Thread 40785366

I don't have bottom dysphoria and actually quite like having a functioning penis, and was wondering if the thing twitter trannies love to do where they apply T patches to their testicles actually works to maintain function.

Have another appointment with my clinic in a few days, last blood test my testosterone levels were 40ng/dl and estrogen was at 240ng/dl (trough). I increased my dosage to 5mg of valerate every 5 days and added 150mg of Spiro taken twice daily, and I'm hoping to nuke my testosterone further. I'm aware sufficient testosterone is needed for proper development even on HRT and I'm trying to get it as low as possible so I can get my doctor to possibly prescribe me patches while keeping it in the range of not fucking with my development. If not I can try DIY, though I haven't interacted with anything to do with ftm DIY at all and I'd rather stay on their good side since I'm not being hondosed and I need the blood tests if I'm gonna be experimenting on myself.

>>40785366 (OP)
As far as I'm aware this is uncharted territory, but any resources or studies (if they exist) or even anecdotes would be nice. I'm perfectly okay with experimenting a bit, so a little uncertainty is acceptable, worst case scenario my next blood test can be scheduled earlier and 2-3 months won't kill me.

why do people even try to nuke T with spiro. shitass medication

>>40785407
Burger, and again doing so through wpath, so it's all they prescribe. I should probably switch to cypro though, I'll see what if my doctor throws a fit. If they bitch and moan about me doing DIY I can maybe hope to switch to someone else who will be less likely to chimp out since I was already coming in on that medication.

T gel applied directly to gock, and regular use to prevent atrophy.

>>40785366 (OP)
>Im a man
OK

>>40786112
shitcordia tier post kys

>>40785366 (OP)
Yeah I need to know this too. The only thing preventing me from transitioning is the fact that E will shrink my dick and make it function less. If something like that actually works in keeping my cock the same then I could finally start hrt

>>40785366 (OP)
i have been putting estrogen cream on my inner gock

>>40785572
You can't apply t gel directly to your gock. it has alcohol in it and will burn. You put t gel on your scrotum or your pubic area.

You put t cream on your gock. T cream is topical and made for being put on your gock.

>>40786240
I got confused I'm not a tranny but my gf used to do something like this.

>>40786112
Having an axewound and a piv fetish doesn't make you more of a woman than anyone else and it is tranny 101 to understand that way more than having a pussy makes someone a woman. That shit ain't even real anyway, its an inverted cock, I have no idea how you get this superiority complex but if I hated what was between my legs i'd probably be a bitch about it too so go off

>>40786162
Dumb reason to not start E, genuinely. It'll make it harder but it won't kill your libido or destroy your dick if you just put effort into maintaining it. Don't be a retard and get depressed and stop jerking off for a fmonth like I did.

>>40786240
appreciated nona

>>40785366 (OP)
If you use your dick regularly it will also help preserve functionality

>>40785366 (OP)
I'd ask a place with more Brazilians or Colombians

>>40786622
>won't kill your libido or destroy your dick if you just put effort into maintaining it

But how exactly do I maintain it though? Like ofc I know jerking off to prevent atrophy, but how do I prevent the other side effects like ball shrinkage and the like.
>Don't be a retard and get depressed
Yeaah thats def gonna be a problem for me if I take E. Im severly depressed and can rarely ever motivate myself to do anything consistently. If all it takes is a month without maintaining it to cause it to be permanently ruined, then im probably screwed

>>40786688
I'm probably not the best person to ask desu because I'm also struggling, but you will have several months minimum to figure it out. Consistency is 90% of it just make beating off a routine.

>>40786873
tysm thats very reasuring!! Also cute pic even though I know nothing about made in abyss (assuming its that)

>>40786688
>how do I prevent the other side effects like ball shrinkage and the like.
you want your balls to be as tiny as possible without being totally dead
consider getting a little bit of muscle since muscle increases your test. boooo more test but muscles and exercise are great for your health overall

>>40786983
>you want your balls to be as tiny as possible without being totally dead
But thats the exact opposite of what I want. I want them to remain big.

>>40786124
>>40786622
Lol, Im not even an MtF you demented nigger, keep telling yourself that you are a heckin valid real woman with a heckin girl dick though, cause you know, of course a woman can love having xer penis too, its all cool, being a man doesnt mean you cant still be a woman too!

>>40787101
You freaks love to hide behind keyboards and spout this trash, but you know you'd get your shit pushed in if you said this to my gf in my presence so you go home and seethe into the void about how upset you are when real humans don't fit into your neat little sperg boxes, silly fuckin sperg.

>>40787182
Nta but this is an angry male reaction, dyphoria over physical stuff including genitals is pretty core to being a tranny, sounds like you're just a fem man

>>40787101
a man who chops off his dick isnt any more of a woman either.

>>40786688
Reverse dysphoria, you're cis

>>40787343
SRS indicates genital dysphoria, if you love your male body then...

>>40787330
About the level of reading comprehension I expected.

>>40787368
You're really convincing me by acting like a racist incel...

>>40787383
Thirdies getting internet access and its consequences have been a disaster for the human race.

>>40786978
It is!!! You should totally watch it if you can stomach gore and uhm.. questionable content involving the protagonists (though I'm a dirty little kodo so I may be biased ehehehehehehe -'w-)

>>40787101
>>40787343
blehhhhh suck my fat tranny dick I'm gonna keep doing what makes me happy and you can't stop me mlehhhhh shakes my fat estrogenized butt

>>40787443
i hope >>40787383 gets to annoy you in the camps

>>40787443
You're weird and I'm not a thirdie
Again I don't think your ultra male fascist interests really make you seem very female....

>>40787463
This post smells like bo

Seeing these threads amazes me how you people think you're actually gonna live long or that none of this is unhealthy. Insane. This is drug addict behavior.

>>40787482
>be me, incredibly distinctly racist
>why are there fascists talking to me
>they're being racist to me too
>what causes this phenomenon?

>>40787516
Im not a racist tho

>>40787535
>thirdie

>>40787546
And?

>>40787482
I'm not a woman and never claimed to be you're just really dumb. How can you not be a thirdie are you just developmentally challeged? What's your background I bet it's a nation with 87IQ average.

>>40787583
You didn't say nta and just inserted your weird self into the conversation I was having with somebody else then
Not interesting in what some chaser loser thinks

>>40787443
Paige post

>>40787615
I'm
>>40786124
>>40787182
>>40787368
>>40787443
>>40787583
Hope that clears up any confusion for you.

>>40787669
Lmao you are such a loser, keep on defending your tranny gf online in spaces that aren't for you trve warrior of evropa, not overcompensating at all

>>40785366 (OP)
you are a man if you do this
40ng/dl testosterone is arguably too high for a tranny anyway

>>40787697
I will.

>>40785366 (OP)
>actually quite like having a functioning penis
do you dom guys with it???

>>40786240
loudly incorrect buzzer
it doesn't burn unless your dick is already hurt, so unless you got eczema on your dick you're fine, usually I'd go with cream anyways, you need 0.25% Testosterone base cream in versabase, compound in clicker pump dispensing 1g per click, apply once weekly at night, wash in the morning, apply to shaft and balls

>>40786622
You just need a bf who will keep the blood flowing.

>>40787020
enjoy your beard I guess

>>40787020
Wtf i can understand not hating your pp, but the balls???

>>40787020
you can't do this. women don't have balls or pps. naturally women's hormones are going to cause those parts to shrivel up.
do you want to be a woman or not?

>>40787020
Wife.

>>40787020
mein gott she's... perfect

>>40788752
I could always just kill myself
>>40788741
idk its just aesthetically pleasing to me

>>40789202
Implants will preserve the aesthetic without the evil honads

>>40789299
I really dont see whats so evil about them.

>>40789450
You do you i guess