It's so strange seeing trannies. Do you ever have random moments of realizing "Holy fuck, I'm a tranny". Is it the first thing that goes through your mind when you wake up every morning?

>>40584102 (OP)
I have this except for me dating a tranny and being like “holy shit my girlfriend is a tranny”

>>40584102 (OP)
Mostly I just think about how other people treat me vis a vis being a tranny

Trans people dont exist and never have.

>>40584180

Then in that case what do you mean when you write "trans people" and post in a thread about them? What is going through your mind?

>>40584190
crossdressers/eunuchs

>>40584126
I'm autistic and trannies are my special interest

>>40584102 (OP)
i wonder if chasers feel the same you know?
like, when your gf's dick is in your mouth, do you ever go "holy fuck i am a massive faggot"?

>>40584102 (OP)
> Is it the first thing that goes through your mind when you wake up every morning?
yes, for a while - it was.

>>40584215
This is 80% of the people who come to this board
The other 20% are trannies

>>40584102 (OP)
its essentially the only thing that goes through my mind all day

>>40584102 (OP)
i manmode so i straight up don't think about it at all except on injection day

>>40584204

So what's the word you use to describe someone who is both a eunuch and a crossdresser?

>>40584180
just because you don't believe it exists doesn't mean it ACTUALLY doesn't exist.

>>40584102 (OP)
It's not the first thing but a lot of us do get those moments yes. A part of me is okay with embracing the absurdity at this point, being a tranny + intelligent makes you realise that life doesn't make any inherent sense, it's just a long and varied song that goes on forever, a lot of the pain of the human condition comes from the feeling of betrayal from life tricking us into thinking we have a sense of order about us to a greater extent than we do

>>40584102 (OP)
I think I wake up and think about how I’m all alone. I’m a little worried if you’re waking up with thoughts like that, it could be some part of yourself not accepting the whole trans thing, and if that is true then it’s really bad to ignore it

>>40584102 (OP)
I actually forget that cis people exist sometimes

>>40584363
people have such alien lives
what's a typical day like?

>>40584375
I only know trans people. cis women look hilariously deformed to me. cis men are just gross and contemptible

>>40584459
how does this work, like, economically

>>40584485
I live with two other trans people, go to university with mostly other trans people, and only go out to trans bars. when I go on hikes or walks it's just with trans people. I've removed cissoids as much from my life as logistically possible.

I can just be a person without all the insane cis expectations etc

>>40584256
castrated crossdresser - transgender implies they are not men they are still and forever

>>40584593
ah, it figures you aren't working a job to be able to avoid the cissoids so much
the degree of insulation you've achieved from the average person is impressive

>>40584102 (OP)
>Is it the first thing that goes through your mind when you wake up every morning?
nah its "fuck i need coffee"

>>40584230
The number of Cis M friends I know who have visited this board and have some passing familiarity with the lingo is way higher than it should be

>>40584102 (OP)
>do you ever have random moments of realizing "holy fuck, im a tranny". is it the first thing that goes through your mind when you wake up every morning?
it's not the first thing that goes through my mind. ive never woken up surprised to be trans, though occasionally i will process it and freak out for a sec. its never about being trans itself though but the fact i will have to deal with transphobia forever or the fact im unfortunately pre op

>>40584616

so let me ask you this, if transgender doesn't exist then how are you using it and defining it now, I didn't bring it up, I just said eunuch + crossdresser. You start describing it and using the word, not me.

Therefore, it exists. And if it did not, why would you need to argue about it here? Why not forums devoted to other things that supposedly do not exist, such as christianity.

>cofefe
>fuck i need to (TASKS) today
>well i look good enough, i tried.. time to leave
>ah yes that's right, im a tranny. She looks way better
>can't wait to relax inside all evening and be cozy w/ daddy

>>40584102 (OP)
>Do you ever have random moments of realizing "Holy fuck, I'm a tranny".
yes. i never thought my life would turn out like this.
>Is it the first thing that goes through your mind when you wake up
no. first thing in the morning i'm more likely to curse how much i hate my life for reasons unrelated to being trans

>>40584116
lmao

>>40584230
lmaooo true

>>40584593
i almost wish that were me im scared af of cis people except my parents and bf

>>40584102 (OP)
i dont really think about it unless it comes up for some reason or im here
i live a pretty normal life and dont bring up being trans with many people or get into politics arguments
when you first come out, you think about it all a lot, there are so many things to change and do and work towards and 'being trans' feels like a big deal, but that's temporary

>>40584932
yeah ive been on hrt for 7 years and i basically didn't think about it at all from 2020 to 2023 because i was living a normal life and stealth and it never came up. its been harder not to think of it lately because of backlash

>>40584730
*record scratch*
*freeze frame*
Yep, that's me. You're probably wondering how I ended up like this...

>>40585011
yeah and its a freeze frame of me with tits and a face full of makeup. shits wild, i was supposed to be a normal straight white guy.