Thread 40775246

your boyfriend is your lord on earth

>>40775246 (OP)
I dont have one tho

>>40775246 (OP)
i will never have a boyfriend, sadly

>>40775246 (OP)
That's a pretty sick way to think

What do you expect from a good boyfriend in the long run?

>>40775291
optimal long run boyfriend is someone who hasn't left me, and someone who still likes to spend time with me

>>40775303
Spend time doing what?

>>40775303
What's their money look like? What's their height look like? What do their feet look like?

>>40775276
what's sick about it? i find it romantic

>>40775291
keeping me safe and helping me get my needs met so i can grow as a person
spending time with me doing enjoyable activities
loving me in a compatable way

>>40775316
thats a very broad question, anything we mutually enjoy or even just being bored together
>>40775328
money and height have nothing to do with it but if they can have hairless feet that'd be nice

>>40775357
Owning your partner or being owned by him.

>>40775388
Being owned is a nice feeling though.

>>40775410
No, it's not.

>>40775246 (OP)
My boyfriend is kinda a loser but he brings me so much joy. Mentally I think he might be a lost cause but I’m fixing him here there. Social media slop etc,
He’s very enjoyable to live with.

>>40775388
it's about submission to someone one can't but help submit to
it shouldn't be taken literally and perverted into abuse

>>40775510
Submission is gross

>>40775420
Don’t knock it till you try it.

>>40775420
>not wanting your hearts to belong to eachother
breh just go hookup with someone if you dont care about romance

>>40775516
it's sweet and intoxicatingly wonderful

>>40775246 (OP)
my boyfriend is really lovely. chaser-adjacent straight guy. he’s a lanky average-looking nerd trying to figure his life out, but to me he’s the brightest light in my stupid tranny life. he is gentle and patient with me, protective and wants to keep me safe, silly and cuddly, happy to listen but also to call me on my bullshit. i always tell him i love his height and i think he’s handsome and i think he’s smart. he doesn’t believe me but i can tell it makes him feel good.

>>40775601
tell us the story of how you two met eachother! go autistically in detail if you're okay with it!

i like him a lot but nobody owns me

>>40775609
i met him while playing warhammer (i tabled him) and we traded discs. he was struggling to get a job at the time and i offered to hang out with him while he sent in applications bc his ADHD makes it hard to do alone. we kept talking and started to flirt, i disclosed being trans and it didn’t bother him, we ended up hooking up a few times, and he started calling me his gf a couple weeks ago. he has a job now, we still play games together, and he had a rly nice cock. im rly lucky and i love him.

>>40775510
based!!!

>>40775803
i am a fool and a total embarrasment yet he loves me
i'm blessed

>>40775246 (OP)
he is...

>>40775989
That what I am trying to warn you about.

>>40776058
cute :3

>>40776071
warn me about what? i don't understand

>>40775505
Why is he a loser..?

>>40775246 (OP)
how do I find a chaser bf who will let me treat him like this

>>40775246 (OP)
How do y'all find boyfriends?

>>40775601
>>40775672
aww

>>40775246 (OP)
I wish I was a trans woman's boyfriend again

>>40775601
>>40775672
I am going to fucking kill myself

>>40775246 (OP)
this pic made my stomach feel weird....

>>40775246 (OP)
i'm happy to be my bf's property and that i get to serve him :>

>>40778557
good girl

>>40775672
was it just a LGS i wish i could meet trannoids playing warhammer i started just to try friends basically
whaf army do you play i like flesh eater courts

that feel when no boyfriend

>>40775276
>>40775388
>>40775420
>>40775516
Eh you just don't get it. My bf (bottom) is very submissive and I feel like he's mine and I own him. This is not an abuse thing tho it's not negative. It's very comfortable. It makes him feel loved and cared for and it makes me feel really good in a way I can't fully articulate

In practical terms he could leave me if he wanted to, and if I felt like I was making him unhappy I would check in with him and adjust the behavior. It's a good dynamic. It creates a sense of stability and security and he knows exactly where he stands and exactly what I want from him

>>40775246 (OP)
please where can i find this relationship i want to pray to him and love him and exist purely for him. i want to be nothing and have him be everything and just be totally content knowing i have a perfect purpose on this earth

>>40781240
and i mean that literally. i actually want to get on my knees and pray. we don't even have to have sex. would actually be preferable if we didn't have sex. i just serve and do everything for him and he looks at me with cold indifference

>>40781257
maybe he inspects me while i'm naked though to make sure i'm still a good enough servant for him. like he can't have someone ugly or unarousing to be his servant. also maybe when he jerks off i sit by him with my mouth open and he uses my drool as lube and maybe cums on my face if he wants. we're not allowed to have actual sex though. not allowed.

>>40781257
>he looks at me with cold indifference
This just sounds really boring

>>40781321
okay well he can do other stuff if he wants idk i'm dumb

>>40781240
>>40781257
>>40781271
wow... that's really arousing. how would you pray to him? with him next to you so he can hear you or not?

>>40781335
whatever he wants! but i'd like to do it in front of him so he knows that i'm devoted and that i only have room for him in my heart. i want him to know just how much i belong to him

>>40781229
im so lonely sob

>>40781346
if you get a bf like that you should prostrate to him while he lays his foot on your head and tell him how you give your body, mind and soul to him while crying with joy

>>40781379
please please please please please pleasep leaseplease please please please please please i would do anything for that i would do anything i would literally do anything to belong to someone so fully like that to know that i exist just for Him and to be safe and happy knowing that i love him. nothing can hurt me as long as my love for him is true <3

>>40781390
this entire concept is extremely arousing. i'm actually going to go jerk off now thinking about it. thank you.

>>40781413
um thakn you i'm glad i could help can you tell me about what you like about it? and if you're a man?

>>40781390
that's really cute and sweet :3 do you think you'd like it if He lied on top of you, feeling His warmth and weight on you, making you a little sweaty and your breathing ragged (you're both clothed) while whispering in your ear in a calm and confident voice how you're an inferior creature who'll always be below Him?

>>40775246 (OP)
ya if had one i'd basically serve him like a slave.

>>40781430
my ex girlfriend used to say she thought of me like a god. and i'm very into owning a person, like a piece of property or an obedient pet.

>>40781443
i'd feel really weird about it because my dad used to do that to me when i was a kid so i don't know if i would dislike it or if it would drive even deeper that i'm literally His and i don't exist at all and He's known since the beginning that i'm His. either way i wouldn't say no or do anything He didn't want me to because that's not allowed i'm not a person lol

>>40781466
that's amazing wow i would love to be a piece of property lol, i don't think i could be a pet because pets generally get love or people think well of them i'm really just more like a tool, like a crude instrument to be used to whatever end the man who has me wants. i'm not worthy of anything more than that

>>40781477
i love how well you know your place. i hope you get to be of use to someone.

>>40781467
remember that He's the only one you should think about, it should be driven deep into your soul

>>40781477
wouldn't it be better to feel His love inside you as well? you said you want to be safe and happy
a good man loves and takes care of his servant

>>40781554
hhahaha thakn you i do too thinking about this stuff is so triggerign for me in the best way my hands are shaking and my heart is beating really fast and my vision is sort of going in and out of focus and i jsut want to be this way forever with a guy who knows i'm nothing just so i can know forever i'm nothing and i never pretend i'm anything other than that again. i'm just property i'm just proprety

>>40781565
>loves and takes care of his servant
that's not what matters. what matters is that if he wants sex, he should take it. it's his will.

>>40781565
i'm scared of having sex. especially with a man it really scares me. id' do it of course because i can't say no i'm not allowed ot say no but i think i'm best as a servant without that. but i would never say no i'm always good and i always do what i'm told to. i feel safest and happiest knowing i'm doing a good job i don't need to be touched or had i just need to know that i'm being obedient and i'm not good enough to be touched

>>40781582
this htis this 100% too. like my opinoin doesn't matter at all i basically don't have one. i don't have any feelings that should ever be considered either. i'm jsut supposed to be there as a good tool and be available and ready for whatever is needed

>>40781583
i'm not talking about sex
you can feel his love inside you without him needing to touch you at all
he loves that you're a convenient and reliable tool for him to use, the feeling rushing through your body from that is his love

>>40779165
it was an LGS. if you live in a lib city there’s bound to be at least one store where the local trannies congregate, there’s a handful at mine.

>flesh eater courts
extremely cool, i rly like FEC’s aesthetics.
i play imperial guard! i am also trying to get into cities of sigmar but most of my local scene is 40k.

>>40781625
yeahhhhhhhhhhhhh ok that's right yes i knwo love is this feeling i'm feelign rihgt now, that sort of scared anxious energetic feeling where you sort of want to burrow int your own head and you want to get dissected or beat up or something =

>>40781630
oh anon since you're still here who confessed first, tell us that story too!

>>40781641
does it feel nice in a way? the feeling from submission that i get feels like my nerves are being overwhelmed by the fear of what's about to happen next and i get light headed and warm all over

>>40781645
it was kind of a mutual confession i guess i definitely pursued him but when he realized what was going on, he was really pleasantly surprised. i think he didn’t want to be a creep or he would’ve said something sooner. he said “i love you” first though.

>>40781690
yes, it does! but it also makes me nonfunctional lol. i can't feel any happiness or joy or really feeling i'm just sort of 25% in the real world. i'm a perfect tool

>>40781951
good girl

>>40775520
>romance is when ownership

>>40782025
gonna beat you up kid

no gods no masters

>>40782248
one god, one master <3

>>40782268
your 'master' is a slave for rich billionaires if he even exists at that

>>40782286
nta but even if he is who cares. i live just for him. the greater world doesn't matter

>>40782304
he will care about his masters more than you

>>40782286
all the more reason to need a servant to let out your anger on

>>40782312
and? who cares

No man is a master to me.
I'm happy to be submissive intimately tho but otherwise I am self sufficent and independent

>>40782315
as long as you understand your true place, lol

>>40782318
If you were a true servant you might want better for your master than to allow him to be a slave, but this is just a gooner fantasy for you.

>>40782354
it's not that deep man

>>40782286
i agree, capitalism is horrible and needs to be abolished
i will still have fun with my boyfriend

>>40782354
liberation for the working class is needed