>>40820575 (OP)
1/2 the population sees us as sex objects.
theres no humanity to it.
if i want humanity i go to a barn or a stable.
for a stable relationship.
yeah its easy lifestyle to get alot of freebies but its not easy, it takes some finesse.
theres not much sex drive to it.
but some tricks can get me fucking lit. and its validating in that moment that some guys want me so much and can turn me on more than anything i can get to naturally
the trick is to get out before the crash comes. and find a safe place to sleep and rest and heal.
then like keep a roster of good daddies that have the good dick and can keep you safe and take care of you. and they'll call when they want you.
i dont have the patience to be someones make believe bf or gf.
i just like to have fun and have a good night, and gtfo.
i dont catch feelings for them, cause i know they only see me like a sex object.
but they catch feelings for me and it freaks them out sometimes.
cause they never would think they could love a person like me.
but they all do.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B8qbrHS3yTQ