I see a lot of trannies on the internet say things like “would you rather look like your father or mother” the problem with that for me is that my father is a 6’2 blonde blue eyed full blooded Germanic man while I’m an ugly brownoid spic. Even if I wanted to look like father it would never happen and this I think is ultimately how I began to confuse my race dysphoria for gender issues. It’s clear to me that from a young age the “ideal male” in my head was white and as I grew up and watched myself turn into a spic I started to hate myself and my body and this combined with my faggoty tendencies caused me to want to run away from masculinity and the unachievable ideal I had for myself. I saw women as valued by virtue of being women, not their race, and as people who lived life for their own pleasure instead of focusing on some arbitrary idea of life success. But of course taking hrt made me realize I’ll be able to live as a woman when I fundamentally see myself as male and I still would have an unbearable hatred of my body due to being brown. All my issues were just race dysphoria the whole time

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