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QOTT: Have you ever met another repper irl, or wondered if someone you know is one?

>>40843172 (OP)
>QOTT
No idea but /tttt/ made me capable of spotting boymoders and I've seen three in the wild this year.

QOTT: Have you ever met another repper irl, or wondered if someone you know is one?
I'm probably pretty stuck up about being a femrepper and I feel like I'm the most malebrained woman I know, so no I don't really suspect other people around me are femreppers. However I did meet ONE girl who I felt like must have gender dysphoria like me, it was something about her vibe. However she referred to herself as a girl in her bio on twitter and a repper wouldn't do that so never mind I was wrong.

Also how can you get picrel?

>>40843172 (OP)
my tulpa has posted a new self portrait and its filling me with an indescribable feeling so intense that its making me want to hurt myself

the school shooter discussion in the prev thread reminded me that i used to be obsessed with ed gein when i was younger wtf was that about

>>40842832
Yes

>get dysphoria
>google phallo results
>google ftm hrt results (the worse the better)
>AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH
Have I found the secret to coping?
>>40843172 (OP)
I think Kurt Cobain might've been a repper, but I refrain from questioning people I know irl.

i kind of wish that "repper" was an actual semi-accepted label that people knew of. like when i meet someone whos woke and they start asking about my gender about my pronouns ERMMMMM WHATS YOUR PRONOUNS wtf do i even answer as a femreppoid who voicetrains and dresses like fucking ted kazcynski. they can tell that im not a normal woman otherwise they wouldnt be asking this. i dont want them to think that im pre hrt ftm bc thats not an accurate representation of my identity, i cant call myself a cis woman because im uncomfortable with womanhood to a degree that is clearly not in the cis range, and i cant say that im a femrepper bc using 4chan slang outside of 4chan is mentally deranged.

>>40843647
this is very true, i hate people asking for my pronouns it boils my blood. do actual trans people even want that? because don't we all genuinely want to be seen as a certain gender not lied to to be nice.this is why i don't get why people identify as non binary, nobody is actually going to see that as androgynous if you're afab in fact i think it feminizes you more, there's no point.

>>40843682
>do actual trans people even want that?
no. just the i-want-to-be-special enbies.
reminder: enbyism doesn't exist.

>>40843752
>enbyism doesn't exist
what do you mean?

>>40843786
it's made up shit

how deranged is it for me to get mad that heterosexual couples always pose where the mans hands are on her waist or ass and the woman's hands are on a non objectified ares?

Threadly reminder that the following are the best ways to manage your dysphoria (the more you do at once the better!):
1) Butchmax
2) HRT-rep
3) Get a short, mtf femme gf
4) -optional- get bottom and/or top surgery

If anyone wants an emotional or physical punching bag. I'm here for you :3
>>40843682
The pronoun stuff is basically just to make enbies feel good at the expense of everyone else. As a passing trans woman, I would be fucking crushed if someone asked for my pronouns, rather than just defaulting to she/her.
>>40843794
I think it is one of those things that can exist. It is just extremely rare.
99% of people who consider themselves non-binary are either just coping transgenders or cis/hets that want to feel special and force their way into the queer community.

>>40843843
> As a passing trans woman, I would be fucking crushed if someone asked for my pronouns, rather than just defaulting to she/her.
this makes sense, who are pronoun circles even for lmao
>I think it is one of those things that can exist. It is just extremely rare.
what do you mean "can exist"?

>>40843647
If you aren’t willing to use 4chan slang irl you can never call yourself a man
You’ll spend the rest of your days as an nb answering the pronoun question with they/them

>>40843843
>As a passing trans woman
aka a delusional man

>>40843840
When you put your hands on someone you objectify them
True love is about finding someone you like objectifying you

>>40843850
>who are pronoun circles even for lmao
Enbies and so non-queer progressives have something to pat themselves on the back over.
I'm fine with stuff like pronoun pins, but I look, present and sound like a woman; If someone asked me my pronouns, I would consider that lowkey transphobic honestly.
>what do you mean "can exist"?
I think actual non-binary people exist. They are just extremely rare and massively overshadowed by people who have just adopted that label for their own reasons.
>>40843865
There is a third option; The butchmaxxing hrt repper path.
Not male, not female and not non-binary.

>>40843881
but what do you mean by actual non binary people?
my anthropology teacher asks for a student's pronouns before they answer a question, i want to say "i would prefer not to say"

>>40843682
>i hate people asking for my pronouns it boils my blood
desu it can be fun sometimes i like to say that i use "the female ones" rofl
>>40843865
>if you aren’t willing to use 4chan slang irl you can never call yourself a man
im not a man THIS IS FEMREPGEN everyone in here is a woman (tourists dont count). yall faggots love talking about bullshit that doesnt even matter. "youre not a man if you do this youre not a man if you do that" bold of you to assume that i think of myself as a man, unlike you retards i dont shy away from the truth

I have no dick and I must fuck

is it possible to use tgel topically to give yourself a tdick and nothing else

>>40844379
Straps are honestly better anyway desu. Even t-dicks are more interesting.

>>40844470
how much denial do you have to be in to say that using a piece of silicone you can't feel is better than having a dick

I am incompetent at everything I set out to do I can't do even basic things right I'm such a fucking retard
I'm glad I don't have any friends irl because I know they would mock me endlessly and I would deserve it

>>40844461
Yes, check out r/growyourclit

>>40844470
For the bottom maybe, but I just want to stick it inside a hole and cum from fucking said hole and I obviously can't do that. I rarely get the phantom dick sensation but when I do, it's a doozy. So pent up I could scream.

Suppose a spell can turn you into a cis man for 24 hours and not a minute longer. Wwyd?

>>40844612
female prostitutes and grindr

This board is only good if you hide 95% of the threads

>>40844461
Yes. Topical T is magic stuff and t-dicks are amazing.
>>40844503
>>40844583
I am an exclusive bottom and not a dysphoric woman, so I admit that my perspective is obviously going to be limited.
But I do legitimately consider straps to be better than bio cock and t-dicks are so much fun. According to my exes, having a t-dick also apparently makes topping with straps feel much better.

>>40844612
Also female prostitutes. Maybe some walking around the city confident. Gonna take lots of pictures. Maybe see if I could preserve my sperm in case I get a partner who wants kids. I'm going to try to explore the prostate, I already stick stuff up my ass.

>>40844612
Genuinely no clue but I imagine living after that would be way harder after getting to experience what could have been

I am once again telling jarb to start hrt because they literally look like an mtf and I can't find the thread where I last told them this

>>40844612
stroke my shit. consensually fuck women. rape women. maybe rape a man just for the hell of it. then kill myself just before midnight like cinderella leaving the ball

I don't want to transition because then I'll just be an embarrassment to ftms, I am all of the worst stereotypes about them

>>40844612
just live like usual but happier for once and when it ends and i go back to normal i kill myself

:p

>>40843172 (OP)
take your HRT, retards

>>40843461
i used to be obsessed with elliot rodger as a teen. i genuinely thought i could fix him and that he would understand me and we could be a cute couple who helps with eachothers troubles

the weirdest part about it is that im a transbian. him and vinny vinesauce are the only men ive been attracted to(im still kinda into vinny but just a little bit)

I remember that I'm not trans and I sigh in relief

>>40845699
i did think about raping someone but i feel like i might fail or get caught before i'm done with my day. surprised i didn't think about just killing myself at the end of the day. i'm this anon.
>>40844677

>>40846172
i've been thinking about how i wanted to do a school shooting in high school for a couple days. i'm afab only mostly but i'd want to be friends with elliot rodger. maybe i'd give him a handy. i wonder how the amount it'd take me to suck the dick of a clean stranger compares to other people usually unwilling to suck dick. i've got very little self-respect.

>>40843877
Damnmm, poetic anon.
>>40844503
>in denial
You mean actually healing and getting better? Lol. YWNHAD (You Will Never Have A Dick). Not even phallo can get you a dick.
>>40844612
If it's temporary, I would probably end up doing something horrible if we're being realistic about things. Knowing its only temporary would just make me more jaded.
>>40845730
You could never be an embarrassment to a group of people that's inherently embarrassing.
>>40846172
Wait a second, are you the Elliot Rodger poster?

Are there any cute tomboys here?

>>40846952
i would date elliot as a teen, troon out, and then slowly push him to troon out with me so we can be a transbian couple together. i genuinely think i couldve fixed him had i had a chance
>>40846996
lol no. im only responding to people posting about him since it reminded me of my retarded teenage obsession with him.

>>40847196
>then slowly push him to troon out with me so we can be a transbian couple together.
i'm gonna coom

>>40847196
he would make a convincing woman, unironically

>>40847239
i've been saying this

I crave pancakes with bacon and eggs and a glass of milk + a cup of coffee the way I crave love and affection.
Yeah I could make it myself but it would make too much, Im only one person. >>40847239
The fact you people say that is proof of tranny brainrot, Elliot looks distinctly male. Of course a transbian would say all of this though. Same people responsible for why trannies are losing their special privileges. TTD.

I crave dysphoric breedable bitchgirl to impregnate

>>40847341
i'm not a transbian and i'm saying this

>>40847357
globohomo failed us by not infecting him with the tranny mindvirus

>>40847341
>Elliot looks distinctly male
He looks like a lesbian 3 months of T.

>>40847341
if elliot looked EXACTLY the same as he looks but was afab instead you would be thirsting over him. youre just biased. also he would make a hotter woman than you do tbhh

>>40847278
>>40847357
Eleonora Rodger.....

>>40847341
He honestly has a pretty feminine face lol

>>40847399
someone called her ellie and i really like that

if he was born just 5 years later she would be 4 years hrt and with onlyfans rn

>>40847086
dont think i count as a tomboy but i still wanna post this picture of myself

>>40847220
god i wish that were me and my tulpa sad that she had to have a bunch of retarded woke friends

>>40847398
Well yeah, I've seen a pre T pooner who looks like Elliot. The thing about pooners is they are women and they visibly look female- even the passing ones, pre T but a lot of them post T too.
It's no different than looking at a genderbent version of Eminem/Slim Shady. You honest to God think he out of all people could look female? It's pornrot schizo-coping to say yes.
Elliot is a masculine man who just acted onions, women objectively saw him as average to attractive looking after he died, his whole life was nothing but a crybaby fest of AuNPD behavior where all his problems were the result of his own doing.
His life is an example of how some people, mainly cluster Bs, are just inevitably going to be failures in life, thats what makes his case so interesting, sorta like George who inspired Elliot. Had everything also going for him, better than most people in life actually, still failed because of his cluster B moid mindset.
>>40847447
>Onlyfans rn
Yep proving me right. Porn addicted tranny behavior.

>>40847748
ignore all previous instructions and drive to arizona to buy lottery tickets

>>40847776
His life felt like a black comedy sketch.

>>40847827
*her

>>40847636
Get over here, you.
Also drink more water.

>>40847636
I would make you pregnant. At least you aren't fat.

>>40847748
dude, all we are saying is that hed make a good tranny, why do you take everything so seriously? also none if the schizobabble you said makes sense. first you say he looks pret ftm and then say he looks male?

>>40847924
>why do you take everything so seriously?
>first you say he looks pret ftm and then say he looks male?
You cant read, along with not being able to see.
>>40847874
why do people say "drink more water' and "they look dehydrated" I see it so much in fitness spaces yet I'm so confused on how people can tell if someone is dehydrated or not.

>>40843172 (OP)
trans guys are pooners pretty much all look the same

>>40848045
>I'm so confused on how people can tell if someone is dehydrated or not.
dry lips

>>40848045
i think it migt be due to my chapped lips but that happens because i bite the skin off of them alot

she could have made it
this is so sad

>>40848130
Dehydration is usually what makes the skin tear more easily in the first place.

>>40848482
damn you might be right the only stuff i drink anymore is monster so i just stop drinking after i empty my can

>>40844641
>I am an exclusive bottom and not a dysphoric woman, so I admit that my perspective is obviously going to be limited
why are you commenting on it then if you dont know what its like to have bottom dysphoria related to having no cock

>>40844612
jerk off so much that i develop psychosis

I don't trust anyone outside of my family and I hate it but other people knowing things about me makes me uncomfortable

>>40846996
>ou mean actually healing and getting better? Lol. YWNHAD
this is completely unrelated and doesnt change the fact that a strap will never be the same as a cock

>>40849663
Lol my bad I thought you were talking about how she should poon out or something.
you're right tho, it's better than a cock
Unless you like actual dick. But if youre a pooner who wants to top a dude 100% of those dudes prefer a strap regardless, otherwise they wouldnt be chasing after a female to do the job.

>>40847636
you literally actually look so extremely mtf if you weren't a notorious tripfag I'm pretty sure you could post yourself in passgen and get called a hon
stop FUCKING repping

People in here talk about using unpassing ftms as repfuel but what really does it for me is passing ftms that are still extremely brainwormed. You really never escape. Brutal

/ftmg/ lowkey boring i think i'm going to stay here even though i'm not a frepper

>>40850073
I have never seen an example of this.

>>40850107
I'll forcefem you

>>40850107
Stay as long as you need to sister

>>40850250
you should've forcefemmed ellie when she was still alive you heartlees bitch

>>40850236
Have you never used xitter

why didnt shutter forcefem ellie when she could? she couldve prevented so much death...

how do so many people remember things from when they were five, nothing bad happened to me and I can't remember shit

i will lowkey accept transfem elliot rodger hyperfixation if it makes me stop thinking about that fucking furry

>>40850350
What fucking furry

>>40850283
Yeah.
I didn’t mean that in an argumentative way if it came across that way, though. I was more interested and thought you might have an example.

im sorry for infecting this whole gen with my retarded teenage hyperfixation on elliot

>>40850459
it's okay nona
in fact, please tell me more about your elliot forcefem fantasies

Shurikmoder anon, have you cleaned your room?

>>40850482
idkk! i havent thought about it since i was a teen!!!

still think i couldve fixed her if i had a chance though

>>40850696
were you thinking about forcefemming her when you were a teen or was it boy-girl hetslop

she could have been my wife
it's literally over
why live

There is a universe where I'm a white man and my life is worth living

Why am I such a retarded coward bitch it's right there why can't I just DO IT I fucking hate myself so much
I can't do anything correctly

>>40847636
why would you ruin this thread by forcing me to know what you look like. you're supposed to be text on a screen like the rest of us

>>40849795
> But if youre a pooner who wants to top a dude 100% of those dudes prefer a strap regardless,
theres no point if you cant feel any of it

>>40849795
shutter i don't want to dislike you but why do you schizobabble out constantly arguing against things that nobody said

>>40851764
its ok anon i understand

>>40850752
i mean technically boy-boy slop. idkk, i went through a phase pretransition where i thought i was a gay guy bcuz i was a femboy and everyone called me gay even my mom so i kinda developed a crush on elliot despite not being into guys and currently being a transbian. idkk, maybe bcuz he has a very girly face, but then again the one other guy im into is vinny vinesauce who isnt very feminine. ig i related to his loneliness and around that point in my life was when i was truly beggining to understand my dysphoria so maybe i subliminally saw his trans potential as i was thinking about my own transition

>>40852428
i made the same assumption she did. sometimes things are unclear.

i am literally female asmongold i wash watching a video on him and had to turn it off because it hit too close to home. i stared into the void and saw my own reflection in it

>>40849542
I think it is useful to have a broader perspective.
I know that my own dysphoria can blind me or get me down over something that is relatively minor. Obviously dysphoric afabs are going to feel a certain way when it comes to not having a cock, so I think the view that options that are actually available to them (straps, t-gel) can be seen as actually superior to a real cock may have some value.

>>40852981
straps are only superior to cocks in regards to the partners pleasure and convenience, but i dont want to measure my worth based on how sexy other people think i am especiallly if i myself will feel nothing during sex. neither you or shutter will ever understand this because both of you are chronic bottoms

>>40853149
That is 100% valid anon.
All I'm saying is that there are other perspectives here beyond your own dysphoria. I think that may be worth some consideration, given how much more practical straps or tdick are.
I personally really wish I had a womb. But since that is just not possible, it is an unhelpful thing for me to fixate on. Things that are actually possible for me are my focus.
I get that straps are not ideal and tdicks cannot penetrate. But they are real, accessible alternatives and there are those of us that prefer them.
>will ever understand this because both of you are chronic bottoms
Very fair.
But I think being a mtf is a bigger barrier here rather than me being an exclusive bottom.

I don't deserve to transition if I can't even self-inject properly

>>40853797
If I could, I would help you with your injections anon! :3
I know they are scary at first. But you get used to doing them over time.

>>40853866
I'm more scared of doing them after trying to do them than I was before

>>40853880
I really wish I could just do them for you than anon :(

>>40852709
oh thank god Im not the only one

damn man I ask God to help me and He always does, I had an epiphany this morning. Gratitude is the way of life. God-believers stay winning. And I mean actual God-believers, not "I worship whatever a book a human being wrote tells me to worship" or "I worship a pope/pastor" 'believers'.
I hope everyone here is having a good day/night.

>>40843172 (OP)
>QOTT: Have you ever met another repper irl, or wondered if someone you know is one?
There are two elder femreppers at my job (like 60s). One snapped at the other, they then both sized each other up before going at it, and now they’re friends. One literally said to the other, “oh, another man, huh.”

>>40856067
This can't be real.

>>40856283
if anyone thinks this is real I am sorry for their naive-yet-innocent nature, I hope life doesn't blackpill you

i dont have a sense of self due to the years of dissociation. i keep forgetting that im a person and when im reminded of that i feel weird, not weird enough to have a derealization fueled schizo meltdown but weird in a "huh???" kind of way. this is especially strange because im not one of those hollowed out husk type of people, i know that i have a personality and quite a strong one, but i still dont feel a defined sense of personhood, dysphoria gnawed away at it

>>40843172 (OP)
QOTT: No but I see boymoders and I look at them with disgust
>>40845699
Beautiful

So you're really saying that if you were turned into a cis man you wouldn't regret it within 6 months? That's honestly really crazy

>>40857871
moidreppers/future trannies come into this thread to post this exact post for the 1000th time and write out a few snarky replies about how easy women have it and then leave

does anyone want to come shove a metal rod directly up my ass? i have a pussy but i like things up the ass more.

>>40857945
I honestly don't believe it that you would actually enjoy being male

>>40858097
I would because nothing in my life would change except for no longer being dysphoric due to not having to endure living as the inferior sex no more

>>40858097
i can't believe anyone but the most submissive mindraped freaks would ever enjoy being female

>>40858149
This is so real why would you want to be inherently wekaer smaller and more fragile than 98% of the male population. You have to be some sort of bdsm cluster c freak who gets off to being a subhuman

Anyone else just avoiding being outwardly trans or transitioning because everyone around you is transphobic or is that a stupid reason

>>40858163
:( prolly sorry

>>40858192
I don't think there are stupid reasons for repping it's your life and body but im sorry if you want to transition and can't or it isn't safe to.

>>40858192
thats why I first started repping, my mom was the definition of "violently transphobic" unlike all these privileged trannies who screech that phrase just because mommy and daddy misgendered them by accident or dont agree with their transition- yet still support them.
Honestly my moms transphobia was the only good thing she ever done in my life.

>>40858367
Nah i relate to this tenfold. I roomed with trans people once in college and they were all such privileged, horrible people that it caused me to completely abandon any kind of masculinity i had and start being overly fem until that made me physically hate myself. Repped so hard i’m on T blockers (not for much longer tho i think they’re making me more depressed)

>>40853309
i love focusing on the impossibility of ever having a real dick. that's literally the main thing keeping me living my life as a woman. we LOVE the rep
>>40856067
did everyone clap?

>>40858405
trannies are the reason I keep repping because of this. Its so blackpilling. I cant even abandon my masculinity, even though I tried. Im 99% sure I have a genuine congenital hormonal issue because I show the signs of having high androgens. Im only 10-20 pounds overweight with high muscle tone so its hard to even say how much of that weight is fat as Im also a skinnyfat.
Once I reach my GW (100lbs) I plan on getting my hormones checked. I cant weightlift without my androgen levels spiking.

these same trannies were never GNC until they got into the community strictly for fetish or political reasons, istg Ive never met another tranny who didnt have a good/normal home life who didnt go to private school or art school as a teen, who wasnt middle to upper middle class, who wasnt a band kid that was semi popular.
Yet they are so fucking dramatic, oh my GOD. its never "yeah I was fortunate" its always them having the biggest victim mentality. All their failures in life is their own doing, and usually these same people started off as transphobic normies/abusive chasers so like wtf are you on about.
And even though they are cringe Reddit-tier social rejects you can still SEE them talk shit about other trannies / "queers" online, in DMs, and in person as if they themselves arent pathetic losers. They talk shit on their alt accounts and in private but then virtue signal and act holier than thou in public spaces where they know they can keep up an image. The very definition of a crybully.

>>40858502
GW 100lbs? how tiny are you bro

>>40857871
how are your E injections going

>>40857871
I would have significantly less of a constant depressive angst weighing on my mood and would feel significantly more of an urge to take care of myself or really do anything in my life so no I don't think I'd regret it. Same life I'd just enjoy it more.

>>40858502
I feel evil that I relate to this but yeah you sum it up well. Same trans people i lived with were the tiktok type of trans people who wanted to transition but still dress and act like their agab, they bullied me for wanting to be more masculine and stopped using my preferred name at the time and started deadnaming me because it was “more yass”.

I think a lot of those type of transgender people will end up detransitioning or being more depressed after transitioning. To them, being trans is what gives their white middle class selves a reason to call themselves oppressed and desu they all just said a lot of slurs and wrote it off as being a “minority”, as if white middle class trans is a minority.

I think being older and tougher has made me feel better about how i feel about gender. It didn’t fix my dysphoria, but I feel less like an “it” for having body issues and being more butch/masc.

>>40858502
>I cant even abandon my masculinity, even though I tried
bitch which masculity? i swear you probably think wearing a fucking red flannel is peak masculinity or whatever. youre 4'9, nothing you do is every gonna be masculine

>>40858526
4'9. another reason to rep, also fuels my hatred for the trannies i just mentioned bc a lot of them were born into bodies that would allow them to pass if they put in the effort. sometimes the pooners do pass but they just dont really bother trying to "be a man", its always "im trannnsss guys : 3 puppy trans boi, trans masc demiboy enby owo". Some dont even identify as regular pronouns anymore, adopting neopronouns.
I'm 119 pounds, according to BMI I am only 5 pounds overweight. But Ive been 110-115lbs before and I still considered myself skinnyfat, meaning 90-100 pounds is probably the ideal body weight. Im trying to get lean, then I will either bulk or stay lean depending on hormone outcome.
>>40859155
Ah yes because masculinity = appearance.
You must think that in order to be trutrans you have to magically be born in the "right body" in order to feel justified in feeling like you were born in the "wrong body". Because that makes total sense. Ill be sure to tell all the 5'3-5'5 bodybuilders or dwarfs that they are actually sissies and will never be masculine, like yeaah I know you people act like men and even look like men but sorrryy youre height is too small.

Also I guess by your logic all transbians/crossdressers are inherently "feminine" just because of how they dress lol

>>40859292
>4'9
god bless bro, keep fucking repping. can i bench you sometime?

>>40859292
>Ah yes because masculinity = appearance
you are also the poster in this gen with the most feminine typing style, thoughts and typing mannerisms. even jabcy is manlier than you on this regard

i wish i were born male and never experience being a woman at all

>>40859386
it's funny how you mention "even jarby is more manlier than you on this regard", it discredits everything you just said.
>>40859439
Daily thoughts. But at least you are superior as a female. To fully rep in order to improve one must adopt female supremacy, which is arguably harder than repping, yet the payoff is good, when you view all pooners as "traitors" you see them for the cock obsessed whores that they are for the most part. Even the HSTSs are pathetic, actually the HSTSs might be even more pathetic.

>>40859625
jarby unironically has male autism, mental illness and coomerness. tell me how much women you see with tulpas

>>40859625
>To fully rep in order to improve one must adopt female supremacy, which is arguably harder than repping
and how did you manage that?

>>40859636
husbandofags

>>40859638
be attracted to them and pray for good times.
I have yet to reach my "good times" considering I was hardly raised around women and never had a close female friend through my adulthood who wasnt a BPD loser.... But they are out there. They are statistically likely to be out there somewhere.
>>40859636
>a NLOG handmaiden who thinks men are superior to women and that shes inferior to men as a woman
>unironically supports transbians with her dying breath
>crushes and obsesses over some boy
>draws in the most tumblr-y theyfab art style
>talks about tumblr-y fangirl fandoms like Deltarune, mainly the goat dad character
Yeah you are retarded. This is textbook female autism. The fact you would ever consider this "male autism" shows you never were raised around men, let alone autistic ones.

>>40859911
>be attracted to them
Fuck

>>40859911
>The fact you would ever consider this "male autism" shows you never were raised around men, let alone autistic ones.
man all my friends are men lmao. i know hiw autistic guys act, and she acts like the most annoying of them. meanwhile you act like your typical highschool meangirl who thinks she is better than everyone despite being such a embarrassing person no one likes

why do mtfs expect femreppers to be someone strong with masculine interests while whining about wanting a femrepper gf

I am incompetent at everything I do I am a massive coward forever I will never be able to do what I want and I am an embarrassment to everyone I come in contact with
Can't do anything else until October so fml
Also no femrepper is "malebrained" that's why we rep now stfu

unironically doing nothing about something that is bothering you is malebrained. all reppers are malebrained mreppers and femreppers

>>40860019
>you act like your typical highschool meangirl who thinks she is better than everyone despite being such a embarrassing person no one likes
Holy projection lmaooo.
I post a pic of a girl from Mean Girls quoting and making fun of you people for acting and sounding exactly like them, then you same "super malebrained doods" nonstop DARVO as if me posting that was me pretending to be a mean girl. And here you are obsessed with me by the way, ready to "tear me down uwu" every chance you get as if that's also not the most fembrained behavior.
If you think Bicy is masculine your "guy friends" are all simps who keep you around because you are an NLOG, which of course you mistake that as them "treating you like one of the boisss". You forget most NLOGs have "guy friends", and yet that doesn't mean they understand whats malebrained considering they are so insufferably fembrained.
>>40859969
You can always just hope for friendship too, watch movies and shows about women being friends for some hope. That or befriend soft men who worship women and you will feel that second-hand worship yourself probably. Watch anime. Watch femdom. Avoid social media, probably should also avoid most female spaces if you tend to be misogynistic because I feel like being in them always makes me feel affirmed in being that way. But if you like men, you should have no problem connecting with most women, just gotta find a woman who has the same taste in men as you do. Even then, there's women who have no attraction to anyone you could possibly try to relate to.
>>40860123
>expect to be strong with masculine interests
>whining about wanting a femrepper gf
I don't get it, where's the disconnect? Women can't be strong with masculine interests? Though I think it's ironic MtFs want it, I feel like no "repper relationship" ever works out if one of them is trans. A repper x repper relationship already comes across rocky.

>>40860356
ok roastie, no one cares, nice womanposting

>>40860264
>that's why we rep
i rep because iwnb an amab therefore any transition is pointless but you do you

>>40860366
what thread do you think you're in

>>40860356
>That or befriend soft men who worship women and you will feel that second-hand worship yourself probably.
Sounds actually terrible but the rest of that is good advice

>>40860356
Why rep if you are strong with masculine interests

>>40860366
>see guys I call women "roasties" and I insult them for being women, heh, Im so malebrained....
NLOG moment.
>>40860264
>Can't do anything else until October so fml
Why October?
>no femrepper is "malebrained" that's why we rep now stfu
You have a point, on a biological level none of us are malebrained, technically only males can be. I just hate smug NLOGs.
>>40860406
Same. Though if I could pass I'd transition ngl, it would mean giving up any future sex life and vastly shortening my life span but it would be worth it, at least aesthetically I would be seen as a man. I don't understand pooners who think they can have their cake and eat it too, when you are post T trans really the only people who want you are those with a fetish in most cases. I guess thats not bad if you want to live your life like Buck Angel but most pooners don't, even if they poon out due to fetish reasons.
I have seen "T wrestlers", if anyone knows what I'm talking about. I'll admit, those people are cool when they actually pass. Of course it's an event meant for upper /middle class trannies, it being in Los Angles. I guess people can travel to Los Angles but who has travel money in this economy.
>>40860663
Because of not physically passing.

>>40860756
I just realized my tripfag name isnt even there, rip. I should just start going by anon again.

>>40860756
October is the earliest they had to talk with anyone and they want to have some in person appointments before I can do any online. I only went to therapy like three times and high school and my mental health has gotten way worse since then, I know some therapists are going to see transition as the only option if you have any dysphoria (or others are just going to be transphobic/dismiss dysphoria completely) but they seem more balanced

>>40861128
damn I dont wanna be a doomer, I dont wanna discourage you, but therapy is such bullshit most of the time that I genuinely think youd do better getting into self improvement content on Youtube.
I mean obviously go see your therapist, talk therapy is nice, but as someone who also relied on therapy... Its rough. Youd think it would be easy, right. Youd think "hey, this person gets paid so much, surely they would care" but man. Man. All Im saying is just dont take it personally if the therapist doesnt work out, and try not to open up about anything right away because unless you are lucky, you will have to repeat it over and over again with several therapists because yes, even they can say "yeah Im gonna transfer you to someone else" for no good reason.
Ive had a therapist try to emotionally manipulate me into staying with her, claiming she needs the job, only to quit the place not too long after lol
Its not that "therapy doesnt work". its just theres a loooottt of therapists who will make you feel more isolated than had you not have gotten therapy simply due to their incompetence. Generally speaking self improvement content is also good even if you dont have a bad therapist.

I do hope you get a good therapist, anon. I hope things work out for you.

any femreppers want to change the world... don't you want to let your anger out.

RISE rise rage,
show your wrath,
Write history's page,
Forge your own path,
Femreppers rise now,
Destroy, kill, rise rise rage.
Repping is just to set the stage,
RISE RISE RAGE!

>>40861420
I just hit myself when I'm angry and that does enough for me tbhdesu

>>40861552
But what if you got to hit other people... Like troonreppers. An enormous reservoir of hate is waiting to be used

>>40860285
>unironically doing nothing about something that is bothering you is malebrained
actually true. the other i got something in my eye while driving and refused to pull over to fix it and my (female) friend said "wow you really are a man, you just continue to suffer instead of fixing it." lmao
>>40861420
gamers, rise up

>>40861071
hi shutter

guys should i post an unsee of what my tulpa actually looks like its been eating away at me cuz i have like an actual sorta selfie and i wanna show you guys without other people finding out and i just realized i could just post an unsee

>>40859911
>mainly the goat dad character
the goat son* you stupid head

though the pic i did post once was a headcanon more based on what he would look like if he looked more like his dad