easy to become a man.
except for the fact im not one
>as much testosterone as possible
testosterone is poison though isnt it? which is why its no good for either men or women
>getting fucking jacked in the gym
never happening due to my fembrained social anxiety
>cut off all your hair
sorry nona but i like my hair
>wear only mens clothes
i have some clothes ive bought from mens clothing stores that i wear regularly but theyre largely androgynous stuff like sweaters. and even then the smallest size being huge for me is a reminder im not the normal size a man should be even tho height really doesnt bother me that much
>no tattoos or piercings
luckily i never got either of those even though id probably want a single minimalistic tattoo on my chest at some point i just dont see the appeal in piercings
>forget everything that you ever did/used/interacted with as a woman. discard all femininity
simply not possible. all my interests are permeated by femininity
>adopt the lifestyle of a man by lifting weights, getting jacked and taking testosterone
this could even be easier for an actual masculine woman, but not me, for some reason im even less masculine than that.
>hunt/fish/lift, work om your car
i dont do any of these things and i also dont have a car or even know how to drive lol
>get a male job
im not even employed in the first place LOL
>dont rep, it will destroy your soul
i know it will, but part of me is conviced enduring this will make up for some of the mistakes ive made in the past, even though i know it wont and im just stupid
thanks for being concerned about me though. i appreciate it
