Thread 40631005

>I just always felt that way
Okay this is an anonymous imageboard, you can stop lying. Anyways, for me it was being a social reject who was too ugly for girls and too masc for boys at my school. I just wanted to feel loveable.

>>40631005 (OP)
because I had gender dysphoria
that's literally the reason
that's most people's reasons too

>>40631005 (OP)
ayyy geee peee

>>40631005 (OP)
If your answer isn't autogynephilia you're lying

Do you guys think Adam Lanza wouldve trooned out if he didnt shoot up the school?

>>40631024
doesnt just arise out of nowhere though, there's always a trigger eloel

>>40631005 (OP)
> was wearing fem clothing out and about
> hot looking dude approaches me and gives me compliment
> 'yeah, maybe i should lean into this a bit more'

>>40631045
probably, he already wrote essays defending pedophiles and homosexuals. if trooning was as popular as it is now, then he probably would've

hated looking like a man and wanted to see if hrt worked before it got banned

>>40631005 (OP)
i wanted to be a girl ever since i was a kid and when i hit puberty i dissociated for 2 years and planned to transition (crossdress full time and live as a girl, i didn't think i could transition because i didn't think i had GD)
then i met some trannies and i realized that their dysphoria was just like what i had been feeling.
then i trooned out. 7 years later im happy enough about it

>>40631005 (OP)
I found boymoder greentexts and jerked off to them and thought "I should do that"

>>40631005 (OP)
I was raised gender neutrally with all female friends and had maleness forced on me at puberty, then i decided prior to then i literally considered myself a girl and was occasionally treated as one. Which I want to go back to because being a man is shit

>>40631005 (OP)
had thoughts about wanting to be a girl when I was a kid, but didn't take them seriously and tried to ignore them. By the time of high school the thoughts were still there, so I thought dating a girl would make me normal - it didn't and topping felt wrong.
It got impossible to ignore by early 20s and I still didn't feel comfortable having sex using my dick at that point, so I realized there was no other way out and trooned

>>40631111
i felt like shit because no one wanted me, I felt like I didn't fit as a man. women have always been so kind to me, I've been around women most of my life. i just wanted to feel like I belonged

>>40631005 (OP)
I am taking estrogen to sissify myself for my ollll' ball n' chain and her hung b v l l !

>>40631051
Radiochan pals around with a 40 year old AGP pedophile who gets arrested for rape, and then pretends he's hsts. There's nothing going on mentally.

>>40631293
the instant kneejerk "UMMMM GENDER DYSPHORIA" response was telling

when i was a teenager i became entranced by femboy shit and desperately wanted to be one as i watched puberty slowly take everything from me. it was never that i wanted to be a girl just that i dont want to turn into a man and eventually just had to accept it was pointless trying to resist even if i dont feel like a real tranny

>>40631310
also i forgot i totally failed socially and didnt fit in with boys and felt awkward and afraid around girls so i was totally rejected and i think in some sense i began to reject myself for failing at being a normal boy and wanted to try and be something i could actually be good at

>>40631005 (OP)
Watching anime girl cgdct shit lmao

>>40631229
i'm kinda the opposite. i have never really felt safe around women, and i still don't despite being one. i wish that wasn't the case and i hate myself for it but it's what it is

>>40631005 (OP)
>As like elementary school age child I thought having male bits was disgusting but otherwise generic male fail nerd child
>Also had this feeling that being Male was inherently degrading
>Got into anime in middle school
>Obsessed over gender bender scenes, traps, and androgynous/third gender chars
>In highschool decided to make my femboy dreams reality
>Dress androgynous at school and would chill in my room in my sister's old clothes by night playing videogames and watching anime
>Realize that eventually I will age out of ability to convincibgly crossdress or even ability be androgynous in general
>The idea of my body betraying me and becoming masculine disgusted and terrified me
>Discover HRT while researching self orchiectomy procedures
>Mentally spiral for 2 years due to trouble coming out due to awkwardness and not feeling like a girl
>Finally come out at 16 and was fortunately spared by having a late puberty
>Swiftly start HRT w/ I formed consent
>9years later I'm a stealth passoid

>>40631005 (OP)
agp planted the idea but really the dysphoria was so bad i just didn’t know i had it

>>40631375
>deranged clothes stealing creep tries to DIY cut his balls off
>ends up as a stealth passoid
shit just isn't fair is it.

>>40631515
They were her old clothes. Like she put them in a donation bag in the garage for children in need. I just decided I qualified as a child in need lol

>>40631005 (OP)
idk i just never liked being a boy or having a dick ever since i was little. in school i was really attractive as a guy and the girls were into me but i was uncomfortable with the idea of being their boyfriend. id rather be their girlfriend

>>40631051
not being treated like a girl and I was convinced I was supposed to be one at age 3

>>40631005 (OP)
older sister showed me lesbian porn. i was in elementary wishing to be a girl cause i got groomed into it. it’s working out pretty fine for all things considered though.

>>40631005 (OP)
this is such a haunting image

>>40631005 (OP)
gender dysphoria. not that transitioning helped w that very much but it's a little better. it also made me much more secure in my sexuality which is nice.

>>40631702
and to think it was 2 years prior to the massacre. his mother must have been blind or retarded

>>40631005 (OP)
dysphoria and also "euphoria"? not boners but just feeling better about myself being more feminine.

>>40631309
lol yep it's their Shutterstock default image reply, because they're autistic men that enjoyed masturbating in drag so much they made that their entire lifestyle.

we need to redefine trannies as two types, instead of agp and hsts its if you were hot and successful as a guy or if you were a loser incel as a guy

>>40631934
And the point of that is?

>>40631934
these terms are identical

>>40631934
what if you were a hot loser as a guy

>>40631976
Impossible

>>40631987
literally me, hot as a guy but incredibly socially inept. ugly as a girl though, but anything is better than being a guy

>>40631940
It describes trannies a lot better, many passoid HSTS were originally hot gay guys and transitioning was convenient for them, same for AGPs who were chads. If you were hot as a guy then you'll be hot as a tranny usually and it will socially be much easier for you.

If you were an ugly freak incel, those are usually the people who become transbians or join polycules to cope with being unlovable and failing at their transition

>>40631934
what's hot mean? friends, hobbies, relationships?

>>40632049
i went from failure ugly incel boy to failure ugly nearly-married woman so it's not necessarily true!

>>40632111
people being attracted to you, that's usually what hot means

>>40631229
I was going to say exactly this, I’ve been repeatedly alienated and mistreated by men and unconditionally accepted and supported by women. Seeing myself develop into the wrong side was horrible. I still have trouble disinhibiting myself because of a childhood where I was acutely aware of what was expected from me.

>>40631005 (OP)
did it on a dare