>>40809345
>Having to look in the mirror every day and see that I did everything I could and still failed would make me more depressed than anything else. I could never be happy.
>You should feel the same way.
Except, I haven't done everything I could, and I'm happy? I'm getting FFS this fall, and I still am pretty happy with my face as it is now, even told my surgeon that. I get misgendered, I pass, I get weird looks, I get groped, etc. That's fucking life, you fucking pussy. It's never going to be perfect. Even if you were born a cis woman, you'd wanna kill yourself probably over some imperfection, how you're not like so and so celebrity, because you still wouldn't take responsibility for your own happiness. You don't even want someone to convince you to transition. What you want is to keep complaining about it so people will argue with you. Then you'll rage against them and feel vindicated in your position of doing nothing, because it's everyone else who should feel shame, not you. And then a few days go by (if you're lucky), and the doubts and desires start to creep back in, so you post again about how
>Waaahhh no one will force fem me, wahhh no one will make my decision for me so I can avoid the fact that I am responsible for my own life and happiness
Take the pill or shut the fuck up about it, bitch.