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>machine
That's what breaks are for. Fifteen minute breaks between the hour. And proper sleep. Take the night off, if you really need it.
If you're lonely, two options. Escapism, or face your fears and meet people. Even if its just ordering coffee or some shit. That's how you get over anxiety. You push yourself. Same for any other problem in life.
Even your image says it. Short term gratification = long term destruction. Effort in the moment = fulfillment in the long term. That's how life works. If you want change, and you're not fortunate enough to have someone help you along the way, you make change. And money. And friends. It all starts with you. And I think that's beautiful in a waym This shitty nigger world, but no one can take away your indomitable human spirit and ability to enact change. Its awesome man. You work hard enough for it, go out and find community college/an internship/a job corp, you can do any shit you want, no matter what any demoralizing faggot tells you, including the negging voice in your head. And that's some sick shit man. Think of what you want too man. A girl? A quiet life in your own space? A passion? Freedom? Whatever sparks your spark man. Hold onto that shit for dear life. Chase it. Grasp it by the nuts no matter what faggot talks down to you. And know so long as you do, eventually, you're going to win and show all these faggots wrong. Do it man. Do it. I believe in you bro. Or chick. I dunno. But you can do it and you're so much more awesome than a loser or machine or whatever bully lameshit your surroundings tell you.
