Why did I have to meet the puppygirl of my dreams only for her to have to leave? That was a year ago and I'm still not over her. I've found maybe one person since whose filled the void she left behind but that same girl ghosted me. Why does it have to be so hard to find a t4t puppygirl who will love me and not abandon me? I learned having a bunch of hookups clearly isn't going to get me any closer to that which sucks because I'm not sure how else to find that. I wonder if the girl for me is out there, or if I already met her and she was one of the aforementioned girls.

it's better to have loved and have lost.

>humblebragging about having hookups and relationships all the time

you have it easy.

op im going to go out on a limb and suggest that perhaps... owning a person as a fetish isnt a realistic long-term situation

>>40611999 (OP)
you have no choice but to go straight and get married to a cis male chad now

>>40612015
Ill have a hookup/relationship with you nona
Not op, she seems like a clingy weirdo

>>40612035
well, where are you from? i dont edate and i have so far met a grand total of one person from my city on this board worth meeting over the last... two years... and dating apps have been... unfruitful... the only thing i havent tried is straight up grindr but i dont think it'd be healthy

>>40612015
It's not that much of a brag, I've had a few hookups the past month and while they felt good it just has me feeling kind of emotionally empty. I want to feel loved and hookups don't do that for me.
>>40612021
maybe not, but I want to believe

>>40612047
Southwest usa
I met up with a girl on here before who was rly sweet. Ive been considering a dating app too lately but jesus christ every experience ive had is miserable. Idk when ill get desperate enough to download grindr/taimi again....

>>40611999 (OP)
im a puppygirl who's never dated (khhv) because it's really scary to be vulnerable & be abandoned so igy. sometimes I feel so lonely I could die...but you gotta keep our hope you'll find someone special. there are loyal loving fish in the sea & one day you will find yours <3

>>40612069
i am from sydney australia, i have 4 dating apps downloaded and no matches, the one cisfoid i managed to add with and really hit it off with, flaked on me 4 different times and then ghosted me. I live in hell. I live in hell.

>>40612073
thanks for the kind words anon, i can only hope you're right.
>>40612030
unironically sometimes i think i should start dating men because the heartbreak i get from men is only a fraction of what i feel when it's from women

>>40611999 (OP)
Sigh

>>40612078
that image hurts not because im in it but because its ramifications mean i will never have nearly as many human connections as i should. i will die before social media is rightfully cast off like digital leg hobbles