Thread 40621720

We love and support our trans brothers and sisters here.

Qott: Is preference and racism the same? i think so!

olde >>40618145

Yuck

>>40621720 (OP)
Ew why is there no ribcage he's fat

post holes!

95% of these photos just come down to good lighting

Pick

i sneak in and run away. hi bye!

Jumpscare

>>40621772
Neither

damn thats one ugly ass troon

Normalize spanking your retarded top bf with a riding crop if he leaves messes around the house like a manchild and expects you to be his maid bcuz his stupid whore mother didnt beat him enough

>>40621772
first guy is sexy especially in that first vid. exactly my type, love muscle fat

>>40621775
Thats the real timur btw

>>40621772
did he get buccal fat removal

I hate being a midget by my own hand
Thinking about kms

>>40621720 (OP)
Preference and racism are not the same.

>>40621833
I wish I was that pretty

>>40621840
noooo don't keys you're tje perfect pocket pussy ahah

if you exclude blacks and indians from your dating pool you're racist, shrimple as

>>40621838
Kinda seemed like he had a lot of work done. I'm sure he's happier now and not caught in a never ending cycle of surgeries and letdowns.

>>40621817
lol real vibe

Is this just AGP general now?

>>40621886
what about women?

>>40621886
I dont interested sexually in gingers or women either

>>40621860
Im not cute even though that was my objective

Sholdve embraced i was meant to be manly
Fuck my existence

>not being racist in current year+9
Dude what will it take? These people do not like you, want to hurt you, and have organized against you. What's it gonna take for you to realize that?

Cosmetic surgery should be illegal

>>40621895
Yes, you are welcome here.

>>40621895
Trannies invading a gay space and making it all about themselves???? Say it ain't so!

>>40621927
Why does this happen?

>>40621927
>>40621930
What do you guys want to talk about?

>>40621886
This because there's no reason to other then your a hateful bigot
>>40621560
When I watched this i couldn't stop covering my face with the blanket because it was so scary

>>40621944
Your little pussy belongs to me youre gonna learn to do what I fucking tell you to do

>>40621944
our alliance with trans folx

>>40621944
I was hiking the other day, and I got to the overlook and stuck up a conversion with this het couple - and the guy was a really nerdy twink and he chatted me up and I wanted to throw his gf off the cliff and take him home.

>>40621944
Honest thoughts on neovaginas what size and depth is right for you

>>40621720 (OP)
want:
femboy
slim (bmi 18 or under)
plays the same games as me (I play all popular shooter games, literally anything that is multiplayer and sold well on steam)
pretty
good conversationalist
within US (i want to meet up eventually)
Optional: be clingy, i just think its cute
Optional: have varied kinks and fetishes, its interesting to see people with niche turn ons

I have:
varied hobbies and interest (I touch grass)
muscular body
well-endowed
good conversationalist
extroverted
very patient and understanding (if you have BPD, BDD, ADHD, autism of any kind i don't mind and will be patient and kind to you regardless)
on break from studies for a month, so will be free most of the time
age: early 20s
sex: male/yes
l: south USA

sub top meets sub bottom

>>40621965
Hahaha
>>40621968
No it's not good enough technology for me.

>>40621973
Anon I think you want a 14 year old boy

>>40621973
Disgusting

>>40621930
It's literally mental illness. Their not happy with themselves, try a radical change, still aren't happy but have now ostracized themselves from regular society, gravitate towards alt spaces and drive everybody who isnt them out. Tale as old as time. Song as old as rhyme. Fags and AGPs.

Tldr. pour enough shit in a glass of water and you end up with a glass of shit and no water.

>>40621973
Your disgusting for grooming 18 yr olds as a 20 something year old man you should be in jail

squeak

>>40621992
He has all that but has to post his credentials here.
>i want to meet up eventually
>eventually

- flag

>>40621973
Mid + L + cringe + goofy + ywnbaw + keys

>>40621973
You're modest too ?

>>40621999
Thank you for your confession but Online Catharsis Therapy doesn't start again till tomorrow morning.

Has anyone itt been molested? How did/do you deal with that

>>40621965
Good for you. I got to the top of hikes and get the strongest urge to jerk it over the edge. Did that just the other day actually. Feels peaceful.

>>40621992
lol, nah. you see those slim asian twinks online all the time. i have zero interest in anyone below 19. im pretty young myself.

>>40621996
ok

>>40622005
? youre confused anon

>>40622023
i dont want to be a woman tf

>>40622029
its either that or i post my juk straight up, and i dont like people saving my photos.

>>40622052
new hampshire?

>>40622032
Yeah no you're right. Diversity is our strength. Invide the hons over the great wall. Don't even remember why we put that up in the first place.

https://youtu.be/m3x2T9U0Jio?si=j5WUf8NDVvA4M_SO
Why do blue eyes and people having blue eyes genes makes brown eyes people so mad

>>40622042
Why do you ask?

It's just something I noticed is that blue eyes people cannot have anything anymore to themselves why is this

i'm sorry. bye gaygen just wanted to say hello and be friendly.

>>40622113
Henlo do you think that blues eyes people will be allowed to have eyeballs in the future or will we have to have them removed for equality

>>40622052
I wouldnt do that theres demons of push and pull that can pull you down the cliff by your 4skin

Dakota is the nicest of the 30 year old gorillahons tbf. Paige and emo are mean

If i had a small dick id be nothing. Its actually shocking how much good play i can get with it as a 5'6 skinnyfat aging twink top.

>>40622146
How big?

>>40622113
Do you go into womens toilets sir?

>>40622113
See you space cowhon.

>>40622146
I am nothing?

>>40622146
>5'6 skinnyfat aging twink top.
Service top who desperately wants to spread and bred

>>40622083
Just wanna know how different people deal with it is all, don't want to bore anyone itt with the why

>>40622070
TN actually but I get the mistake. Picrel is NH

>>40622171
where in tn? I gotta figure out if they reopened cloudlands

>>40622145
Shut UP slayer. You're the only one here who knows troons by name

>>40622131
Luck for me then. Finally something for the pro column!

>have a nice healthy and light dinner
>can't resist the tub of icecream and a good 'ol coupla' beers
damn

>>40622161
6 3/4ths but my frame makes it look bigger proportionally.
>>40622168
Maybe you have other positive qualities.

>>40622179
Bird rock or some shit. Between Nashville and Knoxville just off the highway. Short like 10min walk to the top. Just a chance to stretch the legs

need breeding...

>>40622199
Mine is bigger than yours

sneed

I miss tankanons sneed & feed oc

>>40622199
Bf cock on a bf bod with a bf personality. We could be a power couple but we're both too awful to be allowed to draw breath. Krazy

>>40622201
Oh, I've never been as far as Nashville - I get lost in that bit between Knoxville and Chattanooga - I want to go back and see Sequatchie Valley on a cloudy day - I did the shitty overlook on the wrong side of the valley (I think the good one is on the east side)

>Short like 10min walk to the top
short hikes are fun and you can string multiple ones together

Gaygen is far more tolerable when it's inclusive and not so bigoted, why cant we just be nice to each other, it takes so much energy to hate and flame one another all the time

>>40622208
Do you want a cookie? Maybe a sloppy blowjob?
>>40622224
Hahaha

>>40622211
nothing much whats sneed with you

Would you consider them fat?

>>40621720 (OP)
your retarded
picrel is hott btw

>>40622221
tankanon is a huge whiny faggot, cant stand that nigga, all he does is whine on discord

>>40622241
if i had anorexia and posted on /fa/thinspo probably. but i dont so no

>>40622199
Hmmm I'm 5'5 and 6 inches but I feel like people would laugh at me if I tried to top. Is it possible to succeed as a manlet top?

>>40622250
Do you talk to hik on dissy

You only live twice or so it seems

Gaygen is far more tolerable when it's JUST THE GAYS so we can just be nice to each other, it takes so little energy to hate and flame those all the time but I wish they'd just stay on their 99% of the board and leave us alone

We could oil our cocks up and rub them together using our hands as a mega fleshlight until we shoot ropes of hot all over ourselves

>>40622229
I totally botched that leg of the trip. Did most of my driving at night through the French river area and missed the views. Then hightailed it to Nashville for a ticket timed event I barely liked. Then hightailed it north. Bad planning all around on my part then I was so beholden to my plan that I didn't want to break it even when I knew I should. Life is hard. I'll be back eventually and try to make up for my dumbassedness

>>40622257
yiss... im fucking a 6'5 guy rn. but thats v rare, its easier to get fellow short kings. usually i fuck white guys who are just slightly taller than me or hispanic guys who are shorter

>>40622257
Theoretically maybe it's a fetish for a really tall guy to get fucked by a short guy. Hypothetically maybe some people are in to that.

>>40622257
i'm like 5'7 and 6 inches (it's more on the girthy side which helps) and pull with guys taller than me. if you get good at foreplay, sensitive touch, knowing how to pace yourself when fucking guys, you can top anyone and anything. bottoms have dildos, they're not interested in fucking a dildo attached to a dead fish regardless of height, the dick is secondary to who's attached to it and how it's used

>>40622241
No wtf

>>40622180
Everyone else is putting on an act to win the prize of absolutely nothing

>>40622317
french broad? near asheville?
or is there a french river I don't know about?
>for a ticket timed event
those are always annoying
>I was so beholden to my plan
I don't usually have specific plans I try to have like 5-6 things I want to see and apportion that out over a few days based on how I feel sometimes you do kinda HAVE to do some things on a specific day but I try to avoid that where possible

>I barely liked
what was it?
the last ticket timed thing I did was Lake Lure - which was totally worth it and apparently I didn't even need to buy an advance timed ticket - walk up is fine as long as they aren't full

i only go to gg on this board so i don't take much notice of other threads but is gg the fastest moving general on this board or are the other tranny ones faster, seems gg goes through like 3 or 4 threads per day on average no?

>>40622324
I hate you so much. If I can't have you, no one should!

>>40622250
have you gotten in his butt yet

I had a best friend. Literally my only friend growing up really. Got to around middle school and you could tell we were kinda going different directions. He was hardcore into grunge and punk slop while I was more or less normal. Anyways, that summer we stayed over at his place and his mom was cracked the fuck out. He stole her cigs and we were just giggling and smoking them together, sipping on beer that really tasted like shit but again it was fun. He kissed me that night but it was some joke or dare, I never really remembered clearly. My heart had never ever pounded that hard.

Years went by, he decided to starve himself and twink mode on account of his horrible depression and shit family. I always tried to not make it weird but by the time I was a junior he was in my fantasies all the time. He was cute, maybe gorgeous to me, even though I had a gf at the time it was just performative bullshit. That winter he came over to watch a couple of movies and we ended up dry humping against each other for hours. Just talking and touching and grinding, all night. Came multiple times. Broke up with my gf a week later and we've been fucking constantly since. Been maybe 6 years since that night. He's even cuter than he was then. /blogpost

>>40622170
You can share.
I still feel extreme disgust but I lost someone extremely important to me now I mostly suffer from extreme grief.


>>40622199
I can be a cum dump.

If Ray Blanchard was in this very thread right now - what would you say to him?

>>40622392
who the fuck are you

>>40622392
i dont know who that is. i wish it was 2007 so i could fuck an emo scene twink

i w, i wanna squeak in a top's hole and play with his balls. then, drink every last drop of his essence as i delightedly slide my lips down his big, hard, cock. will i be honorary gay then?

>>40622395
>>40622398
he's a leading Canadian sexologist famous - among other things - for constructing a two type typology of transgender women, and researching the fraternal birth order effect in gay men (having older male siblings increases the odds of younger male siblings being gay)

>>40622336
If this isn’t fat then what would you call it?

>>40622042
I was molested over the course of six months by my uncle and his son but they both didn't know the other was doing it. I was 10 or so. To be entirely honest after a couple of years I forgot about it, and when the thoughts dredged up around the time that I discovered myself I kinda looked back on it all and shrugged. It definitely affected me in ways but never like how I hear others describe their incidents. I guess apathy was my coping mechanism.

>>40622422
>sexologist
sounds like a fake job. i'm an only child, unless he can get me an emo twink i don't care.

>>40622392
why..... didn't.....you......kill......them when you had the chance?!

>>40622392
I'd say the guy who got kicked out of some tranny thread was helplessly fishing for replies here but cant get the trannies off his mind because normal gays make him realize what a joke his sense of manhood is and all he sees here is a mirror of himself. Is whad I'd say.

>>40622347
Hmm maybe I'm wrong. I was staying at a free campsite in Dandrige and I thought I saw a sign for French River Overlook or something like that on a few of the crossings. Pitch black but the way the road curved I assumed it looks really pretty. It was like a food tour thing which was fine but I should have spent multiple days in TN not tried to cram it all in. Spent the whole day rushing. I'm still very new to roadtrips and I try and sleep on dispersed campsites to keep costs down but they're almost always craaaaazy far outta the way. Need to do some soul searching for the next one. Maybe I just eat the cost and go less often. Idk

>>40622422
sounds like woke dei nonsense

>>40622383
I hate you too. If I'm alone everyone should be. It's a simple and reasonable demand

>>40622324
>>40622332
How do you connect with people?

>>40622425
non-muscular skinny dude in a speedo, aka majority of thin twink-build guys in the world who don't work out. not my usual type but whatever.
in any case if that's fat to you may you have an eating disorder and i recommend seeking treatment. or continue to keep posting him, i don't care, he has a cute face.

>because normal gays
>normal gays
>4chan
>normal gays

>>40622383
dawww <3
Thats the sweetest story I have seen here in maybe ever.

>>40622435
Scandal is what damages people if its not violent or physically coerced. If no one talks, theres no scandal.

I'm so excited to try the Balos tomorrow gg.

>>40622473
He is objectively fat…! Look at how curvy he is.

>>40622485
A tiny minority of 4chan gays are weirdo loners. Most are having sex or in relationships

>>40622532
would you try baltos knot?

>40622485
The classic "non-denial denial".

>>40622548
Stop with the dogs fucking me jokes

>>40622546
I'm good. Thanks.

If I have to see those ugly spray tanned student athletes one more time I'm going to kill myself

>>40622469
as much as it was a pain in the ass: socializing is a muscle. first couple times i went out on my own to gay bars or whatever i just sat by the bar by myself looking autistic as fuck and got ignored (a couple times the bartender would just give me pity drinks because he thought i was a guy getting stood up on a date or something). the more i kept going out the easier it got to connect to people and hold conversations. and not spill my spaghetti if people flirted with me. it also taught me how to be assertive about what you do want and what you don't want. (i remember going to a famous bar in nyc and a guy coming up to compliment me and i was happy and then were like "i want you to FUCK my SLOPPY MANPUSSY"... not all attention is good attention)

if you have similar interests it helps. if you are in a city with gay bars, chances are those bars have specific events on certain nights for guys into certain things. but in general it's mostly just putting yourself out there. it is a lot easier to see if you click with someone in person than on an app and it's a lot less immediately transactional. i've seen people go home with folks "out of their league" constantly because they clicked

grr >.<

>>40622590
Testify. Every day until they get it.

This is my bepis

>>40622590
Yeah that sounds impossible for me desu. I can't even walk down the street without having a panic attack

>>40622588
No spray tans!

>>40622447
>Spent the whole day rushing. I'm still very new to roadtrips and I try and sleep on dispersed campsites to keep costs down
I've been booking shared rooms in a home online. Keeps costs down to about 70$ a night - still a lot - but less than it could be.

I've been road-tripping since spring and get better at it each time - finding pre-booked accommodations spaced 3-4 hours out from one another is quite helpful

>>40622623
cute

>>40622631
They are ugly and it makes me angry to have to see them

>>40622590
Have you ever gotten with a guy without going to a gay-focused event/place or dating app? Like just coming across someone in your day to day life? Is such a thing impossible?

>>40622546
good one

>>40622620
anything but man pussy. ill take shithole over anything with "pussy" anyday

>>40622675
nta but no
>Is such a thing impossible?
yes unless ur a chad - nobody here is chad

>>40622385
I don't want to go into too much details but i was fine until recently, I'm 21 now and have been in relationships nonstop since my mid teens but now that i value my solitude more and have been rejecting being tied to someone and just want to be alone, the thoughts of it come back and it's making me feel angry and hurt. Do i really have to be in a relationship or fucking someone constantly to not think about it.. I'm trying to pick up some hobbies and games to keep my mind off it
>>40622435
I'm sorry that happened to you anon, i hope you're dealing much better with it than i am.
>>40622518
No one in my life knows, and my abuse wasn't particularly violent or as extreme as other peoples, but it still messes with me

>>40622626
maybe the first step is making it down the street, getting with guys can come later

>>40622675
>Like just coming across someone in your day to day life? Is such a thing impossible?
i think it's possible but the social circles you're in even outside gay-focused spaces probably has an impact on that.

>>40622672
sorry. i like him:(

Totally manageable up until the going home with someone part. Terrified of sex and not being able to perform or showing people my naked body. The few times I've approached that line I've had a full on panic attack. Keeps me out of gay spaces. There's no point in the preamble if I can't close the deal. Why even try. And that's enough sad posting for tonight. C chrest out

Need bf like this asap
Who volunteers
https://files.catbox.moe/e78nge.jpg

>>40622713
What do you think the molestation has to do with your current life and future?

>>40622761
Nice airsoft gun, faggot
t. has real guns

>>40622747
are you trying to have sex with people you dont know well? i think its best if its someone you really trust first like a friend that happens to becone more. i still would never try grindr despite being with a few guys already. i need to trust them and feel close to do anything intimate

>>40622761
Delete this pic of me

>>40622713
>to keep my mind off it
You don't seem to be succeeding. So maybe its worth it to do some honest introspective maintenance and find out why. Theres some reason you picked now to aim focus at it.

>>40622724
I'm in my 30s and still a virgin so I feel like I'm running out of time

as an asian fem bottom, i demand a white bf..

>>40622447
i just sleep in the car on road trips but i used to be homeless so maybe im built diff

>>40622781
I'm not trying to have sex at all. And every gay man I've ever met even in nonsexual context is just trying to hookup. I signal that I'm not ready for that, and they move on. My 20s have been a disaster and I'm half done. Prime of my life, my whole ass. Goodnight fr now tho

>>40622824
ouch my back

>>40622815
you aint cute enough

>>40622815
Post face

>>40622824
I'm 6'3" it's uncomfy enough to drive the car all day I wouldn't want to sleep in there. And what do you do about the heat/cold? Tent has been ok but finding a place to legally setup on the cheap is a bitch

How do I find an effeminately gay boyfriend to go on road trips with?

Need moar mystery meat skinny fat athletes

I should buy cake and pie.
I never buy cake or pie anymore.
Nobody makes a decent cake or pie. Including me.

Just vacuum pumped my dick some 20 mins
Looks nice soft
Feels heavy
But im not horny so thats where it ends, not hard
https://files.catbox.moe/6r87sa.jpg>>40622865

>>40622850
heat is impossible to deal with. cold isnt that bad. i slept in the low 20s with the windows cracked. just wore two layers of clothes and i was fine. if its proper cold like the negatives (fahrenheit) then idk.

>>40622815
Well, I'm a white masc bottom and I demand a bf too

>>40622865
look for femboy hitchhikers

>>40622850
>I'm 6'3"
hellooooooooooo

>>40621720 (OP)
I get the brothers part but why the sisters? not gay.

>>40622890
I don't want femboys, I want effeminate gay men - big difference.
I want looks like Tarzan, talks like Jane.

>>40622850
same height prius was a massive regret fuck.

>>40622807
You are not alone

>>40622771
Absolutely nothing, i don't think it deserves any of my time honestly but the thoughts are pervasive.
>>40622799
How do i go about this on my own? Do i need to talk to a professional like a therapist or something, because I'd rather not

>>40622920
If you're a top no reason you can't get sex. Tops are high demand

Boo

>>40622831
says who >.<

>>40622865
look around libraries or hobby shops and lure him in by saying you could break his delicate, slender fingers

>>40622904
Step 1 grindr
Step 2 top

Soft dick is satisfying actually

>>40622875
Does it hurt

>>40622422
>having older male siblings increases the odds of younger male siblings being gay
>"fraternal birth order"

Severe straight brain copium right there.

This reminds me of the joke about the Puerto Rican definition of virgin being a 13 year old girl with no older brothers.

>>40622922
What's the part that bothers you most?

>>40622956
Kinda but eventually no more

>>40622930
prove it. post a pic of ur body.

>>40622959
this finding has been replicated in many different countries

I kinda hate poppers but i really feel kike force-sniffing some by my top's order (which is not happening because im inceling since last month btw)

>>40622959
Stop projecting your own trauma.

>>40622943
I like it when a guy is soft and I take his dick into my mouth and as he gets hard I can feel his dick widening my hard and being forced down my throat without either of us having to do anything

>>40622968
no!

>>40622928
Not where I am apparently
And some of us don't want just sex

>>40622959
>>40622971
I'm the firstborn of both my parents and extremely gay, effeminate, and a bottom. not quite a flamer who is yass kweening all day though

im sad /gg/ :/

>>40622807
all i can say is it's never too late, it wasn't for me

>>40622920
ok maybe for delta it might be too late

>>40622988
alright, post an unsee link or smth. because i want to call your bluff.

>>40622993
>and a bottom.
cute until you said that part

>>40622993
Do you know what "odds" means?

>>40622993
>>40622959
>>40622971
Its probably more related to exposure to a sexually atrractive male figure.
If an hormonal kids get overly exposed to their older brother is not unlikely they will begin getting accidentaly aroused.

I hate casual sex i hate this fucking community.

>>40622577
who is joking?

>>40622998
why

>>40622998
Why?
>>40623015
Explain

I sure wish I didn't have to go on road trips alone.

>>40623020
>>40623022
just looking back at old pictures. i miss my ex and all the adventures we went on

>>40623012
>Its probably
Based on what? Vibes?
I hate how many people just want to give dumb hot takes based on nothing because "it feels right".

>>40623024
That's why I conceal carry

>>40622960
The usual things i guess, the betrayal, having no say or control over the situation and being taken advantaged of, how my family and him run around in the same groups socially and professionally

>>40623009
I can't help it, sry

>>40623010
yeah but anecdotally I'm gayer than my younger sibling bc they're bi

>40623012
weak bait but kys anyway

>>40623014
it's the worst
it feels like I'll never find a boyfriend let alone a husband, only gay sex (sorry biboomer but it is sex)

>>40623030
>Based on what? Vibes?
Based on the fact that fetishes and sexual attraction are first and foremost learned through exposure, association and conditioning

No one is birn with a sock fetish, is a learned behaviour by being exposed to arousal under certain conditionals, and associating it with certain arousing things.
Having an older brother often involves being in certain relation of docility to a relatively equal male to which is expected competition with but also exists in a position of superiority because its older

You "look up to" take as example, want to ikitate.
Sexuality is also a self-referential phenomenon.

i'm so ugly i wante to die

>>40622922
>How do i go about this on my own?
Maybe. But that will introduce external complications and run the risk of them framing it for you. You don't have to talk yourself into feeling like a victim if you don't feel that way now.

Most professionals are quacks. Introspection takes being persistent and honest with yourself, and becomes a great, strong tool for diagnostics.

Talking with anyone at all is a bit misunderstood. The person just gives you a random reply generator like AI to develop your own associations, crystalizing them and finding new insights. It could be a cat for all the person matters. The point is to let yourself verbalize which gives the thoughts articulation. Either way, it can be hard or easy, depending on how used to honesty from yourself you are. You might have to prepare to be shocked or wrecked.

You usually have to cross through despair or resentment to get to the truth of how your inner mind works; they exist to stabilize emotional spikes. Your inner mind is typically no more thoughtful than an infant. Its primitive, animal like, egoist.

And it takes self respect and confidence, meaning that no matter how rough the discoveries, never forget that you doing it to help yourself. Any pain or despair is a by product, not the purpose. You have to know and resolve to yourself that you are there to help because you care. That inner child has to know it can depend on you not to hurt it for no reason or abandon it back to vague chaotic thoughts.

Thats the most important part. You are not there to create shame or guilt. Such feelings are guide-posts, not the destination. You do it because you care enough to find out. That means you love and trust yourself to at least try.

g2g for a bit but I will read

Anyone want a tall mentally ill domtop husband

a preference is liking guys that are fat. they're called chubby chasers. that's not the same as liking asian guys. yellow fever is racist, gweilo.

>>40623039
What things you do to keep your mind busy? Anything you enjoy?

>>40623065
Heyyy

>>40622993
Thats kind of my point, it isnt causal. It can be an influence, but not determinant. I grow tired of those who think gay is some mystery and needs to be solved. Its no mystery. People just dont care for the answers.

>>40622971
Im sure it has. But its an answer in search of a question. If you have no brothers, then it says nothing.

>>40623065
will you beat me until moral improves?

Being short is such a strong suicidefuel

I will never be a normie gay capable of having sex or being in relationships

manlets
when will they learn

>>40622978
https://vocaroo.com/14dEEAZzgAjR

>>40623053
Whoa. Are you me?

>>40623096
What's stopping you?

>>40623103
>oh boo hoo my brother died
i know no one can ever fell the hole he left in your heart
maybe you can try filling my hole with your part?

How many of you had eating disorders

>>40623128
Don't be a dick

>>40623113
Being a mentally ill 30something virgin

>>40623012
Okay but lets not pretend boys aren't adventurous, transgressive, daring and can get aroused by anything from pool jets, a strong wind or, apparently, cartoon characters. Boys are walking boners looking for a target. Thats why society has an interest in teaching them what to aim at.

My ex I miss him every day except we can never be together

>>40623094
Short guys are cute

grave digging slayers brother and giving him the good ol skull fuck

I only go for ftms cuz im detrans. just makes sense.

>>40623133
i'm not /being/ a dick. i'm trying to get some. feel like he's a subby top that needs someone to light a fire under him to motivate him. why can that fire be some cinnamon swirl?

Slayers brother died from big penis disorder

>>40623147
ive mostly gotten over mine after 3 months. i still think of him every day but its only briefly. i mostly get sad / feel really weird when i look at old pictures of us

i want to feel another guy inside me. not only that, but i wanted to be bonded with said male, like deeply connected in a romantic kind of way iykwim. boyfriends.

>>40623160
that’s pretty weird

>>40623092
No.Not that type of mental illness, I would never abuse someone. I want romantic dates, cuddling and a sweet domestic life in the wood.

it's not the /kids/ table.
god!

>>40623144
Just stop being mentally ill and have sex

>>40623150
So funny

>>40623172
gaaaaaaaaaaay

We have ai at home

>>40623178
never seen a cuck table before

>>40623188
niggers. how do you like that one?

>>40623192
My earlobes are attached

mr pancakes is going to star in the whale remake in 20 years

>>40623197
That's where the cuck sit and do their coke

>Do anorexia because i thought i was too masciline to be a bottom
>fuck up my bone volume and height
>turn 20 and realize its impossible because my face its simply too manly, try to embrace androphilia
>oops im now a fucking broken midget

Suicide suicide suicide suicide

>>40623094
being short literally does not matter if ur gay

>>40623216
I'll be dead long before then because this world was too fragile for me I'm come from higher dimensions

>>40623198
Nothing.

>>40623190
Its the path the gay community shouldve progressed towards. Its the path manhood shouldve progressed towards. Bottoms should be pampered and protected in the streets and demolished in the sheets. Faggots just couldnt stop being loose whores.

>>40623234
I'm un-hot and my body proportions are fucked up (ribcage too big)
I was supposed to be taller why cant someone shoot me already lmao

>>40623056
relatable
it's fucking horrible
some days I'll feel less terrible and work up the courage to do opposite action and dress nice and I'll go out and do stuff and feel better then I'll get home, see my reflection, and damn near vomit and start crying from the cringe slamming into me like a damn runaway freight train
fuck

>>40623065
depends on the mental illness but generally yes pls

>>40623086
oh duh sorry it's been a long day
the only ppl who want to know what causes gay aren't curious about solving a mystery, they want to cure the problem

>>40623130
me, anorexia. been in recovery for about six years now

>>40623234
You won't be taken as seriously if you're not a sub/bottom

>>40623232
There is nothing wrong with being short
>>40623241
All of humanity is destined to become loose whores. Only those with free will can choose otherwise, and vers gays have the freest will.

>>40623259
When I look at myself I punch myself in the head and I have so much intense rage inside I feel like I might hurt myself or other people

>>40623259
>>40623056

Holy shit you are basically me
I also feel so trashy cuz being so ugly i just get demoralized and wont take care of myself thus i look rotten lmao

...

Perhaps while I am gone you guys can speculate why dom/sub is such a salient motif in same sex relationships.

Advanced mode: Slavery no longer exists, by name at least, in the modern Western free world.

If there are any dots to connect, I will let you draw them yourselves.

Remember, the most successful slave traders are/were basically ranching other humans and domesticating them.

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>>40623291
https://voca.ro/1lmWaPdbEM09

>>40623291
Most of your posts are riddles to me.

if he won't breed me.. then, i'll just have to breed him..

>>40623273
We werent destined to become loose whores, our community just reinforces an facilitates that sort of lifestyle.
>>40623291
Do you not think gay dom sub dynamics exist..?
>>40623259
Bipolar. Controlled.

>>40623348
I wish i was her

>>40623301
Not enough time to listen your rambling fetish copes atm maybe later. Lrn2type

>>40623305
Its ok. I can be abstruse. The guy on the right has your eyes, beautiful.

>>40623323
I said they are salient, so of course. I was asking why they are so prominent. It exists in hetero relationships also, but straights tend to sublimate it out of necessary consideration for the would-be mothers of their children; chivalry, romance etc. Gays are quite open about it.

>>40623355
Thank you

>>40623348
Wig

>>40623275
I've never had homicidal ideation but I do want to hurt myself quite often
then that can loop back into appearance concerns bc I have noticeable scars on my thighs and my dad said it looks like an ancient manuscript and that made me feel kinda bad

>>40623276
yes I totally understand that too
I wear PJ pants with holes in them pretty often with like hoodies or plain tank tops with plain shorts and it looks trash but IDK it's less painful to dress poorly and be comfortable than to dress nice, be less comfortable, and still ugly if not uglier by contrast with the nicer clothes

>>40623291
bc daddy issues, duh!!

>>40623323
oh idk... I was expecting something sexier like narcissism or something schizo... bipolar is like weird band kid mental illness......

>>40623348
he's hot

>>40623311
Based
>>40623323
>We werent destined to become loose whores, our community just reinforces an facilitates that sort of lifestyle
And since that is the state of things, it is destined to be that way. It takes personal effort and willpower to overcome that natural bestial inclinations that everyone has. It's not just a gay thing, straights are stupid animals too for the most part.

>>40623355
https://voca.ro/15jngCmLR23X

>>40623056
Same, I feel like I'm never going to be able to find someone who would love me since I'm a masc bottom with body hair

>>40623372
Why is narcissism sexy to you? Mental illness should be treated or at the very least treatable.
>>40623375
Its not against the grain for me. Took no effort to be revolted by other tops.

>>40623393
Im masc bottom with some body hair and I found love

>>40623372
I have some disturbing homicidal thoughts honestly. But I don't want to tell people and get sent to a hospital again

>>40623144
>>40623179
Yeah. Pretty much. Have sex, stop stressing. Find out things weren't a big deal. That's why frat guys bang fat and ugly chicks, and can still pull hot chicks. Some hot chicks won't give you time, but if they see you treating an ugly chick better than them; They'll try to steal you away. They think they deserve you more.

>>40623398
>Why is narcissism sexy to you
I don't have a great answer for this is intellectually I understand that it isn't
but emotionally it's just compelling, and there's some comfort in it bc my dad's a narcissist and my ex boyfriends have either had traits or been narcissists proper

>>40623412
that's alright, it's good that they feel disturbing to you rather than alluring. it's probably just your brain fucking with you by making you worry that you want to do horrible things, or think that you're a bad person for even thinking those thoughts

>>40623409
That's good to hear. I just wish I knew where to find people who would be into me

>>40622546
How do I not be a weirdo loner and lose my first in a beautiful way anon
I’m scared and unlovable
>>40622590
Thx anon, there’s no gay places where I live as a student but this is good to know <3

https://youtu.be/vsJVDjTqO9o
>>40623398
I'm revolted by guys that aren't vers but not really

>>40623435
>comfort in it bc my dad's a narcissist and my ex boyfriends have either had traits or been narcissists proper
Jesus that's just sad I'm sorry. hope you break the cycle. you probably deserve better so long as ur not a total degenerate

Fuck im horny now, I hate being this all the time.

>>40623468
that would be nice but I'm afraid I wouldn't know what to do with an emotionally healthy guy, he'd seem too domesticated or boring maybe. it's weird

>>40623509
nobody good wants to hear about horny children shoo go away.

>>40623520
lol

>>40623516
thats fucked up but I get it. I kinda got addicted to bpdemons for a while. shits hard to get out of.

>>40621720 (OP)
Not only is it okay to be selective, it should be encouraged, so only compatible people come together

listen. i think for the next pandemic we should bring back bulemia.

noticing that xanxan and marina haven't posted in a while

I wish I got diagnosed with BPD or bipolar instead of avoidant personality disorder. This makes it impossible to have any kind of social life or have sex

>>40623541
I'm a bpdemon(reformed) lol, glad you've gotten past that. it's intoxicating sometimes

>>40622383
Lucky motherfucker. This shit is so like what I want it makes me sick to the stomach. I hope you know what you have.

>>40623585
>avpd
i suspect i might have that. i used to not even be able to go to the grocery store because of anxiety and i felt like everyone was watching me when i went outside. i would avoid all of my housemates i wouldn't go into the kitchen if they were in the living room, i'd wait for them to leave. at the same time desperately wanted to be friends with them but i was too afraid of them to try

>>40623520
I'm a big boy.

>>40623609
You do but you can overcome it by just deciding to not be a pussy
https://youtu.be/Ic1sb5v-rkw

listen papa trump has totally lost the plot
like
he used to be uber cute, but now he kinda looks like a dumpy grandpa. i don't know what he's looking for on the roof.

>>40623630
i got a bf (ex now) and started ssris and both did wonders for me. i am partially back to my old ways after splitting up with him but he did change me for the better still

>>40623609
Sounds more like social anxiety

>>40623643
Just don't let yourself get stuck in a rut. If you don't have a bf, start looking for another.

>>40623654
avpd just seems like extreme social anxiety to me. the reason i thought i had it was specifically because i would avoid many many things due to the anxiety to the point where i couldnt function

just hang out with us.

>>40623667
>>40623667
new

>>40623661
You sound too well-adjusted to have it honestly, even if you have some social fears. Getting a partner as someone with AvPD is essentially a miracle

>>40622631
never skip leg day