Thread 40676911

Good taste edition

QOTT: What kind of music do you listen to?

Previous thread: >>40637879

(question is just for exclusive androphiles here)
If you had to somehow just be an effeminate gay man without access to hrt, why would you be unhappy?

G*d pls turn me to a hot anime girl WHEN WILL I GET TO BE THE HOT ANIME GIRL

>>40676940
because of looking like a man and him being attracted to the masculinity of it rather than the femininity because nobody stays fem looking with testosterone raging through your body

>>40676911 (OP)
qott: this is the last year of my last fm, I also listen to a bunch of dj sets on yt that don't get counted toward this

>>40676955
Checked and same :(

i wish i didn't have a male skeleton so i could go outside instead of being a hikky

I was trying to get Dutasteride from Dr B but their facial recognition didn't work on me wtf.
So now I have to settle for overpriced Finasteride.
I might try visiting a dermatologist in person but I don't have good insurance so it will probably take 6 months for a failed Rx attempt. Idk.
All the online pharmacies listed on the diy hrt websites require bitcoin and cost a ton.

I'm not actually balding as far as I can tell, but my barber said I better start now or lose it.

>>40676940
Why exclusive androphiles? I'm not even a real androphile by gatekeeping standards as far I can tell and I still wake up every morning wishing I had a vagina and feeling like I should put my balls in a blender.
>>40676955
shes mid.
>>40677014
i saw a manmoder IRL at Jersey Mike's. She had a blonde ponytail, baggy hoody in summer, brutal. Almost as tall as me too.
>>40676978
I imagine you look like Hasan Piker IRL based off your music taste

>>40676970
>of it rather than the femininity
what if he was super-attracted to your effeminate behavior - even with you being male?

>>40677122
effeminate isn't the same thing as feminine.
a barn animal is trying to act like a cute house cat.

>>40677119
lmfao if only
had not heard of most of your grid, based on googling mostly video game music?

>>40676911 (OP)
take your fucking HRT, retards

it's ok to be an effeminate male

>>40677191
Make it fix my jaw. Oh and my shoulders.

>>40677119
>shes mid.
nta but can you post a hotter one, i need to goon to keep the edge off

some women are just so AGP coded they're literally me
>>40677199
your dole dippers, madam
>>40677191
you're trolling in bad faith

>>40677153
effeminacy is feminine behavior traits expressed in men
functionally, it's the same
the difference is OTHER PEOPLE react badly to behavioral femininity expressed by men

>effeminacy is feminine behavior traits expressed in men
>functionally, it's the same
>the difference is OTHER PEOPLE react badly to behavioral femininity expressed by men

It Tatsuki Fujimoto a repper?
Surely he has to be aware that's how he's seen

>>40676911 (OP) my ex bf (st4t) used to send me this song and whenever I was high or just out of it I’d think they would lean their head out the window n play/sing this to me even thow we were long distance for this past year
Now when I do key I still think of them but it really like this song might listen to twin fantasy later ig

>>40677242
>you're trolling in bad faith
am not, I'm encouraging you to bite the bullet and just do something about your problem instead of kicking the can down the road hopelessly

>>40677242
also hot but i personally find the other girl hotter

>>40677312
what the freak I thought I was nonchalant but I miss him bad some times

>>40677315
i already considered HRT when I was 19. do you think we never considered it?
i was completely convinced i would do it too.

my parents wanted me to be a pro athlete. i was always playing some physically intense sport my whole life. i even took anabolic steroids, i think 600mg testosterone and 900mg equipoise, in high school for a few months. completely ruined any potential for being trans feminine.
> instead of kicking the can down the road hopelessly
if I took estrogen and spiro I honestly do not even think I would get gyno. I am so masculinized that my body doesn't have anything to work with. Nothing on my frame could be redistributed.

In fact losing weight from HRT would likely just make my bodyfat % lower - and make me look more muscular than i already am

if it becomes feasible in the future i will. but it would have to be some chatGPT, cyberpunk 2077 level shit.

>>40677307
>pretended to be his non-existent younger sister for years
>created two girls to represent himself and his journey in look back
>has a oneshot about a guy getting gender swapped
>has an actual trans character in his first serialized manga series
>likes BL
>weirdly obsessed with transformations (could just be a shonen thing)
i don't think he's a repper but there's definitely something going on with him

>>40677368
nah, it's feasible now and you should do it

>>40677380
I literally look like this anon.
I haven't used social media in a decade because seeing my own face is like getting flashbanged and mustard gassed simultaneously.

youre just mocking us.

>>40677393
wrong
take your HRT, retard

>>40677393
I wish people were kinder I usually such an anti repper but this just feels bad I know it would be worse I’m sorry it is how it is, but maybe you could manmode or smth, maybe it won’t help ur body but what abt ur mind maybe that could feel better

i wouldnt mind being a wagie if i was a hot anime girl bc id probably just make the dudes do the work while i only have to put out with some hot office sexo then id seduce and marry the ceo or whatever and trophywifemaxx

hrt won't make you female, it just robs you of your humanity

>>40677249
Femininity is hated no matter what, in anyone

>>40677242
What anime will never have is female friendships

>>40677393
nta but i get your pain. repping wouldn't be so bad if i at least looked feminine enough. but nope, i gotta look like a wendigo that tried steroids but never exercised.
trannies will never understand. they're either youngshits that never had to deal with actually being masculine or they're delusional hons that think they pass when they look like the average susan's place user.

>>40677420
femininity in women is not hated at all

>>40677403
>take your HRT, retard
I don't have any though.
>>40677412
>but maybe you could manmode or smth, maybe it won’t help ur body but what abt ur mind maybe that could feel better
I'm thinking about getting a rhinoplasty, and I hear 99% of the time they result in your nose looking more feminine.
I actually started writing on some of my medical forms that I'm nonbinary, but I'm not sure who actually reads those since they're patient-provider confidential.
>>40677443
pic related average anon here would look like even if we took HRT

>>40677424
this is literally us anon, we literally look like this and do this

Imagine youre offered to become a hot anime girl, but as payment you have to then participate in a national breeding program by popping out at least 14 kids with randomly chosen men from your country. Would you do it?
Hard mode: over half the men participating in the breeding program will be immigrants of a different race than your country.
Do it?

New repressor flag. Thoughts?

>>40677665
It looks like a wound.

>>40677665
any particular reasoning/symbolism for the colours? i think the blue goes a little better with the red than the (current) green one tho

>>40677416
trvthnvke

So was body gender transform actually a real fetish men have ? like they want to change but ultimatly want to go back to being a guy?

>>40677700
Tbh I mainly thought about how to improve the current one they made for pridemonth. It was like they either made it very sloppily or ugly on purpose. Red and black felt like natural repressor colors to me, and the five bar symbolism had to stay so it was obvious that it is a parody of the trans flag. I chose blue for the third color since it felt like the opposite to the feminine pastel pink on the trans flag. Then I asked the discord to help with color contrast and saturation. We're still voting technically, but this version is in the lead.

If I had to come up with symbolism, it would be
>red stands for the pain reppers endure for sacrifice
>black stands for their determination to keep repping
>blue stands for the truth that we cant change our sex

im not a repper im genuinely just subhuman, i look gaunt and skeletal and off putting in a way that ive never seen any other male look, i genuinely just look creepy and weird. its a step beyond just being ugly. no wonder i want to transition, anyone would want to transition away from this, but i cant escape it. i have to accept it

>>40677908
its funny how many trannies equate being anorexic with being female

>if you don't lay low, you get hung high
reppoid, i lay low and still hang high

>>40677549
what does being a hot anime girl entail
do you still get ill and have skin imperfections and skin cancer and get old really fast?

>>40678279
no
all the good none of the bad, as you like it

>>40678517
then i guess it'd be a hard decision, i feel like being pregnant for 10+ years would make you kind of retarded
i dont know who i'd be without my suffering

>>40677549
no i want a husband

>>40677665
It shouldn't be horizontal bars, too overused, plus it makes it seem like repressing is just like all the other "Identities".

>>40678537
>>40678552
raped

>>40678537
what if u give birth to twins triplets quadruplets or even quintuplets, less pregnancy less time to go through before u are set loose and free to live
>>40678552
you can keep one of the breeding boys or go look for a husbando after ur contract is done
I guess youll also get a lifetime stipend for a being a breeder

Industrial metal. Perfect for repping

I was going to order the hormones but then I remembered my reppers bros need my support.

not gonna transition because /mmg/ is a boring place full of hrt at 6 4'2 passoids who all pretend to be catty sorority gossip girls

>>40679023

hottest troons i've ever seen were at industrial shows lmao

>>40677665
i hate it so it's probably fitting

I WANT TO BE A WOMAN!!!

>>40680109
really? i thought it was just me

>>40677368
Are you the frequent “i want to be an anime girl not 3d foid” poster? Also, do you think that the pressure from your parents trying to make you a professional athlete gave you a warped sense of what it means to be a man and also made you feel like a failure thus making you feel like you must be a “woman” maybe as a cope or something. Some interesting psychology must have happened with expectations like that

I wanna get into grindcore
What should i listen to?

>>40680160
>he thinks there's only 1 of those posters

dubs and i inject my balls with alcohol

need ftm repper bf who will forcefem me..

>>40680622
FTM reppers hate that shit. (they are women)

>>40680622
>>40680759
>FTM reppers hate that shit
Actually before I transitioned I always put my bfs in makeup and lingerie. I almost got the last one on bicalutamide and the first one I'm almost certain is a repper himself
>>40679023
Ministry is so fucking good
>>40676978
Hell yeah Steely Dan

i stopped caffeine cold turkey but i still feel anxious with a slight pain in my chest

>>40680759
>>40680859
now i'm sad x.x

managed to fuck up a muscle in my neck so now everything is over and it hurts to move. livin the dream
>>40680859
hell yeah I'll have to check some of those albums out. I only started listening to Steely Dan relatively recently, feel like there's so much good old music I haven't heard

>>40680986
I don't see why it has to be an "ftm repper". You're just going to end up with a tunapoon down the line

Does anyone else have issues making friends or relating to others? It's like I'm a fucking alien getting a culture shock over and over again. I say something and people ignore me completely, I don't say anything and people think I'm weird. I'm just so tired of this.
Most people are really stupid and ignorant. I'm not even saying this to seem smarter or anything, I'm also a dumbass at times, but the people around me just seem like they're on autopilot if that makes sense. They don't overthink things, they have no issues making friends and they are going to live a happy, average life, while I'm rotting in my room. I feel too smart to be a normie but too dumb to do anything meaningful.
Again, I'm not saying this to seem like a misunderstood genius or anything, but it's so hard to go out and socialize when the only people you can talk to feel like a different species, it's so isolating. I tried so hard to relate and understand, but I can't do it.
And then there's the whole tranny thing in my brain on top of all this.

>>40680160
anon this is an anime website. Most men want to be Call of Duty characters. I just want to be pretty with perfect skin. Very tame in comparison. Also notice how you're the one using the word 'foid', not me. Your words, not mine.

I don't enjoy masculinity at all. I'm not really sure if I want to be a biological woman or just a trans feminine girl who frots with her boyfriend. Sometimes I feel like my penis is a scab, sometimes I feel like it's a giant, pleasurable clit. I don't really view mine as a male sex organ though. I don't casually think of impregnating females.

a lot of young boys are deluded into thinking they'll be pro athletes. it's like girls who think they'll be models but end up becoming waitresses instead. my goals in life are now just finding someone to love and own a house with. and practice some creative hobbies like drawing or 3d graphics.

>>40680952
I need to quit coffee too. How are you passing the time? I'm playing Stardew valley.
>>40680332
the people who post menhara / boymoder are crazy in the head and will be in for a rude awakening when their catfishing on twitter doesn't work IRL

>>40681052
>feel like there's so much good old music I haven't heard
I am a huge fan of rock n roll, mostly 70s and 80s. Depending on genre I can give you recommendations all day.
Listen to that Boston album, you've probably heard a couple of their hits (Peace of Mind, More Than a Feeling). You might think it's corny but if you can get past that, it's such a fantastic record all the way through. To think this was their first album with back to back to back to back amazing tracks...
The lead singer killed himself in 2007

>>40681058
i have this but also with talking with most trannies online
>>40681083
>How are you passing the time?
i just switched to decaf coffee and i rot online

>>40681089
ah have definitely heard more than a feeling lol. it's funny how a song like that can become trite on its own but as a part of an album I'll still enjoy it.
part of me wants to go back and systematically try to listen to a bunch of old pop stuff; like the crosby stills & nash album I had on there went #2 back in the day but I'd never heard of it until I bought it from a dollar bin at a record store.

>>40681205
If you like CSN, check out this video of CSNY (Young) and Tom Jones
https://youtu.be/dIDzA0YDso8
1969, so good

>people posting boomer butt rock ITT
holy fuck please leave

>>40681356
Sorry for enjoying music back when people played instruments instead of a laptop

Brahms 1 4
now go back to linked in, unc

>>40681356
let me be malebrained in peace

>>40681054
well it can be anyone really... but i have a soft spot for femmes and pooners

>>40681443
Where the hell are you then

>>40681479
commiefornia ;_;
yes i know, truly doomed to be a repper in the most tranny state

I still want to be a hot anime girl

>>40681535
Bah, wrong coast it's over.
>>40681399
You should listen to CCR and Foghat too. My discord is imp2434

For of all sad words of tongue or pen, The saddest are these: 'I was born of men"

>>40681692
i'm sorryyyy :(

I wish I could engage in hobbies without starting to feel an existential crisis every time

>>40681691
that’s a KAC QDSS-NT4 suppressor

Booked my first laser appointment. Listed they/them pronoans because I don't feel like I earned she/her yet

>>40679423
nah I'm a bald man in my 30s with obvious tits, it's a special kind of hell and also feels infinitely better than repressing was, enough that I can move on and live my life while feeling more like myself

>>40680332
Insanely depressing if there are more than 1 of those posters. I like to think whatever happened to fuck up that anon is not common enough for there to be more like him

>>40681083
>notice how you're the one using the word 'foid', not me
I thought you were someone else because you used an anime pic in your initial post. Like i thought you were the guy who is always saying he doesnt even want to be a 3d woman but only wants to be a cartoon. A very mentally ill individual who is frequently shitting up these threads and probably low iq hence his usage of foid

>>40682091
>Insanely depressing if there are more than 1 of those posters

I've been posting here (in repgen) for at least 6 years. Could be longer but my memory isn't great. There's some depressing people here

>>40682091
>I like to think whatever happened to fuck up that anon is not common enough for there to be more like him
there are two kinds of reppers, those that want to be an anime girl and will admit it, and those that won't admit it

The worst feeling is when your dysphoria gets so bad you actually entertain transitioning instead of only wanting to be an anime girl

Stay strong brothers and sisters!

>>40682434
well you can't be an anime girl, but you can physically change your secondary sex traits if you take HRT

>>40682478
Never compromise

>>40682554
that's a terrible way to live and I promise you'll regret not only being so unrealistic about your own problems but encouraging others to bury their head in the sand with you

>>40682478
>you can physically change your secondary sex traits if you take HRT
No you can't, don't lie
All you get is advanced gyno

>>40682813
yes, you literally can, go look up what sex hormones do (and keep in mind that I did not say you can magically erase the changes already made by your body's natal sex hormones, what you end up with is a reduction in the expression of those to some extent depending on the trait and your genetics and starting point with your body instead expressing them in the way the opposite sex does)

>>40682824
This is literally what I said but with more weasel words to make it seem like HRT is magic

>>40682892
>This is literally what I said
but you literally said
>No you can't, don't lie
to
>you can physically change your secondary sex traits if you take HRT
which is wrong and not what I said in the follow-up reply

>>40681058
i alienate most people because i wish i was a loli

>>40682824
Most people's issues are bone-related, and HRT won't do shit for your bones past early teens (and even then only a little, and if you're lucky.)

>>40683211
both untrue and irrelevant to the point

>>40683217
>both untrue
you just proved yourself to be a retarded pinkpiller. bones are everything when it comes to passing

>>40683217
Well for one, I meant early twenties. For two, what evidence do you have HRT will shrink my shoulders, jaw, browridge etc?

>>40683241
>bones are everything when it comes to passing
nah, you fell for the meme

>>40683243
>what evidence do you have HRT will shrink my shoulders, jaw, browridge etc
I don't and didn't claim to have any

>>40683284
>I don't and didn't claim to have any
Alright well I guess HRT can't affect physical change in the most important sex traits for actually passing and being happy.

>>40683304
>HRT can't affect physical change in the most important sex traits for actually passing and being happy
but that's objectively incorrect

>>40683323
But you just admitted it can't help with bones. Or are you claiming Brick McManhon can pass and be happy just because she grew some tits and got softer skin? Because we can take a look over at manmoder general and see that's not true.

>>40683362
>you just admitted it can't help with bones
where? in which post? I literally did not

>>40683374
>>40683284
>what evidence do you have HRT will shrink my shoulders, jaw, browridge
>I don't and didn't claim to have any

>>40683381
are you being silly on purpose? because I'm still not seeing where I "admitted" anything of the sort... it's not going to magically erase bone, but the relative positioning by soft tissues and future growth patterns are very much influenced by your sex hormones, and claiming that those specific traits are the most important for actually passing and being happy is incredibly narrow-minded and fatalistic considering the broad variety of sex trait expression in cis men and women

>>40683438
>and future growth patterns
Anon, if you're 25 or older there's no future growth, just eventual osteoporosis.
>and claiming that those specific traits are the most important for actually passing and being happy is incredibly narrow-minded and fatalistic considering the broad variety of sex trait expression in cis men and women
You're not gonna find barrel-chested women with 18 inch shoulders and big square jaws who are happy with their appearance. They exist, yes, but they get treated like shit and are increasingly accused of being trans.

>>40683480
dumbass

>>40683488
I'm sorry anon, but it takes a particular kind of mindset to be happy as a hon and you just won't find it in repgen, we're here because we're all insecure, fundamentally shy, and yes, maybe vain. People like us need to blend in to be happy, we don't have the fortitude to take being pointed and laughed at.

>>40683516
who says you have to be a hon? you're really stuck in your fear

>>40683595
I'm merely being realistic about my fate as a massive gorilla.

>>40683616
nah, you're dooming, and it's only going to get worse the longer you put it off

consider that your best case scenario following this path is taking this shit to your grave after suffering through a life lived as a hollow imitation of someone you are not, like that's your winning scenario here

trannies please leave this autololicon thread

>>40683636
but this is just a thread for repressors, the most cowardly form of tranny

primus

average pinkpiller itt

>>40683757
>clocky tranny bad!
mogs me and no I'm a manmoder

>>40683761
>clocky hon bad
yes

>>40683771
why?

>>40683781
ugly people are worthless in this world

>>40683820
nah, you're just a shitty person expressing shitty views - you can do better, tranny

>>40683781
i don't want to be a fucking hon i want to actually look like an average woman.

>>40683826
im right and you know it, beautiful people will have hordes throwing away their lives to give them money, get them a good job, basically worship them, etc

>>40683834
play with the cards you're dealt
who said you have to be a hon?

>>40683844
lookism is real but that doesn't mean what you seem to think it does by perpetuating it

>>40683904
>who said you have to be a hon?
my skeleton. it doesn't matter what clothes i wear or makeup or anything because i will look clearly like a hon to anyone who is not a delusional troon.

REMEMBER
never transition
Never feed the delusions
YOU ARE MALE
YOU HAVE A DICK AMD BALLS
UOUR FAKE DYSPHORIA IS FAKE
KEEP REPRESSING
REPRESSING IS VALID
BE FREE. And kill your delusions by simply accepting that you never actually had dysphoria snd it’s all fake

>>40683932
you're being needlessly fatalistic about this and assuming a whole lot of shit... what's the alternative? I mean that, think about it, what can you actually do? hint: it starts with taking your HRT to alleviate the dysphoria

>>40683935
repression never works, tranny

>>40683935
i've repressed for over a decade and i'm not sure if i'll survive the year

>>40683953
there's no alternative rather than a shit life as a hon or acking basically

>>40683953
I’ve never in my life and never in my life will ever troon
I wi not wield to weird fetishes and literal porn propaganda and sissy hypno
That’s pathetic
I’ll be free soon I hope you too bro

>>40683971
that is literally not true, and to get over your repression you will eventually have to learn to undo these mental loops and black-and-white thinking

>>40683976
funny how you sound like the same guy in /mmg/ who has been on and off HRT and schizing out for like a year... whatever you say, tranny

>>40683904
i will not be subject to the consequences of lookism, i hate you people and everybody else, you all abide by it

>>40684003
>i will not be subject to the consequences of lookism
you already are, tranny, better learn to deal with it like an adult

>>40683996
no non-passing tranny is actually happy unless they delude themselves to an extreme degree which is just not possible with the core of my personality to hate anything that's fake and gay.

>>40683967
You didnt repress then
When you truly repress you stop needing to repress
Very buddhist

>>40684043
nah, that is literally not true and you havae to stop this all or nothing shit

>>40683996
I’ve never been on hrt
I’m literally an anti-trans memetic killer agent

>>40684066
whatever you say, tranny

>>40684044
my record was like two years but it all came back crashing

>>40684095
Loser lol
Repress harder
Fap more
Fuck a cis girl
Become a paid whore for a friend
Kill yourself
Kill

always funny to me when someone comes into this thread ready to die on the hill of pinkpilling us
the whole "take your hrt retards" is a good bit and takes 5 seconds but unironically arguing with a group selected to be irrational and extremely mentally ill is braindead. you can do anything else with your time

>>40684085
Kill yourself

>>40684129
it's just because I used to be one of you and it sucks to you see you doing this to yourselves

>>40684129
You should instead be killing yourself>>40684134

>>40684152
i don't want to hurt people by transitioning, i'd rather bear the burden myself even if it kills me

>>40684152
unironically did these arguments help you?
>>40684169
inshallah

>>40684172
how would you be hurting anyone? gotta get past that

>>40684185
seeing the complete absence of meaningful response any other reppers had to pinkpillers and challenges to their repression beyond hateful rhetoric and appeals to faith was what eventually convinced me I had to take this seriously and do something about it

i have no femininity and i must woman

>>40684152
It's too late for me desu.

>>40684258
too bad, what are you gonna do about it? take your HRT, retard

>>40684225
Loser
Loser
You are still a man male with balls and Xy

>>40684266
ok trany

>>40684225
>how would you be hurting anyone?
i would be hurting my family by disappointing them and putting more complexity into our relationships. i would be hurting my friends by becoming harder to interact with. and i would be hurting women in general by pretending to be one of them. extra, my job wouldn't accept me

>>40684225
fair. I guess I'm just coping by assuming there's a bunch of specific shit about my current situation that makes the current strategy to drive myself insane preferable to the alternative

>>40684263
>what are you gonna do about it?
Suffer.

>>40684273
that's not true, though, none of that is

>>40684291
that's gay and retarded

take your HRT, retards

I’m finally ready to detransition because lmao I’m not a woman or gender dysphoric
I’m not even a repper tbhon but I need to post this somewhere
Gn chat :)

>>40684331
based. godspeed brother

>>40684331
gn tranny

>>40684320
>none of that is
i've personally witnessed trans women be gently nudged out of friend groups, and trans people made fun of at work. and i do think it's gross for a malebrained tallshit like myself to think i can be anything other than a parody of a woman

>>40684356
that doesn't mean that you are hurting others by being yourself

>>40684331
good luck respeccing the build

>>40684352
I was stupid and listened to the wrong people
It’s literally just a sissy hypno fetish lmao
0 dysphoria as a kid and only after my 20th bd did it actually become a thought
Like legit not a transg irca woman or anything lol
It’s hilarious what you can be made to believe just to mske your fetish less taboo :)

>>40684373
Got them orbs of regret xdddd

>>40684386
prove it's a fetish, tranny

>>40684400
Idk I just coomed to gender bend gebtai on /d/ for a decade???
I had no relation to trannies or any desire to be a woman lol
I still don’t tbhon just deluded myself otherwise cause I felt weird fapping to sissy hypno shit, post nut etc
So I got got and in my effort to be less weird to others I made up my trooni and just listened to some people who told me to start doing that stuff and take hrt etc when I really don’t give a shit about this beyond “femboy” copes
But well shit happens when you are lonely ig
Any value will do even fake value like believing you “repressing” when you are just literally a dude lol

>>40684363
>being yourself
what does that even mean, though? just because a part of my brain is broken and insists i would be more content as a woman doesn't mean it's "me", no more than a schizophrenic is his delusions.
i don't want to cause distress or discomfort to people around me, and i also don't want to become a cringe larp of a woman.

>>40684447
you're hysterical, tranny

>>40684498
it's not a delusion, it's a real thing in the brain

i dont even care about or want to be a woman or a parody of one, i just dont want to be masculine. why cant scientists just figure out how to stop men from being masculine if they dont want to be.

>>40684562
I’m real, loser

>>40684593
if you say so, but I didn't suggest otherwise... what are you trying to say?

>>40677191
make me

>>40684604
wya

Pinkpillers really need to pick up their slack, getting very sloppy

>>40684609
northeastern usa

>>40684601
It’s literally no dysphoria there was never any repression I literally made this issue up to deal with anxiety and stress and depression
Those are symptoms of a largely useless life and laziness and no role models.
It’s fine
I made a mistake
I’ll Fix it now
I’ve accepted it

>>40684616
imagine how many threads we could fill with "no u" x300

>>40684647
ok tranny

Does being single motivate you into transitioning ? Like I've been single five years and im like why do i bother being a guy if they don't want to date me anyway.

>>40684669
Less attachments make it easier to transition.

>>40684669
Illogical

>>40684668
Kill yourself

There is no Point in transitioning if you aren’t trutrans
If you arent trutrans repression is fake
If you are trutrans you repress way less and donut when you are ready but already know you will.
Trutrans are women, repressors are loser men

>>40684728
prove who is trutrans and who isn't, like what criteria will you use?

>>40684735
Trutrans feel dysphoria since cognition of gender and self and body(varying ages)
They actually are women despite that

>>40684771
prove that

>>40684775
Up to the history of the individual
I don’t know everyone’s history

>>40684801
no, I mean, how do you know that definition is true? what evidence are you basing that on? it doesn't match any current or historical conventions outside of a cultural parody of an outdated and transphobic narrative used to gatekeep people, itself with no material basis

yes i am a pinkpiller
yes i am also a repper
yes we exist

>>40684811
It just makes sense that an individual would develop dysphoria during puberty when hormones are whacked up to 11 and sexual characteristics become prime target and obsessions for most people
It makes sense that when you become aware of your body your tone in society and your sex you either realize you arent born right or are fnot be with it
Repression in so far as ignorance I accept but lack of the underlying feeling all together is stupid

>>40684860
why do you think it would have to be the same for everyone and that some people wouldn't experience this to different degrees with different degrees of being able to cope or put it out of their minds?

>>40684900
Sure
But clearly there a exist an other type of faketroon who aren’t trans and transition and feel worst their mild syspgoria if any isn’t treated with hrt but with other coping mechanisms much more healthily

>>40684919
>But clearly there a exist an other type of faketroon
prove that

>>40684923
I am one

>>40684938
prove that without another circular reference or baseless assumption or unfalsifiable claim

>>40684941
It’s my lived experience bigot

>>40684728
>>40684860
So it sounds like you're saying someone is 'trutrans' if the feeling started with puberty or before? But you also claim that such people don't repress for long? But anon, I these feelings and the conception that my gender differed from my body started at 7 for me, yet I have repped for decades.

>>40684965
and what about your lived experience proves you're faketrans?

>>40684972
please take your HRT, retard

I should be killed for being male

>>40684978
>please take your HRT, retard
I can't, I'm old and ugly. I let Christianity and right-wing ideologies convince me I was a freak and a monster that was going to hell all throughout my youth and young adulthood, and now I have to live with those consequences despite shaking that off.

Not a repressor but Malice Mizer is kino

>>40684978
I’m a fetishist who fetishized hrt and transitioning

>>40684996
you should be kissed for being ensouled

i bet the next round of jordan peterson style "prove it" will figure things out
>>40684996
giwtwm

>>40685000
nice trips but repression won't work, and if you were able to shake off the anti-reality ideology then you should be able to cope with transitioning on your own terms to deal with your problem

>>40685014
prove that you're a fetishist and not a coping dysphoric troon like most posters on this board
you're stuck in a loop, tranny

>>40685048
???
What would it take to prove it to you beyond saying so

>>40685015
No
I should be murdered for wanting to be trans and falling to trannies and having a fetish

>>40685110
*kiss*
*kiss*

Based suicide murder!

>>40685119
I’ll literally rather die than be kissed

>>40685143
you should allow yourself to be happy because you've done nothing wrong

I really hate being alive

>>40685110
trvthnvke
i'm a retard detroon nb

>>40685086
literally any kind of evidence or reasoning beyond you just saying so, tranny

>>40685351
>>40685230

I want you two to get married

I just don't relate to anyone

>>40685422
yikes
i have done so much wrong in my life i am honestly surprised that i haven't been executed for it yet

>>40685048
>then you should be able to cope with transitioning
What I can't cope with are the social consequences of not passing.

>>40685357
Who cares

>>40685922
(You) do, tranny

Trannies hate us cuz they aint us.

>>40685931
Not anymore

>>40686080
>t.ranny

had a dream i got srs and instantly regretted it because i wanted to detrans
my brain is becoming more based

>>40686080
*anus

it hurts

>>40686080
trvthnvke
no tranny is happy at a deeper level that they mutilated their body for a caricature of being cis

>>40686385
It's a reppvr nvke I am happy to drop. Many troons suffer from buyer's remorse.

>>40682301
It would be so lonely and isolating to be an anime girl. There would be no other beings on earth that you could relate to. As a real woman, you have 50% of all of humanity from all of history to relate to. And real women are beautiful and special in ways that are attempted to be recreated through anime as an art but the thing imitated is always better than the simulacrum

>>40684589
Just Be nonbinary / androgynous

>>40686385
this is cope and you know it
I would more than happily be """mutilated""" into a beautiful tranny if that were possible for me
>>40686587
and I have repper's remorse

>>40687377
>I have repper's remorse
Seriously, looking back at how much you got bullied as a teen for being feminine looking and acting, while being an old disgusting hairy man, really drives home how much of a huge fuckup repping was.

>>40687050
>be nonbinary / androgynous
>while not afab or a major celebrity in the late 2010s
critical failure sorry anon

>>40687424
yeah
I had a pretty short window of opportunity to be fair to my retarded teenage self, but I'll still never forgive him for choosing to miss my chance to live a life I wanted to live because I was too scared of disappointing my parents. They're probably a lot more disappointed in the miserable aimless loser I became than they would have been in tranny me anyway. I suffered through it all quietly just so that I could be rewarded with 10x more suffering in the future. Not worth it desu

what're you guys listening to rn? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MxekyGtqcNE

>>40688511
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4EcWhzYfhPY

>>40688511
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nQtPgmjgYek

I hate womb envy. I will never get to create life, to care for a child and watch them grow. To give them unconditional love and affection, day in and day out reassurances that I will always be there for them. The most I could do is live vicariously through a partner as a dad, but that would be psychic torture. I hate this.

>>40686953
>t. wont admit it
it is my god-given right to become the hottest sexiest anime girl
I WILL NOT SETTLE FOR ANYTHING LESS THAN THE VERY BEST

here is what a real repchad listens to. read it and weep because youll never be as masculine as me

>>40690375
I really like Barry Manilow 2bh

There is such a thing as social contagion there is such a thing as ROGD and people from those categories shouldn't transition and it is bad to society to let so many fake dysphorics troon

>uhh yeah so I want to transition
>Oh so you feel like a girl on the inside?
>no
>Oh but you have the desire to be called a girl and have a girl's name
>No
>Then why are you transitioning
>yeah so basically I want to have boobs and a fat ass because I find that erotic.

>>40690536
What are these people supposed to do then?

>>40690609
nothing wrong with that

>alternate between aap and agp
>in the more intense agp sessions want a female only world
Would jacking off more help reduce these feelings?

>>40690714
t. agp mef sissy clitty gooner (same as me)

>>40690691
dont be a tranny, dont indulge themselves in hyping up their pseudodysphoria, and continue being a normal person

>>40690823
I dont believe in the pinkpill “transition is the only cure” but i don’t think suffering with no alleviation is the cure either

life is only misery. everyday rep wait to die. 40 years and im free.

The Official & Accurate TruTrans Test:
Do you want to die because of what other people think of you? > faketrans
Do you want to die because of how you see yourself? > trutrans

only those 50 year old crossies that cd in public are trutrans btw

>>40691051
alleviate the "suffering" (unnecessary excessive psyopped thinking) by doing other things than ruminating on chemically castrating oneself

>>40691261
What if both are true for somebody?

>>40691271
Trutrans manmoders manmode because they hate their body not because other people hate them
>>40691348
You're half trutrans half faketrans

i'm bald and old
not worth anything

Phase two of my detrooning
I just deleted all my accounts. Need to change phone number and a few extra socials and I’m free

i wonder if it's that time of the year to order HRT and then throw it away after a week.

>>40691291
There would probably be less transgender people if mirrors didnt exist and we were still hunting and gathering for our food

>>40691623
trvthnvke

>>40691623
just because we now have leisure time doesnt mean people should be spending that time on whether they should castrate themselves and pretend they're the other sex

unless hrt fixes my adhd it's really not going to change my life much.

oh boy I love crying as soon as I wake up, my favorite
>>40691623
retvrn

I run out of hrt
I don’t need it anyway

>>40692244
Good. You'll be stronger

>>40691409
We gotta wig sis

When I see a beautiful anime girl I feel such pangs of envy and distress. It's not a fucking meme. I genuinely fucking feel this way and I hate it.

>anon is shitposting again!! lolll

Fuck you. I'm the mothafuckin fuckin repper who wants to be a fucking anime girl and I aint fucking kidding.

I FUCKING LOVE MALICE MIZERRRRRRRR AAAAGGGHHHH

I wish I was a woman or atleast looked like an average woman and not 1 in 10,000 thickboned masculine cis woman

o/
\o
\o/
You're all men

>>40692959
Hell yeah

>>40692959
:(

>>40676911 (OP)
also Japanese rock or metal, usually gothic

my favourite band is Yousei Teikoku, but I really like Malice Mizer too

>>40689904
you can adopt a child and give him/her a loving home

you really must be retarded if this has not ever occurred to you

the "natural" reason why homosexual, transsexual, and infertile people exist is to care for children who have been abandoned by their parents (or they died)

>>40693300
They don't let single people adopt, being a repper makes supporting any kind of honest romantic relationship difficult, 99% of those available to adopt in the US are black.

>>40693353
>99% of those available to adopt in the US are black.
my bad, I didn't assume you were American

>>40693369
Not that anon, but I have the same feeling.

the closer i get to trooning the more hons i see in the wild

>>40693600
the clocking mechanism is developing in you

>>40693600
I wonder if I'm going insane or if I'm seeing all ~5'9 women as troons or if I actually did come across troons in the wild.

I dont like how when people troon out it takes over their whole personality

>>40693683
the former, most likely

>>40693600
The closer I get to trooning the more I can't tell how clocky I am, like the delusional honfidence is forming in my mind like a disease.
>>40693810
How much of it was their personality and how much of it was a coping mechanism?

Making a repper themed sissy hypno.

>>40694135
is it in favor of or opposed to repping

>>40694065
>how much if it was coping
Maybe im afraid of that question

>>40676940
I don't get your question at all. As an androphile I am not effeminate, much less would I get on HRT, nor do I wish to have boobs or vaginas, and prefer my men on the masculine side.

I think I fucking despise this new wave of bisexuals and chasers

on paper i'm bisexual but if i see an attractive woman i get envious and if i see an attractive man it reminds me of my masculine features

>>40694323
I hate bisexuals in general. Just an excuse to add women in my gay stuff.

anyone else's life totally fucked? Like unemployed for years, poor, dependent on family/welfare, no education etcetera

I'm coming here from femrepgen and I just want to say, sincerely, when male reppers complain about being malebrained it confuses me. You all are incredibly fembrained. Some of you are actually nice to each other, which I didn't think was possible on 4chan. Not hugboxxing btw just based on my observations as someone who doesn't usually look at these threads

>>40694623
>Male brain is being mean
>Fem brain is being nice

lol wut

>>40694524
yes

>>40694623
Impostor syndrome is a big deal for reppers. They're going to downplay anything positive or feminine about themselves out of self-loathing, just how it is.

>>40694669
my manmoder friend told me once im nice compared to her cis male friends so maybe it's at least a bit accurate

>rep so hard I don't know if I'm even repping
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-PTYiuo--gE
How the fuck am I supposed to sort this out

>>40694623
repping is the most malebrained possible reaction to realizing you're trans tho
also not much reason to post the malebrained thoughts. gonna bitch about my baseball team here?

the prospect of transitioning is the only thing that motivates me to get off my ass and improve myself

>>40694623
Lmao nice try pinkpiller

>>40692959
I'm aware
that's why I want to kms

>>40694830
>repping is the most malebrained possible reaction to realizing you're trans tho
I don't think that's true. Repression happens to gender dysphoric people of ANY gender who fear transitioning due to hostility, insecurity, and a multitude of other things. Male reppers MIGHT be more common than femreppers because, generally speaking, it is socially more difficult to be MtF than FtM - therefore, MtF reppers face more fear and reason to repress. But it does absolutely happen to any gender and is not exclusively malebrained.

28 now
it'll get better

reppers should be entitled to humane state-funded euthanasia

>>40694805
I'm in the same position
Whenever I think I'm trans, I feel like I rep being cis, and whenever I think I'm cis, I feel like I rep being trans. Both feel like I'm gaslighting myself

I wish I could go out in public and talk to people, but I hate my disgusting man body being seen way too much to do that any more than necessary

>>40695004
yea I get that I'm just saying having feelings about yourself and deciding to just thug it out and not examine it further is extremely malebrained
>>40695018
actually real. if I'm not allowed to be trans please make it easier to be dead

Post your malebrain hobbies/interests

>boxing
>Theology
>video games
>game design

I also like Philosophy is general (Most male brain subject on earth by college admission rates)

>>40695045
also any socialization I do manage to do just feels like I'm lying since it's as my normal man persona

>>40695018
i want a heroic, noble death so i can barter for a better afterlife

>>40695004
Lol
Dint forget that “mtfs” are a bigger % of the population as well
Let’s face it some men are just crossdressing freaks due to male sexual urges
This more msle reppers, people tricked into thinking they are trans by consensus

>>40695069
same actually
but those are in very short supply nowadays

>>40694524
im a 21yr old hikkineet if that counts

it shouldn't even be possible to be born male

It shouldn't even be possible to be anything other than to be a hot anime girl

anime niggers are truly the worst thing to have happened to this gen

>>40695789
i want to be a monster girl

>>40695789
Wrong. I need ugly bastards/Hot anime men to plap my anime pussy.

I kinda want to be a man. I moved to a dangerous town and have already been harassed in the street. I don't know if it is because I look feminine or like a sheltered kid or both. If I get attacked I'm weak as fuck and don't know how to fight. I feel I need to be a man not out of want, but necessity. I'm alone here, I have nobody to defend me, if I'm ever in danger I need to defend me myself. Does this make sense, or am I just schizo?

>>40696386
I felt this way as a teenager in a ghetto school and I can tell you that if you get it you will deeply regret your desires and it only magnifies your dysphoria.

i bet if a guy gave me enough tummy punches it would fix me

>>40696443
U need love instead of… here’s some <3 *centers the loving energy on your tummy *

>>40696386
Purchase pepper spray

>>40696485
agree, all i'm asking is for it to be centered repeatedly and enough that i can really feel it.

>>40696492
*gun
All troons should have guns

my agp is getting worse

>>40696492
>>40696533
If I use a gun in self-defense in my country I could legit get prison for life, troon or not, I don't live in 'murica the justice system works differently here. Pepper-sray is a good option though, I've been putting it off but now I see it's a necessity, I'd rather be safe than sorry.

>>40695924
TRVE
I still want to be a megahot short haired big boobed tomboy that acts tough but melts to moids when its sexo time

New thread:
>>40696800
>>40696800
>>40696800

>>40676911 (OP)
Past year top listens. Haven't listened enough to impact this yet but I've been listening to a lot of Danny Brown lately