Thread 40791353

Answer the following:
What meds did you take before knowing you were trans
How much porn did watch before knowing you were trans
Would you have considered yourself a loser before knowing you were trans

paracetamol and ibuprofen and i'm not trans
a fuck tonne and i'm not trans
no and i'm not trans

>>40791353 (OP)
Kk
>none
>barely any I found out when I was like 12 or 13
>not really i was kinda reserved but most people seemed to enjoy my company. I mostly hung around either other nerds but I also sat with the football team at lunch everyday so yeah. I wouldn't really consider myself one back then.

>>40791353 (OP)
>What meds did you take before knowing you were trans
hadnt been in anything since early high school
ritalin when I was a kid, tegratol (for seizures) in my early teens
>How much porn did watch before knowing you were trans
a better question is how much did I read (lots. And not just H manga. Smut books are fun)
>Would you have considered yourself a loser before knowing you were trans
my profound hatred for the rest of the world because of how I was treated growing up precludes me finding fault in myself for my social standing
in other words, it's not my fault I wasn't popular

>>40791353 (OP)
> What meds did you take before knowing you were trans
Tylenol
>How much porn did watch before knowing you were trans
Less than average, I preferred erotica (which I also consumed less of than average)
>Would you have considered yourself a loser before knowing you were trans
No. I was reasonably popular. Not crazy popular, but somewhere on the outer bounds of the popular crowd.
But anyways re: your picrel, conservashits like you are not people. You have no theory of mind, you have no empathy, you have no soul. Worse, you insist that everyone else should be made to live like you because you cannot tolerate difference. I used to be live and let live but you've gone too far, so now I think that the only way to restore dignity to the world is a global crusade against righttards.

>>40791353 (OP)
>meds
none
>porn
none, and none now either
>loser?
yes, i was relentlessly bullied for acting feminine

>>40791353 (OP)
Answer the following: when was the last time you felt the touch of a woman

>>40791463
Last night when your mom gave me poopdick. Now answer my questions sissy gooner

>>40791353 (OP)
>meds
like none but my mom was on fertility meds when she was pregnant with me. well i guess i took OTC stuff but nothing rx…
>porn
none that’s gross. well i read a little smut but i never like jerked off or anything (ew)
>loser
ya, but i still am i guess. i’m just very anti social and shy i think

>>40791478
Wow youre the coolest person ive ever met
Make another thread mr cool guy

>>40791353 (OP)
>What meds did you take before knowing you were trans
Laundry list of antidepressants and some allergy meds in a vain attempt to suppress sexual desire.
>How much porn did watch before knowing you were trans
I never really "watched" porn, but I read H-manga and such every few months.
>Would you have considered yourself a loser before knowing you were trans
Yes and I still do.

>>40791353 (OP)
>meds?
Prozac and something else I don't remember the name of. It was because I was misdiagnosed multiple times.
>porn?
How are we even supposed to measure that
>loser pretrans?
Idk can a minor really be a loser?

>>40791353 (OP)
>what meds
sertraline, stopped like eight years before transitioning, rawdogged depression during those eight years
>how much porn
i didn't watch porn, ive always been anti-porn. i hated it, but even outside that i never got anything out of it
>would you have considered yourself a loser
nope, i was pretty attractive and had nerdy charisma that made me pretty popular. had irl friends and no trouble dating, i just didn't want to date

>meds
ritalin, but i quit that myself in like fifth grade because i didn't want to take it anymore
>porn
nothing with intent to, like, get off to it, but i saw some gnarly stuff back in elementary school when shock sites were still a big thing.
>was i a loser
i did not think so, and i'm not sure i think so now, but i was sort of weird and semi-friendless lol. the friends i did (and still do) have were very good to me, though.

t. dysphoric forever but learned at maybe twelveish

>party of law and order
so assaulting cops is ok when you do it

>party of law and order
>voted a 34 time convicted felon into office to keep him out of jail
man you republicans really are the party of /law and order/. the only law and order you know is the one you watch on tv.

>>40791353 (OP)
>meds
n/a
>porn
like a year or twos worth, i dont really anymore
>loser pretrooning
tbhon i was a bit but i hit peak loser as a result of trooning out

>>40791353 (OP)
>What meds did you take before knowing you were trans
None
>How much porn did watch before knowing you were trans
Very little because I never had a high sex drive including interest in jacking off
>Would you have considered yourself a loser before knowing you were trans
Sorta. I was the first of my siblings to move out of home, get a job, and make my own way in life, so I wasn't the stereotypical basement dweller NEET. But I also was an ugly man and never had luck in dating
Based Pic btw, Republicans should be

>>40791353 (OP)
To “be trans”, to me, means you’ve undergone a medical or social transition to some extent.
I’m going to answer these questions as if you asked “before transitioning”.
>meds
SSRIs (didn’t work, really bad side effects, quit), benzos (didn’t work, just made me tired and more dissociative), stimulants (did work, but dysphoria remained), ranitidine (stomach medication because I was constantly psychogenic vomiting), cisgender hormone therapy (last-ditch effort, made things much worse). I’ve gone to various mental health professionals.
>porn
Very little, probably lower than average.
>loser
Nope! Always had friends, got along well with people regardless of sex, people were romantically/sexually interested in me regardless of sex (I was a volcel thoughever), wasn’t ugly, did extracurriculars, got high grades, never bullied. It was just that, at the same time as all of these opportunities that I’ve been very fortunate to have, my brain was constantly firing intense distress signals and suifuel whenever it recognized, or was reminded of, my sex characteristics. Bummer.

>>40791353 (OP)
>What meds did you take before knowing you were trans
none
>How much porn did watch before knowing you were trans
a lot more than i do now. That being said i was a 15/16 year old teenage boy. Funnily i did realize people can be trans irl through porn and it really fucked with me
>Would you have considered yourself a loser before knowing you were trans
I was very heavily introverted so yeah. I did however have a lot of friends towards the end of school (school was filled with nerds so we could connect).
I kind of stopped being a loser as i grew up and realized i dont need to appease the people around me and i set myself increasingly higher standards of being

>>40791353 (OP)
> What meds did you take before knowing you were trans
ssri’s but i forget which ones exactly
> How much porn did watch before knowing you were trans
id jerk off like once a day pre hrt
> Would you have considered yourself a loser before knowing you were trans
yes because i have low self esteem but i was and still am in a long term relationship and i have a good job. didnt and still dont have that many friends so that makes me feel a bit like a loser

>>40791353 (OP)
i said i wanted to be a girl when i was 6, but i’ll use the adult age i decided to actually start hrt since i repped for a while after my parents shit bricks
>what meds
very few. pretty much just otc stuff when i would get colds. the only diagnoses i got were acid reflux as an infant, which mostly amounted to taking tums more than most kids, hypoglycemia, which got me told to not skip lunch and keep peanut butter crackers on me just in case, and eczema, which got me a cream i don’t think i refilled after the first time i got it
>how much porn
not much. i didn’t jerk off more than like, every other day, and even then, i jerked off to pictures more than videos, and i wasn’t interested in the “hardcore” videos with choking and shit anyway
>loser
yeah, but it was never too awful. i was always kinda lame, but no one really bullied or particularly disliked me. i just wasn’t super social, but i still had friends consistently

>>40791353 (OP)
conservatism is faith and cannot be tolerated any longer

>>40791353 (OP)
Like Advil and shit
None, I preferred reading it
Not really. I was already an adult and as established as any other typical person my age

>answer
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>which meds before trans
I'm not trans but I take vyvanse and Finasterre
>how much porn before trans
I am not trans but I jerk it up to twicd a day. I do my usual daily jerk and I have a bro I like 69'ng with but if he's not in the mood I jerk it again.
>loser before trans
not trans but no. I think I'm like average

>>40791353 (OP)
>What meds did you take before knowing you were trans
I took a few things briefly but I didn't need much
>How much porn did watch before knowing you were trans
Basically none
>Would you have considered yourself a loser before knowing you were trans
Sort of, but everyone around me happened to be psychotically evil