>>40788606 (OP)
disregard if you genuinely never want to get into makeup.
you are using the wrong type of makeup. you need to learn techniques and styles that suit your face, once you learn that you can change your features way more than you'd think. try doing this
1. button nose contour 2. puppy eyeliner 3. little bit of concealer on eyelids 4. pink blush 5. dark lip liner + lighter lipstick color 6. lashes. it all depends on your features. definitely not the best example attached but just try to follow the lines of the nose and cheek contour and blush. Also, you need to know what to use depending on your skin tone.
cool skin tone = greyish brown contour, dark red lipstick.
warm skin tone = orangey brown contour, dark brown lipstick.
please overline your lips and remove the cupids bow. yes it only looks good on camera. please skip the awkward lipstick phase. also use tape for eyeliner so you skip the bad part of it too.