Thread 40784347

i started at 18 and im 25 now. but i always wonder what it would have been like had i waited
so, what was it like for you, person who started at 25+?

thanks <3

>>40784347 (OP)
I started HRT after 25. I’m not 25 yet but I will have not started then too. It’s alright

my older sister started at 28 and she passes fine. just try to avoid the tranny voice where it always sounds like you're straining your vocal cords

i started at 26. im a little over a year on e. what do you want to know?

It's like eating cold leftovers. Better than nothing and sometimes it's still pretty good.

>>40784380
do you cut yourself and let it run down your arms down the legs then drip onto the uncleaned floor?

>>40784380
How many rounds of hair graft surgery do you need ? Also do you have enormous belly without curves ?

It was relieving at first, but then it became hell, the first few months were pretty good, I was only on pills but after a few months my then partner started becoming abusive, they started noticing some changes and would start saying weird shit like "when am I going to see more changes, I want you to get full of lumps, can't you just take more pills", then they'd push me to take more and more, last time I took pills, 5 months in, they forced me to take a whole box of pills and I got sick, decided that if it was going to be like that I'd just stop, spent a few days with nausea and feeling dyzzy and reluctantly stopped taking them.

>>40784347 (OP)
Both at 22/23 for 2 years and then now which is 29-34 approaching the fifth year,so misery and substance abuse for 4 years trying to be normal, I dunno I’m lucky in a sense that I blend in enough that people don’t notice me and being intersex helps desu the years off were a heavy blur of sadness and substance problems in private

>>40784347 (OP)
started at 40+
death?
like death would have been a relief from the suffering... dripping...
to my arms like a black plague in a fluid form...
to my legs
the spasms of pain and despair shaving my whole body, my being, by soul in ... suffering and just that slight, jasmine smelling relief....
my eyes staring into the void, past passoids and normality, past attractiveness and compliancy past suffering and pleasure...

>>40784583
you don't know me but being totally desu you're one of a very small few that shown the small path to being even close to normal...
don't 3even think that's a good thing for you idk and kinda idc...
but thanks! sincerely from whatever my shitty heart can provide!

>>40784655
wtf

>>40784447
no i hit myself like the moid i am

Idk started at 29. Still boymode and not out at work but all my friends know im trans and I girlmode with them. Could be worse but better than nothing.

>>40784522
i have an enormous belly without curves and started at 17

>>40784347 (OP)
i consider myself lucky and am told that i pass at 2 years (and started to around 8 months) despite seeing many flaws myself. started at 25

>>40784347 (OP)
the popular russian streamer tranny that is always posted on /int/ started HRT at like 26

started at 30
i was luckily pretty fem before starting, but probably don't pass

>>40784347 (OP)
its fine i'm still completely insane tho repped too long too much mental damage to ever heal

>>40787156
wtf gilticus is a transbian?
it’s over… every cute tranny I like always ends up being a transbian. god put me on this earth only to suffer

>>40784583
really appreciate you posting this. i was on for 1.5 years ages 19-21 and now im thinking about it again at 26. im not going to pass and it absolutely kills me seeing whats changed since i detransitione. idk if i can do this anymore... but maybe theres hope

i started at 27, many years ago. it was very bad psychologically to put it off and rep for so long, but physically i luckily turned out to be intersex of some kind and didn’t really go through much masculinisation or twink death, so i somewhat pass now. if i’d started at 18 i probably would have ended up homeless and i think my life and personality would be very different.

my body didn't change much from 18 to 25, my brain did though.