>>40739690
Agreed. Maybe check the more "pretty boy" side of masculinity by taking huge care of your look, eating well and maintaining a solid shape. Be advised tho: the more refined and fashionable the look, the more expensive it might get.
Also observe regular everyday women around you and realize that trans people vision of "feminity" is the stereotypical top of beauty standard that is getting pushed by porn/insta models/OF/hentai/anime and that doesn't work in the real world unless you're gifted genetically AND you take ungodly amount of care of yourself to the point that your entire personality is "being pretty" and you can post pics of yourself without any doubt that you will get a bajillion likes and follows. Well... until you age up and progressively get forgotten. Because yes, we all gonna wrinkle and become old farts. The only thing you can do about that is slowing the degradation down to an extent.