>>40819422
Already on HRT. Cant get orchi, my future srs clinic doesn't take people who got it (or at least they heavily recommend against it for better results)
SSRI's ive taken before and they made it hard to cum but didnt lower my libido :/
Ive tried the last but I still ended up with urges and making bad decisions. The thing is I want to be monogamous at the very least but I always end up feeling like shit and my brain constantly thinks about other people and I have massive FOMO. I could just as easily have an open relationship but when my partner has sex with others I get incredibly uncomfortable and I cant seem to shake that.
I just want my next relationship to be okay but I cant figure out a way to not be miserable.