Thread 40787409

>reading 2arms1head, a paper/diary/suicide note by a male paraplegic
>this section resonates uncomfortably
is there a way to not see transgenderism as a punishment from the universe and instead be fine with it

>>40787409 (OP)
There is a way it's called being born in a thousand years time

i want to be seen as a bird w a broken wing and then be taken care of, but that also scares me.

>>40787409 (OP)
but yes god has punished me by stripping me of my body and replacing it with some evil malformity

>>40787430
how unbelievably lame
>>40787437
i want to be seen as a strapping buck

When I started noticing I wasn't like the other kids, that they had a huge advantage over me I started honing the little I had, there wasn't much to polish but it was enough to overcome my lack of natural talent, I may not be better than most, that anyone with a little effort could easily surpass me on every category, but I became the best version of myself and it has allowed me to gain control over most aspects of myself

>>40787409 (OP)
>>40781986
sort of lazyposting by linking this here but idk if i could answer this question better than i did in this thread earlier
there are plenty of difficult things about being trans, but ultimately i believe it has made my soul all the more beautiful. you can allow it to dim your light or feed it, i think.
i don't see it as, like, a test from a higher power or anything like that really, but it's probably similar to how religious people feel about their personal trials. the millstone is heavy but it is strengthening my body and mind. i wouldn't be who i am today without it, and i like who i am today :)

>>40787437
if you're cute you can slip into my care anytime :3
but you aren't so just forget it ;__;
it's me, totally not your disgusting freak of a bpd turd i assure you