I have a close friend who I've been chilling with since we were little kids, when we got older he would sometimes say "I love you" to me and we'd just look at each other and I'd be like wtf man but deep down I love my boys, that guy moved away and I only see him once or twice a year. It's because we don't throw gays off rooftops like the muslims and now they've invaded all parts of society, that's why he doesn't know he's like a brother to me and I couldn't tell him.