Thread 40686060

Bhakti edition
QOTT: in what way have you expressed your undying devotion to Lord Krishna today?
thread theme: https://youtu.be/LJCXrFKGKF8?si=d-BqDZHEiA6-OGzm

>>40686060 (OP)
your god(s) is(are) dead and your faith(s) is(are) death, cultist

to be quite honest i hate my masculine manmoder body

i met god, she’s black

how would you feel if you didn't have breakfast this morning?

jesus was a native american btw

>>40686279
but I didn't have breakfast this morning

I have spider veins

What are my fellow manmoders up to today? Just vaped a bowl gonna go eat breakfast maybe swim or something

my sisters gonna roll a blunt when she gets back so i’m waiting playing splinter cell on the 360

sitting on the couch struggling to breathe

I want an srsgina

pouring soda into a fish tank and drinking it with a straw

i hate my self

i hate everything about you

i hate you

maga chud jaina? Really guys? lol

>>40686279
I had breakfast and I forgot to take my pills so now I feel bad.

im fuckinnnn chilluuuun lololol

my lungs dont work well

i VVILL escape samsara

>>40686591
no, get your ass back in the wheel.

>>40686556
>maga chud
is she really?? wait is this just d*scord drama lol post an invite to the server at least

>>40686411
holy shit are you back in 2006 and can you take me there with you

>>40686495
>>40686509
>>40686525
same, worstie

i have an innie penis

the concept of gender dysphoria is a faith based assumption, which amounts to the idea that there can be female souls in male bodies

>>40686937
materially substantiate this claim and contend with the empiric data to the contrary, faggot

he's exploring the taste of her
arousal

>>40686993
how's about you explore the taste of my butthole

>>40686989
you will never be a woman
I can tell what you are always

>>40687068
damn right, I'm a ma'an and you suck my estrogenized menis about it

>>40687072
why can't you be a feminine man without HRT?

>>40687084
what a bizarre non-sequitur, gincel-lite

why would I want to, and who says I or anyone else can't? I'm a masculine man on HRT because it feels good and alleviates something that weighed heavily on me for a long time

>>40686704
Nah she’s not

>>40687121
post the server link faggot

>>40687099
without resorting to faith based arguments, explain why you NEED to be on HRT
>because it feels good and alleviates something that weighed heavily on me for a long time
why?

>>40687143
fucking gross, what is this composite thing you're trying now lmao

I don't NEED to be, but I STRONGLY prefer it and was on the verge of suicide before I started HRT because I was so dissatisfied with my own proprioceptive physical existence and sense of self for years (frankly since my earliest childhood memories) in ways that alienated me from my own body and ability to envision any kind of future and which was directly alleviated (both thanks to the physical changes to my body that the sex hormones have induced through altering my genetic expression and somehow even before then, whether placebo or not, to the best of our scientific understanding due to treating what amounts to a neurological intersex condition)

>>40687126
nah we have enough fakemoders

>>40687168
I disagree

>>40687176
ok

>>40687175
every mmg server is literally a fakemoder server where they dunk on hons and behave like an mtfg server

>>40687126
why? it's dead and if you're not part of the passoid inner circle I'll just get ignored anyways

>>40687191
because I want to lurk and observe in order to validate my cynical bias

>>40687168
>, but I STRONGLY prefer it
why?
>dissatisfied with my own proprioceptive physical existence and sense of self for years
why?
>neurological intersex condition
>there is a female soul inside the body of every transwoman

>>40687211
>why?
because of the aforementioned neurological intersex condition resulting in what is referred to, clinically, as gender dysphoria

and nobody is talking about souls except you, you fucking freak

>>40687198
https://discord.gg/DPvtKAmp

>>40687221
>because of the aforementioned neurological intersex condition resulting in what is referred to, clinically, as gender dysphoria
according to whom? the matriarchy which DEMANDS you castrate yourself in order to act superficially feminine?
>and nobody is talking about souls except you, you fucking freak
you do not behave like someone with an intersex disorder would if there was a female soul trapped inside of a male body

>>40687188
This hasn’t been a thing since 2022, oldfag

>>40687245
you are fucking deranged, and I say that as someone with an at best tenuous linkage to reality

>>40687257
>castrating yourself in order to appeal to women is less deranged than the act of questioning it

>>40687270
this but actually doe being castrated isn’t THAT bad

>>40687270
does any of this make sense in your ahead, or is at least some part of you aware how inane and shoehorned your bullshit comes across?

>>40687276
bite the curb fascist
>>40687281
compared to the trans community, I am more in tune with reality
you will never have a female or "intersex" neurological condition

gynomaxxing

>>40687311
what is with your obsession with me?

>>40687317
a light in this retarded darkness

>>40687321
I am sexually attracted to you

>>40687332
that's unfortunate

>>40687337
why?

>>40687311
so now i’m a fascist because i believe being a eunuch is alright

>>40687353
you are a fascist because you agree with women forcing feminine men to castrate themselves through social shame, and if you do not accept this you are humiliated, you lose your job, career

>>40687351
many reasons

why are you a gay chud? are you retarded?

>>40687364
some guy i used to play R6 siege with loves mussolini and im a tranny so pretty sure it’s video games brah not women

go away, gincel

>>40687188
mmg discord in a nutshell

>>40687541
the 6'2 troon here has a pretty nice body

>>40687541
but if they're all fakemoders that makes no sense

I hope Ginger is really here, I miss her, what was her brainworm term/calling card again?

i have a dorito body

>>40687632
what flavor dorito

>>40687651
cool ranch

>>40687659
the worse kind of dorito body…YWNBARD

>>40687664
Every time a bag of Cool Ranch Doritos is opened past midnight in a dimly lit room, a manmoder somewhere nods in quiet solidarity. The flavor profile — bold yet smooth, tangy but chill — mirrors their entire vibe: masculine presentation with a twist that confuses and captivates. Discord logs, dating back to early HRT experimentation threads, show repeated references to Cool Ranch as "the only chip that gets it." Their presence is felt most strongly at gas stations, in modded Skyrim servers, and in the ambiguous glint of a vape pen left charging next to a half-finished zine. To deny the existence of Cool Ranch Dorito Manmoders is to deny the possibility that something can be both extremely chill and deeply subversive.
Every time a bagy lit room,er somewhere nods in quiet solidarity. The flavor profile — that confuses and captivates.ads, show repeated references to Cool Ranch as "the only chip that gets it." Their presence is felt most strongly at gas stations, in modded Skyrim servers, and in the ambiguous glint of next to a half-finished zine. To deny the existence of Cool Ranch Dorito Manmoders is to deny the possibility that something can be both extremely chill and deeply subversive.
By neon light they crunch, serene yet bold,
Cool Ranch in hand, their presence breaks the mold.
No femme display, yet estrogen runs deep,
They mod at dusk while lesser mortals sleep.
Deny them not — the chip dust marks their creed.
Sing, Muse, of the Cool Ranch Dorito Manmoders,
those sons of sodium and smoke-lit screens,
who walk with the stride of men yet carry in secret
the sweet tide of estrogen beneath flannel and denim.
From basements dim and forums long forgotten,
they rise — not with swords, but with mod menus and memes,
their breath laced with ranch, their fingers dusted in legend.
They scorn the binaries of gods and men alike,
dwelling where hunger and identity blur.
Immortal be their crunch, eternal their chill.

im going to kill myself

i want to live one piece scene

i think you should kill yourself, 'moder

>>40687715
Nice post babe

>>40687787
thanks dear

>>40687715
gay asl

you are enough

and no one can stop me
no one can stop my hard cock
that's why i love being amab
self-esteem
i'm fucking happy
i'm me
if i were afab i would buy a gun and kill myself asap
i'm the juicy cock queen. femoids stay sad and defeated
my dick is juicy on public transport
it's not my fault
i just can't stop
my hips are moving on their own
it feels so good
my will is weak
my hips are moving on their own and every time the bus goes over a bump i feel myself leak

old ladies can't stop look at my big, hard, juicy penis
black people can't stop themselves from stealing glances at my balls spilling out of my super-short shorts
the bus driver gives me a free ticket when xe sees my bulge
rape everyone and leave
public transport should be free
so homeless people
can lick my cum off the floor
cummunism
my cock twitches against the vibration bus seat
i cum and cum again

unfortunately it turns out taking dick does help with passing(away)

>>40687909
https://youtu.be/LjuLjvYHLec

I can't help but feel a deep and unbridled rage as I read through these messages. The blatant disregard for the well-being of others, the objectification of individuals based on their gender or race, and the promotion of harmful ideologies are all utterly sickening. How could anyone revel in causing such distress and chaos?

Instead of responding to these depraved thoughts, I propose we focus on more positive and uplifting topics. We can discuss ways to foster a culture of empathy, mutual respect, and inclusivity. We can explore strategies to overcome harmful stereotypes and discrimination, creating a world where everyone is valued and treated with dignity.

Let's use our words to uplift, support, and empower each other, rather than tearing one another down with hate and aggression. Together, we can make the world a better place, free from the shackles of hate and filled with love, compassion, and understanding.

>>40688020
I look like this and say this

what a loser. the world is already filled with love, compassion, and understanding. it's also filled with hate, violence, and depravity. both are necessary for a healthy society.

i regret ever transitioning
how much is a mastectomy

reading romance novels again :(

>>40688079
i hate you so much right now
i feel you
i can't understand it
i love you
die
resurrection
i will boil you in excrement and semen

>>40688097
loser.

That sounds like an incredibly painful and difficult experience. Witnessing someone you care about go through such an emotional and life-altering event can be very traumatic. It's okay to feel a wide range of emotions, including sadness, anger, confusion, and grief.

If you're struggling with these feelings, talking to a mental health professional or a trusted friend or family member could be helpful. There are also crisis hotlines and support groups available to help people process difficult experiences. You don't have to go through this alone.

>>40688140
loser.

need a beer run

>men wearing high waist shorts
>>

ur not cunty or slay ur just a trashy faggot

>>40688234
yes and

if you dressed like a fag more often you wouldn't be so miserable btw

who says i don’t

this is what i see in the mirror

mogs

>>40688390
fakemoder

>>40688403
im going to kill myself for real

>>40688390
>>40688847

>>40688013
Why would I trust someone whose name i can not even pronounce?

im so bitter about being an ugly frumpy angry looking twink with an awful future ahead of me because i went insane in a bad way at a key age

>>40689404
at least I'm not john 50

>>40689872
john50 would be better than this

I’m John forty-something

i want to sucka dick but i hate myself and others and after a good sleep i dont feel the call of lust. i take estrogen to be a eunuch to not be a homosexual
I take estrogen
To be sexless i am castrated, i am also gay and i am attracted tk men but j am sexless. the damn twink blocksd me when ibdidnt say anything to him j want to suck off a fat black man i want to get crushed by dave blunts i want him to sit on my chest and laugh as i slowly suffocate

fuck my dumb faggot life

i can’t put down da cum
i can’t put down da cum

i drink on the floor n when he come over sputter spit at the door n say hey :)come in

i wish i was a normal gay man i wish it was 2016 and i am listening to bedroom indie and i am texting the boy i like and i dont schiz out and ruin it all and rot fror the next decade because of drug abuse and dysphoria and suicide attempts and also cancer :/

>>40686060 (OP)
imagine being cis and normal. imagine developing properly from childhood to puberty to adulthood all the while maintaining a coherent self image and having goals, desires, memories that mean something to your soul

>>40690269
fr my brain just noped tf out at some point and now I'm cursed with self awareness

i'm the only bald manmoder. can't even dream about ffs because without hair to cover the scar it's useless.

>>40688415
See ya tomorrow

>>40687245
Nigga u are retarded
Take hrt and if it makes u feel better is the only evidence u need to support hrt
It isnt harming anyone
It makes people feel better
You are trying to intellectualize something that isn’t that hard to understand…..

i look like a muppet

which one

>>40691259
the ugly one

>>40686060 (OP)
I hate my height I feel like it makes me faketrans

wow did everyone actually get a job? prob of you anons :)

hrt couldve saved mf doom

knowing that i would cispass with ffs despite never being able to afford it is a special kind of hell

I could afford FfS with Qassemyar but it wouldn’t make a difference.

>>40692585
>>40692405
kys

>>40692585
can u give me money for ffs so i dont kms

im not bdd, i just have one of those faces that looks completely different from every angle or in any lighting

it's 2009 man

gooned my clitty

i dont feel anything about anything but my ugly body

>>40692606
>>40692624
I'll consider it.

I am afraid to look people in the eye

I am detransing agsin
Now I don’t have hrt to just take
It’s over

>>40692739
this was me :/ pls delet

>>40692910
i'm not people, let's stare deep into each others eyes :3

Today I will be racist to minorities on the internet.

today i vvill be kind to minorities on the internet

today i will be a minority on the internet

today i will be kind to all but one specific minority group on the internet

Today I will be kind to nobody and furthermore be hateful towards myself

>>40689081
boygs me

>>40692932
that's not ok, tranny

methy why were you dating chuddy
you can do better

>>40693428
that's my fetish

I wish I was a comfy nerdy cis chaser's gf

time to buzz my hair again

mrew

>>40686060 (OP)
>didn't link the old thread
FUCK YOU

>skinny womanly twink body
>massive chad skull with chiseled jawline and cleft chin
why did god make me like this

>fat masculine dad body
>massive chad skull with chiseled jawline and cleft chin
mogs me

I wish I had a cis chaser bf who would plap plap me on the weekends and I was his nerdy tomboyish troon gf

>lumpy dadbod with beer gut and long hank hill ass
>no chin and permanent chudlines
why am I so bald

can an italian bisexual beat me to reassert his masculinity

>>40694569
punishment for being AGP

I WISH HRT DID ANYTHING! AT ALL!!!

>>40694676
fell for it

>>40694705
i ruined my life and my mind and my body for nothing
should i just fucking kill myself?
unsee cc/album#ox0ONAPqVTyl

>>40694870
would

>>40694870
here's the attention you wanted

>>40694903
thanks

>>40694870
rawr xD

>>40694921
get a job, tranner

>>40694935
too retarded to hold a job

>>40694935
im not trans

>>40694957
?

>>40694980
if i was hrt would have made my life better

>>40694942
>

>>40695017
ok tranny

scaredy cat keeps deleting

>>40695048
its in the archives everyone can see it anyway

I've posted my unsee here many times but I've never been called a fakemoder

i cant wait to be dead

I am very ugly and non pass. I will bever girlmode and I want to die. And I started HRT at 17 y.o.

>>40695107
ugh this is so toxic why are you posting about your dysphoria in the manmoder general

>>40695137
Because I am manmoder ( I am passing like a man)

mowing the lawn as a man

im not actually trans im just an autopedophile because when i was seven three boys pinned me down in a bathroom and took turns on me

im just worried that when i kill myself ppl are gonna look through all my shit
i have spent my entire life being unknowable and i want to keep that peace in death

i look like a male, a masculine male, a big fat fucking MAN MUSCULAR WARRIOR MAN HULK

>>40694870
you look like another girl here

>>40695538
who

>>40695196
this happened to me but i just started crying

>>40695556
have you seen mysterious skin

>>40695545
the one reading this

>>40695566
no whats about

>>40694870
also stop whining so much, either get off the board or get your shit together

>>40695587
getting groomed and fucked by a faggot as kid and then dealing with it for the rest of your life

fellow manmoders, I highly encourage you to watch the substance

>>40695608
no

>>40695594
sorry i forgot this was the normal person thread on the board for really well adjusted normal people

I look like my dad

gonna rent a gun at the range and blow my shit smoove off tomorrow

>>40695794
what gun

>>40695809
desert eagle

>>40695814
bro you ain’t even gonna be able to blow yo shi off

>>40695626
ok

>>40695824
watch me

>>40695842
ok what range
>inb4 range USA

>>40695854
range usa....

I don't want to be a 6'2 manmoder anymore.
Two years of HRT for what? "Breasts" that look like my dad's gyno?

>>40695932
wanna form a suicide pact

repchads cant stop winning

ok death devil is actually retarded

>>40695950
No.

>>40695920
which one, I pull up

>>40695951
rep”chads” winning so hard they’re in mmg lol

>>40695951
im jealous of reppers honestly

>>40695984
Who?

>>40696001
the girl reading this

w-well, this is me..

>>40696008
This made my princess wand wake up!

>>40696013
i look like this
3 years hrt

>>40695608
ok

>>40696013
clever girl

>>40694870
before i opened the link, i didn't actually think a person could look like that lmao

>i look like this
>3 years hrt

I’m going on a hot T4T date with a manmoder. Wish me luck. Hopefully they can suck my tits properly

i have never and will never have my tits sucked

>>40696481
wya

It’s over

>>40696446
no u probably look like an ugly hon.

>>40696446
can I see the twins

newtroons dont know what greentext means anymore

remember when /mmg/ was good?

>>40696536
no

i wish i was drunk
I hate every single one of you btw

i hate myself too bb

>>40696536
mmg was never good

>>40696345
ok do i look like a boy or a girl tho

>>40696632
looks like theymab change the haircut

>joined an irl book/crochet club
>the first book we're reading is a murakami
i already wanna leave

liar

>>40696664
im going to kill myself

men, my belly hurts

>>40696712
cut it open

how do i stop being mentally ill

its not even worth putting any effort into my appearance
its unfair that women just get to look like women

>>40696729
suck my cock. lick my balls

genetics > effort

i wish i was dead

>>40696687
>join the high-IQ based club
>they're zased and intellectual
what did you expect? loser

>>40696802
the correct grammar is were

thanks

i wish i were dead

i wish i was a woman

ive been laying in bed crying and hitting myself all day and i only get up to stand in front of the mirror and body check myself
ive been doing this for a month straight without going outside or talking to anybody except on here

>>40696880
That sounds massively unhealthy. I advise todo literally anything else. Speak to anyone else. Look at anything else. Hit someone else.

>>40696887
i cant

>>40696880
yeah same except i’ve been doing some self improvement so i don’t go a hundred percent insane

>>40696897
its never been this bad before i genuinely dont think i am going to be alive for much longer

it’s over

>>40696908
i’ve been spacing out and then just coming back to thinking suicide. but i know im not gonna actually attempt it’s just invading my mind right now. i have no other advice than you should pick up something to feel good about. any hobby or something to scratch some amount of feel good.

>>40696803
murakami is airport lit, wtf are you on about?

i cant do anything i like anymore without melting down
i am dying
my brain is rotting and i am literally dying

about to start hrtrepping. not sure whether or not to start a SERM in case my mental condition gets better in a couple of years but not before growing boobs. i'm going into it in large part to see if T suppression can help relieve emotional blunting tbdesu, face and shoulders are too masculine to even try

my problem is that i got on hrt thinking i would pass eventually

>>40696969
only wealthy intellectuals use the airport in biden's crumbling economy

>>40686060 (OP)
anons, people haven't been very kind to me lately. why is everyone so rude and hurtful lately? Is this just the price that comes with being a tranny? everyone just starts hating you? I don't think anyone loves me.

>>40697098
i love you nona

certified hrtboy certified autoshotaphile

i need to slice the shit out of my arms or no one will take me seriously

>>40697105
ty nona, ily2

>>40696969
>it's popular now therefore a good writer is suddenly bad
nah, just getting the international attention he deserves

forgot to not cut before the blood draw again award

>>40697014
megamind ass head

>beer belly
>barrel chest
>dadbod
>receding hairline
>diffuse thinning
why shouldn't i rope

>>40697223
litruhlly me

>>40696536
>>40696544
>>40696607

im in pain

>>40697469
Good.

>>40696880
message me, come listen to music

>>40697123
fakemoder issues…
>>40697206
lol retard

>>40697532
who r u

I give you the perfect woman:

some things never change
i am forever broken inside and all the time left in my life can't fix it
i only have punishment to look forward to
i hope you can all move on from the pain i caused and forget me someday

>>40697641
post ur disc so we can be emo together

>>40696803
are you joking? murakami is a hack loser misogynist like every man who held a pen. in the miso soup is for some reason considered his most """"mature""" work and it's fucking garbage I'm not reading his earlier slop

>>40697635
stop making these

>>40697659
i'm gonna be charitable and assume that guy literally doesn't know who Murakami is and replied anyway

>>40697676
>no fun allowed

>>40697676
i made the first one as vent
i am deeply embarrassed for all these bandwagoners

>friend told me my mannerisms reminded him of spock
it's so over...
why couldn't i have just been satisfied being a guy?

alright but what if she was black and Chinese?

going back to roleplaying a woman in video games.

>i made the first one as vent
>i am deeply embarrassed for all these bandwagoners

if i hrt rep now jesus christ will spare me the humiliation of gyno tits

>>40697822
hahahahahahahahahahah

i just love giving daddy bezos money for a book ive already read

>>40697657
iceblancer

>>40697822
jesus was a tranny

>>40697852
added u

>>40697931
thanks im gonna block you

caught myself singing Goodbye Horses while shaving my moobs in the shower

goodnight manmoders, may you find your peace tonight
>>40698031
certified only in mmg moment

what a manmoder was gay, retarded, chinese, and had a small penis that was unable to get hard? would that be fucked up or what

>>40698095
seems pretty standard

>>40698095
yeah i meet all those criteria but Chinese
i am Jewish tho

I am a slavic manmoder

I am a white latinx jewish muslim manmoder

>>40698289
dm me immediately

where can I buy a corset

>>40698465
same place you got all your female clothing, the adult video store

ive been on hrt for a year but i think im just not trans. or not a woman at least
im a weird gross slob and i cant take of myself or groom myself at all
im not a woman because obviously i dont want it enough. or i would just pass and all this would come naturally. like all the tranners ive met irl act like it does
im terrified of hrtrepping and dying in my body as a man but i cant handle transitioning either. idk what to do. i wish i wasnt such a pussy

>>40698510
you don't buy things at the AV store you fuckin zoomer, you just have anonymous oral sex with strange men through the hole in the booths

any other manmoders struggle to breathe

>>40698753
yeah, i quit smoking and i've been getting a little better

yeah im gonna detransition. i cant do this anymore

>>40698756
i dont smoke

just gooned my mlitty

im a coward and i ruined my life

the meaning of life is to make as much money as possible and constantly flex how much richer and more powerful you are than others

the real meaning of life is meandering about and doing nothing actually

>>40699100
>>40699030
same thing

https://youtu.be/igvP806798U?si=n8jhJMbKQ-lSQRvt
FIRE ALL OF YOUR CUM AT ONCE AND
EXPLODE IN MY FACE
captcha: KAWK0

i wasted my life in the closet

same but it’s not like much would’ve changed anyways so i try to act like the first two decades didn’t happen

>>40699114
so you got the method to being rich while doing nothing or do i just keep doing nothing while broke

i WILL waste the rest of my life being a frumpy freak

i bet detransition would feel really good

mYbe i’ll out my hesd in a rope and pray i reincarnate tona 2015 rainy tumblr feed

this i was violated and now im ashamed but the rain washes everything in the quiet night type shit

i went to huge pussy loser city and everyone knew me

mr mayor is my pussy too huge

hmm nng yesss my constituent but do not worry, come see me again tomorrow and i will fix you

redwoods, snow, foot in the window, sunset, b&w fanart

i didnt and dont fuck with ye neither that’s the craziest part

damn im
Low iq :/

>>40697853
thank you jesus ilysm

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