Thread 40775313

My body makes me so incredibly sad and I don’t know what to do about it. I'll try anything that isn’t surgery

>>40775313 (OP)
Surgery NOW

>>40775313 (OP)
Where the fuck are your hips

>>40775399
yes exactly

>>40775416
Eat some food you have no fat where youre supposed to have a bunch as a woman

>>40775426
my BMI is 23.8 it’s not like I am skinny

>>40775434
You're a fucking twig EAT you need hips to pass!

>>40775442
>eat
>is already above average bmi
are you stupid

>>40775313 (OP)
Dysmorphia. You look normal. Unless ftm, then ngmi.

>>40775313 (OP)
Your body slips fine. It's not a curve goddess bod but it's fine.
Even though you're hiding your face though we all know who you are and you still need ffs for your blockhead.
But stop worrying about your body at least

>>40775313 (OP)
I literally jerk off to you and have all kinds of fantasies about you

>>40775455
yes that's my point. Won’t I become overweight?
>>40775462
Here's another picture in case the OP isn't honest enough. Does that still look normal to you?

>>40775313 (OP)
Get skinny then get fat
Your 2 biggest problems imo are arms and shoulders. Arms you can slim down by losing weight, shoulders need clavicle reduction to make smaller. Stop sulking and fucking do something about it
You pass btw

>>40775496
I am scared of the phase where I become more boney during weight loss. I want my arms to be smaller but I don’t want a flat chest again

>>40775465
I don’t want to be a curve goddess, but just a little more. Just enough to look like a woman and not obviously male. I don’t know, I haven’t cried like this for months and I'm posting here again which is awful idk

>>40775515
When you gain weight again it will go less to your arms and more to your hips and thighs. Breasts will probably change very little losing or gaining unless you gain a substantial amount. Honestly if you want big boobs just get BA. youd also lose some visceral fat around your torso but i wouldnt expect much. You can try pio to help with that but its modest in its effects. Theres nothing wrong with surgery, you wont get very far without it. Just recognize you already pass and youre doing this out of vanity because you want to be more feminine, not because you need it to be perceived as a woman. Theres nothing wrong with that, and the more you own it the further youll go

>>40775313 (OP)
You look fine
>>40775483
Very feminine stance

>>40775553
You just have dysmorphia and should see a therapist about it
You do not look male to anyone but you. Its hard to change that but you can learn to understand and accept that so it doesnt upset you like this. I think you need more positive reinforcement in your irl environment. Why are you so afraid of being perceived as male?

>>40775595
Thank you. I might go to the gym again and I love running on the treadmill. Losing weight shouldn’t be hard outside of saying no to yummy food. I should probably wait with this until after my exams are over though, diets and exams are a combo for anxiety and binge eating. I really hope my arms lose size and my hips gain fat

>>40775633
Why am I scared of being perceived as male? Are you not trans yourself? It’s a source of shame and ridicule and worst case - violence and death. Getting clocked is shameful at best and dangerous for your wellbeing at worst.
But I want these changes for myself mostly: I just can’t stand seeing my male figure/silhouette and not a more feminine one. Seeing other women makes me feel so helpless and sad that I cry and choke up

>>40775646
They will if youre active. Idk how much fat youll get in your hips but you can always build the muscle underneath, and BBL is a good option too for that. Honestly you just seem like youre overly anxious. I get why and i relate a lot, being trans means having to justify your existence sometimes. But i think its getting in the way of what you want out of life and thats feeding into a loop of stress and fear that compound on each other. There is nothing anyone can say or do that will be more detrimental to your being than that. Stop holding yourself back <3

>>40775669
Youre committing violence on yourself because youre afraid of the violence that might happen tho. your biggest abuser is yourself, not some hypothetical transphobe. There are gigahons who do crazy shit unbothered, why would anyone target you, if they were even aware of it. Youre not as clocky as you think. Some people see you the same way you see those women, and those same women probably see other women and have the same feelings. Just try to be the best version of yourself that you can and stop getting in your own way. I gotta go but please think about this, i was in your shoes at one point and getting past it was the best thing ive ever done

Attention whore. If you thought that you wouldn't post.

>>40775313 (OP)
body is fine, your face is another story

Julie come back to discord this place is not good for you

I thought you were FtM. No need to change anything

>>40776306
nah most ftms look totally different- way more feminine

>>40775313 (OP)
I can tell you're a man because your arms are beefy as fuck

>>40778420
small incel hands with tiny wirsts and twig arms typed this

>>40775483
male

>>40775313 (OP)
You're one of the ugliest people on this website in general and no one here likes you

>>40778610
I know

I should just die

>>40778666
Yes
You've been saying this for years now but you never did anything you don't want to do and you don't hate yourself you're a sociopath narcissist

>>40778686
holy fucking airball
cope and seethe

>>40778686
how can you look at her posts and say she isn’t self-hating lol

I'll follow any serious and honest advice given. First step is losing weight, then I'll regain that weight while working out my lower body. How much should I lose?

>>40775313 (OP)
Different angles. What do you think?

>>40775313 (OP)
shes just farming attention she literally has a bf

>>40778935
yeah i wonder if posting this doesnt make her feel worse. I would never in a million years post my body like this on this board

>>40778935
I'm not! I cried last night like I haven’t done for months and needed to ask what to do about my body

>>40778957
I shouldn’t either and I know this often ends up making me feel worse, but I felt so sad and helpless last night. I want my body to be more feminine and wanted to ask for opinions and suggestions

please don’t leave me alone with this

>>40775313 (OP)
>skull
HAHAHAHAH

>>40778975
julie im afraid at some point there is not much more you can do. You have posted this exact thread over and over across the years. It might be time to just gaslight your brain into being okay with your body.

I wouldnt even say it's overly egregious but yeah clearly you dont have the body of a 4'10" cis girl and you are just going to have to learn to deal with it. If hormones cant fix that and you cant afford surgery then there isnt much else to do....

>>40778759
Because I know her

>>40775483
your body sort of passes already. i dont think that's your issue. unfortunately like me, you have a big skull that is disproportionately big compared to your frame. skullpill really is the worst

>>40779027
You definitely don’t know me. In fact, I have a suspicion who you might be

>>40779022
I can still weight cycle and exercise again right? I can try that. I don’t know how to tell myself to be okay with this when it’s obviously not a normal woman's body
>>40779028
and unfortunately it’s not even puberty, I've had that even as a child. Big skull and forehead

>>40779068
you might get bigger hips if you eat more and are lucky enough to get more weight primarily on your legs (and not on your stomach and face like i did) but tbdesu im not sure if that's a safe bet. That being said you are probably gonna look chubby if you go that route.
I sadly dont have experience with exercise in that capacity (Im too lazy to work out).

Definetly if you have bigger hips your body will have better proportions

>>40779117
so far it’s gone to my legs/stomach/arms. I don’t know if it will distribute differently now that I have been on HRT for 3 years, I could only hope. I am definitely considering losing weight in hopes of reducing my arms and shoulders though

>>40779027
you clearly don’t

>>40775483
tbf i wouldn't even look at the shoulders if it wasn't for the chest/waist thing
get a corset

>>40775313 (OP)
>I don’t know what to do about it
let me fuck it

>>40780531
chest/waist thing?

>>40775313 (OP)
Just stop posting yourself if you think you're ugly

>>40780735
I think I am ugly but I am okay with showing it because I want to improve

>>40775313 (OP)
>>40775483
>>40778929
ok but you're so hot. i want to fuck you, no jokes

>>40775633
I think she looks male

>>40782053
are you a bi chas*r

It's 75% the haircut

>>40780633
you're bricky
that's the problem
your hips and shoulders are okay for a lanky woman you're just a fucking brick

>>40782117
no i just love bodies like yours

>>40782160
well losing weight would slim down my waist but being boney sucks too

I think I should really try losing some weight and then regaining it. It could realistically slim down my arms and waist a bit and move some fat to my hips and legs

>>40775313 (OP)
Lots of women have this body shape, being insecure and hating yourself is a part of womanhood. Look into surgery such fat transfer to hips and breast augmentation if it bothers you.

stop posting this fucking bait thread holy shit you're so annoying

When tf did you go from completely flat to boob mogging me? Imma go cry now

>>40783050
progesterone

>>40783219
Boof or oral? I've been lazy about taking mine

FINALLY, Julie’s bmi is higher than mine. Feels good man. You look alright btw, but we all know you dont make these threads because you think you’re ugly.

>>40783233
boof
>>40783277
I do though