Thread 40748627

You're not a bad person for having BPD. If you call people with bpd "bpdemons", you're a dickhead.

I'm sick of people being demonized for something they can't control.

>>40748627 (OP)
shut up cunt.

>>40748627 (OP)
Go back reddit

>>40748665
kill yourself and Livestream it fucking faggot. don't ever in your fucking life tell me that.

>>40748714
Lol

>>40748720
I didn't even say that :(

>>40748773
they aren't

>>40748767
It’s okay nona it was your alter ego right

>>40748865
I don't remember saying it.

>>40748920
Bpdemon for a reason

>>40748951
this is the treatment I'm talking about. anti BPD people are genuinely evil, and they lack any understanding of what bpd actually is.

>>40748963
hang yourself

>>40748963
You just told me to live stream my suicide

I have NPD

>>40749196
you told me to go back to rddit. it was kinda of deserved but I'm sorry I guess..

>>40749286
Well you should go back to rddit but maybe you should stay since rddit doesn’t allow death threats :/

>>40748627 (OP)
Completely agree, though I don't see many people genuinely discriminating against BPD people. If they do it's likely they've either never met someone with BPD or just had some bad experiences with someone who would've been a jerk either way. BPD people are capable of growing and improving.

Personally I like to use "the BPDemon" as a mocking way to refer to symptomatic behavior of mine.

>>40749314
it wasn't a death threat, it was a firm suggestion.

>>40748627 (OP)
i hate bullies... GRRRRR...

>>40748627 (OP)
i agree

>>40749328
Either way you get the point

>>40748627 (OP)
actually i am a very bad person for having bpd and no matter how hard i try not to hurt the people i care about, i will. i cant control it sure but that is an inherent moral failing that means i do not deserve to exist

>>40749734
love you please stay safe

>>40749734
The symptoms of BPD can be managed and the BPD haver can better themselves as a person. No paraplegic would argue against a wheelchair on the grounds that they just can never walk. Just because it isn't walking doesn't mean it's as bad as crawling.

>>40748627 (OP)
My mother was a BPDemon, it's fully deserved

>>40749778
ty ur sweet anon, ur a good person, u should probably be mean to me though. im safe for now, at everyones expense ig. i dont understand why ppl larp as bpd when this is the most miserable possible type of thing to be. i wish i could cause something other than hurt

>>40749802
maybe someone can manage them idk i cant. i try and try and still fuck it up. im either horrific to be around or okay to be around but actively painful to care abt because im stopping myself from freaking out constantly by drinking myself to death. any moral society would have ppl like me shot before anyone made the stupid decision to care abt me

>>40749839
Well Anon I absolutely would love to help you with these self-image issues of yours, psychology is a passion of mine, but it's 2 AM where I live and I must be heading off to bed soon. All I can offer is my unwavering confidence that you can improve yourself no matter what you might think. I've worked with similar cases as yours and even if it takes years of imperceptible growth, it's always possible.

It takes a lot of time and effort to improve and that if you stumble you need to be capable of forgiving yourself and getting back on track rather than wallowing in misery.

>>40749878
i dont think i am capable of forgiving myself, honestly, and even if i hypothetically am, isnt is a self fulfilling prophecy if i believe that? but i appreciate the thought, u seem nice and i hope u sleep well.

Why can i only find intimacy and kinship with bpdemons? Healthier women do nothing for me. Why do i crave the instability and intensity?

>>40748627 (OP)
who is the mascot in the threadpic

Sup bitches I want to kill myself I ended up just cutting last night but I know for certain my way out of this hell scape will have to be of my own doing anyways what y'all up to on this miserable monday

>>40748627 (OP)
I'm BPD and use the word "BPDemons," because most people I encounter who are BPD (I get there's bias here) don't care if they hurt other people, and take no steps to avoid doing so.

I do. In the almost 3 years I've known my bf, I've never lashed out at him. Do I split quietly and get anxious and catastrophize? Absolutely, but I don't want to hurt other people, so I don't.

>>40748627 (OP)
They're bad people if they don't take the steps to stop hurting others.
Which they absolutely can do if they want to.

>>40751462
what do i do if i strongly agree w this but cant stop hurting ppl? i swear im trying i just dont know how idk why i was born. do i rope? i did dbt and it successfully redirected abt 2/3 of my being a miserable bitch into cutting myself, which also hurts ppl so idk atp do i just die

>>40751783
I don't know what to tell you. You obviously shouldn't kys but not hurting people isn't impossible. What do you do specifically that hurts people? Let's start there instead of catastrophizing.

>>40751806
im constantly miserable, split on ppl, and try to kms unless im distracted, by binge drinking or cutting, which makes ppl sad, which makes me sad, which makes me drink and cut myself and, idk I wish i had never met the ppl i love i wish they didnt care i wish they never had to pick me up from the hospital again idk how to be a real human being

>>40751847
You need to develop healthy coping mechanisms.

>>40751806
i dont snap and scream at ppl anymore i just hurt myself but that hurts them too so idk!! idk!!

>>40751863
See >>40751858

>>40751858
cool ty never heard that before this is my first time hearing this ty for the advice, ur going in my note

>>40748627 (OP)
struggling w a personality disorder doesn't make you a bad person, only your actions do. you are not absolved bc of a diagnosis.