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have you ever heard those stories about men coming out as gay later in life? yeah that happens. What happens before is called comphet.
Some ppl say they're really bi, but that doesn't influence the fact they learned they only want to be with men now.
Sexuality is about exploration.
I wanted a gf because of societal expectations, not because I loved women. But every woman could sense something was off...
The thing with the crushes is that I just thought we were REALLY good friends, but I always got sad when when they didn't wanna hug me to say goodbye or would leave to hang out with their gfs. I would always think 'why would you rather be with HER? Why do you go through all of these troubles with women when you can just not be in a relationship?' It didn't make sense to me.
I'd always meet up for dinner dates or go on long walks while drunk with the guys I felt closest to, but you know 'just bromance', just 'checking in on each other'. I can be emotionally vulnerable with men on a much deeper level than with women - because I don't want to be emotionally vulnerable with women.
First time I ever entertained the thought of calling this guy I liked so much my boyfriend, it all clicked - and I was like 'yeah I'd DEFINITELY want that's
With women it was always, 'nah it wouldn't be worth it. There's too many things I don't like about you to want a relationship or even sex'
Life works in mysterious ways anon idk... Gay is just what feels right and good to me, and I've been neglecting my love life for way too long.
