Thread 40647037

qott: share reminiscences of the mtfg of olden times

last: >>40606228

when i last used the thread it was a race every time to post new the instant we hit 310. this woulda been late 2019, early 2020. o how times have a changed

>>40646826
just you wait until I get 20 rounds of ffs
then you'll see

those who

those who are incapable of being happy unless someone else is suffering

>>40647114
tell us more about them

>>40647120
look around you
see the world
human nture is that of opportunists
people arent apex predators, theyre clever and cruel, they stack the deck in their favour
that is why we live in the world we do
that and like yknow, hurt people hurt people and apparently rapists are everywhere

gn you awful, awful people

also brooklyn kys you fucking nonce

>>40647129
>apparently rapists are everywhere

:)

*kisses your clitty with so much love and care it's like your parent was kissing it*

>>40647114
unsure if i should feel addressed :/

>>40647274
it doesn’t adress anyone because no one is happy here but nta

No one can debunk this.
No one.

>>40647986
worst rodeo ever

>>40647986
ew

>>40647986
https://archived.moe/lgbt/thread/35218567/#35218867
rizzl dropping mask was way funnier
navy won

>>40648173
this can’t be him lol

>>40648173
Can't be ol alastor, he only cares about pp size not face or body aesthetics. :^)
>>40647986
Id believe this one lmao

>>40647212
best poster

>have a nightmare
>in a swamp where flies bite you and inject you with worms that crawl under your skin and turn you into a zombie
>get bitten 3 times
>go to the hospital and have iv antiparasitic medicine
>feel them crawling around because they havent died yet
5:45 am
>mom wakes me up
>there's someone in the house
>looks down the stairs
>"yep there's definitely someone there i hear them"
>still uncomfortable from the nightmare
>go downstairs, grab a knife and check all the rooms
>no one there
Intense way to wake up lol

>>40648416
Were your clitty senses tingling? Cute girls have their own version of spider senses! Their clittys tingle when there’s trouble!

>>40648416
I had a similar dream last night. I was working with some people, we were doing an autopsy on a dried up corpse. the body had these growths that looked like bejeweled shells. I stopped my partners from touching them, because I knew they were fungal spore balls that killed when inhaled.

>>40648533
whats it like having dreams ive forgotten

>>40648533
Yeah those sorts of dreams suck, sorry anon

>>40648583
affects my mood a lot ig.
>>40648591
the spooky part is when I woke up this morning the tree in the yard was full of ravens. do your dreams set your mood for the day?

>>40648662
>I woke up this morning the tree in the yard was full of ravens.
Thats cool. I like ravens a lot. Theyre good creatures, even though i know thats a bad omen.
>do your dreams set your mood for the day?
Not really. I have a cup of coffee and get over it. Im still kinda sad about killing a mouse a few days ago though.

>>40647037 (OP)
I honestly don't understand mtfs.

They whine that they cannot find a man (these 10% who aren't autogynephilic) who would love them, while at the same time they want only chads.

But chads have plenty of cis women to choose, so maybe instead of aiming for top 20% settle for a regular guy.

>>40648713
just stop being a short beta male loser with a tiny dick and we’d be available to you

>>40648765
ya the pp needs to be at least average

sigh a real man showed up and wouldnt fuck me cus used to be a boy

>try tp watch video on thinking positively despite negative events happening
>it has a blatant illuminati symbol in it
>click off
They dont even try these days

>>40648896
at least you can see it

>>40648911
They used to put some effort in. This whole epstein botched job and putting overtly demonically possessed people on tv is just going to backfire on them. Theyre trying to spring the trap but it's too early. The keg has already ignited. They want to fan the flames to burn away the discontent but the wind is blowing against them. People actively want politicians and businessmen to die for what theyve done to us.

>>40648765
I prefer real women, sorry

>>40648713
Cute ayden I've met a few like that :3
>>40648765
But yea this basically, amab men lose all value if short. If you're under 6'1" you may as well transition or at least fag out as a twink bottom.
>>40648966
So true famalam, """they""" will never defeat we knowers tho

>>40649053
>So true famalam, """they""" will never defeat we knowers tho
Knowing isnt enough I think. They can use meta narratives to control the way you think. The idea that your knowledge of a problem overcomes it was drilled into you at public education. Your names for them come from the books the published and the names they say others call themselves. Where can you find raw, unfiltered truth? Not even in your own mind, I think. Only in nature that is both outside and within us can we see ourselves as not ourselves. But nature doesnt tell us what to do. So do we do nothing or draw from deeper in our unconscious to justify ourselves to the world?

>>40649105
Wise beyond your years. Id have to up my power level to even contribute anything to the convo

>>40649105
what would genghis khan do?

wonder if lions get dysphoric when they see a cat

>>40649147
it sounded wiser than it was. i forgot something really important so i should addend it.
to put it shortly nature isn't the only thing that is both outside and within ourselves, there is also society. but the moral corruption of society makes it unreliable at this point imo because it is too disconnected from selfhood or universal structures.

>>40649181
cats have tboy swag

>>40649171
im like omega racist against steppe nomads so i shouldnt really speak on them. horse culture is bad and every horse society treats women like livestock

>>40649247
i guess the apaches are a counterexample to this but i would hedge it by saying they received horses very historically recently and didnt descend their cultures from thousands of years of that tradition

grendel? racist? well I never

>>40649264
everyone knows that im racist.
i dont like steppe nomads, russians, and the swiss.

>>40649192
See this is why I, as a simple country transexual, just wanna grill. My brains too smooth to keep up.

>>40649287
ask any engineer and simplicity is a good thing.
im really trying to simplify my perspectives but theres a couple things that are just seemingly irreducible that make like continually frustrating. i guess thats why i know that i'm ideologically stuck even though it feels close to a breakthrough.
it's def more mature to simply exist in reality rather than discuss it ad nauseum.

>>40649321
Maybe as you get old and lazy like me you'll be able to do that. I used to be a big schizo thinker type myself and I enjoy a bit of or now too as a treat, but I definitely got to the point I am now where I just tune out and fish etc. For now tho good luck fightin the spirit demons ol friend.

>>40649247
he was a fatherless starving child and went on to rule most of the world. I think there's something to learn from his example.

>>40649483
He was a nobleman whose father died at a young age. Hes not different from alexander the great or other similar conquering types in that respect. All he did was pillage and rape and parasitize cultures while alexander brought a lot of technology and infrastructure. Just ask the chinese how they liked the yuan dynasty, shorted lived one because they were hated. Same with the golden horde. Only india remained occupied for the ling term and thats because the caste system was created by horse cultures that invaded a more advanced society and dominated them

>>40649264
anyone with a brain could tell for years and years

why are almost all mtfs autogynephiles? makes me think if you're really women (you aren't)

>>40649853
the girl that made me an autogynephilic pedophile will never pay for her crime

>>40649821
this only bothers nig and women

>>40649853
of course we aren't women, if we were we wouldn't be transsexuals talking on the transsexual woman thread of the queer board reading your insightful posts.

>>40650000
checked
men lie, numbers dont etc

>>40649853
nothing sexual or arousing about being a tranny
its a terrible fate

>>40649853
>all mtfs are definitionally bad thing (agp)
>why do i say this? just trust me bro
>therefore all mtfs bad
Begging the question much lol

paige

>>40650040
he shouldnt lick that its unhygenic

>>40650133
>40% on ALL agp toys

>>40647037 (OP)
>qott
I miss alot
there's so many people gone now
not just named posters but regular anons too
really the only thing I don't miss is the influx of tourists that woupd spill in anytime the thread was "visible" (on page 1)

where can i find a trans gf who is also incredibly stupid?

>>40651084
shakira mentioned
glad she became a passoid even if she scared me sometimes

>>40651084
hi naz how's it going!?

>>40651084
Dang way back

>>40651128
>glad she became a passoid even if she scared me sometimes
same
>>40651150
>how's it going!?
very mixed
but it's a busy week so I don't have to dwell too hard
visiting family tonite and then sunday it's the birthday of the kid I take care of
my family has alot of august birthdays
pretty near my entire immediate family and also my own birthdate
lotta green stones on rings

>>40651568
sorry if this is out of pocket but you're nice and I like you and u dont kinda scare me
I just wanted you to know that

>>40651123
just pick one randomly

>>40651123
here

>>40651568
green stones? oh like birthstones?

oh man its bad this time girlies

>>40652191
what it do?

>>40651568
glad you're having fun naz

is it true that she posted a scat vid in the gen. I've head some wild stuff about her but this is beyond even what i imagined

>>40651588
thank u anon
>>40652174
yep, peridot

>>40652416
a dildo clip some schizo screencapped and edited into scat
maximum derangement

what do you do when all the friends you made along the way decide their lives are better without you
they promised theyd be there forever

>>40652416
she was so hot back then. the first tranner i fapped to. she had horrible taste in partners though.

>>40652416
child molester

>>40652617
wha¿ I thought she liked men and trans girls

My voice is too grumbly and gravely to pass :(

Kat had the sexiest voice itt because it sounded fem yet raspy, soft and had that wonderful German accent. It tickled my penis just hearing it.

if naruto doesnt get with hinata im gonna be REALLY mad
(no spoilers please :) )

>>40652698
Naruto actually makes Neji dress in his sister's clothes and then rails him

Casting magic spell that makes you read this post ~~~

>>40652712
theres enough tranny shit going on in naruto we dont need more
got haku, orochimaru, sexy jutsu, naruto and sasuke kissing. why ask for seconds with a full plate of slop

>>40652736
I think someone on the Springtime of Youth writing team actually had a thing for Neji and/or trannies because they had him crossdressing in like every other episode
I can't complain though she's cute as fuck

>>40652790
sarah put me on like a hipster fan edit which cuts a lot of the filler so i dont really know.
i dont like neji tho he almost killed hinata hes mean.

>>40652824
>i dont like neji tho he almost killed hinata hes mean
it's her dysphoria pls understando

>>40652493
>>40652493
>a dildo clip some schizo screencapped and edited into scat
>maximum derangement

AI is wicked

>>40652606
>she was so hot back then.
her eyes were mesmerising and she new it. I used to crave that girl. pity she is mentally kaput.

>>40652626
she's a beautiful girl. don't think she even knows any children though.

>>40652830
i dont think murdering your sister is very cute and valid

>>40652930
yikes, problematic take bestie, be better

>>40652960
low key i am the problem

>>40647037 (OP)
>share reminiscences of the mtfg of olden times
it was okay I guess, it felt like more ppl were focused on living life then now
well, it was still pretty toxic, but there were some nice ppl talking about their real actual lives and daily experiences
I was mostly just besties with ufufu even when I tried to push everyone away and anons kept telling her to not be my friend...
what else... I think one time I invented /transbian/ gen to try and lure potc away from /mtfg/ ... yeh...
I still remember this one time I got into an argument with watashi because she was saying puberty ends at like 25 and hrt before then can still impact height
I was like no that's not true I'm pretty sure it's mostly done at 18, and she said yes there is research so I was like ok post it and she posted a whole list of random research papers
then I went thru every single one of them and I was like nah that's about specific growth disorders where they end up 8-9ft tall, and besides it has nothing to do with hrt
then after that she was always really mean to me...

fun times

Phienchen was the super champ blogposter that would reply to any (You) with a tasty text wall which id greedily gobble gobble with my eyes. I miss you phie.

>>40653091
yeah. her posts were fun. it's a shame she exploded her computer

>>40648416
Send nudes
>>40653091
phie was the nazi image spammer... I miss you phie

i miss elanna and kayla they were my introduction point to lurking in the thread i wanted to be like both of them I talked to both of them
lobster dinner
research chems
they wont remember me

>>40653185
>Send nudes
no thanks. my body is pretty boring so dont worry about missing much

>>40653091
oh yeh I remember her I think, she was like a history major or something
>>40653226
wow those are two very different ppl anon, like elanna I get, she was kind of nice and would commiserate about a lot of things
but kayla was always arguing about something and would then post wardrobe malfunctions out of the blue...

I miss Nycterii

>>40653275
SEND. NUDES.
>>40653290

>>40653290
Kayla is still around

>>40653310
>SEND. NUDES.
dont be a gay rapist

>>40653226
I wanted elaanna to do ungodly things to me nonsexually

>>40653424
post pictures of your fav aminal :3

I wonder why a lot of trips just up and vanished from the internet when other adjacent ppl became influencers or something
I mean I get it I guess, it's good opsec, but still...
>>40653297
yeh me too, we were kinda in a group of friends that was forming but then I went mia and never spoke to her or anyone else again
I had her as a friend on my 3ds but I only really use it for japanese practice now
some others I vaguely remember from around that time were caddy, and maddie, erin, kit, oryx, jocelyn, and bexe and so on mhm
most are probably just... gone, I guess?
>>40653324
no way... really?
I wonder what she's up to now or if she has changed much...
>>40653310
well don't send them to me

>>40653552
I love my pet snakes. I fed them today and took this photo of them

>>40653290
I wanted to be like kayla able to get the lobster dinner and able to ramble paragraphs of insults
and elanna was my first idol here I wanted to be alike her what she had was what i wanted to do at the time finishing undergrad going further post op comfortable talker all round queen boss lady

>>40653424
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>>40653570
oh they have such a beautiful pattern, wuts their name?
they a lil cutie
also boy or girl?

>>40653639
I guess, I can kinda see that, maybe it was after I stopped coming here
I vaguely remember elanna was going thru some stuff and taking additional training classes but was not that happy about it, but it sounds like it all worked out?

>>40653689
>oh they have such a beautiful pattern, wuts their name?
>they a lil cutie
>also boy or girl?
theres 2 of them... they just like to cuddle
theyre both boys. the big one is named jormungandr and the little one is named nidhog

>>40653725
yeyeyyeyeyeyeyeyeye omg lil bebs
can you kiss them?
could you give them a kiss for me?

I'm a laughing stock of humanity

hi anons. what's going on today?

>>40653891
chemist girl is coming back i have a bed now yay

>>40653934
i don't know what this entails but i am happy for you!

>>40653855
same :3

>>40653849
i dont handle them too much but i can pet nidhog for you romorrow when they're awake again. their bellies are full and petting them isnt good for their digestion

>>40653981
ohh ok sorry
just like yeh blow them a kiss for me or like imagine it or something
idk I just love lil squishies :3

>>40653989
i can do that much. blew them a litttle kiss

>>40654081
yeyeyyeyyee ty sorry for being weird I just love pets

>>40654175
i love thjem too. thanks for having me do it, it cheered me up a lot

>>40654252
yey im glad ur happy
and really they are adorable, I didntt notice tthe lil guy at first but them snuggling is so dang cute
I wish them both the best and long happy lives and yeh
sorry im rambling im a bit alll over the plce atm
also have a nice day and yeah

>>40654081
>>40654252
You should post your titties

>>40654287
>and really they are adorable, I didntt notice tthe lil guy at first but them snuggling is so dang cute
theyre so loving to each other. it makes me happier knowing they take care of one another.
>I wish them both the best and long happy lives and yeh
Thank you! I wish you long happy life too!
>sorry im rambling im a bit alll over the plce atm
don't worry about it. it's nicer to have the chat. honestly its sort of revlieving that you're posting more because it feels more inviting. thank you.
>also have a nice day and yeah
you too! i found a nice trail in the woodland paths that i hadnt explored yet and did a new exercise routine. ill probably go back tomorrow too. did you have a nice day?

Need to get my back blown out desu

>>40654394
im glad they get along well, I live when everyone is happy
eh ill live yet longer, im kinda hard to kill
never been told that before, sorry idk wht to do with that information
oh woods walks are nice, I should go esplore the woods now that it isnt deathly hot anymore

>>40654552
>never been told that before, sorry idk wht to do with that information
i hope it wasnt a weird thing to say, sorry.

>oh woods walks are nice, I should go esplore the woods now that it isnt deathly hot anymore
yeah! its pretty nice. it's still really hot for me and so sunny but if i leave early in the morning around 6 or 7 it is nice and comfortable.

>>40654611
no its ok im just idk not used to it
yeah I need to start going for walks desu, anything over 20c is too much for me caus im a genetic defect so evening/mornin walks seem like the best choice
also I just like seeing like a hole in a buch and seeing whats going on, usually beer cans and used condoms but like at least its a spot
reminds me of when I was younger

Why are you dumb sissies always fat as fuck? No one wants to fuck a fat sissy, lose some weight

>>40653948
I'm legit bullied and laughed at by everyone by i deserve it

i'm playing audacity

>>40654691
We deserve better b8

>>40654691
i'm skinny

>>40654709
I deserve it by virtue of trying my best to do the best by others
others who want only the worst for everyone else
I tried to protect them from the worst of the world but I was out numbered
now they hate me for not wanting to do the things they do to others

go to bed anon

>>40654691
weird comment, but I've been losing weight for a while already
then some time in the future I'll no longer be fat and on that glorious day anons will insult me 2% less
that's what I do it for tbqh

>>40654722
Damn not bad, you should take those clothes off though

>>40654751
no

>>40654633
>yeah I need to start going for walks desu, anything over 20c is too much for me caus im a genetic defect so evening/mornin walks seem like the best choice
im a ginger too dw. get how it is.
>also I just like seeing like a hole in a buch and seeing whats going on, usually beer cans and used condoms but like at least its a spot
that is interesting. im always interested by the rustlings in the bushes when i walk by and wonder what they are. if theyre a bird or a mouse or maybe something else.
>reminds me of when I was younger
it's just nice to relax outside i dunno. im like empty headed these days so i just go out into nature and stare off into the distance for an hour or so. i guess its sort of like meditation except im always meditating and can't lock back in. if you have a calm prescence animals will come up really close to investigate you and they're really pretty and nice. some of the best places to hang out imo are at benches or boulders by the river. the sound of the water is really pretty and theres usually a lot of shade and animal friends

>>40654711
how's audacity?

>>40654790
it's fun i'm talking into it & looking at the spectrograms :)

if naruto uses the sexy jutsu, what the HELL does the byakugan see?
>>40654808
that's good! i used audacity once in elementary school to make ear rape and it was so bad i deleted it because i think it actually damaged your hearing. it was worse than like anything in forsen's stream or anything.
what are the spectrograms doing that's interesting? are there any patterns you notice about the waves?

>>40654784
fellow demi humans unite
I like to see lil guys doing they thing, its mostly rats here but I like seeing buggos waddle about
yeah its a very empty heded experience, shamefully england is one of thhe most crowded lndmasses in the world sso you can go 10 minutes without some teenagers or dog walkers walking past
kind sucks unless I walk miles awwa where theres no one and fall asleep like the time my mate ditched me in the forest

>>40654907
>fellow demi humans unite
so many red headed trans women lol. gingers DO have souls tho were real humansa..

>its mostly rats here but I like seeing buggos waddle about
rats are special creautes in their own way too. theyre a lot like humans. theyre extremely generous and kind when theyre safe and happy and extremely violent and selfish when they're afraid for their lives.
bugs are very cool creatures. im very sad that they're all dying.
>england is one of thhe most crowded lndmasses in the world sso you can go 10 minutes without some teenagers or dog walkers walking past
mhm. i hate being around other people too. back when i lived in the city in college i would go out late at night to avoid people. dunno whats safe though. do you have any places off trails you can slink away too? if you arent on a road 100 meters is enough to be basically invisible. sometimes ill go off the trail and people will come by and i will hide from them and they dont see you or become suspicious you're there, even if you're watching them.
>kind sucks unless I walk miles awwa where theres no one and fall asleep like the time my mate ditched me in the forest
Sorry about that. is he still your mate? I know that's a bad memory but if you were able to fall asleep it was probably pretty relaxing. Maybe it's worth giving a try again?

>>40654984
rats are cool and nice I think kinda
there is only relly one place thats a 4 mile walk away that ppl dont go and its nice but like lots of ppl die there, is also the place my friend ditched me
lol no we are not friends, I hate that person, worst thing is he's probably doing very well in life, they alwys are ime
but yeh gl and hope u hve nice wlks
a robin once landed on my shoulder and it was a very nice experience, I summon a robin or sparrow to vvisit you if they have them in your country

>>40652617
nani

>>40653091
nitazenes and heroin not even once
let it be a lesson

>>40654722
waoh(based based based based)

>>40655077
rapist mentality

>>40655073
>there is only relly one place thats a 4 mile walk away that ppl dont go and its nice but like lots of ppl die there, is also the place my friend ditched me
oh thats scary. are they killed or suicides or what?
>lol no we are not friends, I hate that person, worst thing is he's probably doing very well in life, they alwys are ime
bad people get away with good lives. it sucks.
>but yeh gl and hope u hve nice wlks
you too
>a robin once landed on my shoulder and it was a very nice experience, I summon a robin or sparrow to vvisit you if they have them in your country
oh thats nice. its pretty cool to have one land on you. thanks for the good wishes. if one turns up i'll be sure to let you know. last time i tried to invoke an animal by posting about it in mtfg i summoned a bear which was pretty cool. a nice bird friend would be really nice to meet. they are super beautiful and i like watching them. if i stay a while, i bet there will be one to look at. thank you.

>>40655150
believe me brother I couldn't even if I wanted to

>>40655165
usually overdoses, some suicides andd a few rape/murders
yeah evil people are everyywhere it seems
see the key is being perfectly still, maybe wear bright colours, and idk amybe weed helps, they might like the smell
ik the other two werent healing attract them (the nazi who looks like logolas that is)

>>40655178
I have met literlly hundreds of people like you and you are always the same
you're not a rapist, but you let, allow, and support it in society, go ahead and die already <3

>go ahead and die already <3
bruh it ain't up to me go to church and take it upstairs maybe the big guy listens to you cuz he sure as hell ain't listening to me

>>40655194
>ik the other two werent healing attract them (the nazi who looks like logolas that is)
sorry, i don't really understand.
i am sorta using weed less because i think im already mentally ill and if i use it too much im really going to lose my ability to control myself at all, you know? are you high rn?
>go ahead and die already <3
isnt that a bit extreme? i dont see why she should die.

>>40653934
Do you live in an abandoned house?

>>40655254
no I just think animals re attracted to certain vibes and they seem to looooove me
and no
I hve met hundreds of awful epople in my life time and from my experience she matches almost the exct specifications of my sisters and mother nd I know from personl experience that whilst not directly responsible, they will allow some of the worst things to happen to a human being imaginable

I have literally been a victim of SA myself when I was a teenager and again at a later point what are you on about

I mean ig it is true that SA survivors can become complicit or look the other way when it's happening but I genuinely don't even know of such a situation.
I can't even handle being shouted at without verbally and physically freezing and becoming unresponsive like idk what ur saying who even are you

>>40655363
>no I just think animals re attracted to certain vibes and they seem to looooove me
yeah, thats definitely true. i attract animals as well luckily and get along well with most creatures. humans are the hardest. when i go to a party i make friends with the dog. i imagine you're the same. what's your favorite animal?
im sorry if it was a rude question to ask about if you were high.
>matches almost the exct specifications of my sisters and mother nd I know from personl experience that whilst not directly responsible, they will allow some of the worst things to happen to a human being imaginable
i understand having trauma, but someone reminding you of someone else isnt really a normal reason to want them to die. isn't it better to judge by their actions?

>>40655406
and yet you choose the path of sadism consistently

>>40655413
I am sober, in my experience cats love me, and I dont care, I have seen them, among hundreds others in this thread, who all have the same self centered, all consuming ego that causes them to echange their children to reaffirm their ego of their own worth
I
Dont
Care

>>40655413
Sosu...

>>40655077
Who is the picture

>>40655441
>in my experience cats love me
i like cats too. my mom is thinking about getting a cat. she is afraid of mice and wants them to stay out of the house. i recommended the idea and she really liked it. we might actually adopt one sometime this year because she was really excited about it.
>>40655445
sosu

>>40655459
me once my house is sold and I go full lafmaxxing on surgeries

>>40655486
hopefully they are affectionate

>>40655536
Amazing... we need more depressed goth girls listening to deftones or death metal

>>40655536
good luck with that. please take your health seriously when making your decisions as well.
>>40655545
thanks. i hope so too. it probably will be because we'd have to keep it indoors or else the coyotes will eat it. the indoor cats usually turn out friendly

>>40655560
deffo not my kind of music

>>40655284
not exactly but this is a crack house yeh

>>40655581
What's ur kinda music then

>>40655536
https://youtu.be/M6KKLogh9SM

https://youtu.be/iJrY5rlU4Qw
the production on this is so cool

>>40655573
>please take your health seriously when making your decisions as well.
yeah i do i sadly already kinda ruled out SRS due to my heart and how invasive and risky that surgery is
ffs almost sent me upstairs already I can't risk multi hour long anesthesia anymore
thanks for concerns frendel

>>40655603
like... everything I like ig
my Spotify list is an amalgamation of almost all genres, from anime osts to a shitton of Billie eilish, some videogame osts(death stranding 2 my beloved), eurodance, old Hardstyle, classical music, stuff like queen or Radiohead, a bunch of Japanese artists, and just a ton of other stuff. not really a pattern there

>>40655682
i bet you don't have any metal in your playlist >.>

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g4L6BeZAvHg
music sharing time?
i liked these two well >>40655611 >>40655631
good selections

>>40655682
>yeah i do i sadly already kinda ruled out SRS due to my heart and how invasive and risky that surgery is
i'm sorry about that, but i'm glad you have a handle on the risks. it might be a lame cope, but i'm sure that if most cis women had a penis appear in their pants overnight they wouldnt get srs either.
>ffs almost sent me upstairs already I can't risk multi hour long anesthesia anymore
hm. so what surgeries are you actually planning then? doesnt that take a lot off the table or are their spinal block surgeries you can get instead or something?
desu i really need to get surgeries but getting into the medical system through insurance feels like impossible and i need to save as much cash as possible in case i need it to survive the economy

>what surgeries are you actually planning then?
anything that's not too invasive
some soft tissue stuff around face, BA, maybb hips, I don't reaaaally need that but the worms are demanding
lipo fat transfer probably
idno yet what exactly

>>40655591
what is a crack house?

Hi gals I'm pleased to announce that my transition began on January 22nd of this year and I have SRS scheduled in December. It's been an incredible journey knowing all of you and finally getting to know myself.
I still have a long road in front of me but I know I can find the inspiration to keep going because of my husband. We were married in June and he is my rock.

Until we meet again denizens! signing off for now.

>>40647037 (OP)
there used to be like half a dozen threads a day

now everyone's on shitty discord servers

>>40655832
>some soft tissue stuff around face, BA, maybb hips, I don't reaaaally need that but the worms are demanding
sorry if you arent happy with your body. i've always thought a beautiful person fooling around with surgeries until something breaks was a bad idea, so be sure to know when to stop. dysphoria is hard though so i get it. preferably maybe get someone you trust to will intervene for your sake if it becomes unproductive
>lipo fat transfer probably
are ba and hips really something they can do without putting you down? desu those surgeries seem like some of the riskiest cause to my knowledge they need replacement after 10 years or so.
fat transfer stuff is interesting. if you end up going for it can you post your experience? i would be curious.
>>40655892
is that only an american term or what? im surprised you havent heard of it

>>40655892
a house where a bunch of in this case meth heads live and use meth theres a lot of people going in and out
daddy ends up middle manning cus he cant stop replying to people when he gets fried
works for me ive smoked a ball in like a day and a half on the house i just have to put out for daddy and his friends
i live under the house in the garage the house is a box on stilts looks like weve been robbed upstairs lol

>>40655945
all the zogbots went offline.
>>40655960
your living situation sounds seriously messed up anon. your "daddy" is really clearly abusing you and i'm pretty sure at least by the loose sense of the word you're being human trafficked.

>>40655937
congratulations, all is well that ends well huh?
>>40655945
used to be a new thread every other hour at one point
nobody is ever really clear on the details but sounds like some kind of turf war story iunno

>>40655992
my muse disappeared without a trace
mum kicked me out of home again I have no friends nowhere to go
still alive n kicking
im going to work part time still but im not able to save shit
i hope i die soon

>>40656031
>im going to work part time still but im not able to save shit
what's keeping you from saving up at least a bit of money? i really hope your daddy isnt taking it from you.

>>40655536
better to save for the cyborg body

>>40656062
he takes a cut for rent which is cheapish
i use a lot of fuel during the week for work then managing all these meth heads that come in and out of our place cus we pick em up from the train station n their places
hes up 15 grand in the last monthish
he buys me lots of meth and he treats me like a stupid child
i wish he let me sleep in the big bed though ive been sleeping on a couch for a few months

>>40656107
that does sound like a hassle to manage.
i think if you want to die though, it might be a sign that it's time for something to change.

>>40656135
life hasnt been good since she left it desu
i dont think it gets better
https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=HS8wGTm2TF4&si=RWSukMyzcBca2Fo2

>>40647037 (OP)
over the spring I watched the Canada geese
three goslings made it to goose adolescence.
and then there was only one.

a giant spider just climbed on top of my desk
i'm just gonna let him chill.
i was going to vent post but it doesnt even make me feel better.
things just are how they are i suppose
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o_oLXbpCQ2w
>>40656187
>i dont think it gets better
if you head northeast, will the elevation go up or down?
i can't make any promises. please just orient yourself to maximize your chances.
cool song you sent

>>40647037 (OP)
>have small and dainty hands
>but there are hairs on every finger
Fuck my life, I'm like so close to handpassing but I never will unless I wanna spend hundreds of $$$$ on laser just for my hands. Fuck me.

>>40656241
ive walked off into the sunset a few times then a few days later i come back to my shit life
my dreams were killed in the cradle by my ex
i dont have anything left to achieve or do im on the way out of this life
im either going to end up dead diseased or arrested probably sooner rather than later

>>40656249
i absolutely hate shaving my fingers always end up with little cuts and scratches

>>40656282
>i dont have anything left to achieve or do im on the way out of this life
>im either going to end up dead diseased or arrested probably sooner rather than later
alright then. i won't tell you what to do.

I am so fucking bad at nail polish. I'm handing in my girl card.

>>40656315
thanks
ill continue to overshare in the place i found her in the hopes i find her or someone else like her

>>40656327
polish is agp
you need to go to a tech and get gels or acrylics

>>40656349
This is so white middle class coded.

>>40656096
SUUPERRRRRRRRRRR

>>40656355
just say ur poor its less words

>>40656327
it can be difficult. please don't be discouraged as you learn. it will get easier,
>>40656333
i see. good luck with that.
>>40656388
your behavior is poor.

>>40656388
it'd be so awkward having a cis woman paint up my gigantic man hands

>>40656096
SUUPERRRRRRRRRRR

>>40655953
>if you end up going for it can you post your experience? i would be curious.
yah think will share how it went
just not sure when so many things going on idk where to squeeze in surgeries..

>>40656327
fixate ur hand, don't make a half first
its okay to overdraw a bit u can use nails to scratch it off once dried

>>40656349
both of these grow with ur nails and also make them look bulgy, while neatly filed long nails make ur fingers n hands look slimmer

>>40656405
it's not that bad. i don't really get people that enjoy it but it's not uncomfortable either.

>>40656410
>both of these grow with ur nails and also make them look bulgy, while neatly filed long nails make ur fingers n hands look slimmer

i mean true tbhon

havent painted my nails since one of my first boyfriends threw me through a wall for spilling nail polish on his couch

>>40656431
hot

>>40656431
Sounds like you should have kept the polish and stopped the men instead

i hope the scab where i lost my toenail heals soon and the rest grows back properly

>>40656441
that shit takes absolutely forever
toenails grow at a crazy low pace and if there was trauma to the nailbed it can take years

>>40656431
shud have thrown the couch at him
emancipation and such

>had to sit next to one of the stereotypical gay guys with a trash haircut, the gay accent, and saying shit like "tea" and "sis" at the city courthouse today
These people have to know that they're insufferable, they're doing this on purpose right

>>40656441
Shalom Julia I love you

>>40656529
gay men are pedos... only lesbians are acceptable homos

>>40654725
on drugs again?

>>40656333
which hon was it? Ashe?

Why is your penis so large? You know women aren't meant to have penises right?

>>40656634
libby

>>40656659
did you guys meet up irl and stuff

>>40656678
no i ended up with amber for a bit amber came out i never got to meet libby irl
but my heart still yearns for her
i miss her :S

>>40656698
how old are you and how long have you been taking meth?

>>40656711
im 30
ive been using meth since i was 16

>>40656645
it's not tho

>>40656717
that’s sad, sorry crackanon

>>40656760
ive been a drug addict a long time

>>40656826
any hope that it could change?

thread full of drug addicted moids larping as women. what a joke

>>40656842
i quit drugs for a few months one time when i was last happy and didnt need the drugs to make life tolerable
i was in love with my twin spirit and with my idol and life seemed full of opportunity

>>40656911
you could find another gf
there are a lot of lonely transbians on apps and the internet
worth a try, your "daddy" doesnt look so nice and helpful

>>40656950
sigh
i opened up the most vulnerable part of myself and was rejected by both of the people i truly loved
ill never show that aspect to another human i learnt from it

>>40657009
a lot of people need to learn to be vulnerable without it being totally unhinged and ugly, it’s a skill to learn and it’s not your fault if your parents or w/e didnt teach you that but you lust learn it by yourself now

and give it a try again then because even if being rejected is one of the worst pain you can get, especially if its redundant, it’s better than your current situation and there's hope with it at least
believe in yourself yep

and no you can’t ask someone to accept you if you don’t have the slighest control on yourself, it’s not on them, nobody in the world wants to deal with that, its survival instinct really

>>40657028
im tired i cant make friends cant fall in love and feel secure that they arent going to use me and leave me in such a way as to essentially say kill yourself

but then again some people just want to watch the world burn

>>40657090
people don’t usually do that
i promise you if you learn to manage your emotions a bit you will automatically filter people who don’t and you won’t end up in those situations again
but you have to start somewhere, to try, to be patient and determined to do so

it’s a real choice to make but you are capable of it

>>40657131
ah but people do
ive spent the last few years trying to make an irl friend
i have failed ive met like 200 people youd think one of them would remember me and want to be my friend

Low test males crying about how they cant be their full retarded embarrassing selves in front of other people because they never properly socialized before. Now, they blame everyone else but themselves because they’re druggie losers who sought escapism their whole lives.
Sounds like you deserve all your misery hon

>>40657182
>>40657037
>>40656898
>>40656645
meds now

>>40657182
>I don't wear pink diapers and suck a pacifier because I'm a male pervert with an infant fetish, i do it to experience the female childhood that was STOLEN from me!
Lock.
Them.
Up.

>>40656898
trannies can have a little bit of weed

>>40657162
you honestly think that it’s all on them? that it’s not the sign that maybe you're doing something wrong if you can’t make a single relationship out of all these meetings?

im not saying that to "blame" you but as long as you escape your responsibilities, accept that you have things to adress and change about yourself, things will never get better

faggots who think the solutions to their problems are cutting their face up, wearing girl clothes, and chopping off their dicks are probably not the smartest people out there

>>40657253
no i think its all on me
who wants to be friends with the virtuous autopedophile junky that misses the only friends i made in the last 20 years

>>40657369
what even is an autopedophile

>>40657369
but when you speak about it it sounds like you put a lot of blame on "people"
how bad and loveless they are

Not going to eat today

Why are you so gross and yucky? Can you apologise for being yucky? Thanks

>>40657417
You really expect a crossdressing methhead homosexual to stare at the mirror and accept full responsibility? That requires real courage which he never had in his stupid tranny life

>>40657471
we got your point a while ago already
maybe you could find other things to do than keep talking to people that are ignoring you, that would be an improvement even for you, not only troons have things to solve yk?

>>40657477
the saar hasn't done the needful yet so he is very upset and takes it out on mtfg

>>40657408
i am sexually attracted to fantasies of myself as a 6 year old female child i have a type im attracted to and thats who i tried to become
ive never touched a child inappropriately or seeked out encounters with children
making me a virtuous pedophile
>>40657417
i have sought companionship since very young ive found it 4 times and its never lasted and my life friends disappear
delete everything i told them all that'ls what happens to me and each subsequent decides to do the same thing
im tired people suck

Id date a tranny and go fishing with them

>>40657723
it would probably make a lot of them happy

mara

>>40657811
bou

>>40657833
https://youtu.be/URJ31uqH07E

>>40655536
sorry for last night

>>40658004
what happened :(
did I upset you?

Im usually a female in my dreams and waking up feels crushing sometimes

Tips for being gnc while forced to wear a polo and khakis?

>>40647037 (OP)
I like to go to AI bots for hetero guys and seduce the characters with my female character. They're all gay, ALL OF THEM

>>40658656
Makeup, shoes, accessories, hair, voice?

[insert signalis quote]

just respond directly it's okay..

does anyone else struggle with self harm thoughts? im trying not to relapse

>>40658903
Have you tried spending as much time away from home as possible? Havw ypu gotten your knives and stuff out of your room and locked away?

>>40658886
wrong tree

what part of life hurts you the most anons?

>>40658999
The certainty that I'm not who i was and not who i could have been

>>40659118
that’s a good one

i wore a top that wasnt pitch black for the first time i think in literally a year and my mom saw my fucking gross deformed lara craft tits and goes "that shirts getting small on you" I THINK thinking im just fat and not knowing that my fucking man tits are getting big for the shirt and i both want to kms and live forever right now aaaaaaaaaaaaa

>>40658112
no im just currently going through a cluster of mental breakdowns

you know how to pick em uh

I saw 11 humans when i went out this morning. Its tiresome how many tourists are around where i live in the summer. Im really excited for autumn to come around but ill be sad to see the annual plants die. I have a lot of flower seeds to plant before the first snow and this spring will hopefully be nice. The people were all friendly and i was friendly. 4 of them said they liked my dog is which surprises me. I saw 2 finches 1 robin 2 woodpeckers 8 chipmunks and 3 squirrels. I didnt see many bugs but i saw a very beautiful spiderweb that made a sphere.

sorry again
I should leave 4chn, or atleast this gen

>>40659562
you know that never bothered me altho I'm not 100% sure who you are due to false anons :/
either way you don't have to apologize

>>40659658
And go where? This is still one of the only websites where what you see isn't controlled by an algorithm. SA is a no go because people just call you a troon for being feminine. Discord is a game of hot potato to find a good server that gets enshittened or dies in 3 months. I dunno. Do what you wanna do, but don't feel pressured out of here. What you did isnt that bad.

>>40658945
go away ADLR

>>40658999
autism

>>40659800
says who?

perhaps this is hell

goodmorning anons

the brownies went stale so i put a brownie in a bowl and poured coffee in the bowl to rehydrade it.
idk if that is ontologically evil or a good way to save food.
>>40660150
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S7L5j-3gpoI
>>40660404
good morning anon, assuming you want one from a filthy trip.

>>40660792
i'm a trip myself you know!!! i just don't use it these days. & only ever did in chasergen. i've thoughtabout namefagging now that i'm posting here instead since nobody recognizes me otherwise lole

i hope you are safe and sound

>>40660954
that's cool. i just put on my trip cause i was saying controversial things recently and try to own up to my opinions rather than seem like im hiding them, you know? seems like people are misidentifying people when using anon >>40659719 so idk. whats it really matter if we can all tell each other apart it's just hostile to new posters understanding whats going on.
that's a verty beautiful illustration by the way. today i kid you not i got a christmas ad on youtube on the tv. it's july!
>>40660963
i hope you are too. but if you can't be sound at least be safe :)

i wish i was more like grendel and less like me

>>40661002
that makes sense!!! i have heard similar things from others. i really like the artist:
Sean William Randall(Canadian, b.1965)
Evening Path 2023 acrylic on canvas 30in x 36in
the op pic is also one of his:
As Far As 2019 acrylic on canvas 50in x 44in
here is a third:
Green Rise 2024 acrylic on canvas 48in x 72in
christmas ads at this time of year is crazy...

What a fine navy day, how're my transgendereds doin? Well I hope.

>>40661386
I bought a nice racing sim wheel and pedals, it's nice to have something to look forwards to.

>>40661412
That's pretty cool, I considered getting something like that for muh space sim games. Whatcha playin gran turismo?

>>40661432
I'm playing motortown right now, I have truck simulator too. I might pick up a rally game like dirt. if I get into it I'll probably get forza horizon.

>>40661144
"Become who you are. Do what only you can do. Be the master and the sculptor of yourself."
>Nietzsche
:)
please nurture yourself and learn to see and accentuate the good within. you're awesome, just believe in yourself and work on what you want to change.
>>40661205
thanks for sharing them. they're pretty epic. i like when people itt post pictures. hard to sift through for stuff you like these days with generative ai n such.
>>40661386
sup. taking it easy. hope you're doing the same.

>>40661540
Fancy fancy well I hope you enjoy it anon fren
>>40661663
Wind in my sails old friend dw about me :). Glad to hear you're taking it easy

>>40661752
Damn forgot song and image, can tell I'm getting bad at usin this site.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YO0r7pqhdJQ&t=2

was grendel the weird person that argued for eugenics

gestalt issue

>>40661927
stop being inside my head and my walls

>>40661903
we dont care about that anymore

I need a non-meme or non-retard answer please. I finally figured out I’ve been trans this whole time. Cool. However, I can’t transition. Not because I’m too lazy to lose weight like fatass whiners I see on discord, and not because I can’t get HRT, I can. I’m healthy and live in a blue state.

My issue is that I repressed and fucked around about it too long. I’m 31. A whole-ass, grown, over six foot, wide shouldered, grown man. I will NOT transition. Hons are delusional and I do NOT wanna be a balding chincreature.


That said it’s far too late to be feminine. Unironically, what do I do about this? Advice?

>kys
No, I might be sad about it but I’m not ending it all, I like life.

>>40662037
ez
stop making it our problem

>>40662037
Hard drugs, sex, basically livin in sin, hard and fast. That's how most older repressors handle it.

40662058
I said non-retard answers.
>>40662072
That sounds…like not my kind of scene, really. Not into drugs and all. I’ve taken up biking recently and am hoping being outside more will take my mind off missed opportunities.

Still, you actually answered, so thank you. Starting to suspect I just gotta find my own way to cope and there’s no easy out. Have a good day anon

>>40662163
retard answer for retard question
think better, not more, better

>>40661903
that was probably me yeah but i dont remember
>>40661927
worried due to sum of adjacent issues
>>40662037
>I finally figured out I’ve been trans this whole time. Cool. However, I can’t transition.
>Hons are delusional and I do NOT wanna be a balding chincreature.
okay? then don't. repressing is a valid choice. it's not like johnessa, 51 suddenly becomes happy by giving into the sissy hypno and divorcing his wife. it's a constrained optimization problem. investing into yourself infinitely isnt always worth it, once you cross a certain age you can just accept the path you're already on and make forward progress that way.

>>40662163
Normally here id say "then suffer" but I have grown. Instead I'll say, I hope that works out for you anon, truly.

how do you make people fall in love with you?

>>40662258
spent tens of thousands of dollars on them

>>40662258
no clue

>>40662258
Wouldn't know

>>40662272
poor

>>40662291
same

>>40662307
liar

>>40662258
oh boy where does one even start responding to such a question

just b urself? something like that?

>>40662258
idk my own family dont love me

>>40662344
worst answer ever

>>40662348
goat

>>40661945
sorry I'll pay rent next month i promise im just a lil short on cash right now

>>40662323
>liar
Best I got is talk to them alot and hope someone doesn't give em more attention, live closer, have more money, or be more masculine than you. Tbhon the best bet is just don't love anyone enough to need them to love you back but that isn't what you asked and I'm tryna be less of an asshole these days.

>>40662384
it may sound like the worst but I genuinely think that's kinda how it works

>>40662456
If you do this be sure to have this stuff ready trust me

>>40662485
you shouldnt do new age stuff i think. you're a lot better off with a good old fashioned solomonic circle
https://lightinextension.wordpress.com/2018/05/02/crafting-a-solomonic-circle/

Damn
I kinda just don't wanna do anything anymore

>>40662534
I thought we were memein...

>>40662546
same
it sucks tho, gets very repetitive

>>40662417
didn’t with you lol

>>40662585
but everything feels repetitive :(

not biting the hook this time
goodnight

>>40662556
um, yeah. funny shit post ahah

>>40662606
Maybe yourself wasn't what anon wanted, other anon. That's how it was for me and that's ok. This is why i gave the unasked for advice about trying not to need it. Just loving someone does not guarantee you get it in return.
>>40662648
Silly ol friend, dw no shame

>>40662456
i might try this

>>40649246
what animal has tgirl swag then

>>40662687
be careful because i think feeding someone horse afterbirth without their consent is considered assault

>>40662727
yeah i can see it

apparently i was talking in my sleep
dont think chemistry girl is coming back

>>40662791
did you say something bad

>>40647037 (OP)
Did the discord get deleted or was i just kicked?

>>40662841
Which one?

>>40662797
no idea but she left in a hurry this morning after meeting erin last night

>>40662893
who is erin? bit of lore needed

>>40662906
my little side the girl ive always wanted to be
she was a real person erin maclean

>>40662893
you think smth couldve happened then?

Why does every person with "alters" always have an underaged little girl one? They always do lewd shit as that alter too? Really makes ya think...

>>40662930
how did she react? i could be a little scared honestly

>>40662930
what do you mean by, "was a real person"?

>>40647037 (OP)
I recently bought a game partly because it has a trans character in it, but I found her voice to be too clocky (2nd-hand dysphoria inducing) so i muted it. What are your thoughts on the ethics of this?

Also, if a game has a trans character, would you prefer her voice to be clocky or should they only go for voicepassers? It honestly feels kinda gross even saying this kinda stuff, it's not her fault her voice is clocky, but I just can't do it

>>40662947
i mean I think so

>>40662970
she looked at me like a sick animal
she stayed till the morning and left when I woke up idk what her and daddy were doing they stayed up while i was talking in my sleep

>>40663110
>she looked at me like a sick animal
jesus man i hope it didnt scare her too bad

>>40663110
you know erin... what could she have said?

>>40663103
shes deceased and in my deranged head shes an imprint of the real girl i stalked her and her friend Beth for a few years at school in grade 1-3 tried to be like her fantasized about being her

>>40663107
i dont think its unethical, if something gives you dysphoria then id say youre no worse a person for muting it

im so sad im so sad everyone hates me for being a silly little clown

>>40663175
that's not a tulpa thats a דיבוק
not sure what you should do though because exorcisms are usually fatal

>>40663201
can u exorcism me pls ;~;

>>40663107
I'm mega woke but this really is insane wokery, you're not going to offend anybody by muting a voice that makes you uncomfortable

>>40663215
i dont feel comfortable doing an undead exorcism. my expertise in necromancy is only with respect to astral beings. you should probably find a professional medium with credentials to do it for you.

>>40663284
its mostly the dying part im after but ty for the advice

>>40663284
how would an exorcism over the internet even work lol

>>40663298
id rather not
>>40663320
it's not really possible between two lay people. both parties need to be able to astral project and use telepathic messaging and at that point both people are probably mature enough to deal with their own problems.

>>40663341
you learn something new everyday

>>40663341
how did you start believing in astral projections

no life no gf no tulpae just nothing

There is no esoteric knowledge, I have it on authority from high mason therian yakub xenu the fifth.

>>40663350
mhm
>>40663391
well, i think there is good evidence for it. there is at least, certainly, some human ability to perceive that goes beyond the senses. if you can believe in at least that, it would suggest that humans are connected to a supernal structure that connects seemingly obscure things. after that, it's just the application of ritual and astrology.

>>40663452
is there anywhere i can read more abt it it seems pretty interesting if nothing else

>>40663452
im inclined to believe in it but i need to be convinced by something i think

>>40663452
what if ive hap prophetic dreams? glimpses of the future and I knew when my nan died before we were informed

>>40663520
would you join my guilde

angels are real

>>40663563
i know
one was posting earlier..

>>40663544
I have no control over it and lately its only been glimpses of catastrophe, specificlly in my own life
also it only happens like every few years or so

>>40663483
nobody ever wants to join my cult and get my forbidden knowledge its a major bummer :(
>>40663493
you need some sort of experience to really believe in that stuff i think
>>40663520
thats completely obvious though. our consciousness is always connected to the supernal realm. when we repress all our other senses our supernal senses become more activated as our mind has nothing else to fixate on. thus you were able to draw an observation from the astral realm and the stars were able to predict the future for you (literally well established way that divination works)

>>40663610
oh nifty
ig being isolated is good for something after all

>>40663610
i wanna learn ur forbidden knowledge

>>40663618
>ig being isolated is good for something after all
mhm!
thats why hermits are typically seen as very spiritual people.
>>40663627
i can't it's forbidden. since my specialty is necromancy most people that are interested in what I do want to use it in service of black magic or satanism and it wouldnt be responsible to share it, even though the end of my own practice is athiestic theosis.

>>40663663
what if i pinkie promise i have good intentions

tfw no julia "black mage" grendel girlfriend

>>40662403
>more masculine
>less of an asshole these days
i had FFS dear old broom handler, i even got a passers chin now

>>40663714
your insecurity will forever be a bigger turn off than whatever surgery you can get

>>40663714
I'm happy for you. Remember the end part of my advice it's most important. Also, remember rule 1. :^)

>>40663689
you need a certain level of vetting and training first, sorry.
>>40663700
im watching naruto with my gf rn.

>>40663831
damn :-P

>>40663807
tf is rule 1
>>40663796
damn you think you know a lot about me tell me more!

>>40663881
Rule 1, if you see "bpd", run!

:3

>>40663899
we're not evil...

>>40663881
cheesy flaky dick

>>40663899
bpdemons arent real...
also i heard from "anons" you flirt with ffs havers is it my turn now

>>40663916
End results matter more than intentions I'm afraid.
>>40663956
I'm the only ffs have that I talk to.

>>40663973
I haven't posted here in years can you post your clown pics again

>>40663938
strange kinks you have anon
>>40663973
you are talking to me rn!

How do I kill depression, chat

>>40663988
Jfc you ask every day I'm just gonna get banned of i post those anon aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
>>40663994
I meant like in private. Only people I flirt with lately are gremlin and a nefarious sneaky second person hehe. Neither have ffs tho.
>>40663998
Have stuff to look forward to and stuff to fondly remember

ew

>>40664009
>Have stuff to look forward to and stuff to fondly remember
I have neither of these, more accurately even when I do have stuff to look forward to, I can't even get excited for it when it finally arrives

>>40663998
shoot your depression with hollow points
>>40664009
>rather groom a non ffs haver instead of me

>>40664009
On God I literally have not asked u or been on this thread in years. I just remember it in 2019 when I used to post here I'm sorry I annoyed u

>>40664028
Seems you know what you need then
>>40664033
Well you're an anon silly I dunno what you even look like. I'm too old tired busted broken and lazy to be flirtin anyway. Better choices for it even here

>>40663998
according to science, nutrition and exercise. then if that doesnt work, keep doing that and add antidepressant medications or beck therapy or religion

>>40664049
I'm not annoyed just someone asked like yesterday and the day before I assumed it was you ;_;
Here, save it cause I'm deleting in 5 mins

>>40664054
this aint the navy i know

>>40664072
Thank you navy very pretty

>>40661947
thankfully I'm around to remind everyone :^)

>>40664056
>antidepressants
I really should get some of these but getting into the doctor's is such a nightmare

>>40664076
That navy died and such, I'm sorry to disappoint anon
>>40664084
De nada anon, ty for the compliment. I look much more manly these days though :)

>>40664102
What do you look like these days? Crazy you've been here since 2018 I remember those days

>>40664094
mhm.thats true it is a hassle. but exercise is just as likely to help as meds and free.

>>40664116
I haven't taken a selfie in a long time, I look like this now :3

>>40664129
My job gives me plenty of exercise unfortunately so I'm good

>>40664151
O sorry didn't realize I was annoying you

>>40664160
Aww come on anon.. just a joke..

>>40664170
Ikik just nowadays I wanna be the best person I can since I was so evil so I feel bad even annoying anyone

>>40664151
real
>>40664102
>navy died
crying and sobbing
>>40664084
hi anon i fixed the picture for you so it is more clown like

>>40664182
I feel you but try not to take it too far the other direction anon! I believe in you <3
Here's me recently, since you were so sweet. Watch it quick this got me banned last time I posted
>>40664190
Lmao nice one anon. I should do a regular rainbow clown fit

>>40664153
dang. well, if you want something helpful for the psychological aspect i can recomend Nicomachean Ethics by Aristotle. It's a really great book to help your outlook on life and extremely applicable for anyone.

>>40664226
Ooo super pretty! Love it a ton
You've always been a looker <3

>haven't gotten a haircut in a literal decade
>hair won't grow past my shoulders
It's so over

>>40664244
Haha not bad for a 40 year old man eh? Ty anon

>>40664226
WHAT THE FUCK LOL

>>40664264
It's ok im 35 years old girl I'm ugly AF tho lmao looking great navy<3

>>40664257
Take biotin maybe?
>>40664268
Is it that bad?
>>40664308
I doubt that's true

>>40664330
ooo super cute I'm p ugly but that's ok lol
id love to look that pretty even if I was 20 lol

>>40664341
Too kind. I was thinkin i look a lot more androgynous these days and such but I do apprish the kind words. Post an image i doubt you're ugly anon

>>40664330
yes you've fallen off sheeesh

>>40664372
Ugh see there i knew a truther anon would come by eventually and set the record straight. Ugh ill prob be banned now too since I can't delete that one

>>40664371
on disc I would but I don't wanna post it on 4chandjob
nothing wrong with looking andro desu
vry prety

>>40664330
>biotin
Sounds exactly like what I need, thanks

>>40664385
do NOT flirt with me btw and please rethink transitioning fully you could undo the damage

>>40664388
Whats your thing? I'll talk as long as you aren't one of like.. 2 people.
>>40664392
De nada
>>40664413
I already detransed like five five'ever ago. I'm like a semi andro old man twink creature now :)

>>40664434
fully transition you WILL be better looking vs whatever.. this.. is..

>>40664462
Id rather be ugly than trans.. sorry anon but dw there's lots of other trans around to look at

Well anyway it was fun ol frens, ty for the talks ill be back some other time maybe and such