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>>40727407 (OP)
take your HRT, retards

>>40727415
If youre going to post this in every thread can you stop posting it in the obvious dogshit fake ones?

bump

when i have cigarettes i can stay up for two days straight i love sleep depriation

Why aren't all of you pregnant yet? The birth rate is going down and we need cute AFAB fannybois to have kids!

owner of a lonely womb

we dont even get qotts no more. femrepgen has fallen

>>40727612
I was making most of the threads and the qotts were usually ignored + i ran out of decent ones and prioritized just having a thread at all because if i didn't make it we wouldn't have one for 14 hours. If you want them you can make the next thread.

>>40727683
>the qotts were usually ignored
thas a shame i liked themt

>>40727711
Nta, ask a question now if you want one, never a bad time for that.

>>40727771
When was your last ovulation?

>>40727771
favorite substance/addiction?

Threadly reminder that the following are the best ways to manage your dysphoria (the more you do at once the better!):
1) Butchmax
2) HRT-rep
3) Get a short, mtf femme gf
4) -optional- get bottom and/or top surgery

If anyone wants an emotional or physical punching bag. I'm here for you.
>>40727683
>>40727711
Here, let me help:
>QOTT1: Are you an androphile, gynephile or bi?
>QOTT2: Do you currently use T or would consider using it in the future? Why/why not?
>QOTT3: What has made you happy recently?

>>40727519
sleep deprivation is honestly fucking awesome its like being high/crossed but without any of the consequences.

Favorite male video game character?

>>40727953
birdo

>find out a bunch of games that seem like my thing
>"yes i totally should get into them"
>pirate
>they end up rotting on my desktop never to be opened
>cant even play vidogames without procrastinating
genuine mental retardation
>>40727899
thats why i do it. i love it when stuff stops feeling real and i start seeing weird shit in the corner of my eye and i get a weird feeling of calm bc nothing phases my tired sleep deprived brain

>>40727854
QOTT1: androphile with 0 interest in actual men.
QOTT2: i have fantasized about it but no.
QOTT3: genuinely dont know, my cat i guess.

>>40727854
>>QOTT3: What has made you happy recently?
i dont really feel happy and i dont understand happyness as an emotion. like when i buy myself something neat or eat out or drink alcohol i feel content i feel good but its not long lasting. when i get myself something i wanted for a long time i only feel content for a very short amount of time, i dont understand happpyness and i hate it when i see soem npc bitch say "oh i just want to be happy in life :)", what does that mean? do you want to just wake up and instantly feel happy? my "happyness" is short lived and triggered by shallow, materialistic factors.

Anyone else draw here?

>>40728088
draw me a gaggle of all heavily pregnant tomboys

>>40728101
No thx

>>40727854
obsessively posting this in every thread is very weird male behavior

>>40728088
Yes but its shit

>>40728197
describe or show anyways

practice makes perfect also.

>>40728088
>Anyone else draw here?
yes

>>40728176
I just like helping femreppers.

>>40728176
>weird male behavior
everyone in this gen gives off weird male behavior.

>>40728319
What is that supposed to be

>>40728354
no we are normal

>>40727563
Naw I got mine removed

>>40728774
giwtwm

>>40727854
>QOTT1: Are you an androphile, gynephile or bi?
I refuse to learn this slop internet lingo. I’m just a girl that likes pussy.
>QOTT2: Do you currently use T or would consider using it in the future? Why/why not?
I’ve been thinking about taking anavar and DHT cream for my clit.
>QOTT3: What has made you happy recently?
A girl asked me out. Very unusual that never happens to me because I don’t particularly look gay. So I’m happy about it and gonna see where it goes.
>>40727953
Maybe Shadow the hedgehog or Master chief… I’m a basic bitch. I had a crush on a female Jedi character in Starwars Battlefront, but I can’t remember their name off the top of my head.

>>40728339
Are you the bunny girl? That always posts pictures of bunnies?

>>40728055
I talked to my therapist about this once. Seeking happiness, having that be your main goal and objective in life is not realistic. BUT YOU CAN FIND CONTENTMENT.

>>40727899
Yea it’s like entering into another state of being or seeing into the looking glass. “10 million fireflies lit up the world as I fell asleep.” Let us know when you start to hallucinate.

>>40727968
>>40729040
That's proteins rotting your brain. Sleep dep is fatal after a while.

>>40727795
i like alcohol
also i want more cigs to smoke

>>40728991
>I refuse to learn this slop internet lingo
It is really not internet lingo...
>>40729003
Nah, that poster has a trip.
I'm the mtf that just attempts to help femreppers and inject some positivity into these threads.
Back in june I posted with a sapphic flag and I infrequently post about my 2 femrepper exs.

>>40729047
Knew it was fatal, but didn’t know why. Now I do.

>>40729051
I just use patches

>>40729128
Ok, but have you ever heard someone irl say those words in queer spaces? I’ve gone to some gender critical theory book clubs and never head the terms irl.

>>40728088
I want 2 draw with the femreppers..

>>40728088
I used to

>>40729281
IRL I have only seen them used a few times in the wild. Oddly enough, in the context of enbies.
But they are perfectly valid (if academic) terms.
>gender critical
Ah, well that may explain it.
I'm active in actual queer spaces.

>>40727953
Dante

>>40727899
One time I stayed up to the point of hallucinations and heard the news anchor telling me random shit in a TV voice.

>>40709704
>Post 10 things youtube...
I have script and add blockers so I don't get recs by youtube, but here are some videos I've watched
Three Days Grace - Pain - YouTube
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=auvA9skU4cI&list=PL-oMp4U9fWvVNAQNgdDpJOotBD2bKEsxh&index=6
Breaking Benjamin - I Will Not Bow (Official Video) - YouTube
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7qrRzNidzIc&list=PLGdePkeqN7DP4XxzhOnLjRyS8BNx-Js_T&index=28
Joshua Weissman - YouTube
https://www.youtube.com/@JoshuaWeissman/videos
70's Japanese Jazz Mix vol 1 - YouTube
https://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=70%27s+Japanese+Jazz+Mix+vol+1&sp=EgIYAg%253D%253D
Dollar Stores: Last Week Tonight with John Oliver (HBO) - YouTube
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p4QGOHahiVM
Studio Ghibli Piano Medley (6 movies) - YouTube
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lg4i5xCMJpI
What Does Fentanyl Do To Your Body - YouTube
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n0KMkqXXNh8
How to draw & shade with stippling, stipples, or dots
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pE5JgjgOw7M
Waking Up by Julien-K (Neutral Theme of Shadow) - YouTube
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oQG1wf8k_8A&list=RDoQG1wf8k_8A&start_radio=1
One-Punch Man: Garou vs Saitama (FULL FIGHT) Manga Animation - YouTube
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PItXMyx9c6Q

>I'm a masochist but sometimes mixing it up is nice
I'm a sadomasochist. It's kinda a mix of both.

>>40729495
"real" queer spaces. lol. You mean the ones full of spicy straits?

What is this? >>40727803

>>40729726
Kpop slop movie

wow, a decent thread so far. Color me surprised.

>>40729734
I've never heard or seen it before. What's it called? It looks like that new animation style where they try to mix old cartoon physics and the UPA style of animating with 3d software like this https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i4tNuM9XttM

>>40729788
Kpop demon hunters, its on netflix. Not my thing.

I don't have any tattoos, but I love looking at them.The line art is so sharp.

Does the moid have a breeding kink or desperately want to be impregnated(Mpreg)? The plot thickens.
>Vote now on your desktop and phones
https://letsfind.app/v/Q0Bt9x

>>40729690
Bis are annoying. Sometimes even outright harmful.
But I would take them over gender criticals any day.

>>40729934
Like transfeminism queer theory book clubs not gender-critical feminism. Both are types of gender critical theory though.

>>40729968
Well 'gender critical' is typically only used to refer to terfs.
But as I said, those terms are rare in the wild. But they seem to streamline conversations here.

>>40729047
>That's proteins rotting your brain
hallucinating and feeling tired from a lack of sleep is normal
>Sleep dep is fatal after a while
yes if youre a retard who stays awake for eleven days straight. i dont do that.

>>40729051
cigarettes are so good its like a stim toy for your lungs. been thinking about trying chewing tobacco tho

my take is that both "terfs" and trans people have a lot of good points but also a lot of extremely retarded ones like ive seen terfs say "if estrogen did anything cis women would inject it to become more femminine!" like both ideologies attract a lot of windowlickers. you gotta seek a middle ground.

>>40730190
>>40729266
Your brain creates toxic build up from being awake that your cerebrospinal fluid washes away you sleep, plus your brain goes through some phases that refresh neuron sensitivity. Build up over 3 days can begin to damage neurons and any more increases the chances exponentially. There are recorded incidents of deaths from 3 days straight of being awake.

2 weeks of less than 4 hours a night can cause a build up of similar toxins that can damage long term memory and other areas of the hippocampus and dampen emotional sensitivity.

Sleep dep is officially recognised as a method of torture.

>>40727683
i'm so sorry king, i have failed you. i'll answer it next thread, promise.

>>40727854
gynephile all day.
never in my fucking life. main reason is that i'm a woman. main other reason is that, if nothing else, i know i would not shave my face every day and i would hate having facial hair.
coming up blank on this one.

>>40728319
goes hard. put this in the MoMA.

>>40730553
literally couldnt care less about my health, but
>Build up over 3 days can begin to damage neurons
>dampen emotional sensitivity
now thats interesting. do you know if abusing sleep dep during formative years of life can cause permemanet damage to the orbifrontal cortex in a way thats simmilar to TBI? asking this because ive been showing signs of ASPD for years and theres a huge correlation between sustaining a traumatic brain injury as a child and developing antisocial tendencies later on.

>>40727968
you have adhd. hope this helps.

>>40729817
this tattoo is gonna age like milk. the reason old tattoo styles don't use extremely sharp and fine lines like this is because the ink spreads somewhat over time. in 50 years this is going to be a mess.
all those girls getting delicate tiny cursive tattoos, yeah those are gonna be unreadable.

>>40730272
Yeah. Ironically they agree in most things and get caught up on the few disagreements they have like it’s some kind of ideology.

>>40730663
the communism vs. fascism of gender politics

>>40730200
I need something besides cigarettes or food that’s like a stim toy for my mouth. I’m going to walk around chewing on wheat unironically. I guess there is always gum.

>>40730668
Those two things are actually quite different. More more like communism vs socialism.

>>40730648
>you have adhd
i arleady have too many mental ilnesses so im just not gonna aknowledge it
>>40730671
what i do is buy a roll of duct tape and take small pieces from it and chew on them until they get a rubbery consistency. yeah yeah that shits probably cancerogenous. who cares. i have nothing to lose

>>40730668
Those things only overlap in their Totalitarianism, but not root concepts.

>>40730671
i actually went through this problem just recently. the answer you're looking for is toothpicks. i use plastic dental ones from the floss section because the wood ones start to disintegrate and splinter in your mouth after a while. i keep one in my mouth for hours at a time, move it around with my tongue, chew on it, etc. it really helps me focus.

>>40730685
>what i do is buy a roll of duct tape and take small pieces from it and chew on them until they get a rubbery consistency
How do I unread something…

>>40730663
idk not really. trannies like the concept of gender and terfs want to abolish it. ofc there are also trannies who wanna abolish gender but they approach it in a different way. the ideas are simmilar but theyre not the same

>>40730685
>i chew duct tape like it's gum
how did you even get the idea to start doing this

>>40730699
ran out of cigarettes and started chewing on random objects to feed my freudian oral fixation that stems from my mommy underfeeding me as a child. found out that i like duct tape the best

>>40730722
You have to be a shit poster. I refuse to believe otherwise.

>>40730685
picrel

>>40730734
>You have to be a shit poster
i wish

>>40730685
>i arleady have too many mental ilnesses
Drop the list. We need to understand what is wrong with you.

>>40730765
eh theres too many to list. aspd is the most major one, everything else feels like "i probably have this, but it doesnt feel central to my identity"

>>40730800
the responsibility of motherhood would cure all of your mental illnesses

>>40730858
>see an extremely mentally ill woman
>"wow, she would be a perfect mother"
this is how mommy issues happen

>>40730928
mommy issues can be cured with more babies
most women aren't having enough

>>40730928
nona he doesnt actually think like that if you asked him if a person like me should become a parent outside of his retarded 4chan larp he would say no because thats the only sane answer. people with a predisposition towards violence shouldnt have children

>>40731038
no I really think most of you would make great moms if you let yourselves

>>40731054
you really dont

>>40731087
I really do! It's the missing puzzle piece in your lives.

stop responding to the faggot, retards

>>40731113
im so bored its killing me

>>40731122
Faggot…Talk about something going on or respond to literally anyone else in the thread.

>>40731138
>Talk about something going on
ive been getting into huffing toxic chemicals. its nice. kills braincells, i think too much its driving me crazy, feels good to not constantly have something going on inside of my head. im still kind of a wuss with it tho i feel like i cant inhale it properly because at some point it just feels too strong and i gotta stop

>>40731173
You do that galaxy gas thing? Or something else?

>>40730722
>>40731122
>>40731173
Anon you are just retarded

>>40731177
no thats rich person shit. i mostly do lighter fluid
>>40731182
if i was i wouldnt do this shit. why do you think im like this? i worry too much, i ruminate, i dig around my mind and its driving me insane so im constantly seeking distractions. alcohol, cigarettes, food, chemicals, wahtever.

fuck my stupid poonercel life. girl online asked me how i'm masc when i have a rack and an hourglass figure. said i should go femme and be femme4femme with her. why did i have to have this body type why me

>>40729574
thats awesome, sometimes i hear random disembodied womens' voices screaming directly in my ear. i dont even need to be sleep deprived for that, it just happenes.

>>40731560
Shitty femmes are sadly common. Don't let her get under your skin.
Masc is 95% about the personality anyway. If that last 5% is really bothering you, then see: >>40727854
I promise you that not all of us femmes are that fucking awful or shallow.

>>40731890
oh, the thread pet mtf. nice to see you. how's your day, beautiful?

>>40732018
Hey!
I had a pretty shitty week. But I'm happy it's finally the weekend. Lots of cooking and cleaning to do and I enjoy both.
Next weekend is my best friends birthday, so I'm really looking forward to that.
I hope you have been having a great day anon!
>the thread pet mtf
Awww.
You are too kind :3

Relapsing on ww2 documentaries (unfortunately)

>>40732974
Oh I have a good one send you after work

>>40733843
Im awaiting your recommendation with excitement

Good morning femreppers!
I hope everyone is having a great day :3

I come up with all sorts of reasons to rep but in reality it's just because I'm too cowardly to come out

>>40736907
Transition is not for everyone anon.
Unless your dysphoria is severe enough to threaten your life, typically hrt repping + butchmaxxing is the best bet. It is the sweet spot that allows you to get that dysphoria under control while also preventing the horrible social fallout that comes with a full social transition.

Why are all ftms insane

>>40737921
lack of babies
they need 10-15 babies for each of them and it slowly resets their brain chemicals to normal
I'd be happy to help in that effort...

>>40730690
Oh wow you’re a god send. I’m gonna try this.

>>40730698
Both are against conforming to gender roles/norms just in different ways. Who cares about the ideology behind it if it’s the same outcome.

>>40738010
trannies and terfs are both, in the end, sexist conservatives who want men to be masculine and women to be feminine and promote adherence to gender roles and stereotypes

>>40733843
>>40735498
https://youtube.com/watch?v=7B1AkE6ePo8

>>40738018
What?

>>40738030
instead of saying what try to actually engage with my comment, if you want a decent response, instead of just trollishly putting me on the defensive

>>40738018
But that is just not true anon. My gender identity is not rooted in my femininity. They are totally separate.
Personally I'm not even attracted to feminine women, I'm only into masculine ones.

>>40738061
gender identity as a concept holds that masculinity and femininity as a combination are harmful, and that one should strive to only express one or the other (see: how hostile trans people get when you talk about non-binaries)

>>40738038
I’m not trying to start an argument just genuinely confused on what you’re trying to say. It sounds like you’re saying traditional conservatives, terfs, and trannies are all on the same level on enforcing traditional gender roles which doesn’t make sense.

>>40738532
>which doesn’t make sense.
why does it not make sense?
they all believe in normative sexuality

>>40738577
>normative sexuality
What do you mean by this? Like they’re all not into people fucking goats?

>>40738657
they believe masculine people should be with feminine people

Keep yourself safe everyone. and remember there is always hope and acceptence out there and dont listen to the biggoted trolls. you are all beautiful and deserve life.

no one gets me evryone writes me off as a crazy bitch who doesnt know what shes doing. my sexual fantasy is having someone aknowledge my intelligence, but since im not normal the way that i work cant be understood by someone whos not severely mentally ill. fuck everyone

>>40738018
just saying anything

>>40738018
youve neverr spoken to a terf and it shows. your only point of reference for terfs is jk rowling. new age terfs tend to dislike conservatives and trumpies, they want to abolish gender and gender roles but in a way where for soem reason pronouns aka literal words is where they draw the line.

>>40739544
>new age terfs tend to dislike conservatives
new age terfs still see men as predatory - which is not a leftist belief, leftism is at its heart has to reject hierarchical assumptions when they don't product functional societies

>>40739544
it's because radical feminism is centered around the acknowledgment of sex-based discrimination. terfs acknowledge that gender is a construct, and the masculine and feminine gender roles that accompany it are thus a construct, but there is a reality that females have been persecuted based on sex for much of human history across nearly every culture. so canning she/he pronouns entirely and pretending everyone is the same is seen as denying the reality of female/male sexes.

can femreppers have multiple orgasms

>>40739646
>around the acknowledgment of sex-based discrimination
you mean organized misandry and the persecution of males as sex demons

Do femreppers like ZZZahara? I'm pretty sure she's a lesbian. This video got way more views than I expected (150k):
https://youtu.be/1vKXrojrLf8

>>40739696
alexa, tell me the ratio of male:female perpetrators of violent crimes. now tell me the ratio of male:female victims of sex crimes

>>40739692
Yes anyone with a vagina should be able to have multiple orgasms.

>>40738679
>>40739696
This is why I normally avoid femrepgen… why can’t we ever talk about anything interesting.

>>40739701
Idk what this is, but I like it. Most of my music is from the 90s or early 2000s like:
https://youtube.com/watch?v=pjd1gxO6NEg

>>40740150
women cause damage through emotional abuse

>>40739696
How anyone can be on 4chan, a website know for its perpetual and blatant misogyny, and not believe women are treated as 2nd class citizens is beyond me. Also irl mtfs recognize this too, but they transitioned anyway. They are not like the pink-pilled-punks here.

>>40740213
>my fweelings hurty
>literal murder
Wow. they are on the same level. I never knew that. Fuck your feelings.

Can we talk about literally anything else?

honestly moids coming in here and ruining the thread every damn time does wonders for my rep

>>40740230
ultimately the reasoning behind punishing ANY crime is hurt feelings

>>40740221
hint: you can only have criticism of women online because in person it's social destruction to say such things

>>40740196
i wish that was true

>>40740288
either its the same 3 people bc they all talk the same or moids are npcs

>>40740323
I can provide a hands on demonstration to f you need help with your gear. I have a lot of personal practice.

>>40740343
it wont help because i am deeply abnormal

>>40740293
Why is there a Pajeet on the faggot board?

>>40740352
I’d still love to eat your pussy anon :( I think a lot of women struggle with orgasms. I’ve thought about making a detailed diagram on the best ways I can get myself off to help others because it does at times feel like learning the Konami Code.

>>40740388
>I’d still love to eat your pussy anon :(
thats the sad part because i dont feel anyhthing down there.

>>40740405
Are you the bull dyke that likes to fuck her gf with a strap and have mad dysphoria?

>>40740428
no im the psycho who beat up her mom. never dated

>>40740436
Oh damn, I missed that thread. This place kinda sucks most of the time so I only come here about once a month. Did your mom deserve it or are you insane? because you called yourself a psycho I’m leaning towards schizo.

>>40740336
That cheese is nice

>>40740449
>Did your mom deserve it or are you insane?
both. idk at some point its just her fault, she knows that im extremely reactive and still proceeds to yell at me and call me names. poking the hornets nest

>>40740457
Hmmm… well I still want to help you get an orgasm if you’re interested. A lot of it is more mental than mechanical and it sounds like you have some disassociation, derealization, or some mental shtick getting in the way.
>I’m extremely reactive
I might start dating a girl irl that is a mentally ill NEET. Any tips? She asked me out and is pretty cute. Figured I’d give it a try.

>>40740503
>sounds like you have some disassociation, derealization, or some mental shtick getting in the way
i thinks its a combination of factors. i have some genital abnormalities that are hard to describe + i was put on antipsychotics at the start of my puberty which didnt help. theres probably some dysphoria and derealization in there too
>I might start dating a girl irl that is a mentally ill NEET. Any tips?
i feel like shes a different type of mentally ill than i am but as a rule of a thumb try to give her space if possible, if she talks about her mental issues or some crazy shit that doesnt make any sense to you dont invalidate her feelings or act all weird and like shes a freak, if she freaks out over something that seems minor to you try to be understanding

>>40737936
ah, that makes sense
didn't know it was so high of a number, I'll have to seed my pooner more often

the normalization of breeding kink needs to be studied. people werent like this 5 years ago

genuinely asking,
how the hell are these "ftm" "twinks" comfortable dressing/acting fem presenting. i'm not even comfortable presenting fem and i'm literally a woman. i had to go in the women's clothing section to get something to wear for a family gathering and i straight up felt like i didn't belong there. you can't tell me these "men" are actually both men and comfortable wearing fishnets/booty shorts/etc etc. how

>>40741561
Because ftms are women etc etc

>>40741572
androphile ftms are just women to me honestly. that's probably what it is.

>>40741579
They all are.

>>40727854
QOTT1: I don't fucking know. I'm not into dick. I should really stay celibate.
QOTT2: Not currently, but yes, I probably will use in the future.
QOTT3: I was somewhat happy being around people I like and care about, and thinking about these people, but now I'm home.

>>40730671
They make fucking chewing stim toys

>>40741561
i never understood the fixation on clothes or fashion, my parents always had drag me to buy new clothes because it always seemed so boring to me. all of my wardrobe is thrifted/stolen.
>fishnets/booty shorts
i dont understand the confidence, like its not even their femminity that bothers me. everything i own is two sizes bigger than my body because i cant stand seeing the female fat redistribution it drives me fucking nuts. how are they so comfotable with it

>>40741561
It kind of blows my mind that anyone is that confident.... or willing to humiliate themselves. Maybe it's a humilation fetish that fuels people to dress like sluts? Maybe they're that desperate for attention?

>>40741597
go home moid

>>40741647
>everything i own is two sizes bigger than my body because i cant stand seeing [it]
dap me up bro

>>40741674
>moid
If only.

>>40741623
nta but i was thinkling about buying (read:shoplifting) one of those chewtoys for babies and using it for my oral fixation because my nicotine abuse is costing me so much money but im kind of wrestling with shame for it, which is lame, i should fully commit to existing outside of societys standarts of normalcy

Can you tell me why shouldn't I consider you to be very lucky because you were born female

>>40741799
how it feels to have been born female

i wish i was a man

>>40741817
What's so bad about it

>>40741799
Die

Why do modern trans men have to be such perpetually embarrassing basedgirls. If trans men were still all the chill gym going masculine types I would be less embarrassed of being dysphoric but even the trans gym bros nowadays are whiny and bitchy...

>>40740196
so why the fuck do you want a dick, the inferior organ
mtf trannies only sometimes get multiple orgasms and even those might be worse than clitoral ones

>>40743122
you can't even cum inside and all over things and living beings with a vagina, unlike with a dick.

>>40741817
>>40741840
>>40741928
It makes no sense. What do you see in the male gender that is so good? There's nothing good about it!

>>40743122
Nta, I will never get to fuck and cum inside of anything or anyone and it makes me sad. If i was a man i would like to be a biological father. Also eurotophobia renders me incapable or masturbating in the first place.

>>40743244
>cum once
>it's over and you feel sleepy
male sexuality is dumb

>>40743264
if cumming didn't feel so bad i might agree

>>40743388
>if cumming didn't feel so bad
I think thats just a you thing

>>40743396
i don't get how men aren't jealous of female orgasms and multiple orgasms

my brainworms tell me femreppers who want dicks just want female sexuality but with a penis

I want a penis when I'm not horny but when I am horny idgaf. Diagnose me

>>40743468
i want a penis when i'm not experiencing post nut clarity but i want a vagina when i cum and wish it was a female orgasm instead

>>40743448
youre probably a male repper and thus dont understand non dysphoric men. I dont want “female sexuality” nor do i care about multiple orgasms i just wish i could be able to masturbate at all without verging on a freak out, ejaculate, and to have children one day

>>40743522
>youre probably a male repper and thus dont understand non dysphoric men.
or i'm just a male porn addict jealous of women

>i just wish i could be able to masturbate at all without verging on a freak out, ejaculate, and to have children one day
as a man having a sex drive feels like a chore rather than pleasure. you're constantly horny and feel like a disgusting pervert

>>40743552
You likely wont understand any response you get because you have dysphoria and cant comprehend someone wanting to be male so i suggest you go back to repgen now

>>40743595
why do you want to be male

>>40743604
We have the same mental illness just in opposite directions.

>>40743691
Can you turn me into a woman and save me from being a moid please

Seeing what gets called "passing" just reaffirms that I would never have any chance at it irl

i'm at the point where i envy flat women. funny. they probably envy my hourglass shape.
anyway, a doctor told me
>you have such delicate hands, like a child
and i gave him the most unconvincing smile in the world, apparently, since he immediately asked if i was in pain lmao.

>>40744051
Im genuinely beginning to believe passing is a myth. Everytime i see a photo of an ftm i scan every female trait and feel sorrow wash over me.

>>40744334
passing for ftms is so easy bcuz people dont really pay attention to men unless theyre either intimidating, tall or very attractive. other than that theyre invisible. look at gloves from ftmg. dude looks like a typical butch lesbian who runs her mcdonalds like the navy and yet according to him he passes all the time. ive seen the biggest and most obvious tunapoons get gendered male all the time while a cis woman whos 5'10 and a tiny bit androgynous will be transvesitgated, like taylor swift or michelle obama

>>40744581
michelle obama is trans tho

There is no actual reason to open up with other people, all people cis or trans are sadistic and will use any personal information against you. Everyone is evil. I genuinely do not completely trust anyone outside of my immediate family and every time I try to interact with other people I get proven right. The internet only brings more proof of this.

>>40744607
schizo alert

why did i have to be a stone top? i see fucking pooners, transitioned and all, happily taking it up the poon or up the ass, but i just can't do it. my brain goes,
>grug need to mount pretty

>>40745956
What don't you like about being a stone top?
I admit that stone tops do not get the love, appreciation and respect that they are due. But there are plenty of people out there who value them.

>>40745956
Have you tried double-sided dildos or scissoring? You could also try having a woman tie you up.

>>40745990
>>40746078
Bold of you to assume anon was talking about sleeping with women.

>>40746228
Given male sexuality being what it is. I honestly do not know how an androphile stone top could exist. Unless they were celibate and only theoretically a stone top I guess.

Besides, we need more gynephile stone tops. Don't take this away from me anon.

I don't want to die. But I also don't really think I can go on living.
It's an awful feeling.

>can't relate to cis women
>can't relate to trans women
>can't relate to cis men
>can't relate to trans men
hermitmaxxing is the only option

>>40747630
I've been hermitmaxxing most of my life which I feel like is why I can't relate to people, other than being an autismo.
I can relate to men more often than not though, usually if they are autistic, which also means relating to troons too... Kinda wild I can relate to troons more than fucking actual women. I hate this.
>>40747259
Same. I'm worried what comes after death. I don't want to die by my own hands if I'm going down alone.

psychoanalyze me fuck please
>23 afab identifying as nonbinary for 5 years
>when i was 13-15 i pretended to be a boy online 24/7 + as i was a fucking fandom kid and made ocs all my self insert ocs were male
>gigafujo
>i cant get off to anything execpt imagining i have a penis / imagining im impregnating someone / anime fat women/ tgirls / estrogenized femboys / have a big feminizing someone kink
>never masturbated with actually touching myself untill i was 18, i was always just reading fics and getting horny over rping with strangers as a femboy/male / looking at 2d/real twinks online, was too repulsed/scared to touch my own vagina
>i wish i could cut my chest off even tho i have a/b cups also i hate my hips even tho when i was growing up and didnt look like a woman yet i was hating my body as well
>ed , really strong fear of getting fat, i think bigger men/women look attractive tho especially men; lately thinking i just hate female fat distribution on me but idfk maybe im delusional
>diagnosed ocd, on ssris for 4 years (with gaps) - intrusive thoughts regarding my morality; what if i secretly want to fuck my father / sister type shit; what if the gender thing is ocd as well maybe im just fucking tweaking and obsessive thoughts about wanting to be a man are not really my own rational thinking but obsessions; scared to tell my psychiatrist abt the gender thing bc i dont know if shed understand / if im able to explain this all thing clearly
>ive dated 3 people in my life all of them were amab all of them were bisexual all of them were agp two of them realised theyre transfem when dating me
>i still am not sure if im nb a trans man or just a weird straight woman
what the fuck is my fucking problem i get all of the ppl that tell me "i cant tell you who you are only you know the real answer" no i dont i dont know the answer thats the fucking problem i wish i knew something so fucking basic abt myself like what do i feel i am jesus

>>40747745
if you do have OCD then you should bring it up with your psychiatrist.
it sounds like AAP from what you've said. how much have you thought about you're future? how do you feel about growing old as a woman vs as a man?

>>40747745
You were a kid exposed to porn at an early age and as such developed an addiction so long that it fucked up both your sexuality and sense of self. You are the definition of someone who is/was terminally online. Your OCD diagnosis makes perfect sense though, I also struggle with OCD and I feel like you shouldn't be taking SSRIs, especially if you aren't in intense therapy. SSRIs are quite literally a form of pseudoscience, as in doctors will tell you straight up they don't know how they work for some people.
OCD cannot be medicated using simple SSRIs and the only people saying otherwise Ive seen are dysfunctional redditors. Trust me, I feel for that psyop too. You need to change your bad habits first and foremost.

You. Need. To. Quit. Social. Media. And porn entirely. I cannot stress that enough. It will make your OCD hell. I have bought a program called Freedom to help me quit social media (and porn) and it was the best choice I ever made. Even to this day when I find myself obsessively clicking a certain page a little too much, I block it for a week..
Quitting caffeine also helps if you drink it, especially energy drinks. By quitting thee things, you are not depriving your life of pleasure, that is a lie your brain tries to sell you on. Youll never feel better unless you quit these things, not even with therapy.

>>40747630
>>40747693
You don't relate to people cause you're immediately surrounded by people that don't communicate on your level and have likely dealt with a bunch of shit that's undermined your ability to be aware of and define your identity. So when you finally do find someone you can communicate with, it's hard to have anything in common when you are still figuring out who you want to be in order to share interests. And if they communicate well, it's like they are too.

It can be solved when you figure out and accept yourself, then can meet people who communicate on your level in an environment that allows who you both are to thrive.

Though being aware of this and doing something about it are 2 entirely different things.

>t. Hermit
>>40747745
This applies to you too. It's likely why you can't define the boundary between your moral boundaries and your inner expressions of id, so when you explore those expressions because your id works on very simple premise which cuts through the bullshit, it leads you to think it's what you actually want or feel, without recognising you're much more complicated and when it came down to it, you'd probably have to impulsively or even force yourself to violate your moral compass to fulfil these fantasies.
>inb4 Freudian hack
The concepts of id, ego, and super ego are useful tools to define how your psychological processes work consciously and sub consciously, that's why I use them.

>>40747870
>It can be solved when you figure out and accept yourself, then can meet people who communicate on your level in an environment that allows who you both are to thrive.
>Though being aware of this and doing something about it are 2 entirely different things.
Damn. Real as fuck. Salute emoji.

>>40727407 (OP)
I understand MtF reppers, because E doesn't undo what T did
But I don't understand FtM reppers. T will literally overwrite your female puberty for you. Why aren't you jumping on the HRT train right now?
You have no idea the jealosy and envy I have as a MtF about how HRT affects FtMs it's not even remotely fair

>>40747852
>anti porn rhetoric that fails to address the underlying neuropathy of porn
The guess that underage exposure to porn is the antagonist is massively oversimplifying the myriad of factors that contribute to adult mindstate that is more based on porn negative politics than any psychological basis.

People don't fixate on porn because of the porn, they fixate because it's a maladaptive coping mechanism. If it wasn't porn, it would be something else. Porn loses its deleterious effects once healthy coping mechanisms are in place.

>>40747923
People do fixate on porn because its porn, its designed to trigger a biological reaction in your brain on a visual basis alone, but when it comes to orgasm thats a whole other ballpark. Its such a brain altering chemical process akin to why ultra processed food is addictive.
The rabbit hole of porn addiction distorts a persons perception of their sexuality, making them be into things they would never be into had they never found porn- which is why pedophillia and zoophilia is on the rise.

Porn on its own can be addicting much like sex is. But what makes porn so bad nowadays is mostly due to social media's algorithm, which porn sites also utilize. This is why you see most heavy fucked up porn addicts not even be that active on actual porn sites, instead using stuff like Twitter or Reddit or even Instagram.

Compare it to weed. Weed is not like an average drug such as heroin, but its effects on the brain are so strong the behavior itself becomes addictive regardless of whether or not weed is normalized.
Also all this is irrelevant. Porn does change your brain when exposed as a child, tf you talking about. Anon is the textbook definition of a porn addict, it will not magically go away unless you get rid of porn consumption for a while.

Im not even anti porn, I watch porn sometimes myself, I just know how addiction works. You cant make it go away if you keep engaging in it. Sure you can always return to it in the future if you get your stuff together, but ultimately you need to cut it out if you cant handle it.

>>40748034
The triggers you talk about are normal processes, porn does seek to activate them synthetically, but people who don't rely on those triggers in lieu of something healthier can choose when those triggers are activated.

People addicted to porn are addicted for the same reason people are addicted to anything. There's an internal process that isn't being maintained, so something is jammed in place to fulfil that.

And like I said, it's a maladaptive process in which not consuming it til you're no longer requiring it is part of the solution. But unless a healthy mechanism is put in its place, it will just get substituted for another maladaptive coping mechanism.

It is because porn is unsuitable for a coping mechanism that people relying on it need to dig deeper into it to maintain the effect, hence the growing popularity of fetishes.

But it's still just a maladaptive coping mechanism. Weed and other forms of addiction are just as damaging when used to cope.

If you want to stress an analogy, it's also akin to guns. The gun itself can't be used for harm without a person in they mindset to use it for harm. Otherwise it's a hunk of metal.

Porn, guns, weed, whatever. They don't compel people to use them at first. People are compelled to use them when another method of approaching their resolve is unknown, unavailable, or far more difficult.

You may not be anti porn, but your rhetoric is the same as the Jack Thompson anti video game/shock rocker shit of the 90s, DARE and mothers against metal nonsense of the 80s and prohibition of the 50s. It's not solving the problem, it's just blaming the symptom.

>>40747900
Its not a real femrepgen thread without a tourist asking “why are you repping?” for the 500th time.

>>40748179
>People addicted to porn are addicted for the same reason people are addicted to anything
Why are you arguing then? If you are not arguing against porn being capable of being addictve why are you arguing in the first place? Lol I never said anything against this.
We are talking about addiction.
And if you really wanna use this weird... non unrelated non argument thingy, technically the situation at hand goes against what you are saying. First off, using guns as an analogy for addiction is piss poor. Guns have nothing to do with dopamine or anything like that unless you refer to the act of violence, which is too general to be narrowed down to guns. Yeah weed, porn, and all that can't be used for harm on its own but very few people are addicted to those things purposely as a way to harm themselves, which is what the gun analogy suggests. Most weed addicts Ive met are in denial that they are addicts, they think its harmless.
Also your argument that "no one is compelled to use it" is nonsense in this context because again, a child being exposed to porn early on alters their brain chemistry itself. Most kids arent exposed to porn through their own choosing, they come across porn by accident or are physically shown porn by another person. That changes them because its related to sex in general, it gets hardwired into your brain. This is why its illegal to show minors porn or to allow them to be around you if you have sex irl. A child will easily develop either sex repulsive that lasts until adulthood or in most cases, hypersexuality. Kids cannot biologically handle seeing porn. Its not even like weed or even hard drugs, it affects them on a biological sexually developmental level. This is why most kinks are actually found naturally once a kid hits around a year before puberty.
Which is what anon's situation is about. They found porn at an early age, leading them down that path.

>>40743604
i hate malereppers so much
"why do you want to be a man men are gross perverts i hate my wee wee i want to be a girly :(" we dont care stop pestering us. you wont understand whats desirable to us about being men because youre obviously dysphoric. i on the other hand will never understand why do you want to have an oozing rotting fish smelling hole in your body that was made to be raped and filled with babies because thats your bodys only purpose and every fucking month it starts rotting and leaking blood and causing you insane pain. fuck you

>>40746299
>I honestly do not know how an androphile stone top could exist. Unless they were celibate and only theoretically a stone top I guess
me unfortunately. sex is pointless without a penis

>>40730553
I regularly sleep 4 hours and under a night alongside having times where I stay up for days and have been this way my whole life. It's almost impossible for me to hit over 6 hours and 6 is rare. How much sleep people need varies and is genetic.

>>40740237
I'm relatively sure I spent roughly 1k on weed in just under 2 months and need a tolerance break because I can't get high enough but don't have anything to swap to so that it's tolerable, what's going on with you?

>>40741080
They were.

>>40741561
You feel that way because of emotional hangups, get on my level and accept emotions as meaningless unless they serve a purpose and then a dress is just fetish wear. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

>>40749142
>I regularly sleep 4 hours
my grandma did this and got horrible dementia in her final years

>>40741758
Shame about what the chew toy or shoplifting? Both are whatever (depending where you shoplift from)

>>40741799
You can think that. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

>>40744607
Michael*

>>40747259
Life is a waiting room feeling, I get there sometimes, I figure I can always kill myself so it's ok to stick around and the feeling usually goes away because feelings always do and life goes on.

>>40749171
She probably lived to be fairly old, that seems to be a big mistake across the board. Also I physically can't help it and my whole family is like this. The effects are different for people with certain genetics to my knowledge, just your grandmother being this way isnt a strong case for it being an inherited trait. What about the rest of your family?

>>40749192
>Shame about what the chew toy or shoplifting?
shame about wanting the chewtoy. id never feel shame about shoplifting its barely a crime + ive done worse things

As a security guard reading about the shoplifting stresses me out. I want you guys to know I would make your day miserable if you did that where I work.

>>40747630
Me irl

>>40749142
>pothead addict
Yea I never touched that stuff. Idk what you should do in its place if you’re going cold turkey. Might just have a few bad weeks ahead of you.
>what’s going on with you?
Going on a date this week. Idk about this girl yet, but I like being the one perused. Normally I’m the one asking a girl out so I appreciate the effort she is making and hope it works out she is kinda crazy though.

>>40749850
>I want you guys to know I would make your day miserable if you did that where I work
you wouldnt even find out about it. ive been doing this for years and only got caught once when i was 14, ik how this shit works and how to avoid getting caught. also why do you even care dont you have bigger problems to worry about

Why the fuck is the manmoder gen more relatable >>40750046

>>40750089
people also talk about rape and suicide here tho

>>40750173
I think me and the moid are the only ones that get horny around here :(

Unless you’re a solid 200lb of muscle you’ll never be a real man girls. >>>/fit/76506399

>>40750199
faggot i talk about my biastophilliac fantasies like every thread youre not special

>>40750006
>Femcel Neet whining
You have literally not grown as a person since 14.

>>40750218
Please explain in detail how you would rape me anon

>>40749850
fun police
>>40750199
no, i just only talk about how badly i wish i had a cock so i could rape and impregnate women with it when the moon is full and i lose control of myself

>>40750227
how was that whinning are you just looking for thing to get mad at

>>40750232
you want it so theres no point

>Cis male friend had sex with a passing trans girl
>says this confirms he’s bi because she had a dick
It’s so over for anyone who’s trans.

>>40750218
Have you tried cnc with a partner?

>>40750298
no thats pointless

>>40750233
>The guy obsessed with impregnating women was a afab the whole time
What a crazy turn of events. Can’t relate, but I did spend a significant portion of time as a kid looking up pictures of naked pregnant women.

>>40750301
>pointless
Ok dickless

>>40750212
Damn. Why are we not bullying each other into gaining muscle?

>>40750313
no shit im dickless im a woman

vaginas are such horrid fucking body horror... i went to the toilet to take a piss just now, and when i looked down to wipe, i saw a ridiculously long string of gloopy, disgusting, revolting fucking discharge hanging out of my hole. i made a face like i'd just been presented with a stinky platter of horseshit. nobody who is sane could possibly enjoy having a vagina. WHO is actually ok with having a hole that oozes disgusting fucking slime and blood like some defective alien organism? god i am sorry for pillaging and raping or whatever it was i did in a past life to deserve this hellish and monstrous existence.

>>40750381
Dude… do you have an infection or something?
>WHO is actually ok with having a hole that oozes disgusting fucking slime and blood like some defective alien organism?
Ok now you’re just making it sound cool to have a vag. I used to hate mine, but I kinda like it now. Mixed feelings about it.
>god i am sorry for pillaging and raping or whatever it was i did in a past life to deserve this hellish and monstrous existence.
I’ve 100% had this thought. I’ve had such a shit life I’m almost convinced I was some terrible man in a past life and was sent here as a lowly women to teach my a lesson about empathy or some shit.

>>40750309
that guy is weird for wanting to impregnate the woman-adjacent sad freaks of this thread. i'm only into real women (read: fems).

(つ¯ )つ I want you all to know my body doesn’t naturally produce the estrogen it’s supposed to so my vagina doesn’t have that drip. Suck it faggots (it actually kinda sucks I might have to start using e cream for my pussy like trans guys do even though I’ve never taken T.)

>>40750402
no i don't have an infection, if i had i would be able to smell or feel it. isn't it a common vagina thing to get unreasonably long strings of discharge oozing out of it sometimes? i genuinely have a toddler's knowledge of the deeper mechanisms of my body because i refuse to learn about it
anyway the irony of all this is that i actually fucking despise the way dicks look as well and crave pussy even though mine is so viscerally repulsive to me. my existence is really cursed.

>>40750413
Based chad dyke

>>40750402
>Dude… do you have an infection or something?
having vaginal discharge is normal what are you talking about
>I was some terrible man in a past life and was sent here as a lowly women to teach my a lesson about empathy
same

>>40750420
You perfectly articulated a feeling I have been unable to express

>>40750420
>isn't it a common vagina thing to get unreasonably long strings of discharge oozing out of it sometimes
it is normal especially during ovulation, the anon who replied to you is just a retard

>>40750420
>pussy is great and dicks are gross
Yes, I want a dick for pussy and that’s the end of it.

>>40750420
>>40750431
>>40750434
I guess I just don’t get that. My body struggles to produce estrogen.
t.>>40750417

dick is beautiful and aesthetically pleasing, literally a symbol of domination. i dont nderstand how one can find a loose slimy meat tunell with flaps attached to it on the end beautiful or pleasant to look at. i get the same feelings when i look at ground beef, its just meat, its so meaty and the inside of it looks like a stomach. vaginas are repulsive

>>40750432
really? i feel like i've seen a few pooners/reppers expresd this sentiment in the past, though i do feel it particularly strongly. it's weird to always be torn between your carnal, precognitive desires and the image of the object you actually have of it that causes your conscious mind to reject it. in this case this applies to both my relation to the penis and vagina. i want a penis, but detest their appearance.
i want to know a vagina, but i am traumatized by my own.
>>40750434
well i'm not ovulating so i guess i'm just a defective organism who can't help but ooze slime.

What if I had surgery to prolapse my vagina to turn it into a tentacle looking thing for pussy

>>40750451
honestly i don't even think most males find the vulva itself pleasant to look at. it's about what lies beyond those so called meat flaps that is so enticing. in a hypothetical scenario where women only had a vulva but no vaginal canal i suspect all males would be homosexuals.

>>40750451
Don’t agree, but I respect the gayden-reppers… also I’ll read shit like this and don’t understand how guys can hate gaydens. They wil litery wax poetry about dicks while strait women won’t even go down on you.

>>40750465
>and don’t understand how guys can hate gaydens
most gaydens arent like me they want to be fucked into their meat tube and call gay men transphobic for not wanting to pork like adam and eve. if i was a man id be one of those gay guys who talks about how gross vagina is and gets scolded for being mysogynistic by his woke theyfab friends

>>40750463
speak for yourself brother i wanna put my face up in it

>>40750603
some vulvas can look nice but let's not kid ourselves most are grotesque, asymmetrical and hyperpigmented with meat flaps hanging out and shit. that's not to say most men's dicks are any better

>>40750638
> that's not to say most men's dicks are any better
they are tho theyre cute. vaginas look like someone took a bite out of your crotch, dicks are always just dicks

>>40750451
Im vaguely disgusted by both vagina and cock, but vagina gives me a deeply repulsed, nauseous reaction and i struggle to even look at art/images that imply one without full body shivers. Dick just looks pretty gross outside of art and id never touch someone elses but i wish i had one.

Jesus Christ fixing a prolapse looks like it hurts.

>>40750681
I would willingly put a flower or something vaguely cunt shaped on my wall

>>40750665
have you ever looked at any thread on gif, soc, or b ever? the average man's dick is a disgusting, wrinkly and unwashed mess.

>>40750764
We don’t talk about that last one… best to pretend it doesn’t exist.

>>40750764
>wrinkly and unwashed
its hot and doesnt look like ground beef unlike vaginas

>>40750703
You’re a big guy

>>40750983
What if instead if instead of having a mouth you had a pussy for a head and also a pussy on the other end. Double pussy person. You’d basically be a walking fleshlight right?

>>40750703
YEEOWCH!!!

>>40750764
Yeah I'm with you on this one. Vaginas are more aesthetically pleasing, and dicks are low key disgusting.

>>40750997
>You’d basically be a walking fleshlight
thats arleady what existing as a woman feels like

>>40751034
Brainrot. Log off for a few days.

>>40751034
am i the only one here that's never been raped or something? you guys say shit like this all the time and i just don't really get it. i forget stuff can even go in the pussy, i never put anything in there.

I think its funny when gaydens and transbians act like they could ever be TruTrans.
So you are sooo rare that not only were you "born in the wrong body" but you were also just so happened to be as a homosexual spirit as well? Oh and not only that but a homosexual spirit whos also GNC (ie a fembrained gay man, a completely malebrained lesbian).

I know being "fembrained" and "malebrained" isnt real but still, these people believe in it. Youre not special. You're not the .001%. Theres no need to "rep" because your feelings, your "dysphoria" is nonsense. You have life on easy mode and through your own unwillingness to admit this whole dysphoria nonsense is just a cope you make life harder for no fucking reason other than either being a cluster B or Autismo.
Dont give me that "oh Im an androphile, Im an gynephile" literally just say "I love porn" because using those terms to describe yourself is pornbrained.

>>40751224
>am i the only one here that's never been raped
ive never been raped i just have ungodly amounts of dysphoria

>>40751272
>Theres no need to "rep" because your feelings, your "dysphoria" is nonsense
stopped reading at this part. this is what happens when you perceive dysphoria as an inherently tranny thing rather than a mental ilness

>>40751224
trvke
I'm a lesbian and I forget that too. It's like all they see is a hole, not the urethra or clitoris. Then again what can you expect from cock worshipping breeders? They have no value, it's embarrassing they think they need to rep as if they are even trans or could be trans. No gay male will ever love you and no man in general will ever love you as a pooner lawl
>>40751286
You have ungodly amounts of porn addiction.

>>40751315
>You have ungodly amounts of porn addiction
i dont watch porn, try again

>>40751315
>you dont need to rep
>no gay male will love you as a pooner
crazy how unintelligent people always have so much confidence and so little cognitive dissonance

>>40751272
Theres no such thing is trutrans. Lesbian femreppers and straight femreppers are both suffering from the same retarded mental illness, get your head out of your ass.

>>40751301
Oh stop the "le mental illness and not tranny" shit. They are both connected and always have been, and historically its always been, the first trannies were exclusively HSTSs. The only exception to this were attention seekers, schizos, and literal criminals tryna evade justice.
Even the trannies who claim they "have no dysphoria" only do so when others complain about their dysphoria as way to guilt trip them, then go onto tell others, especially normies, that they do have dysphoria when they wanna not be seen as fetishist.

>>40751343
Waahh the yaoi boys in my porn fantasies will never love meee : ( wahh such a horrible mental illinois. Like??? Youre literally attracted to 50% of the population, sorry the 1% of men will never like you.

I bet you people are the same ones who wallow about how "depressed" you are yet at the same time live an unhealthy depressing lifestyle doing nothing to change it, just wallowing on about how you got depression. Such a cluster B defeatist mentality. You all have an easy fix, could live an easy life, but actively do everything you can to avoid making any changes bc you accepted the most negative aspects of yourself as apart of your identity.
>>40751371
Youre right but theres a lottt of "truscum" femrepper/pooners who preach a trutrans mentality while being a literal Gayden, while also screeching "Im not like other Gaydens!".
I cant tolerate mfs who mope around all day just because they cant be a gay man and be apart of le "gay culture" like you people are obtuse. Such a non issue. I hope you have the same compassion for those trans race people too, though they usually dont even label themselves as trans race they just stealth completely most of the time.

>>40752052
are you saying all trannies have to be attracted to their birth sex otherwise they are not trans? are you retarded?

>>40752052
>mfs who mope around all day just because they cant be a gay man and be apart of le "gay culture"
I dont do that be ause i have no interest in being a homosexual male nor do i think i am spiritually a homosexual male. Im a female who wishes she was male, if i were male id have a wife and kids and not be sucking dick in bathrooms or whatever.
>I hope you have the same compassion for those trans race people too, though they usually dont even label themselves as trans race they just stealth completely most of the time.
???

>>40752082
All of our tripfags are, unfortunately.

>>40752082
Being trans isnt a thing on its own.
But when you are a straight person acting like you are truly born in the "wrong body" and people just like you make up the majority of the community even though homosexuality only makes up a small minority of the population, its laughable to ever pretend you arent just a weird fetishist.

If your dysphoria is just "sigh.. I will never be a gay man, will never fuck these gay men in the asses, never suck a gay mans cock" its nonsense. All this time spent yearning for "gay men" or "lesbians" when you could put in the actual work into bettering yourself instead of being so useless because, oh I dunno, you make up the majority and will have no problem finding a partner. The fixation on "noo im not gay : ((" is retarded.
Dont get me started on these same people who double dip and end up in st4t relationships despite claiming to be gay lol

>>40752087
>if i were male id have a wife and kids and not be sucking dick in bathrooms or whatever.
then this isnt about you, not what Im talking about.
>>40752128
I love my retardation tho, shes my little head-buddy.

>>40752163
Youre talking about gaydens, which unless t would change my sexuality, i would be one if i pooned out. Does wanting a typical hetmale life make me trutrans despite my current androphilia?

>>40752146
>even though homosexuality only makes up a small minority of the population
has it ever occurred to you that gender and orientation might not be all that connected? as for the "wrong body, male soul" thing, it's a figure of speech and has always been a way to describe dysphoria to someone who doesn't have that kind of experience.
>The fixation on "noo im not gay :(("
shockingly, humans seek out companionship and love. it's a big deal.

>>40752052
>Oh stop the "le mental illness and not tranny"
but it is a mental ilness. a recognized one at that
>They are both connected and always have been, and historically its always been, the first trannies were exclusively HSTSs
do you genuinely think that one cant be dysphoric if shes attracted to the opposite sex
>Youre right but theres a lottt of "truscum" femrepper/pooners who preach a trutrans mentality
no one is doing this here this is a non issue
> I hope you have the same compassion for those trans race people too, though they usually dont even label themselves as trans race they just stealth completely most of the time.
this is out of left field you keep jumping from topic to topic and making so many assumptions>>40752087
, but for the record i dont care if one wants to assimilate into a different race, thats not my problem

>>40752184
>shockingly, humans seek out companionship and love. it's a big deal.
Again these people are the majority. They have no problem finding love and companionship they make out the 50%, dont tell me about that sorta thing when people like me only have access to the 1%.
They chose to transition, then they chose to identify as a gay man, then they complain that the only people who want them are straight /bi men and troons and not gay man. A whole line of men waiting for them yet they insist on chasing after the people who will never be biologically attracted to them. Thats on them if they suffer, its self made suffering.

>>40752146
>but when you are a straight person acting like you are truly born in the "wrong body"
majority of androphiles in this thread admit to being women, can you go terrorize actual ftms with your dykesupremacy retardation

>>40752215
>gayden = faketrans
clutter, you are so dumb. for real. i know you're coping hard but think of your iq.

>>40752146
>But when you are a straight person acting like you are truly born in the "wrong body"
Not a real thing btw, no lesbian or straight repper is born in the wrong body, again we are all women with a mental illness which is why the trutrans thing is retarded. Neither has more of a spiritual male essence than the other, if either type pooned out theyd both just be women on cross sex hormones. Sexuality doesnt make any tranny more true than any other tranny.
>If your dysphoria is just "sigh.. I will never be a gay man, will never fuck these gay men in the asses, never suck a gay mans cock" its nonsense.
My life doesn't revolve solely around thinking about gay sex so my dysphoria isnt just about sucking gay cock. Im celibate anyway because sex with men would be terrible. i just want to be a male.

>>40752237
Yeah youre probably right ngl this is all a non issue Im just shitting out to the void.
Really my hatred is as always directed toward pooners. I cant stand their egotism knowing too many of them are mere attention seeking trend hoppers who wouldve otherwise been a PickMe cunt had they never heard of trannydom.
Yeeet they get to pass regardless, most of the time, mostly due to their obesity + fat distribution but still.

I also cant stand the transbian equivalent of it. I mean I know these people are gonna die prematurely as even beside the tranny stuff they live an unhealthy lifestyle, but still. Because they are straight they get to easily find partners, then they not only appropriate what wouldve been "being trans" but also take over communities meant for homosexuals. They are roaches. The troons never really pass yet that doesnt even matter for them because they have each other. The male and female roles are so obvious, they dont even try, they dont even care but they will insult those who do. "why Is evEryThiNg sO SerIoUs, jUst HaVe Fun" toward other pooners/reppers yet insist to normies that they should be taken seriously because they benefit socially by doing so.

Ill feel better once I create my own community. Or when trannydom is completely outlawed. Or when theres a Carrington Event 2.0.

Separating "trutrans vs faketrans" based solely on sexuality is a meme. For one, a lot of lesbians are getting memed into going on testosterone and thinking it's going to solve their internalized homophobia/body image issues/whatever. People just pretend like hrt is some sort of cure all now when it barely even succeeds at helping dysphoria. While they may be more rare than straightdens/bidens with childhood dysphoria, gaydens who get dysphoria early on are real. Early onset and persistence is much greater indicator of "real" dysphoria than sexuality alone imo.
Yet at the same time, I see so many gaydens, even ones that fit the masculine early onset model, seethe about lesbians. It's so neurotic, though the idea that me wanting an old woman to stick her fingers in my mouth makes me innately more masculine than a muscle bear gayden is an amusing image to me.

>>40752813
>. People just pretend like hrt is some sort of cure all now when it barely even succeeds at helping dysphoria
trvke
If hormones could cure sexuality then they wouldve tried to do so awhile ago, instead trans stuff made men and women even more gay due to t4t with paraphilias mankind has not known of until recently. Honestly kinda impressive, but scary because I feel like things can go further and Im not sure what "further" would look like.
I stand by the belief that true homosexuality is a form of intersexuality due to biology showcasing that homosexuals do have a different hormonal makeup than their heterosexual counterparts. And like intersexuality, it cant be cured. Also homosexuality is pretty damn common in various intersex conditions, theres a correlation there.
>Early onset and persistence is much greater indicator of "real" dysphoria than sexuality alone imo.
Yeah I can get behind that. If you were okay with everything regarding your biological sex up until you seen others tell you can be something different, 9/10 times your "dysphoria" is social contagion, which is a real thing. No one talks about how a good chunk of people have literal psychotic disorders and stuff like OCD which can cause paranoia which might feel like dsyphoria, and yet that also doesnt mean everyone with those conditions dont deal with actual dysphoria, its just the brain is complex and you gotta take safeguards when you can, basically. Especially when so many push HRT like its a fix for anything. No, lets not give HRT to the morbidly obese woman with a psychotic disorder who only started claiming shes trans in her late 20s despite being textbook feminine and okay with it most of her life. This is why you people are losing support, at least when it comes to healthcare.

>>40753814
You say "thats not happening" but it is and no amount of gaslighting changes lawsuits, which is the main thing that influences Big Pharma to change contrary to the "they just hate us bc we are TWANNS" messaging. HRT + Surgeries = moneyyy. You think they would stop willingly? Fuck no, look at the opioid epidemic. Look at Contragen. Look at Lobotomies. They care once the wrong people get negatively affected by it and people get angry lol
>>40752813
>Yet at the same time, I see so many gaydens, even ones that fit the masculine early onset model, seethe about lesbians. It's so neurotic, though the idea that me wanting an old woman to stick her fingers in my mouth makes me innately more masculine than a muscle bear gayden is an amusing image to me.
Yk what, fair. Based, even. Although.... Personally Id prefer a woman's toes in my mouth because God cursed me with a foot fetish.
Damn imagine though, imagine a woman with those long stylish fingernails gliding her hands about your body, oh my goodness. MANN you know whattt.... Mann... A lot of yearning. Dont get me started. Ive been yearning all week. I visit here because I yearn.

God should've gave me a humiliation kink because my whole life has been a nonstop humiliation ritual.

>>40751224
Irl I’ve never been raped, but in bdsm spaces some people like re-creating this scenario in a controlled situation with a trusted person as a way to process it. Also CNC is a pretty common for everyone in that circle raped or no.

>>40755285
>but in bdsm spaces some people like re-creating this scenario in a controlled situation with a trusted person as a way to process it
and it just makes shit worse

>>40755334
No it’s actually really therapeutic if done right and helps people overcome what might be the worst thing that ever happened to them.

>>40755854
Yet there arent any cis mommy dommies available so I guess Ill never heal : (
Then again I have yet to truly put myself out there so uhh wish me luck. I WILL find a 30yr+ old perverted woman who will keep me as her subby slave.

none of my friends wantto talk to me
iwnbam
i cant even be a proper woman either
god i need to killmyself

imagine 1 good day in femrepgen

>>40757693
damn thats crazy I was just about to type something along these lines. FUCK.
I miss the attention I used to get, man. I used to be a little bit of lolcow, niche lolcow, a streamer would even have a day dedicated to talking about me called "(shutter) Wednesdays". If I wouldve known how lonely Id be I wouldve played into it at the time.
Then on DevinatART I had a following of people who genuinely looked up to me as an artist, with people who knew me wayyy back when Id make animations. Yet I deactivated my account a couple months ago, I never utilized anything bc I felt awkward. I felt unworthy.
Ive become such a hermit, more than ever. I dunno if its due to dysphoria or what, I just get caught up in being perceived yk. Irl back when I had a job it was worse. Oh God. I am forced to be seen as "the third gender". Neither a girl nor boy unless its to infantalize me. Rn I have no friends and ghost everyone kinda, unintentionally.

Its aight nona. Youre a proper woman to me at least. Id wanna talk to you. Your friends sound fake though imo. Why dont they wanna talk? Did they say so directly? : o
Sorry if my vent came across as a "me mee meee" thing Ive been stuck yearning lately and was gonna write it before I saw your post.
>>40757982
What would a good day look like?

>>40758174
wow thats silly lol
my friends just weren't replying back/were busy (BPDemon, unfortunately)
god i fucking feel u on that being seen as a 3rd gender bs tho, it's so shitty.
can you post some of ur art? im curious. i can post mine too if you'd like.

>>40757385
Find a dungeon on fetlife to hang out at.

>>40755285
As someone that has been SA'ed, CNC actually really did help with me healing from; Rather then just trying to repress it. It is not for everyone, but it really did massively help me.
>>40757385
In my experience, you should be looking for a partner ~40.
For whatever reason it is just much more easy to find kinky, masc, doms around that age.

>>40758336
whats a dungeon and how do I do that
>>40758314
rip, I got the opposite of BPD which is funny because I self diagnosed (awful I know) myself with BPD years ago as a terminally online food junkie unstable mess becausse of a vague understanding of it and romanticizing of it on Reddit/Tumblr wayyy before it became trendy.
But really I just. have the Tism. Which I mean, people tried telling me I had it all my life and I just never really wanted to believe them bc I saw it as an insult.
POST YOUR ART SHAWTYY
here was mine back when i had a following. Soo 2023 was the latest until I just dropped off the face of the earth and barely posted until deletion.
I sold some of my oldest characters so its kinda cool to see them still be used. ALso yes.. I used to be a furry, but Im tryna leave that life behind.

>>40758460
very fembrained retardation of me I know, such a poser. IWNBAM.
Unfortunately when I say I have masc interests compared to most women I am referring to interests commonly associated with mostly autistic men or troons, I cant fucking win. I am the beta male of women.

>>40758174
>What would a good day look like?
no essays about whether or not pooning is real/valid/whatever the fuck. just bros chilling.

>>40758460
im also autistic yeah type shit type shit...
i really like the way you choose colors :)
here's a sketch of mine from the other day

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