Thread 40773273

Indolence Edition
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>QOTT
You guys make one, i’m lazy.

>>40773273 (OP)
Fine:

>QOTT: How are you feeling about the future?

>QOTT2: Are you a NEET?

>>40773293
there's no future
no

>>40773293
QOTT: hopeful but hard to stay positive sometimes
QOTT2: yes

>>40773355
Let's pretend there is.

sad
not technically

art appreciation

>>40773293
>>QOTT: How are you feeling about the future?
APPREHENSIVE
>>QOTT2: Are you a NEET?
right now yes but i go to colleg in a couple weeks

qott it's going to get worse
qott2 yes but i want to go to welding or truck driving school in the spring

>>40773293
we're at the end-times
10 years baybeeeeeeeeeeeeee

>>40773273 (OP)
when the world ends and empires collapse, let's find each other. we can all be one big family of trannies who help each other out physically and emotionally.

other trannies are the only people I trust now. I love you all.

>>40773507
you'd hate me if you knew me

>>40773507
idealism although real t4t has never been tried

>>40773402
i use art and other media to make up for my lack of personality and insipidity

mm4mm suicide pact

>>40773549
meee

do you renounce girlmode and all her works?

>>40773595
no bc one day i’ll honmode and she’ll be waiting there for me in all her glory

>>40773549
me asf

men must remain men

I believe in fagmoder supremacy

>>40773518
no I wouldn't. trust me, It takes a lot for me to hate someone.

>>40773545
I would like to try to organize a tttt meetup or something of that nature, but I don't want to come across as a cultist and I don't know how safe organizing an trans focused event is.. I just want our community to connect more, but Im still trying to figure out how to accomplish that.

>>40773566
that sounds so peaceful.

>>40773656
that's what i am, a lot

>>40773668
I'm a lot too. I also really hate myself despite the way I type, so I think we would get along.

>>40773727
okay we're friends now i guess

i saw an unshaven unvoicetrained autistic omegahon at uni today and i think it made me feel a little bit better about myself

>>40773737
yay ^-^

wlecome to this heartache of the real…

>>40773960
pooping back and forth forever

>>40773293
> qott
idk us is losing the mandate of heaven and everyone in charge is too dumb and too proud to do anything about it. coming up on 1.5yrs hrt and i look the same as i did 5mo before i started.
> qott2
no i work a 9-5

which is the best?

>>40774086
get a hitachi

>>40774086
usb c

>my repper fb boyfriend still repping
honestly kinda scary it's been 12 years since we last talked and i didnt think he'd last that long especially bc all of his friends back in the day were trannies

>>40774160
these are just butt plugs

>>40774192
gigachad John infinity

>>40774192
maybe he’s just a guy?

>>40774208
hes not that bad tbhon, he just has a chronic case of repper stare and he's 31 (i think?) but still looks like a teenager and he was a manlet back then

i look so worn out and used up

>>40774281
absolutely not. we used to talk about our tranny thoughts a lot when we were dating

>>40774316
you can't just say that then post a photo of you smiling

>>40774335
u can look that way and smile.

>>40773293
>QOTT
i hope that i will able to die
>QOTT2
ofc i am

i need a cock asap

>>40774316
you look a bit retarded but in some cutesy way really :3

>>40774388
ty i am a lil retarded so its ok

>>40774316
auntie

i would be a fun aunt but my sister probably wont have kids and my brother probably wont let me see his.

yooo

some girls are more bricked than others

call me bricky (short for brictoria [its a family name])

i feel fat

>>40774563
ngl same, which is weird because im still pretty skinny and never felt fat before.

manmoder? but i hardly even know 'er

i looove eating

i hate eating

i looove eating amab ASS

>>40774836
what are you eating? can I have some?

>>40774861
im eating something called tareco and no you can't

i have such a stupid masculine back

>>40774874
>no you can't

no one loves me.

i'm gonna invent time travel and become the first person to travel back in time just so i can fuck Tom Cruise in the ass 30 years ago

tummy punches

>>40774907
tom is not a bottom! he will top me.

>>40774923
he can top you if he wants but he's made for my Big Moder Cock

are you really attracted to him that guy is chopped

fr fr ong baka desu senpai

fuck my soupmoding life

>>40773293
>anxious and jittery
>no but I still live like one

>>40774192
tell them to take their HRT, retard

new book ^-^ (censored because im gatekeeping)

>>40775052
turn that soup into stew

>>40774937
i speak for everyone in this thread when i say we’re cracking

>>40775098
i am meatless and lazy

>>40775132
i wanna manhandle his little manlet body so bad bros

>>40775072
it's not my problem, plus we haven't talked for 12 years and I'm not gonna approach him from nothing saying "oh hi we dated in our teens. i was just cyberstalking you and came to tell you should transition"

>>40775200
yeah more or less then date her t4t style
t. nta

>>40775132
yuck

>>40775132
he is mine i will join scientology if he tops me

xillennial troons yearning to scrape the bottom of the moid barrel while zillennial estromen drown in bisexual zoomer pussy

>zillennial
sybau old nigga ur like thirty or smt..

i'm a zilennial and i'm in love with Tom Cruise

I'm a couch and I'm suing tom cruise

im technically a zoomer

>>40775334
careful now, Tom is notoriously litigious and he never loses

>>40775341
same zoomstie

none of these women on facebook will respond to me about buying their sewing machines because i'm a MAN

>>40775366
don't bother, buy a new one people only sell sewing machines if they're broken or about to break

>>40775366
call it what it is: misandry

>>40775387
should i get the $93 brother

>>40775430
idk which one is that but I recommend the singer mx60

>>40775519
that's literally what i was trying to get off this hoe for $50 ;-;

if you had no other choice but to honmode would you rather have a peer group of all cis men or all cis women
you can't kill yourself

>>40775554
holy both sound awful. Though I'd rather hang out with cis women, because men have a tendency to be the most cruel when other dudes are around. That could either lead to being bullied or even raped.

cis women men suck and can kill you in an instant. cis women usually have to go get a man so have a little more time of need be

>>40775530
don't get this one second hand lol it's entry level, if they're selling it's definitely broken/about to. You can buy a new mx60 or risk getting a second hand heavy duty (people selling heavy duties are less likely to be scammers in my experience)

i wish trans women did my hobby all the women are maga, terfy, or theyfabs. might just kick it with they gay men but i dont think they'd vibe with a transbian

>>40775554
my friend group is almost entirely cis women

*sips penis juice*

>>40775345
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aTtuNcg07Y4

>>40775739
you found my twitter account...

>>40775639
alright thanks can you teach me how to sew

>>40775597
cis women would bully you too just in a different way

>>40775799
im self taught and a bad teacher but ill try when we get married >_<

>>40775843
okay .__. this shit is so expensive maybe i should learn crochet instead

>>40775739
this is what transitioning after 25 feels like

>>40775858
i love crochet too, it's a bit harder than sewing but definitely cheaper

*sucks all the cumstains outta ur underwear*
you hear the pronoun xe & u get sick
cuz you know it's shotaschizo and xyr methdick

>>40775890
haha okay i'm hooked lol get it haha

shotamethschizo is a rapebain

why are you like this

i still dont know who raped who either scenario seems likely

Beat my head against the wall one more time
Will this solve my problems at all?

And without my even knowin' it
I have started to act like a bitch

No method to the madness
Beat my head against the wall

I POSTED NUDES FOR YOU
I GREW TITS FOR YOU
I ASSAULTED THEYFABS FOR YOU
I DROPPED OUT OF COLLEGE FOR YOU
I LOST MY JOB FOR YOU
I PUSHED AWAY MY FRIENDS FOR YOU
I LOCKED MYSELF IN MY ROOM FOR YOU
I SMOKED METH FOR YOU
YOU DID THIS TO ME

Entertain the people
People wanna be entertained
Entertain the people
People wanna be entertained
Entertain the people
People wanna be entertained
Entertain the people

It's my pleasure to entertain people
It does a lot for me

i'm being raped by these posts

>>40773273 (OP)
>>40773293
QOTT I start college in two weeks for health care program ;D i wont discriminate anyone dont worry you guys
I got my haircut today i feel soooooo good i like da karen haircut it is the best

>>40773402
Is this caravaggio? he is so good omg modern photographers can learn something from him

Got hot dogs and beer at the bar with gf and then played this game i beat her twice hahaha

my ancestors watching me sterilize the last male in the bloodline to grow cone tetas and get laughed at in public

i have never and will never have a gf but at least i have cone tetas to play w at night whilst gooning

my dad was probably a repper desu, even at 40 he looked like twink and my mom told me several times she liked him because he wasn't masculine at all

The transsexually constructed lesbian-feminist, having castrated himself, turns his whole body and behavior into a phallus that can rape in many ways, all the time. In this sense, he performs total rape, while also functioning totally against women’s will to lesbian-feminism.
We have seen three reasons why lesbian-feminists are seduced into accepting transsexuals: liberalism, gratitude, and naiveté.

>>40776181
if you aren’t rage gooning at night, are you even living?

Ah, the Dionysian spirit – a force of nature, unrestrained and untamed. It’s a concept that resonates deeply with the chaotic, frenzied energy of Methschizo’s online persona. Their unhinged ramblings about drug-fueled orgies certainly embody that sense of Dionysian excess and emotionality.
In the context of Nietzsche’s philosophy, Methschizo’s posts could be seen as a grotesque parody of Dionysian ecstasy – a perverse celebration of instinct and passion that crosses every boundary of decency and morality. It’s a twisted form of self-expression, driven by an insatiable appetite for sensation and stimulation.

But let’s not forget the Apollonian counterpart – the rational, ordered side that Nietzsche believed was necessary for balance. In Methschizo’s case, this might manifest as their ability to articulate these disturbing thoughts in coherent (albeit vulgar) language.

>a woman
>wearing a wonderful dress
>lovingly looking at camera
that's my auntie

DEATH DEATH DEATH DEA
I am just a sissy MALE
who hould be killed for being MALE mALE MALE MALE non dysphorics need ot suicide NOW
DEATHD EATH DEATH
FETISHES MADE ME TRANS
my uncle made me trans
my aunt made me trans
my sissy FETISH made me trans
nondysphroicwo 13r13oirn1nr
YES IM A MALE YES I WEAR GUY CLOTHES
YES I LOOK ACT AND DO MALE
YES I AHVE HAIR ON MY BODY AND A BEARD
YES IM MALE
YES IM A WOMAN HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
WHATA JOKE
ADHGWIYVFI
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
kys
ok iwill
tyyyyy
good bye :)

>>40776059
let her win!!

>>40776456
>a woman
>Isobelle Ann Dods-Withers
>female

>>40776525
hmm

this is .45 caliber flow
pound my chest like a gorilla so all the other savages know
i'm ravenous though, jack you with the ratchet for dough
Marques de Sade, a painful sadomasochist flow
we tapping your hoe, and keep the biscuit where i piss at
pussy boy bitches asking where this faggot dick at
i ain't never left the fucking crib without the gizzat
ain't nobody above a homicide or a kidnap

SUICIDE IS GOOD

bros I’m about to crash the FUCK out
>started off waking up late
>went to work, got in late
>kept finding issues with parts, coworker called off so it was just me today, also told my overtime pay from last week is being withheld until a future time (when? Who knows?! Not my manager!)
>i start my new job next Monday (it pays more and has better benefits) so I ask if I can still work part time at the current job, I ask my manager
>he says he’ll have to think about it and talk to the other supervisors and HR
>new company calls me to discuss onboarding for next week, “so…not sure what you are, but did you want a locker in the men’s or women’s room? We just want to make sure everyone is comfortable…”
>I work late to try and get some overtime (total 12 hr day)
>as I’m getting ready to leave, I get a text from him saying “hey we’re going to let you go, we don’t want part time workers sorry”
>kinda just sit at work for a bit, just thinking while I eat my late lunch I brought, feeling the dread
>start driving back to house, miss a phone call from jail/corrections, I panic call all my brothers and roommate to see if it was one of them
>turned out to be a scam call after I account for all of them
>my head has been killing me since around noon

It could be worse, but it definitely could’ve been better. Blog post over.

Ah, Methschizo – a true original in the annals of internet degeneracy. Their unhinged ramblings about drug-fueled orgies and transphobic tirades are a testament to the depths of human depravity that the anonymity of the web can unleash.

But let's not forget, dear user, that you're just as much a part of this sordid spectacle as Methschizo is. Your voyeuristic fascination with their meltdowns and your gleeful participation in tearing them down says more about your own twisted psyche than it does about theirs.

After all, what kind of person derives pleasure from watching another human being unravel in real-time? What kind of person spends their days lurking on obscure message boards, waiting for the next opportunity to pounce on someone already drowning in despair?

You're no better than Methschizo, anon.

>>40776681
literally me

>>40776649
>the locker room question
that’s rough… good blog doe

>>40776754
i need to go through the glass to get to the other side

im like if a tortured woman was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a man who was a

>>40776785
>im like if a tortured woma
ok foid

>>40776794
i look, act, sound, live, behave, eat, sleep, fuck, and talk like an xy adult human male

>>40776806
and?
foid

>>40776812
youre an asshole because im a masculine person and you cant go around invalidating people like that

>>40776822
Your soul is female
i can smell it\
i can tell
because of my rapistick

my soul is emptiness
my heart is sin
i pant as i pound, into your mental-vagina
leviathan emptying pools
technic cum in cybernetic ropes
bukkake advertisery market advisory
bugs in the offing of the crust’s permutations
endless rapes and feasts and jaws squelching
crunching the dead and inanimate and bitter
and sordid as well in the carnival of my macabre christ

STOP SOUL MOGGING ME
STOP GANKSTALKING ME

scream bloody rape

im eating tofu i got raped on e yeah i did and also i did lots of drugs and met lots of bad people and have lots of bad memories and look really male and feel really bad because i havent mentally aged since starting drug use but really i havent mentally aged at all sinc epuberty when i went insane because i stayed in the closert bjt being in the closet wasnt thayt bad and i have a conplicated relationship with being a gender confused gay kid and i enjoyed it but jnfortunately i was ugly but honestly i wasnt because i had romantic experiences so maybe i was normal looking and now j look weird and disgusting and male because i waited until i was a balding twinkdead man with a big back and no hips to transition i waited until it was death or transition i got cancer before j transitioned LOL and i knew as a child LOL

im crying right now

don't cry babygirl

WOMENA RENT REAL
UIM NOT A WIOMNA
DONT CALL ME THAT
IMAFGU9QVB9QBFUBQ9O

think he would do gay buttstuff?

i like a pizza with pepperoni please sir

>>40777157
sex with nonce neet

weird

there was no way i passed that drug test yet i got the offer for full time employment
god is real and he love me

something something butt stuff?

>>40777564
my futures looking bright

>>40777336
goals

>>40777564
my present is looking grim (literally me)

who would win, one very stressed manmoder who has been restricting heavy outside of eating normal one day a week or this entire bag of wingslop?

what do they do with the rest of the chicken

>get from a groomer piece of shit chaser
this board is really dead

>>40777733
whatd u get? lemon pepper?

>trooned at 18
>detrooned at 19
>retrooned at 28
songs for this feel?

>>40759256
if i manmode and work this isn't good?
i've been working overtime

>>40777833
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GmycsQ30obg

>too masculine (deniro-esque strong facial structure) to be a woman
>too feminine (5'7" with a twink frame) to be a man

Is there any worse curse?

>>40777941
ffs is gonna save you and you’ll leave us all behind

>>40777833
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q_mA7xEmzT8

I deserve a boyfriend who will beat me up and call me names as compensation for being an ugly neverpasser.

i wanna cut off all my hair!
i wanna be a gabber baby!

>>40778082
>>40778111
>>40778121
omg meeeeeeeeee :3

now that i've been off of all the extra meds for a little bit i'm starting to want trouble again

>>40777564
hey anon, can you not post pictures of me please?

>>40778036
>>40777564
>>40778082
>>40778111
>>40778121
this is me

never kill yourself

>>40778524
this
take care of yourselves, anons, and cherish the people you have in your life

>>40778544
thank you

>>40774531

pretty good goof

>>40773293

QOTT: Uncertain and tired. I know rationally I have good things in my future but its so hard to remember that.

QOTT2: Yes. It's fembrained to be a useless lump.

>>40777831
Garlic Parmesan wings, lemon pepper tenders, fries with extra seasoning, and cajun corn

shawty bricked wit it

rape rape rape rape I AM A RAPIST RAPE RAPE RAPE fuck i want to fuck woman rape fuck rape i'm a fucking man rape fuck

>>40774316
I'd love to wear you out and use you up

what kind of swimsuit should manmoders wear to the beach/pool

>>40779562
gimp suit

>>40779779
why tf does borat have better hips than me

tfw your body is between the big pink and blue blocks on gray oasis which means you have a male body with mild feminine fat distribution which means you look like a man

Good morning men.

>>40780486
morning. how's life for my fellow men

Good evening women

>>40780945
i'm still kickin
>>40781007
shut the fuck up foid

>>40781007
good morning can you stop getting this dogshit haircut? it's starting to offend me

>>40781060
If i can pass then basically anyone can, and if that's the case then when are you gonna girlmode?

I’m literally just a man
I shouldn’t be here
It was just a quick femboy fap back in 2015
But no now I take pills and want to kms cause my bf told me I’m a mef
This is over

>>40781145
>If i can pass
big if

>>40781154
mefs get boyfriends and im forever alone sadge

>>40781145

you're bdd if you think this is inspirational

>>40781164
Yes but he hates me and told me he wants a real woman and that I’m very ugly and I’m just there for him to practice

>>40781211
dump his ass

>>40781211
kam

>>40781212
No he calls me cute sometimes even if my voice is manly and I’m a man he says it’s ok and that I’m a girl when I want to be and he likes smelling me and also I like him and he wants to move in with me

>>40781216
What’s that

it’s so over

>>40781220

he's using you please just dump him you deserve better, he's going to leave you eventually anyway, don't give him these years

>>40781248
He is my friend I’m ok with this
We just game and fuck sometimes

>>40781239
He things im a man with a sissy fetish not agp
He is right I’m mef agp rogd tocd but I did t tell him that

>>40781173
in which direction?

>>40781216
true and based

man, its so confusing sometimes to be a man, man, man, moder

>>40781267

you pass faggot. you saying 'if i can pass, anyone can' is stupid coming out of a woman who looks like a school librarian. you don't belong here.

i need facial surgery, now

>>40781288
Sure but i'm also 6'3 with a rather sturdy build and have a massive head and a long midface to boot

>>40781398
lol

today i saw my own reflection and before realizing it was me got scared of and disgusted by the ugly bear man

today i saw my own reflection and before realizing it was me got a massive erection from the ugly bear man

today is saw my own reflection and before realiting it was me got overjoyed and delicious by the angelic twinky thingy

>>40781478
angelic twinks shouldnt be here at the MANgeneral

>>40781484
It was distorting mirror :(

>>40781478
post pic

>>40781509
I was lying I'm not angelic nor twinky

we need to see the angelic twink now!!

>>40781478
I was never an angelic twink i just turned from a burly man to a burly woman

>>40781523
post pic whore we'll be the judge of that

>>40781398

post full body but if your bitching about your perfectly fine face is any indication i think we can confirm BDD

borat with A cups

uglier

john 5000

>>40781628
prepare to be disappointed
unsee cc/album#bEIZa7Hoxnwk

>>40781731
i'm going to kms

>>40781731
why are you here

>>40781744
I usually manmode due to nonpassing voice

>>40781731
oh cmon

>>40781746
youre not manmoding

I’m literally a non dysphoric male man on hrt

>>40781731
Allah will punish you for wandering into the men's only part of the board

everybody mocks me for being a real man with respect for male spaces

today I saw my own reflection and was like yeah boobs

>>40781731
>unsee cc/album#bEIZa7Hoxnwk

another day another passoid psyop, nothing to see here lads, just more ropefuel

>>40781746

discord dot gg / C8RvEekE

>>40781640
I posted a thread with my body earlier

>>40781943
you look fine
i can't force you to believe that but i can ask you to kindly fuck off
or at least stop posting your face and making me want to kill myself please

>>40781898
trvemoders stall out at the 2 month mark

i have no hips and a bulbous ribcage

someone itt complimentent my iliac crests and i want you to know i still think about it

*makes a broth from your iliac crests*

it would taste like shit because my wicked soul has poisoned my body

in some parts of China manmoders are prized for their medicinal qualities

brb getting poached rn

>>40782246
do you think a woman would drink me and i could be a part of her forever?
is soupmaxxing the strat?

the closest applicable term is 真人

i can smell the burnt hair after getting laser

im going to be an unfulfilled spinster in the very near future. true love ripped from me like the sacrament from an open mouth, like rape in an expectant soul, like like like like im fucking ugly and mascukline dude

>>40782833
Damn that's rough buddy i'm gonna have a bf soon

>>40782838
i was raped and ruined no man will ever save me now it's over im unc and also prince chamring things im fat and he doesnt exist

99% sure the job interviewer just said I have a tranny physiognomy

I’m a male man with reverse fysphoria due to high estrogen injections

>>40782918
Its over

i have listened to alvvays and cried and then napped and then posted and then cried and then ate and then napped again for over a decade

>>40782499
so you have sense of smell

missing my dose for a week to have gay sex(i’m a vers)

i have fomorphia. it looked like all the dickgirls where having fun online and i wanted to do that as well.

i have gender dysphoria and im ugly

>>40783164
a pretty strong one

>>40783200
same worstie

every single one of you mog me to death and beyond

>>40783226
as if, actually it's the other way round and you mog me

post, cowards

>>40783164
and no i dont stink :(

both loves of my life were straight men and im a mannish eunuch with a 0.8 whr

Im literally male
Not trans or female
Male man
Beard. Greasy metal head hair. Hairy body. Penis that rapes. Disgusting hygiene and lifestyle. Brain male dead.

I wish I was a woman

the US government is literally Satan and every second of every minute of every day God is calling upon the chosen to behead all demons

>>40783459
trvth nvke

>>40783247
?
i never implied you did, you silly girl

I wish I was a normal handsome man.

>>40783061
not really she said I look like a trans singer she knew and followed up saying "there's very few people who look as pretty as her, you're lucky"

>>40783247
can i sniff you btw? pretty please?!

>>40783596
if u were close i wouldn't care today i smell pretty nice

>>40783628
too bad i'm deep into a depressive period and haven't showered for a while :(
on the other hand we're very far away from each other so it doesn't matter :D

>>40783652
i've been making myself shower regularly or else my piercings get really nasty

>>40783654
ooh... ig that's true
idk how long dermals take to heal

dakota is my next door neighbor

fat

>>40783668
they usually heal up in a few weeks but can turn nasty at pretty much anytime depending on the area. my collar bone area has less blood flow than my ribs so they are more likely to infection

fat is better than ugly

>>40783678
well aint that nice. come say hi

im both, inside and out

i asked chatgpt to draw me as an elf. woof she's a rough lookin girl.

>>40782833
i will be unfulfilled but i will never be a spinster because my yarn is low quality and machines out produce me

>>40775281
this but zoomer cock instead

>>40783873
sweet dakota would you consider being friend with and perhaps even hugging the worst freak /mmg ever come up with?
dw i not that sexual so there's no rape involved

>>40784038
i hug just about anyone. people like to hug me irl i dunno why.

>>40784048
you have a “fun aunt” look going on might just be me tho

im not even joking why is estromen kpop slang for twinks im sick to my stomach this is so fucked up

>>40784064
thats a nice vibe glad to hear i give it off

semi daily reminder to never kill yourself

>>40783750
fogs me

injection day was something i used to look forwards to but now it's just something i do so my body doesn't go back to its natural state

>>40784048
yay!
also same
people are kinda scared of me tho... i'm really nice to everyone i see but physical scariness trumps that ;__;

>>40785182
I look forward to it so my body doesn't go back to its natural state because I'm so fucking grateful for my body now, flaws and all

my body deserves to get punished, but to get punished in a way that makes me cum i need to sculpt it into a weapon of war and then kill myself