>>40713549 (OP)
I talked in online gaming spaces like forums and stuff, the friendships aren’t mega deep but talking to people helps, even if the conversations are small, job wise if you are not in college or anything just getting an entry job is a start, chances are it’ll suck but everyone has to start somewhere, I worked in fast food for 3.5 years while in uni, and then I quit to do internships, most importantly, don’t be so hard on yourself, have faith in yourself and your future, try to be pleasant to others, I found that just being nice helped me out of jams a lot of the time