>>40643987 (OP)
Im A strict Top in theory As Its all i think ABT & im Entirely Disgusted by bottoming But its also Something That feels so Humiliating & dysphoric w/o A Real Dick
idk How guys Cope Besides delusional Doodfidence. all My Sexual experiences were Being Molested as a Little girl & So im crazyyy Unexperienced at Actually being. Good. At being masculine Sexually. way Worse then any Cis Man id Imagine. im too Awkward & Autistic
Maybe Once i get Phallo though. one Can Dream.