tfw talking to my theymab therapist over zoom getting hit with the fluoride stare as i try to explain how every time i start feeling good about myself as a straight tranny i get dogpiled by transbians and nbfags for “performing cishet femininity” or whatever the fuck and it ruins my life. like sorry i just wanna be a normal girl with a bf? why am i getting punished by the community for actually transitioning to be happy instead of to externalize my mental illness.