>>40807921 (OP)
It may be a phase you need to get out of your system. Back in 2010 when I came across traps, berfore I was exposed to the contemporary mainstream verbage, I went through a phase I wanted to mix semen in champagne flutes, give a toast, and drink it. But now I'm a changed man hopefully for the better. (No matter what anyone else says it's not gay to drink your own semen or drink hers for that matter. But I'm not going to raise the topic either since Ive lost interest in such an activity. Im more into putting a baby in her.)