Thread 40813444

what am i supposed to do when cutting doesnt make me feel better anymore? I've cut up my whole arm two days before and it helped me calm down, vent and feel better afterwards but now even if i cut for a bit it just feels mechanical, there isnt really a point to doing it or not doing it and i still feel like shit wtf im supposed to do now?

>>40813444 (OP)
You need a guy like (me) to tell you to cut whenever i want, not you. That's how it's gonna be better.

Ew

ideas:
-tongs, ice cube, apply directly to skin
-overeat to the point of discomfort

for me i started cutting in what i think are more risky areas like on inside of wrist but trying to make deep cuts not boring cuts if you already done that then idk sorry maybe try burning with a lighter i havent tried that

>>40813444 (OP)
you have to cut deeper and deeper to get the same effect

>>40814251
look what i done tonight

>>40813444 (OP)
drugs. NOW!

>>40814485
thats pretty deep and giwtwm

>>40814485
so pretty~

>>40816344
not pretty its super gross and im digusting my body is ugly cut up piece of meat and im making it more uglier

>>40816743
sure, scars are ugly as shit. but the colour of blood is so intoxicatingly beautiful

>>40813444 (OP)
Cutting is just offsetting and avoiding problems. You gotta face your shit head on even if you can only do it mentally. It hurts like all hell, especially depending on how deep it goes or how fucked you are but in the end you are more than capable of it.
No one will help you and it sucks but its either kill yourself or get over it. Coping can only last so long desu.
Thats just my experiance tho.

>>40816795
nta but both are beautiful (blood looks better though)

>>40816795
i like watching it flowing out but i hate when it starts clotting and going gooey and stringy and gross but my blood smelled so good this time i felt calm from it

>>40816851
cutting feels good, all self harm does. some people just do it because it feels awesome

>>40816898
>i like watching it flowing out
omg same!
>blood smelled so good this time
i love the smell of blood~

i keep trying to do it deeper but i'm basically just scratching myself. it's itchy but at least the bleeding stops really quickly and it heals

i'm trying to shift away from hitting myself

>>40813873
don't overeat. drink a lot of water or something.

>>40817054
just do until youre satisfied if thats enough for you to feel calm its ok its a personal thing shallow cuts still feel good i do it different depending on my mood i make lots of little shallow cuts when im super anxious about something and i want to get as many cuts in as quickly as i can

>>40813444 (OP)
Most people grow out of cutting and self harm in general. I just drink now when I feel like that. Last time I tried this I put two cigarettes out on my arm and it felt like a pinch.