>considered myself straight last week
>as of today im in a relationship with my online best friend (and best friend altogether) where im the boywife
it still feels a bit weird. we're equally autistic and bisexual, there's no one in the world i relate to more than him. i dont even know what he looks like and i dont care, im not even attracted to him sexually or physically. we started the night by revealing to each other our secret kinks, then it escalated to a point where i told him i loved him more than anyone, but i wasnt sure if it was romantic. we had esex, and he agreed for us to be boyfriends. i like when he calls babe and pet names, and he likes how cute i sound. i told him i would be happy if we could just be friends like before but more affectionate, because i have no idea how a long distance relationship works, or how a gay relationship works. i need advice here.
>as of today im in a relationship with my online best friend (and best friend altogether) where im the boywife
it still feels a bit weird. we're equally autistic and bisexual, there's no one in the world i relate to more than him. i dont even know what he looks like and i dont care, im not even attracted to him sexually or physically. we started the night by revealing to each other our secret kinks, then it escalated to a point where i told him i loved him more than anyone, but i wasnt sure if it was romantic. we had esex, and he agreed for us to be boyfriends. i like when he calls babe and pet names, and he likes how cute i sound. i told him i would be happy if we could just be friends like before but more affectionate, because i have no idea how a long distance relationship works, or how a gay relationship works. i need advice here.