Thread 40579789

>pretty sure im developing bottom dysphoria
should i still go ahead with an orchie or just wait for full srs?

>>40579789 (OP)
Orchi, full SRS is like going full retard. You never go full retard.

>>40579939
but if i still have a penis it will be impossible for men to love me

>>40579993
Men will love you for the content of your character. And the size of your ass. The penis matters not. It is but an adornment.

Coming from an Uber masculine man

>>40579993
Men only love you because of your cute girlcock

>>40580021
>Men will love you for the content of your character

>>40580021
>Men will love you for the content of your character
yeah im bpd so thats not gonna happen
>>40580056
lie
plus im hsts so how would i ever have sex with a STRAIGHT man if i have a pp?

>>40580058
It’s true.

>>40580084
Even if you are BPD, a good man will love you despite your short comings. There’s perfection in imperfection. You don’t need to be perfect to deserve love

Coming from an Uber masculine man.

>>40580084
Straight men don't have sex with trans girls to begin with. What's wrong with having sex with a bisexual man?

>>40580096
yeah im sure u have never dealt with a girl whos borderline
>>40580102
bisexual men still see trans girls as men deep down

>>40580176
But that's how every man, or woman thinks. Not just the bisexual or gay men.

>>40579993
im sorry but literally every post op straight tgirl says their dating pool is worse post compared to pre. if you wanna do it do it for yourself not for a reason that isnt even true

>>40580192
ok so ur just proving me right
in order to have a straight relationship i need to be stealth
in order to be stealth i need to have a vagina

>>40580176
I have indeed dealt with a girl who’s borderline. Just because you have BPD doesn’t mean you deserve love. The best way I combatted my ex’s BPD was unwavering kindness and unconditional love. I was firm but gentle with her. And she thanked me for treating her in that way. I’d treat you the same. I may be muscular and intimidating looking, but I have a soft heart for sweet girls.

Coming from an Uber masculine man.

>>40579789 (OP)
it's so miserable i can't even kill myself because they'll identify my body as a male because of this stupid painful tumor

>>40580201
this sounds...fake
>>40580208
>fggt bf whos soft and wont slap me around when i act out of line
lame

orchi is so hot sorry about the bpd that sucks

>>40580240
lol'd

>>40580237
Fuck you <3

>>40580205
Yeah basically.

>>40580249
yep
>>40580251
?

>>40580237
i mean im post op but a lesbian so it doesnt really apply to me personally, but thats genuinely what i hear from all the straight girls in my circles. im honestly surprised you havent heard it before this point, its pretty commonly mentioned online too. again get it if you have dysphoria just dont be caught off guard by the dating thing.

>>40580258
What do you mean question mark? I'm agreeing with you.

>>40579789 (OP)
I mean I got SRS and honestly it depends if you can get a top surgeon get the full thing but if it's just kind of some c tier surgeon just get the orchi. Got an SRS like that and it just wasn't really worth it like the problems from it became as much of an issue as having a dick was.And I wish my parents were more on board with the getting an orchid idea.

>>40580237
>bf whos soft and wont slap me around when i act out of line
I said i was firm. If you deserve to get slapped, you would get slapped. If you deserve to get put in your place, you’d be put in your place. Make no mistake in that, silly girl.

Coming from an uber masculine man.

>>40580243
I mean I wouldn’t date you because of the bpd for real I have a little bit of broken bird syndrome but I do not have broken venomous snake syndrome

>>40580201
my bf is only with me on the condition i get it wnat are tou twlking about

>>40580271
>orchid
arousing autocorrect

>>40580259
https://voca.ro/1gkh4LWFILBj
>>40580265
oh sorry im dumb
>>40580275
ok but theres a ton of stuff someone could fix about me
the self harm addiction and eating disorder are just a few

>>40580307
Hawt...

>>40579789 (OP)
Your an idiot, see a priest or a shrink

>>40580323
therapy was a waste of money
i stopped going and spend the money on weed instead

>>40580307
I’m not sure fixing you would be worth it what do I even get out of it your abuse ehhhh seems like a bad deal for me
I mean I wish you would treat me well and not abuse me and we could be have a healthy and loving relationship that would be awesome
But even if I genuinely love you I think I couldn’t handle the abuse

>>40580343
its over

>>40580362
yeh

>>40580366
ok yeah anhero literally only option
grim

>>40580371
nah you can find a bf plenty of other dudes think they can fix you

>>40580307
Can you post more pics please i'm so horny pleaseeee

>>40580379
ig
surely theres a market for mentally ill girls
>>40580385
haha
die.

>>40580390
Wtf why. I'm serious i'm rock hard rn i need more of you.

>>40580396
more of me?
scars or skin?

>>40580402
Scars are okay but not specifically those. Just anything idk. Maybe some some tits or ass on catbox? Some thighs. Feet. Give me anything mommy please

>>40580417
fine guess i can whore out
disc?

>>40580390
yeah I think there is a HUGE market for mentally ill girls it is called the dating pool for cis men dating cis women
I get that tranners have their issues but honestly I don’t think being trans is itself a mental health issue, it’s just that being subjected to transphobia is like duh yeah very awful and hurts one’s mental health
but anyway yes a lot of men think bpd is just being a woman and of course there are tons of men who want codependent bpd relationships not least of all bc they have their own issues including bpd

>>40580424
ok so i have:
gender dysphoria (lets disregard that for now)
borderline personality disorder
major depressive disorder
generalized anxiety disorder
dependent personality disorder
so am i fucked or nah?

>>40580422
Oh do you have a discord you could give? I don't really like posting my discord here.

>>40580436
@emopup

>>40580441
cutie :3

>>40580433
how long have you been in therapy

>>40580514
1 week in da psych ward with group therapy 2x a day
ive been to 2 visits since i was released

>>40580441
Yo can I add too?

>>40580307
Cutting is so dumb, it just makes you look bad

>>40580525
I think you should work hard in therapy and take it seriously, no way to know if you are fucked at this point
there may be hope

>>40580790
no :p
>>40580809
dont care about a non-cutters opinion
>>40580815
nah im done

>>40580872
>dont care about a non-cutters opinion
NTA but i would agree with him, try to stop if you can

>>40580872
>nah
ugh bpd bullshit

>>40580887
oops forgot to mention i used to cut, so my opinion should actually matter right.

>>40580872
Why not? Afraid to stay up all night chatting?

>>40580872
> dont care about a non-cutters opinion
I’m telling you that shit looks retarded. It’s unattractive af

>>40580887
ok but im on all these psych meds now so im not cutting bc im like sad or whatever im just doing it bc i literally just like doing it
>>40580894
no bc u USED 2 cut
>>40580896
not really? just not in the mood 2 talk 2 like only 1 person id rather just stay in my thread
>>40580902
50/50 on this
some ppl think it makes me hotter and others say it makes me unlovable soooo

>>40580916
> not really? just not in the mood 2 talk 2 like only 1 person id rather just stay in my thread
That makes sense, I was thinking more of like just chatting like when you’re not on here type of shit

>>40580916
>ok but im on all these psych meds now so im not cutting bc im like sad or whatever im just doing it bc i literally just like doing it
yeah i used to cut when i was bored too, still a stupid idea.
>some ppl think it makes me hotter and others say it makes me unlovable soooo
kinda, it can be attractive for some people but you probably wouldn't even wanna attract those people, and it's a huge turn off for the majority of people. so not really worth it.

>>40580926
dude im unemployed im on here from the min i wake up 2 the min i go 2 bed

>>40580916
> 50/50 on this
>some ppl think it makes me hotter and >others say it makes me unlovable soooo

Noooooo don’t scratch yo your ass, it looked so goood before lol. Nah don’t listen to the cutters, they’re insane

>>40580932
Fr? Sheesh I used to see you on other boards now never desu we used to chat a bunch when you were on b

>>40580930
idk man i like playing with my blood and its not even really that bad so ummm yeah im gonna keep doing it :p
>>40580934
ive never cut on my ass that would b a bitch
just thighs and arms 4 me :)

>>40580942
stooop :c

>>40580941
oh shit r u the guy who would call me wife all the time?

>>40580942
Ohhhhh lol I thought that was your butt lol looking pretty thicc

>>40580948
Yeee, you remember lol

>>40580946
ok real talk i would stop cutting if i was in an abusive relationship
idk man i kinda just like getting hurt? (physically)
like the cuts would get replaced with cute bruises u know?
>>40580960
ur retarded
>>40580967
and ur STILL following me?
fuckn stalker
nah ur cool :p

>>40580978
i'd beat the shit out of you until you didn't even wanna cut anymore. stupid crazy woman.

>>40579993
orchie helps bottom dysphoria lots. it's possible to get full srs later if you need to.

>>40580978
> and ur STILL following me?
>fuckn stalker
>nah ur cool :p
lol yeah you’re my wife of course i have to. Any cool stories since you stopped posting on B?

>>40580978
>ur retarded
You’re the last person who should be calling someone that

>>40580988
IM NOT CRAXZYYYYYY FUCKKKK UUUUU
>>40580993
so getting an orchie like wouldnt fuck up my srs?
>>40580996
nope
im boring and dont like doing anything
>>40581000
ok but u literally though my thighs were my ass
so yeah ur retard

>>40581011
Nah you do like doing things. What do you usually do at home now? Play any vidya games?

>>40581011
> ok but u literally though my thighs were >my ass
>so yeah ur retard

Let me see your ass to compare maybe I am retarded

>>40581032
sit at my computer all day
im playing tf2 on and off but i dont really enjoy it

>>40581039
im not a sex object and i dont appreciate being treated like 1

>>40581048
Post it scratch post

>>40581059
yes sir

>>40581042
>sit at my computer all day
>im playing tf2 on and off but i dont really enjoy it
literally me.

>>40581063
just your ass

>>40581042
I need a pc. Maybe you need another game to play. You don’t play any of those games like Valorent, CSGO, overwatch shit like that?

>>40581070
im gonna off myself and its literally gonna be all ur fault
>>40581072
cs2 occasionally
i dont really play games to u know play
i really just use them 2 talk 2 ppl

>>40581063
If your mental illness kills me I wouldn’t even be upset as long as I get to hit. Kinda like a praying mantis

>>40581080
>i dont really play games to u know play
>i really just use them 2 talk 2 ppl
how many people from tf2 have you sexted with?

>>40580271
why didn't your parents want you to get an orchi?

>>40581080
Dang that’s a bit sad. You need friends dude. Do you have Ve chat?

>>40579789 (OP)
woman up and get srs
its one of the best things a tranny can do for herself, you'll feel way better

>>40581084
lol
>>40581088
11 this week
>>40581090
>You need friends dude
i know but i cant handle it
ive added some ppl ive met in games on steam and i always blow up and either ghost them or annoy them so much they block me
no i dont have vr chat
>>40581098
should i get ffs or srs first?

>>40580277
grats? we're talking about the general dating pool post op not one guy's long term investment

>>40581116
> i know but i cant handle it
ive added some ppl ive met in games on steam and i always blow up and either ghost them or annoy them so much they block me
no i dont have vr chat


Im down to chat whenever, you don’t even seem bad or whatever but that ghosting shit is wack. That’s one of the biggest reasons I want a pc lol.

>>40581144
>but that ghosting shit is wack
yeah yeah i already know im a bad person

>>40581116
ffs first, honestly most girls get way more dysphoria relief from that and some decide they dont even need srs afterwards. also would suck to need to dilate while recovering from ffs

>>40581152
You’re a whole ass red flag desu but red is my favorite color wife

>>40581116
ffs is probably better to get out of the way first because your face affects how you're seen by everyone you encounter, but presumably only sexual partners are encountering your genitals. unless your genital dysphoria is way higher than your dysphoria regarding face, i'd get ffs first.

follow up 2 >>40581152
https://voca.ro/16i86owgfZYM
>>40581161
noted

>>40581080
>all ur fault
I’m just happy to jerk off to your sexy body I don’t care about your feelings much, stranger

>>40581172
ok yeah then ffs first 4 sure bc my browbone ruins my face
>>40581175
expected

>>40581161
>some decide they dont even need srs afterwards
more likely they'd want it even more after ffs though because if they have less face dysphoria their dysphoria is gonna focus even more on the remaining masculine traits.

>>40581174
if I had you on disc I would be like hey sis don;’t block me if you don’t want to talk to me rn I will not be mad if I don’t hear from you right away take a few days that’s cool

>>40581191
i mean yeah thats what happened to me, but i also knew i needed srs from when i was little. im just talking what ive seen happen to a few girls with more general dysphoria idk

>>40581184
>expected
well sure? you’re just some stranger

>>40581198
>hey sis
please b my big brother
put ur hand over my mouth while u fck me 2 keep me quiet
"shhhhhh! ur gonna wake up mom!"
that would fix me

alr im going 2 bed bc im hella tired

>>40581174
Just say it lol like tell them I don’t wanna talk to you. You’re afraid of confrontation from someone who will probably never know you irl. Idk I’m a bit older and I usually just tell them ay man I’m busy or shit like that. I’ve never blocked someone, that’s just what I do desu. I get it though you don’t want to make ppl uncomfortable or upset but when they see that you unadded them or whatever they’ll probably ask why you did that lol. You’re kinda wanting to be nice but it comes off looking worse

>>40581214
yeah whatever I would fuck you and roleplay incest if you want could be fun but I’m not telling you my last name until you’ve committed to working hard in therapy

>>40581220
hope you sleep well lilsis

>Bottom dysphoria
PUSSY ENVY?

*cough*

>>40579993
>gay men arent men
well there it is. the tranny is homophobic. :)
i kid i kid. you were already homophobic. ha wait for it. thats why youre transitioning.
oh dear god. you see im calling you ha a closeted faggot. whoop hee!

this girl can 100% be fixed with a hybrid strategy of love and discipline

orchi is great. Once I had mine i lost all genital dysphoria and started topping again. Would recommend.