Thread 40758657

>don't like going outside cause I don't pass
>don't like going to university cause I'm dumb
>don't like socializing cause I'm weird and introverted
>don't do any hobbies because if I'm not instantly good at them I get upset

I literally do nothing but bitch and moan in my mind about how I'm a disgusting tranny

How do I stop being so fucking negative

>>40758657 (OP)
idk but you suck. like i can tell ur no fun to be around. if u actually listened to the ppl u care about in ur life u might actually not be such a snore

>>40758690
Wow you're so intuitive

>>40758657 (OP)
>don't do any hobbies because if I'm not instantly good at them I get upset
This probably comes from a massive underestimation of how much effort goes into being remotely good at anything. Everyone is shit at everything at first, anyone who thinks otherwise is coping. This mentality as a baby would have never led you to learn how to walk

you probably are a schizoid

>>40758657 (OP)
We live in a mental universe, all causation is mental, you become what you think about, if you think negative thoughts, you become a negative person and have negative views towards the world, if change your thinking you change your life.

>>40758707
It comes from ridicule from my parents to be honest, i fully know that my mind thinks doing something is worthless if I'm not talented in it, the possibility of someone else being better than me at it without effort makes me disinterested and frustrated

I know how my mind works but I don't know how to fix it

>>40758709
I don't think so
I crave praise and camaraderie, I shut myself away because I know I'm not good enough at anything to get it

>>40758705
idk maybe? it's not exactly a hard tell

>>40758657 (OP)
If you feel so negative and hopeless and like you’ve got nothing left to lose what’s the loss in trying to socialize and get better at your hobbies? It’s not like you’re losing anything anyway

>>40758657 (OP)
ur like me. Solution: video games

shut up discordia

>>40758862
why are you just being mean for no reason

>>40758657 (OP)
It's that damn internet!!!! Unironically. This site is bad for you

>>40758905
because you do the same all over this fucking board

>>40758925
no I don't

the way you react to things is a choice, you are choosing negativity. you do not need to react negatively to this information.

>>40758936
fuck i always see ur stupid posts just stfu already or be nicer or something u suck so much omg

>>40758739
it's good that you're aware of this. there is hope.

>>40758964
glad it's not just me

>>40758975
I guess but it's insanely frustrating to be self aware but not have the agency to fix these problems

>>40758988
How do you eat an elephant?

>>40759013
You take the giraffe out first and then put the elephant in

>>40758986
ya and even if its someone new like me they say ur obsessed or somethin? worst personality

>>40758964
>>40758986
>>40759027
you're all assholes

>>40759047
takes one to know one I suppose

>>40759047
u really are always so mean im not an asshole im just so frustrated that u can be such an awful person and not care or pretend like ur the victim or somethng

>>40759110
>Tell someone in a similar situation to play video games
>Dogpiled and bullied
>Gaslit into thinking I'M the bad guy
fuck you

>>40759123
you think im gaslighting u? i dont care what u wrote in this thread. ur just so awful and i see ur posts everywhere that it devalues whatever u write in the next post. ur chronically online and desperately clawing at each thread u feel the need to post garbage in constantly. no wonder u get dogpiled by "obsessed" people. post less, be nicer. maybe change ur username so u can start over and be kind for once

>>40759123
ever since I saw your post about transition ages I knew you were just another shitty tripfag that's going to be on this board forever

>>40759189
ahh so a salty lateshit or something wtvr

>>40759212
yes please continue proving the case that you're a massive asshole
this is so funny

>>40759223
>yes please continue proving the case that you're a massive asshole
>this is so funny

>>40759237
>wojack poster
the evidence keeps piling up

>>40758815
putting a bandaid on a festering wound

is OP still here?

>>40759239
ikr its so weird coming back to this and they completely unraveled. am not even a lateshit

>>40759246
Yeah hi I'm just watching whatever the fuck is going on

literally same op. i'm so fucked up i don't even know how to start fixing myself lol, exactly like u said. i've been starting to study subjects i like and reading books for like 15 min every day. that way i don't burn myself out but still feel like i did something small to better myself. might help u idk

>>40758657 (OP)
you will never get better if you dont take any steps toward getting help or helping yourself. you see the path forward, so take it. no one can take the first step for you and whining to anonymous internet strangers does nothing but give you a sense of false validation

>>40758707
>This mentality as a baby would have never led you to learn how to walk
You don't actually need to learn to walk, one day your brain matures enough that you can just do it