Thread 40774993

i don't really get mtfs who detransition unless they're like actual turbohons because my honest opinion is that being a sorta clocky "twinkhon" or whatever really isn't that bad. i'm a lateshit who's been on HRT over five years and it's pretty clear at this point that i'll never ascend to passoid status, but i'm still feminine or whatever and life is honestly fine and MUCH better than when i was just a moid. people are nice, i have good friends and i don't have much trouble socialising. sure people don't always get what my deal is but they're never disrespectful, people don't seem to have trouble gendering me female but i can tell they don't conceive of me as a regular woman. i'm just seen as being in a category of my own and that's fine, people respect and even like me. every now and again i have a slightly off interaction but people are just fucking weird sometimes. i think a lot of you guys just suffer from a lack of charisma, it's what came to mind when that one former trip who detrooned said she couldn't form connections as a trans woman, if you're likeable as a person it's really not hard.

>>40774993 (OP)
please dont cry glegle i have to rep

>>40774993 (OP)
What would the world be without twinkhons.

>>40774993 (OP)
I detrooned due to my massive skull and 32in ub. Plus I just wanted to be normal again, its better this way

>>40774993 (OP)
They are retards lol
Some rando calls them faketrans and they believe it. I bet I'm responsibile for a few detrooners myself, just by virtue of shitposting.

Trve but you're likely a geoluckshit

>>40774993 (OP)
> if you're likeable as a person it's really not hard
what if im kinda fundamentally unlikeable. not gonna detroon because i hate t tho.

>>40775039
I was faketrans tho, like actually

>>40775048
i live in ex-commie europe so not particularly no.
>>40775024
32 inches isn't even that bad unless you're a dwarf lol but fair enough be normal ig.

>>40774993 (OP)
i mean how do you accept this now that you can look around and see what is actually possible
what you missed out on
being a twinkhon is just being a feminine gay male which i dont want and didnt need transition to become

some people are just incredibly unlucky and doomed and everyone has to just accept that and move on
its always been that way

>>40774993 (OP)
Do you live on the west coast or in New York? Because if you live in the Southeast, Texas, or a flyover state, the people are going to be far meaner to you for not passing.

>>40775176
>i mean how do you accept this now that you can look around and see what is actually possible
i simply try not to lol it's not that hard. i know people who transitioned as teenagers, they're not always happy people either.
>being a twinkhon is just being a feminine gay male which i dont want and didnt need transition to become
disagree. i'm on the radar of straight men now which i wasn't pretrans, that's a huge difference. i don't think twinkhons are quite women but we're not gay men either, we're something different.
>>40775224
dude i've already said i'm in eastern europe lol my country makes the southern US look like a liberal paradise (and yes i've been).

>>40774993 (OP)
i'm happy for you OP it sounds like you have a good mindset about your circumstances and you're happy with your transition. i don't have anything to add i just subscribe to the "clocky is cute" school of thought and i like hearing stories about this.

im very sensitive to aesthetics and honestly looking like a moid with boobs, even an attractive one is quite upsetting

>>40774993 (OP)
The big three reasons for detrans:
1. Lack of access to HRT/GAC support
2. Social pressure/fear of persecution
3. They're actually non-binary

4. They're tired of looking like a man-lady.

>>40775103
Geoluckshit if EU

>>40776060
It's better to be an ugly woman than a useless half-man.
You can't change your gender.

>>40774993 (OP)
how do you accept being seen as a weird third thing? i have been lying to myself to convince myself im stealth to dull the pain but when im in a social situation and treated as obviously not a woman i feel so shitty i can barely do anything other than retreat and sulk. i barely go out anymore because im so scared of being clocked, and i moved so i don't have irl friends anymore. my life would probably actually be good if i was fine being seen as a tranny

>>40776083
Being a hon is living as a useless half-man.

>>40775103
32in is massive at any height if ur thin. remember the average cis woman is fat asf

>>40776425
32 isn't that bad, i have passed to people irl with 34 in underbust at 5'9

>>40777307
ur either fat or delusional

>>40775077
>actually faketrans
how did dysphoria start for you? but more importantly how did it go away??

>>40777362
im fat, bust measurement at 1 month hrt before i was fat was 31 and my underbust should be about the same naturally

>>40776425
you're retarded but you are right that if you have a 32 inch underbust you're probably not going to look good being skinny. inferring any cis woman with that size underbust is fat is ridiculous though. i know girls who wear a 36 band and they're not fat, they're fit and full-figured, they tend to also have thick legs and be relatively busty. most people's issue isn't their underbust, it's lacking curves. yeah if you want to be a waifish runway model having a 32 inch ribcage is tough shit but it won't stop you from looking like a woman.
>>40776062
holy retard. i could literally be in rural romania or something and be a geoluckshit by that logic.
>>40776086
it does suck, i know what you mean. you have to consider how much worse it was when people still actually treated you like a man for starters, and presuming that people aren't actually actively mean to you is it really a big deal? hypersensitivity will blow the significance of it out of proportion in your own mind but it doesn't matter that much really as long as you're safe and allowed to be yourself. i can't really do that work for you though anon, it needs to come from within you.

>>40775024
32in isn't that big
how tall are you?

>>40775024
>>40775970
>>40776060
this p much.

>>40775249
Men into you are obviously not straight, no matter how they identify :( delulu

>>40774993 (OP)
I detrooned because i'm convinced i'd never pass, my family would see me as a freak (they're still trans friendly but STILL) and it would ruin my entire social life

Furthermore i grow tits very easily but also facial hair and chest hair and total epilation is crazy expensive

Also i look handsome enough as a boy while i'd be disgusting as hell if i kept trooning out

My advice is to always try transitioning you can always stop when you think its not worth it anymore

>>40779699
good advice.

quick question here: how did it feel for you when testosterone started kicking back in?

>>40775077
it doesn't fucking matter, nothing matters, do what makes you happy don't be a cuck

>>40774993 (OP)
Sure......

>>40780019
Failures of the great trans experiment.
Gen X/Millennials and some of older Gen Z were used as lab rats to create perfected eunuchs for future generations to sacrifice to elites like they did daughters in the past. Humanity has had this information about transition and hormones for over 100 years, but never has it reached a point where working class humans would ever consider subjugating their own child to these treatments. Now, the dam has broken and society with it, so parents are willing to castrate their kids and parade their HRT brain-damaged sons around rich bankers and defense contractors while dressed as girls.

It's demonic.

>>40778885
Is 30 in underbust at 5’8” 130 lbs bad??

>>40774993 (OP)
Well your opinion is shit. Nobody actually thinks of you are a woman. Everyone can tell you are a tranny and they talk badly about you behind your back. Like I wish it was different but real life is not kind to trans people. Nobody likes you

>>40781733
no you'll be fine

>>40780019
green jacket in the top left corner doesnt deserve to be in this collage

>>40781733
measurements twin, i would prefer it a little smaller but desu it’s workable

>>40781733
That's ok mine is 29 when I'm skinny 31 when I'm not and I'm 5'9 it could be a ton worse desu

>>40781923
least disconnected from reality tranny

>>40775008
Awwww