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>If I try really really hard I can pretend I don't want to be a girl.
Hows your life going tho? Are you finding that you're always stressed out by even basic life tasks? Do you find you get angry a lot sometimes for no reason? Have you started avoiding social interactions and letting your relationships drop off?
The issue isn't that you can create and maintain a male persona, the issue is that as you get older that male persona gets more complicated while your ability to provide the CONSTANT policing of your own thoughts wanes, this leads to chronic stress and anxiety and the inability to function as a healthy person.
The term for this is gender dysphoria. And if you've got it you've got three choices.
Kill yourself
Torture yourself until you can't take it any more and then kill yourself
Transition
The GDemon wins in the end.
