Thread 40762520

/lesgen/ is the lesbian general for all cis women and trans women (MtF) to discuss lesbian relationships and topics.

Bee kind to each other and report/ignore trolls who attempt to divide trans mtf lesbians and cis lesbians as a community.

QOTT:
>What would you include in a care package for your girlfriend? for yourself?
>What are your favorite recipes?
>Have you ever had an ex beg for you back?

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meow

>>40762520 (OP)
>What would you include in a care package for your girlfriend? for yourself?
for my hypothetical gf, i would say a flapjack, soppy love note and a collar to keep her controlled
for me i'd pack a poundland meal deal
>What are your favorite recipes?
my sort of fridge-pot ramen, its spicy and nice
for the sweet side i suppose rhubarb crumble
>Have you ever had an ex beg for you back?
kinda yes she pushed me into a situationship and hooked up with me in a forest but bailed when i didn't cum

>>40762520 (OP)
ftms welcome

>>40762542
>bailed when i didn't cum
what? did she just run off while your pants were still down

>>40762520 (OP)
>Have you ever had an ex beg for you back?
yes.
don't do it, nonas. don't take her back .

>>40762589
lolno but she didn't meet me again

>>40762354
You know what? Thats honestly 1000% fair. Carry on!
>>40762520 (OP)
1. Honestly... I dont know, on both accounts.
2. Dont really have a favorite. I dont like to eat much at all.
3. Yes. And I caved. And it was a terrible mistake.

Gosh sometimes im reminded that Im barely a person. I want to be a people like everyone else. :'[

my bush itches

>>40762616
True

>>40762520 (OP)
>Have you ever had an ex beg for you back?
nope
only one has ever made an attempt at all but i would not by any means categorise it as "begging"
i have absolutely begged one of mine to take me back though :')

>>40762723
i beg all my exs bar the theymab i dated in 2023 to take me back in my head

transbian subtops should get gock feminisation surgery to ensure their gocks are small and bullyable

>>40762520 (OP)
>What would you include in a care package for your girlfriend? for yourself?
some cookies and soda probably
for me idk
>What are your favorite recipes?
recently I found a recipe for a really good and easy lentil pasta.
>Have you ever had an ex beg for you back?
yes but let's not talk about that one

>>40762520 (OP)
>QOTT:
lots of sweets cuz i know it improves her mood and also her meds.
carbonara.
no, i was the one that begged her back.

Only t4t and pussy4pussy is valid. Post op women can move between both groups because they are perfect and magical.

>What would you include in a care package for your girlfriend? for yourself?
sour keys, a tshirt i've slept in for 3 days, a drawing of us, and an ice old pbr
>Have you ever had an ex beg for you back?
been on both sides, waste of time and emotional energy
if it ended once, call it quits

>>40765390
based and true

I guess I have also successfully begged an relationship to not end once, but that just gave it less than two months more time before it actually ended

>>40762520 (OP)
>What would you include in a care package for your girlfriend?
Some partners I’ve had get really bad cramps on their period so I just make them a small basket of snacks and stuff they like and a heating pad or something. I once got one one of those microwavable stuffed animals with little beans in it and they loved that.
>What are your favorite recipes?
Right now pasta and other poor people European dishes that are easy to make and taste good.
>Have you ever had an ex beg for you back
Kinda, they definitely were angling for it and wanted me back, but wanted me to want them back and were not desperately enough to openly beg. I appreciated the apologies.

>>40765682
Gahd actually that reawakened an old memory. One of my last gfs, I tried to rekindle our relationship as it was ending. Hung out, did the stuff we fell for each other over, had a blast, fucked her brains out... only to get told she had been cheating on me the whole time with her childhood friend and was dating me to make him jealous.
I broke the necklace she gave me for Christmas right then and there and left, blocked her across everything, and went to scream in the woods for a while.
Also punched the fuck out of her new bf the next time I saw him. He said "yea, I kinda deserve that". Nice dude, was a good friend of mine, took the hit on the jaw like a champ and just apologized without escalating and I respect him for that... but I couldnt talk to him anymore and pretty much cut them out of my life.
Ive never ever felt more pathetic than pouring my heart and soul into a lady only to find out I was a stepping stone. Fuuuuuuuuhck

>>40765847
that's really sad to hear :( losing trust in a girlfriend and a friend too, that'sv horrible. kinda reminds me how I have had two breakups that have cost me most of my friends at those times. well the first one happened before the breakup since my ex was quite abusive and didn't really want me having my own friends.

A reminder that chasers of any kind are the scum of the earth, but especially cis-chasers.

trans girls naturally chase cis girls

>>40766654
i just want to frot with a cute girl or enby okay :(

Lesbians who's your male hall pass mine is nilered :)

>>40767087
why would i even want one of those

>>40767087
robert pattinson
idc if its vanilla

>>40765847
>Also punched the fuck out of her new bf the next time I saw him
sometimes i wonder if i pass enough to hit ppl and not get hit back or publicly shamed cus i have a few exes that need slaps

I sent my doggy some plushies. Hope she doesn’t stab these ones… >_>
>>40767106
Creepy bishits and moids are obsessed with the idea of rape conversion. Nothing new.

Anyone who hates this sort of dynamic is spiritually and physically ugly.

>>40766654
t4t transbians are the biggest chasers of all

>>40767087
this one tranny on twitter but she only has like 20 followers so it would be weird to publicize her

>>40767354
>male

>>40767431
She is a male trans woman? But in a cute way

>>40767448
is that what she calls herself or are you just saying that about her

>>40767448
is that what she calls herself or are you just saying that about her

>>40767087
vinny vinesauce

he looks like if he was a zoomer instead of an older millenial he wouldve trooned out

>>40767537
>no response
so many trans women are genuinely evil i hate them

>>40762520 (OP)
Q1:no clue honestly guess its depend on her. Um ice cream
Q2: i barely cook
Q3: no
>>40763600
What does this even mean anon
>>40765847
Fucked shit

>>40767712
>What does this even mean anon
they should get surgery to make their gocks smaller daintier

>>40767813
That doesn't exist tho???

>>40767820
but it should be a thing
having a smaller cuter dick is gender affirming care

>>40767826
it should only be a thing if i get to have my gock enlargening surgery too :(

Hi everyone! I’m 28y mother who is bisexual. My youngest daughter (last single digit) came out and said she thinks she’s lesbian or at minimum bisexual. She had a sex ed class in school and came home with that declaration. What’s the best way I can support her and make her feel comfortable? Eventually I will have to explain sex ed more thoroughly because the course didn’t explain anything except straight reproduction.

>>40767178
Everyone is a little bi

No woman should be digging in her ass
Let me do it

>>40767901
No. Fuck outta here with that homophobic garbage.
>>40767899
I don’t think you need to do anything other than continue to be supportive by allowing her to be honest and open with you about her identity. Idk this post is too normie to be on 4chan. Because why would you ask such a shitty site full of deeply homophobic trolls for advice on anything to do with parenting? ;___;

>>40762520 (OP)
idk what I'd include for myself, but for my girlfriend definitely a stiff drink, and coming home to a hot meal and then after running her a bath and helping her scrub all over, pampering her the way she deserves. in terms of actual items she always appreciates my doodles of her, some teddy graham's, and calamari.

never begged for anyone back cause I figure if it's over it's over and no point in trying again (although all my past relationships were weird situations idk) and never been begged for cause most people don't appreciate me (that's fine only makes those that do all the better)

I just love her so much and I love screaming into the void of 4chan, she's the most absolutely perfect girl in the whole world and she's all mine!!!!!

>>40765902
That event honestly kinda broke the friend group cuz she turned around and told everyone I was cheating on her. Bleh. My real friends believed me, at least.
>>40767131
Oh, no, this was during my repper years. The dude was just a softie, and in the following convo he made it clear he knew what he did was kinda fucked up.
I couldnt get away with that today. Cute I may be (according to others), passing material I am not. I'd get knocked on my ass. But Im also more prone to despair than anger these days, sooo...
>>40767178
Stab???
>>40767899
From I one mother to another... please dont take parenting advice from 4chan of all places.
But, I mean, basic parenting applies here. Listen and accept. You dont have to do anything special, really. If she has any concerns, answer them, and make sure she doesn't feel othered or shamed for it.
Single digit age seems a bit young, so things may change.

>>40767087
words used to mean something

>>40768662
sweet
what do you love about her, nona??

>>40768074
why is she digging? does she have buttworms?

>>40768662
What's the chance that she's in this thread reading right now? Will she know when she reads it?

>>40767899
Kids that young don't know shit about anything, their brains are undeveloped. Your kid is too young to have a sexual preference, any sexual preference. She's just trying to be like you, don't encourage it.
INB4 >you're trolling, this is true regardless of what she thinks her sexuality is, I'd say the exact same thing if she thought she was straight or cis or trans or anything else it does not matter.

>>40768720
she will probably see it and know it's about her, I'm not shy to tell her to her face how much she means to me

I wish anon would write about me in lesgen …

>>40768690
she's absolutely gorgeous, super funny, insanely smart and so determined in everything she does. she's also sappy and cheesy and very sentimental.

>>40768762
Awwwwwwww thats so sweet.
Could be me. Im gonna pretend youre someone i know. Is that okay, nona?

>>40768746
how did you two meet nona?

>>40768769
yeah that's okay, she will know it's for her and that's enough :)

>>40768784
Well if Im not her, you'll have made two girls smile really big tonight, you sweet dork you.

>>40768762
she sees one of her trans exes as a man

>>40768762
>>40768814
xP >>40682594

>>40768762
This is so cute. Im gonna scream back for my sweetheart!
She's so kind and caring and forthright and smart and observant and the most beautiful woman I've ever laid eyes on and has the voice of an angel and I could get so so lost just listening to her talk about whatever. If she asked me to be hers forever, I think Id legitimately drop everything to leap into her warm embrace and never ever let go.
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
Sadly she won't ever see these words, but my heart swells with affection all the same. It feels nice. <3

>>40762520 (OP)
>What would you include in a care package for your girlfriend?
apples, a red bull, some coffee, maybe a candy bar. and maybe one or two of my ADHD meds.
>for yourself?
Monster ultra strawberry dreams, two pucks of Zyns, Pizza Hut gift card, and an emergency cigarette
>What are your favorite recipes?
I like pasta dishes a lot. My fave is the very 90s poverty recipe core tuna+cream pasta. Saute some onions, add in a lot of tomato paste, then after those combine, add 2-4dl of cream. Then a can of tuna at the end. It's incredibly nostalgic from my childhood and I still love it.
>Have you ever had an ex beg for you back?
No not really. I don't have that many exes in general.

>>40762520 (OP)
>What would you include in a care package for your girlfriend?
iunno, probably some philosophy books and stationary, and some nuts like almonds, walnuts, cashews and so on, maybe some almond flour
>for yourself?
well, someone said they want to send me a banana slug, which is interesting, but I would be worried it would dry out or get hurt or something
I guess I take care of most of my own reading, so probably stationary and rubber stamps, colored pencils, and stuff like that
you know, the basic necessities for living
>What are your favorite recipes?
hmm not sure, I change with the seasons..!
recently I made pasta with broccoli, and scrambled egg with spinach, iunno tbqh
>Have you ever had an ex beg for you back?
kinda, I never dump anyone, but sometimes they come back telling me how important I am to them and how awful they treated me and I'm like so mentally checked out
one time someone was telling me like how it wasn't their fault they were abusive because their neurons are just physically wired that way, and so I was like sitting back like you realize I'm studying medical neuroscience right...?
that conversation didn't really last for long... and then they tried again half a year or year later...
c'est la vie tbqh

>>40767537
I was just saying that about her and sorry I fell asleep before seeing this. She is not passing as female and that's all I meant by it. That's not evil! You are making me want to post her pictures to prove she is male but I wont do that to her cuz I'm not evil

had a dream a cis lesbian i know misgendered me

>>40769566
i never asked for pictures
>She is not passing as female and that's all I meant by it.
tso cause she doesnt pass shes a man ?? and thats somehow better ?

wwyd if your cis les gf wore a shirt saying protect the dolls

>>40769720
Are you new? It's normal to admit that trans women who unfortunately don't pass are male

two months of yearning.....

>>40769794
no

>>40769802
Despite her face being unfortunately male looking she has really nice collar bones. I think she is anorexic too

>>40769794
kys

>>40769795
why two months?

biggest transbian redflag is being able to read hiragana and katakana but not kanji

twinkhom frotting compilation 2025

>>40769939
have a good day anon

>>40770114
not after my interaction with you

>>40770131
cute way to show it

>>40770167
i hope you die

>>40766770
“naturally”
Kys chaser.

>>40768664
>lied about you being a cheater
I hate people like that. At least she didn’t say you raped her.

>>40768727
Idk I knew I was into girls long before I realized I was into girls. Some of those things show up in kids early. But yeah don’t make a big deal about in and just tell her that you accept her for who she is no matter where she goes in life. One isn’t better than the other.

I am a fuckup femcel lesgen wanna date me?

>>40768754
I see a beautiful poster in lesgen who deserves a gf

>>40770770
I would like to take you to a coffee shop and get some really bitter coffee. But thats it
We can also hold hands actually thats always nice

>>40770770
Asl and list pros and cons or what you want in a relationship.

all the pi's are going to be coming back from vacation soon
my lazy days are coming to an end, and I didn't even go on one date...
but I guess I read some books, learned some languages, drew some pictures, and lost some weight, so it wasn't all a total waste

>>40770787
Sounds fine honestly
>>40770803
32/mtf/west coast
Pros: funny, kind, good at communication and conflict resolution, can clean and cook fine, big ass, fat tits, cute face
Cons: depressed, fat, fuckup, bad body skin
???: quiet, submissive switch (like actually a switch, actually like being dom or top), into kink stuff

>>40770848
I’m going on a date today, but she’s schizo.
>read books
>learned some languages
>drew
>lost some weight
Holy shit how were you so productive?! Also what books?

>>40770864
oh well, hopefully you don't get killed tho?
maybe she's actually quite nice?
>how were you so productive?!
just make plans, get up every day and do stuff, then get depressed you didn't do enough, and keep repeating it
>Also what books?
cute chiikawa books, up to book 3 now
classic human anatomy
animation global history
history of sexuality
phenomenology of perception
reality +
one-dimensional man
the second sex
discourse on the method

still need to finish a few but I have time, not sure I'll have time to start on the others tho...
but if I can make time to read 50 pages a day, with 4 months left in the year, I'll ...

>Butch women
Cool af
>Butch women with he/him pronouns
Subversive, cool, queer historical
>"Butch women" with he/him pronouns on testosterone
I don't think I'm woke enough for this. If my girlfriend called me a she/her straight man on estrogen I would crash out. Are these guys okay? Every trans woman who calls herself a twink fag on estrogen has always been suffering immensely. Are trans men different?

>>40770997
Trans people won’t get it.

>>40770997
You’re not bi enough to want a trans man? Bigot!

>>40769982
me but I'm a cisbian... trying to learn kanji but I might be genuinely retarded

>>40771010
Are you saying these he/him testosterone lesbians are cis women?

>>40770994
She seems nice, but I think it’s the infatuation stage of things… who knows. I’m saving this list of books to look up later. Idk if I’ll read any, but I’ll definitely look through and at least read the summaries because they sound intriguing.

kanji is not a valid writing systen, sorry

>>40771096
You are not a valid writing system, sorry

>>40771102
No need to apologize. I wasn't even hurt.

>>40771102
Valid writing-system-sorry you are not, kanji

>>40771082
They definitely don’t fit into the gender binary, but they also don’t fit into the narrative pushed by people in transgender studies.

should I learn cyrillic, there's lots of different kinds of those too

>>40771109
Hurt kanji you are sorry writing system, valid

>>40771133
I was trying to learn Coptic, but then I realized I was lazy. Don’t ask us go join a discord language learning server.

>>40771095
yeh, basically I can't begin to have thoughts of my own until I read more and assimilate all previous thoughts
I'm a lil stupid so...
>>40771096
learning stroke order is pretty cute
>>40771133
yes
>>40771146
what if anon wants to date someone that can teach her?

>>40771181
>learning stroke order is pretty cute
I must harakiri myself for having rapehon thoughts

>>40771146
you have to talk to people on those servers though

>>40770851
Damn.. lesgen doesnt want me.. forever a femcel..

>>40771206
can you teach me a language? I might want you then

>>40771213
Im depressed, I cant even get myself to study japanese for a trip to japan

i hope i meet a black feminist gf this semester

>>40771184
aw don't be like that, you can play those kakitori-kun games, or keep a nice notebook and collect reward stamps to encourage yourself

>>40771270
You don’t really need it if you go to Tokyo. But you’ll be disappointed in yourself if you can’t reply even though you know you can. :( They WILL speak to you in long Japanese sentences too, when you make a tiny bit of effort. So make sure you can pick up on key words in a long string…

>>40769949
because i met them two months ago

>>40771695
oh I see, does she know or is it like an unrequited deal?
>>40771591
true, you can get by easily, but they might not hang out if you can't speak mhm

>>40762616
Is this that gangster anime? It was hilarious

>>40771794
they kinda know and it's maybe kinda unrequited bleh

post op gf teasing her non op top gf for being faketrans during piv

>>40772144
cringe

>>40762520 (OP)
Are he/hims lesbians valid?

>>40772180
if they have an afabussy, absolutely

>>40772180
only she/her trans women can be lesbians
cis lesbians are just closeted trans men

>>40772180
yes

>>40772220
trans women are men

>>40772220
trvke cisbians will never acknowledge

All real lesbians wish they were men. A trans woman does not.

>>40772144
woaw

Trans girl

I tried super hard to date, socialize, hang with other transbians. Shit was so hard tbhhhhh. I was misgendered by them, told I didnt pass. Hanging out was kinda weird like highschool boys who liked guns and video games with a side of catty.

Idk even how to date a trans girl desu. So after a year of trying I went out with one 10 out of 10 cis girl and we had the cutest most soul touching book worthy 6 hour hang and hours of edging and playing where she said I was so fucking hot the entire time.

Idk what's up with trans girls or what I did wrong but I think it's not worth it at this point

>>40772809
t4c heals the soul

>>40772809
try passing better hon

>>40772809
well, you just didn't deserve to be treated that way, it sounds awful, but that's on them
I wouldn't dwell on it too much tho, life is too short, and it sounds like you eventually met someone that appreciates you
hope you're doing well now

italian american culture is referring to madonna by her full name

>>40772921
I don't need to pass as long as I'm ma'amd and cis Lesbians tell me I'm pretty and love hanging out with me and dancing with me at bars and stuff.

>>40773368
lol they just don't want to be branded as transphobic

i really hate being the most (read: only) punctual person i know. every time i try to coordinate an activity people never confirm with me until last minute or cancel at the last minute even if i try to check in with them several hours in advance.

>>40773414
if only i had real friends then maybe they wouldn't drag their fucking feet every time we both of us make plans and leave me panicking in uncertainty all day

Friends are worthless parasites.
>b-but I love my friends!
I'm so sorry you are in a hostage situation.

>>40773393
Like I havent made a terf hate herself for ending up in bed with me constantly.

>>40771206
You mightve lost people at "fat"
Unless youre an absolute cow, prob best not to mention it. And if you are an absolute cow, well, yea, theres a much more narrow hand of people that like that. Sorry.
Last person I knew who described themself as fat turned out to be 350 lbs lol. Paaaaass

t4t is for l33t tranners only

kinda wish I was bouncing on some girldick right now

Does anyone have some girl dick memes?

>>40776107
>t. lost reddithon

>>40774076
kinda trve ngl my friend lost her gf to suicide and even now years later she still looks/act like someone stole her soul

>>40776176
they should put warning labels on trannies like on packs of cigarettes

>>40776128
I’m trying to support my friend that just found out they like dick girls : ( I’ve never made a Reddit account I just read thier old threads sometimes.

>>40774076
Kys cis-chaser. I know the king isn’t wearing any clothes.

im thinking about joining the discord how active is it? *warbles*

>>40776856
Actually fairly active and surprisingly sane. Not overwhelmingly of either, enough weirdness and a sane pace to keep up.
Just dont be an asshole

the king is wearing the queens skin and walking around as if it were his own

>>40777750
I thought Game of Thrones ended years ago.

wydag if when she gets anxious the only way she can calm down is by imagining a hypothetical father figure telling her it will all be ok and that he's still proud of her no matter what and he strokes her hair

>>40777951
Only if that hypothetical father figure is a plant alien from beyond the stars that gives her lots of hard drugs.

taiwanese girl accepted my follow request
PIV queens keep winning

>>40777956
basedbasedbased

>>40777998
What a sweet little sophont

>>40776176
dont blame her pretty sure i would never recover from that

I love you. Goodnight.

>>40778054
all /lesgen/ posters must be domesticated

>>40778621
The cotyledon plant posts here regularly already. Its only a matter of time.

>>40776856
>>40777479
“surprisingly sane” except for that one time some transbian filmed herself doing a drive by shooting. That didn’t count right?

>>40778742
forced meme is forced

>>40778502
you too zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

i can't believe lago makes trans girls in her server that are prettier than olive film themselves throwing away their estrogen and injecting T instead because she doesn't want any tranny to be more feminine than olive

>>40778983
lmaoooooo

I have a concert in the evening and my companions are dressing up for it so I am also expected to. I haven’t worn makeup or a dress in years. I’d also rather stay home and knock out. GL to me.

>>40779033
>I haven’t worn makeup or a dress in years
cis manmoder...

>>40778983
wow this is why I don't do discords, except that I'm old, fat, and ugly ...
>>40779033
gl & god speed and so on

>>40779033
i wore makeup and a dress for a party after years of not doing it last year, and then after that i've been really super into it. completely eroded my futch identity for a while.

>>40779090
boyremoval SUCCESSFUL

>>40773807
Rapist.

>>40778742
I left the discord after that…

>>40772921
t4t is a hon cope

>>40779386
Why do you hate trans women?

>>40778742
it seems cool. did she shoot with a gun or with her cock

>>40779469
>cool
And you wonder why people are transphobic. It would be one thing if it was someone who had it coming, but it was a complete stranger she shot at. Idk if he’s even alive or not.

>>40779497
what the actual fuck, maybe it was a mistake to join the server, did she get banned for that at least?

>>40779534
Mods never banned her.

>violent thugs shooting at each other
>glorification of firearms and machismo
>secretive internal hierarchy
>internal code of ethics that conflicts with society
>hatred of law enforecement similar to omertà
Is the discord a criminal gang? I think it is.

>>40780503
/dudebrogen/

>>40779534
That never happened. It’s just one weirdo samefagging some larp. lmao

crazy joining the discord and seeing people who i knew when i was 19 acting exactly the same. am i the same as i was before? so much in my life has changed but i wonder if i still come across the same way.

it actually feels really weird. am i a bad person? how do people who don't speak to me anymore feel about me? i think i've grown and changed but have i? am i capable of being good?

are manmoders allowed in this thread

>>40780628
only afab ones

why am i nostalgic for some of the worst times in my life now

>>40780638
brb gonna kms and reincarnate

>>40779250

You bullied her off this gen and now she is getting killed

Office retard deserved better than you meanies

>>40780615
I mean if you're a bad person, it probably has very little to do with what ppl on 4chan and similar places think
opinions on ppl are often over-exaggerated, overly-dismissive, or entirely incoherent, so I wouldn't dwell too much on it...
if you like I'll just assume you're a lovely and good person

>>40780800
i'm haughty, narcissistic and anxious, it's a bad combo. but i'm funny and tell good stories. strangers like me but people who know me for longer than six months usually have a really hard time with me. i am not good at being an online friend even though i have fond memories of some people in spite of my fear

>>40780776
DESERVED

>>40780814
You sound familiar in how you talk about yourself. Im sure youre just being too harsh on yourself.

>>40780841
familiar how? like i'm someone you know or it's a common way of looking at oneself

>>40780814
well ppl are complex, but there is always some agency in behavior, like sometimes they are more confrontational online where they're safer, but meek in person
and if someone is only a friend for six months that's still not nothing, maybe that's just how they can get through life, y'know?
I'm sure there are plenty that think back fondly about you too

>>40780776
hopefully

>>40780776
She will survive i know it.

>>40780844
A little bit of both. One of my very best friends talks about herself a lot like this - calling herself needy or saying she's a liar or an awful person when she is, in fact, one of the sweetest and kindest people Ive ever met. Im sure she has real problems and Im aware of some of her struggles that leads to that thinking, but its understandable stuff that just takes a little care and understanding.
Im sure you are just being too hard on yourself.

>>40780776
Plz no

>>40780869
i'm currently in the throes of anxiety rn because i'm about to move and i'm having issues with docusign, and my property manager is being really frustrating. i have a real incapability to self soothe or manage my anxiety so i have these runaway bursts of emotion where i do stuff like delete my entire virtual presence or complain on the internet about how i'm a bad person. it's hard. my life is changing a lot right now and i'm excited but i don't have a lot of stability, so it feels like picrel all the time

>>40780883
Definitely disordered behavior. This is the time you really have to learn to lean on the people who do support you.
Things will get better, I promise.

>>40780892
problem is that because i'm in a weird time all i have really are my parents and a few close friends from uni (some who aren't living near me anymore) bc all my other friends are either too busy or too new for me to really rely on them. and my parents are crazy. i was getting really upset a few days ago because docusign has my deadname saved because the last time i used it was before i legally changed my name, but now i'm fully stealth and my new roommate and the property manager and landlord don't know i'm trans and there was something about the frustration of having gone through all this work to make this something i don't have to worry about and then it just crops back up again, that i just flipped. i was getting so anxious and i tried to talk to my dad about it and he yelled at me and told me it's not his job to take care of my emotions and i need to stop having tantrums and that just made me feel even worse and i just laid in bed and screamed into a pillow for half an hour. now i can't sleep at all lol and i'm doing this! haha! sorry i know this reads as insane

sorry i don't know why i said all that

>>40780925
Let it out, sis. Big big hugs.

every person that talks about "passing" and "stealth" as goals is a perfect example as to why they are retarded concepts

>>40780940
what really gets my goat is that the property manager easily could have redone the docusign and i could have just opened it on a new computer and gotten a new signature set up but instead she was like "that's too much work" and she shifted it so now i'm gonna be the one to sign after my roommate, who is terrible at responding, so i either have to put my deadname down which is no longer legally binding or print out the document and sign it all physically. i'm worried that the property manager won't accept that because then it's too much work for her to do. she probably will accept it but i'm just freaking out about it and i actually really would like a hug right now. i think i'm just freaking the fuck out because i'm supposed to move in next weekend and i've already put money down for furniture and everything.
>>40780942
stealth isn't my goal, i'm openly trans with friends, i just maintain it at work and with this new apartment situation because i didn't want to be discriminated against. these people are 100% the kind to deny me a lease because i'm transgender even though i have a job and a good credit score

is it weird that work lets me escape my anxiety like working on excel sheets lets me feel normal lol

Why dont i know how to fix tech problems anymore

>>40780776
I had a dream something like would happen ngl

>>40774076
this is bullshit, foids are bigger transphobes than men. cisf chasers don't exist, and if a cisfoid ever dates a trans woman it's because she sees her as a man.

i want a sort of clocky transgender girlfriend but i hate transgender people. i'm a stealth transgender woman. what do i do

>>40781395
t4t is a hon cope

>>40781412
lesbianism in general is a hon cope

>>40781409
Maybe start with addressing your transphobia, love. :[
Do you include yourself in that hate?

>>40781480
intermittently yes

>>40781409
>i want a sort of clocky transgender girlfriend but i hate transgender people
this but i'm only a semipassoid

>>40781490
to be clear my transphobia in general is intermittent. but sometimes i'm disgusted by the idea of letting another trans person touch me and other times all i want is to sloppily make out and frot with a trans girl with fat tits

>>40781395
Foid transphobia has better justifications than moid transphobia. That's the main reason it's perceived as worse.
>>40781412
transition is a moid cope
>>40781449
lesbianism in general doesn't include hons

>>40781545
i relate to this so much
making out with a cute t4t twinkhon and cuddling with her seems like heaven but i try to avoid other trannies irl because i don't like trans people much (including myself)

>>40781545
Where does the disgust come from?
Something Im struggling with lately is projecting my own insecurities onto other women. (For clarity, these are irrational thoughts that Im working on healing) For instance I struggle a lot with clocky women because I see myself as being very clocky... Its not their fault I feel bad about myself so I shouldn't project it.
You said youre stealth so its not that specifically, but maybe you have some insecurities youre working on? The fact that its intermittent points me in that direction - its something that is being triggered, not a static belief.

Just my thoughts off the rip. Could he completely off key, but Im bored sitting in the docs office and have time to overthink shit.

Big big hugs

clocky transgender girlfriends are the most beautiful people in the entire world

>>40781711
Well
Whatever

My cis asian gf wants me to change my trip. Thoughts?

>>40780776
#Pray4OfficeRetard

>>40781807
whipped

>>40781711
Im glad *someone* believes that, because I sure dont have any love for the dude that hangs out in my mirror

Reminder that clocky mtfs just look like gay men. If someone likes "clocky women" its just because they like men.

>>40781916
Lol

>>40781661
i did it with this sort of busted twinkhon i know from university who i've always had a massive attraction to. she's really nice but not really my type but my overwhelming lust for tgirls led to a couple of nights of really intense, amazing sex. i loved it. i think she wants to be my gf though which i'm not into
>>40781663
well i started my transition in 2020 and i was on this board a lot. i internalized a lot of transphobic rhetoric around lookism, which i was able to sidestep by being stealth, but i feel like it affects how i view other trans women subconsciously even though i'm very vocally an ally and supportive of other trans people. but i mainly feel like a rapist a lot of the time or that my desires are unhealthy, which is a combo of that + being raised a strict catholic. i feel like a bad person for being attracted to people and i find other trans people bad for being attracted to people too.

I doubt they're here but someone in chasiegen posted about zottman curls a little over a month ago and I've been doing them since and love them.
This shit burns up my arms so nicely and feels so much more engaging that generic curls. Thanks for telling me about them.

>>40781807
>tripfagging is more important enough than your gf that this is even a question
dump her and let me slide into her dm's (and sweet asian puss)

>>40781925
If someone hates "clocky women" its just because they are homophobic

>>40782042
Im a lesbian who hates clocky women because they look like men. Sorry not sorry. Pass better girlies, if I can spot you like a clock shop the fact is yer pretty much a dude who has embraced femininity. I enjoy the allyship and solidarity and support you as a person, but youre only dateable to bishits.

>>40781925
but i dont find men attractive

>>40782006
it was i, the elusive femby yearner
happy to help

>uhm clocky mtfs are MEN sweet tea that would be bicringual my GUY
>*has a bearded ftm's tongue down her throat and pussy later that night*
lesbians in 2025

>>40782385
It'a not normal to HATE people you aren't attracted to. It's obviously just old-school chud homophobia you are trying launder behind woke lesbian rhetoric

>>40782486
More like misandry. I am a misandrist and despise men, from the way they act to the way they look. Theyre ugly in every conceivable manner.
Clocky women look like men. Its not their fault, but they should at least be aware of that fact.

i ate way too much pasta at lunch and now i'm bloated trying to do work from home :( i have srs consultation at 3pm bleghhhhhh and i didn't schedule time off for it so i have to finish this report before then...

how is everyone's day

>>40782468
femby yearner hi!! how re things?

>>40782506
We are aware of that fact. You are being homophobic. Calling it 'misandry' when you are hyperfocusing on a subset of gay men is obviously thinly veiled homophobia

>>40782527
Im... not talking about gay men. I dislike gay men as well, but because they are men.
Are you calling trans women men? If so, you can eat shit. Theyre still women, even if they're marred by their birth.

>>40782540
Not into eating shit no thanks you disgusting chud

>>40782385
Yeah you can take your homophobia back to church where it belongs. We don't want it

>>40782483
90% of ftms are more feminine than the majority of mtfs

You guys are boring. Cant even be funny about the "trans affirming misandrist" shtick. Come ooooooooooon
>>40782584
>hates all men
>homophobia
Lol wao ur dumb. Okay.

>>40782679
>hates all men
>only goes after the faggy ones
sure thing jd vance

>>40782679
youre just not a funny terf. we used to have like 2 terf anons before you and they were way funnier than you. youre just a boring debatebro who makes the same tired terf arguments weve heard a million times before

>>40782701
Yea yea yea its an act anyways. Just wanted to spice things up but its hard to put your heart into shit you dont believe.
Fuck Im bored, I really should pick up a hobby or somethn rather than being a miserable cunt online.

>>40782622
ultimate trvke

>>40782825
silksong is coming out in september 4 so at least you have that

>>40782956
Heeeeeeey youre right. I havent played any games at all in years so maybe I should just off the controllers.

>>40778672
Hey wait...
Go back to /trash/, Im not a plant. DX

chainsawman part 2 sucks so much SHIT

>>40782622
90% of mtfs are more masculine than the majority of ftms

hate silksong release. forced me to push suicide date for next year

>>40782385
That’s 90% of all mtfs…

remember to treat high-disgust women not as pathological, but as sweet and caring, highly selective potential mates that might date you even if you disgust them

>>40780533
You’re just a bad mod trying to sweep your shit under the carpet. You’re lucky cops didn’t get involved.

>>40780563
If you notice a difference you’ve probably grown while they remained stagnated.

>>40783230
she was the one driving....

today I got a new and sealed copy of vintage details for only $19, and lacan's feminine sexuality and the object relation both pretty cheap, which is good
but I was unable to acquire a partner to take on bookshop dates, which is not so good
do you see what I'm saying?

>>40783502
that book seems so good, need to maybe check it out as well

>>40782385
there's a cis girl into me rn and I'll make sure to break her heart the worst way possible just because of this post

>>40783629
please don't do that to me ;__; I'll behave...

ok update the docusign fixed itself the lease is signed i consulted about srs today and i'm also thinking about BA things are happening for me!!!!!!!!!!! yaY!!!

Went on a date with a smol mischievous femme. She activated a deep primal cavewoman in me that just wanted to protect her at all costs.

She spooned me like a lil backpack like a parasitic being latched onto me to extract dopamine from to satiate her restless legs. I don't think I've slept that well in a long time. Her pussy was beautiful too.

>>40783899
cis :v?

>>40783912
AFAB enby

>>40783917
oh sorry. ur autistic typing style was very similar to hers

any afab lesbians on low dose t want me. thanks in advance. mtftm here

>>40784132
still on e and sitll use she pronouns though im just like lesbian dad or something. mtf butches. you guys got that butchfemme anon here. i dont want her but like sometimes shes spitting

>>40784158
i think only very weird pansexual theyfabs would want u

>>40783899
femmes are winning finally?

would any of you ladies date a fat japanese girl

>>40784395
I wouldnt want my gf to be killed by japanese whalers by mistake

>>40784429
bit rude.
she could RP as a sumo wrestler!

>>40783917
so cis

>>40784458
this gen is theyfab friendly

>>40784492
but im not

>>40784492
theyfabs are cis women and we like cis women yes

>>40783899
god it must be nice to be desirable or desired

>>40784187
sounds good to me. know any

i wish to abort a transbian's pivbaby

>>40779042
based

Just drink some robocough to try and feel something

>>40783208
Yeah the cis women here are all bishits in denial.

lesbianism is a sexuality for neurotic people

https://youtu.be/7zbNBCb_AOU?si=nn6iizNIaTZ-p64Y this is how stacker sees the world

>>40785746
not enough domestic violence or racism

sex with a faggy transbian while we both roleplay as gay guys

can you guys help me find a nice keyboard

need transbian friend who gropes me and is really touchy with me and i pretend to hate it but she keeps doing it

>>40782513
pretty mid
too depressed to work out or teach myself stuff so i just play battlefield all day right now
life is hard and i yearn terribly
i hope you're doing better than me

>>40783610
oh yes I think you should anon, if you are interested in fashion design, it is quite lovely
I got the recommendation from a design instructor influencer years ago

>>40784395
So cute. 100% would.

>>40785216
:( probably

>>40785088
Why?

i hate Arabs
i hate mongoloids
i hate lesbians
Donald Trump

>>40789306
praying for a femby in your future

The PIV queen lifestyle must be so good unfortunately I'm a manmoder

>>40784878
I used to get those feelings a lot but honestly a lot of the time it is just poor self-perception that gets in the way. One must find inner wholeness in themselves before they can find fulfilling relationships, as noone else can make us whole.

>>40790410
thanks nona i could really use a win like that

I kind of hope I could meet someone this weekend...
>are you going to a bar?
no
>are you going to an event?
no
>are you using apps
no...

you never know, it could happen...

can my wife luz join the server

>>40792231
maybe she’ll crash her vehicle into your home as a meet cute

new bread

>>40792538