Thread 40760064

I wish I was a woman so bad. It's fucking eating me up inside.

>>40760064 (OP)
Transition then

>>40760089
I did. I'm 2 years into my "transition" and still look like a moid. I hate myself and my gross man body. I'm still a man and honestly im thinking of just offing myself. I'd rather die than be a man anymore.

>>40760096
>2 years into my "transition" and still look like a moid
do injections, stop hondosing

>>40760064 (OP)
I think a lot of trannies live under the heel of the mind trap that has infected society, which is the classic "torturing yourself by living in gumdrop fairytale land".
There is no other way for existence to go. You are what you are and you can't change that reality. Until you accept that you're doomed to self-flagellate forever.
There is no "what could have been" only what is. The only thing you can do is accept it and move forward, acquire what you can and live justly or otherwise stop living.
A lot of trannies really need to understand that it is okay to be a tranny.

>>40760096
Only 2 years lol how much effort have you put into transitioning outside of hrt and please be honest

>>40760114
This

>>40760064 (OP)
me too. i know i could almost get there at this point if i put in effort, but i don't even remember how to do that anymore

>>40760114
hi, im op. shut the fuck up. I'm sick of you fucking people. you fucks are the reason I'm sitting here crying high out of my mind. Do you even believe the shit you spew out of your disgusting mouth cunt? I hate when retards with 0 IQ try explaining basic concepts they themselves fail to grasp. Why are you talking down to me when you're THIS stupid?

I'm fucking angry I have to share a planet with apes like you. Matter of fact, post a selfie. I want to see the worthless piece of shit I'm talking to.

>>40760140
oh nevermind. I'm so fucking stupid. maybe I shouldn't reply to people when I'm high, I'm a fucking moron.

sorry anon, I thought you were another dickhead.

>>40760140
>post a selfie

>>40760122
I don't go outside, and I rarely put makeup on because there's no incentive to. Why dress up when I'm just going to stay in my room anyway?

>>40760161
Treat yourself i guess

>>40760064 (OP)
Gender dysphoria sucks.
just hurry up and start your journey.

>>40760089
I don't think he wants to be a transwoman...

>>40760064 (OP)
oh well. you know you cant.
stop dwelling on it
just like anorexia the only way to get better is to stop locan't. looking at the thinspo (anime porn in your case)

>>40760194
>meme unintentionally maps estrogen making you dumber

>>40760195
Can we edate honestly anon you’re just so intelligent it’s so charming and you’re honestly just irresistible

>>40760204
This was much cleverer in your mind than IRL.

>>40760212
This shitty boomermeme got me flashing back to 2010 Facebook like it's ratatouille

>>40760224
You say that like you didn't instantly recognize facebook c. 2010.

>>40760200
shut the fuck up bitch.

>>40760151
My point is that it is actual insanity to dwell on things you cannot change. You simply have to make do with what you have. Any other perception of reality is deranged, you're allowing your own consciousness to torture itself for no reason.

>>40760271
I can't tell if you're being transphobic or not.

>>40760294
He’s not i think

>>40760294
I'm not. I'm not suggesting that trannies should not transition. I am saying that torturing yourself because you were born male, that you're not a woman, that your transition didn't turn out differently, that you're not a 10/10, etc, is entirely useless and entirely optional.
You can literally reject the idea that things could be any different and then not dwell on it and rather focus on what you have and what you can change and improve on.
We're all afflicted by our stations in life.

>>40760114
Are you stupid? Dysphoric trannies want to be women not trans women. They are not lucid about their situation. Only agps and larpers take pride in being trans.

>>40760427
Most trannies who are cool being trannies also wish they were born female. There isn't a single person born into their ideal circumstances, fixating on something non-existent is inane.
You can suffer because of your circumstances without suffering because you're suffering because of your circumstances.

>>40760161
>I don't go outside, and I rarely put makeup on because there's no incentive to. Why dress up when I'm just going to stay in my room anyway?

this kind of mindset is why you fucking hate urself.
take care of yourself and make yourself feel pretty even if you aren't going outside. you will feel so much better

>>40760064 (OP)
That anime girl has huge tits

The thing I came to realize is that I will always be AMAB. No matter how many hormones I inject or how many surgeries I get.
In this life, I am destined to be a gay man. Heck, there are so many things I wish I was... a billionaire, a prodigy, a socialite. But I'm just not. I can live dreaming about how Id wanna be all those things, but it just wasn't meant to be.
Everyone wishes for a better life in some sense I think and when I asked myself how much better my life would be if I was a woman, it turned out to be pretty much insignificant in the end.

>>40760745
>t. Nondysphoric
Don't make your shit everyone else's problem.

>>40760745
im happier living in denial of being amab. the alternative is far too painful

>>40760920
I'm not making anything anyone's problem I hope. I just wanted to share my perspective