Ppl always say to stop watching porn and that should make you a normal functional human while also stop you from trooning over a fetish. But when I stopped all that did was encourage me to actually buy estrogen, it's coming this Friday with the needles and shit and I'm kinda freaking out wondering why I did it. I hate wasting money so I feel forced to take it

dont feel forced to take it thats sunk cost fallacy. that being said if you went as far to buy estrogen and needles you probably would be better off taking hrt.

>>40605919 (OP)
People say a lot of retarded shit they genuinely dont care if its true or not. They only want their statements to get socially validated and that's why memes are a thing.

>>40605957
Most my life I've wanted to wear cute outfits and be a femboy and shit. But I'm already past 23 and that scared the shit out of me never being able to be cute and growing into a ugly rape mex. I still think I'm doing this for agp reasons, but personally idgaf about losing the ability to breed I just don't want to be ugly. Ik e won't change that but it's a step in the right direction

>>40605919 (OP)
>>40606075
You are a lot like me to be honest.
I'd still like to bank sperm though. I wanna be a mother/father/whateverthefucksomeonelikemeis some day.

>>40606084
Banking sperm is really expensive, if it was cheap maybe id do it but I don't really have the money to just throw at something I never cared about at all in life

>>40606130
Give Legacy is fairly cheap ($440 initial cost for 4 vials + $119/y for storage), but they haven't been around a while and who knows how reliable they actually are going to be in the long run.
My local bank has similar initial costs but it costs like $50/mo or $450/y for storage. With that said, that's about how much I pay to back up my file server, so I suppose it isn't that high of a cost considering I'm backing up biological matter rather than files.

>>40606184
That is expensive as fuck, no offense but what are you on?

>>40606487
>no offense but what are you on?
I'm not on HRT yet. If you're asking if I'm on drugs, the answer is Vyvanse and a six figure yearly income.

>>40606075
>>40605919 (OP)
You're saying you want your dick to shrink and to not be able to get an erection?

>>40606835
You say this like some people don't already have small dicks, myself included. And if I stop being horny that's only good for me anyways

>>40606906
Yeah and it's gonna get smaller. the problem with AGPs transitioning is that it makes dating women, the people you're primarily attracted to, much much harder because most women want an actual man

>>40606928
Lmao I could never get a girl even as a guy, I'm a weak ugly retarded loser. I was never aiming for a gf, I just want to get with another guy who's hopefully cute and horny. Size play is also super hot so it's a win win for me lol

>>40607115
Dude are you even physically attracted to men? You realize it's difficult to form a sexual/romantic relationship with a man if you're not physically attracted to them right?

I mean, do you get an erection when you look at male bodies in the way you do with female bodies? If it's all AGP you're going to be unsuccessful since the man will just be a prop in your AGP fantasy

I'm serious, you can't expect to find a relationship with a man if you're not attracted to males physically. Also, even being an autistic incel man dating is way easier than as a troon

>>40607115
Also I'm leaving my wifi zone so the thread will probably die before I get back, I'll leave some questions here and hopefully some will get answered.
I'm getting Estradiol Enanthate, I know it's weeky but what's a good dose for someone who's 5'6 and 150lbs?
How much does my skin actually change when using e? Like I've shaved before and my skin feels smooth so idk if it'll actually change a lot
Do you actually get shorter on e or is that hon science?

>>40607172
Just because I'm not into WWE wrestler body types doesn't mean I can't like twink body types. There's someone I especially love and would do anything for if they ever asked, but they're into weird things. I don't mind getting into those things too if he asked me to

>>40607205
No, I mean are you physically attracted to men. Do you get an erection just looking at men? If you don't having a sexual relationship with one will be difficult.

Wanting to do kink with a man or roleplay is actually a sign of meta attraction. You aren't physically attracted to the man himself but rather the situation and the act and the submission. This is common in transbian relationships where there's not that much physical attraction so they resort to kink

>>40607246
Oh no I fucking love him, he's the first person to actually show me what it feels like to be loved and I will devoted my life to him, he has some flaws he hates about himself but me constantly talking about how it doesn't matter to me and I love him no matter what made him accept those body flaws. I don't deserve him but he thinks I do so I just need to trust him

>>40607299
Okay, but are you physically attracted to males? You didn't answer the question.

>>40607172
>tfw AGP
>tfw men are the prop that makes me feel feminine
>tfw I date the women I want to be
Ironically the type of turned on I get with men is better because it actually leads somewhere. I just kind of marvel at women, unable or unwilling to penetrate because I'm not supposed to be the penetrating partner. And when I do it's not as satisfying.
>>40607246
I don't get an erection from men or women. I get an erection from dressing as or perceiving myself as a woman. Almost exclusively. But women are nicer to look at.

>>40607832
Okay, so you're a purely autosexual AGP. You should read Phil Illy's book autoheterosexual.

porn is good. i hereby demand more penises and more cumshots

>>40607922
I watched Benjamin Boyce have a conversation with Phil Illy a few years ago and Phil's perspective was totally eye opening to me, I felt a strong connection with his perspective. I think the book hadn't been released yet. I will check out his work. Thank you so much!

It's funny, the way he presents bothered me at the time, but over time I feel myself moving in the same direction.

>>40608077
Phil Illy is super based.