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I'm supposed to be someone's son, someone's brother, someone's nephew, someone's uncle, someone's grandson. I'm should be a man because I was born with a penis and that's what I'm expected to be, but why do I reject that?

Why was my brain so desperate to start estrogen that I took a leap of faith and called a doctor? Why do I like what it's doing to me? Why am I actually enjoying myself while experimenting with clothes. While am I enjoying discovering my own femininity? Why do I want to actually live this way when so many hate us for it? Why can't I tell others that I want to live as a woman? Why do I feel like a bad person for wanting this life? Why can't I just repress it and be a man again? Why do I feel like shit when people I know call me a man? Why do I really really want to be seen as a woman?

>>40781453 (OP)
yeah you got MKUltra'd
as to why? idk i guess a willing defeated slave is better than one you have to subjugate

>>40781453 (OP)
Anon, the very concept of actually liking the person staring back at you in the mirror is a luxury that many troons simply don't have. You question why this feels right and feels good for you because you're so used to a life of misery that you can't really enjoy feelings of contentment or joy without it feeling wrong. As if it's not normal.
You have the brain of a woman. Research has argued this for years. It's not the result of brainwashing or indoctrination, you were born with it. And if you actually have the capability of passing, then you're sitting on a winning lottery ticket. Will you allow your inner critic to prevent you from cashing in?

>>40781932
"Brain of a woman" is a myth.
Remember folks that only early onset dysphoria is genetic. 0% of adult mtfs who transition have a genetic condition. You most likely watched trans porn and developed a fetish.

i'm far from pretty but like what i see now at least my body isn't too bad

>>40782031
>endocrinology: "being trans is a real condition"
>chudnon: "nuh uh"
Damn, convincing argument

>>40781932
Why aren't brain scans required for hrt prescriptions then?

>>40782806
Its a real condition for kids, who need to be treated with hrt. If it took you till adulthood to know your gender, its a fetish

>>40782844
Where does becoming dysphoric during puberty put me?

>>40782979
Its 50/50. Earlier it happened, less likely you are a pervert

>>40783065
How about 13..? I don't remember a lot about my early childhood feelings about gender

>>40781453 (OP)
oh god SHUT THE FUCK UP

i dont know i dont think i ever wanted to be a woman, i dont know how i even got here. i just kept slipping downwards and got more depressed and for some reason expressing myself in a feminine way makes it better and the only way to be feminine is to take hrt and be a woman, i feel like im tricking myself or something but at the same time it feels right

>>40782830
the same reason brain scans aren't commonly used for any other mental condition, we can get it right most of the time without them and the cost of brain scans for everyone doesn't seem super worth it

>>40781453 (OP)
Many reasons find yer local vampire/tranny cult to reinforce yer delululusions.