>>40584920giving me a number thats not even on whatsapp baka
i guess i'm the fool again, u got me @_@
>>40585940i wanted to be somebody in this place so much but no matter what nobody likes me
first i was a nobody, just some ugly hon ppl made fun of
then all of a sudden everyone's telling me to stfu, i made it, i should leave, blah blah blah
its like they'll treat u like gum on the sidewalk for being less pretty/passing than them and then they'll hate u if u get any better
but even so i have no clue how to connect with ppl in the real world
i get that everyone says that but i genuinely have very little in the way of interpersonal experience and the fact im autistic doesnt help
maybe thats a defeatist mindset but damnit, idk what else to do