Thread 40763648

My dysphoria is killing me. I just want a feminine body, but HRT hardly did enough. I want to cry

>>40763648 (OP)
what's the problem exactly? did you not get enough fat redistribution or breast growth or is it more of a bone structure thing? you can't do much about your underlying skeleton but i will say that pio helped a lot with developing curves and a thicker lower body in my case, like i recommend it to everyone now. used to have absolutely trash fat distribution even after 5+ years on HRT but a combination of pio, weight gain and just generally being active and fit (weighted lower body exercises are your friend) really made a difference. still have some flaws but i'm a lot more comfortable in my body now.

>>40763848
both fat distribution and bones. My insecurities are mostly a lack of curves, because my breasts are small due to genes and my hips aren’t wide. Seeing women with curves makes me cry and hurt

>>40763881
Fr it makes me feel unwoman like

>>40763648 (OP)
good chappy

>>40763951
I hate it. It triggered my dysphoria so bad

My shoulders :(

>>40763881
even seeing other trannies does it at this point... my hips are so disgustingly thin

fuck it I'm posting body. I hate ts so much

>>40764165
same, same

>>40764178
me3

>>40764398
Yep. Although, it’s my Adam’s apple which will definitely deny me of ever being able to pass. It doesn’t give me much dysphoria on its own but it feels like in today’s world it is just soo scary to be trans and I know that will make me clockable

>>40764739
you can get a tracheal shave

>>40764752
Yeah 10 grand I don’t have to just have the privilege of not being discriminated, beaten up or killed

>>40764783
It sucks, I know. Maybe make do with chokers (classy ones), scarves and whatnot?

>>40764802
Not a bad idea

>>40764806
* but idk about chockers

>>40764204
You have a good body though

>>40764204
>passoid
every single time

>>40764820
>>40764833
I have flat A cups and small hips though

>>40764880
you have big hips wtf are you talking about? and there are women with small breasts like that too, not a thing to worry about unless you wanna give in to typical cisfem bdd

>>40764929
What big hips? My shoulders are my widest point, I am an inverted triangle. Of course I compare myself to cis women and shit like the op image triggers my dysphoria so bad when I don’t even wanna think about it

>>40764816
classy ones, not reddit

>>40764214
lol

>>40765247
If I can find a good style where it would match then yeah but I think I’d be better off with a scarf

>>40765711
yeah that just won’t work in summer

>>40765719
True

csm part 2 is actually so fucking bad

>>40765758
It started out so great but yeah it got exceedingly messy and worse

i feel you Julie ): same here

>>40765864
thank you for sharing my pain with me

>>40765758
waiting for october so i can make akiangel edits

>>40765910
if she's posting here and listening to bambi sleep it's a foregone conclusion

>>40764204
wow look humblebrag BDD gigapasser has something to say

>>40765924
I am not a BDD gigapasser wtf
this board used to barrage me insults and ridicule. Have the standards dropped so much? I doubt my body changed significantly

>>40765910
omg yeeesss

>>40764214
that hairline

>>40767889
what are you on

I hate my pitiful trans existence. Why can’t I ever be beautiful?

>>40765932
You are correct. Your body is not the greatest. Biggest issues are your wide back and big fat arms and hands

>>40769092
Maybe going back to the gym and doing lower body will help make them go away

>>40763648 (OP)
praise the lord

>>40763648 (OP)
True Iwnbaw even though I wish for it so bad

>>40763648 (OP)
i have lost a lot of weight recently and ive been feeling more dysphoric. i forgot how big my rib cage was, at least when it was under fat i could pretend.. idk that there was more fat or something under there. but theres no hiding it now. ive lost fat around my hips too, reminding me of how narrow they are. it's kinda laughable to think someone wouldn't clock me immediately, they probably do and are just being nice