I have never been feminine my entire life. I never lost my femininity to puberty like a lot of troons say they did, i never had a prettyboy cope I thought would last forever, I've always been tall, I've always had a lanky inverted triangle build, I've always had comically small hips, and my face has always been long. The one time i tried crossdressing and presenting fem i looked like john 50 at 17 years old. It's a joke when people say to me "why not just be a feminine man" because i couldn't even achieve that. I feel a bit ridiculous trying to transition, because of my lack of femininity and the overall "fakeness" i feel from desiring to be a masculine woman, especially since that's pretty much impossible to achieve as I'll just look like a man still. Idk i just feel pathetic getting mogged by countless cis men, not even able to achieve a parody of what i want for myself
>>40770464 (OP)
Same. Except I'm wide and barrel chested instead of lanky.
IDK what to do. I can't cope
Same. Except I'm wide and barrel chested instead of lanky.
IDK what to do. I can't cope