Thread 40811213

Anons
I want to be trans but I don't want my kid to lose their dad

>Be me 25 yr old BI Twink with Female partner
>Have had mild dysphoria since 2014
>Like cross dressing a lot
>Own more high heels than my Waifu (She thinks it's hot)
>Am 6'2 168lbs with a feminine face and butt
>Regularly do Pilates Yoga and Calisthenics
>Am Conflicted because I want boobs and to wear everything in my closet in public without it being weird
>Don't want my kid growing up with "two moms"
>Like being called Daddy by my kid and don't want to break her one day
WTF do I do

So far I am just gonna be a twink until I reach twinkdeath

Should I just soft transition to the point of looking border line male and female?

Or should just be a fagtard instead

>>40811213 (OP)
Say goodbye to your kids. You will never see them again (good)

You're a dad you piece of shit. Stop being so selfish. There's nothing to do. Just cope with it healthily by getting fucked in the ass by trannies like your dad probably did. Fucking disappointment.

>>40811235
WTF do you think I'm doing retard

Soft transition or twinkdeath

Also my dad was the worlds biggest homophobe so that's how I ended up in a straight relationship faggot

>>40811218
Nah I'd rather put my Glock to my dome before leaving my kids

Be easier to just either inhale all the copium or just be the 2nd Mom

If my relationship falls apart I will transition but I'm not gonna fuck over a perfectly good relationship because I want tits and dresses.

>>40811289
why do you think it would fuck up your relationship. your wife is clearly into you being a woman lol

>>40811312
She likes the role reversals but she doesn't want a woman as her partner full time

>>40811321
so you've spoke to her about it? how did that go?

>>40811289
> I'm not gonna fuck over a perfectly good relationship
lmao
a relationship where a 25 year old tranny in denial has a wife and kid is as far from perfect as it can possibly be
what the fuck were you thinking impregnating a woman while wishing you were a woman yourself?

>>40811213 (OP)
Why do repressors always marry and pop out kids young?

>>40811332
She told me that she likes it when I wear skirts and dresses because it's "Easy reach for the dick and because I look super cute in them"

But she likes having a strong man around when we are in public together makes her feel safe and secure (Even though I conceal carry a Glock)

She doesn't want a "Wife" She likes her man being a man,.

>I apparently look better than her in full drag as well so that could possibly be the reason there too

>>40811352
Constant exposure to family homophobia and transphobia with a touch of exclusion of family members being LGBT

I also was just convincing myself for years now that I'm not and in the last 2 years it hasn't gone too well.

Worked fine from 2015 to 2023 but it caught up with me

>>40811358
Catholic family pressures and expectations

>>40811213 (OP)
>my kid
>>40811289
>my kids
Which is it? Since you can't keep your story straight I'm going to assume this is a larp

>>40811360
i asked if you ever spoke to her about it and you didn't clarify. did you speak to her about the fact you want to transition

>>40811213 (OP)
you're about 10-20 pounds too heavy to be a twink

>>40811375
Kid I have one kid

Hopefully that remains the same

>>40811378
Yeah she doesn't want me too

BTW I am slightly drunk

shit that never happened award. what a larp

>>40811401
If you can't give me genuine ideas then fuck off

>>40811213 (OP)
Seems like theres 3 outcomes here

1 transition now, fuck up family
2 dont transition, hit twink death, suicide by 30, fuck up family
3 rep, become a shell of a person, fuck up family, left back at options 1 and 2 but as john50

Maybe im wrong but dysphoria is gonna get worse not better

>>40811407
>waaaah, what do I do
stop lying to yourself, you're too cowardly to make the correct move, so you'll just continue repping until you crack at 35 and ruin your family in ways much worse than if you left your wife and transitioned

>>40811481
I guess I'll make a decision whenever I sober up.
Option 1 is probably a better outcome but need JD to leave my system
>>40811514
Shiet nigga that's all you had to say.

Fuck It I'll see a therapist next thanks fags