>>40770654 (OP)
its fucking heartbreaking to me that the 4 trannies (2 parasocial weird internet connections, 2 irl connections) that kind of opened up that door for me and gave me permission to stop repping are all fucking pedos in one way or another. Digi was one of them (never really interacted with her), there was another online creator who I talked to a bit, just not gonna name names but then she got into a bunch of weird pedo drama, and then legit my 2 irl friends who supported me through it, one of them went to fucking jail for being an actual online groomer creep and the other was my ex best friend who's in just a bunch of legal trouble, no jail yet for being a fucking irl groomer creep.
And now I'm just like a full on fucking transbian. Got a girlfriend, we're mono, same age, all entirely normal situation. And I just look back on the people who kinda erred me in this direction and I'm just like jesus fuck wat. I'm sure that's not the general demographic. I think cause I was just so lonely and so overly empathetic, I ended up being drawn to people who were just kind of a bit of a mess who were very self interested and always had a problem going on for my anxiously attached ass to solve. Weird combination vulnerable/grandiose narcissist artist (or artist adjacent) types who could be grandiose in relation to the way they apoke ahout their art, and then vulnerable in the way they spoke about themselves. I'm so wary of that these days. I think that's probably the common thread that connected those people moreso than the tranny aspect cause I was fans/friends of/with these people before they trooned for the most part. Weird. Anyway hope the offenders go to jail and I hope the non offenders go to therapy and get off the fucking internet.
