Thread 40845294

started hrt in early 2023, lost all my libido, it came back after like 9mo hrt and i was straight, like straight as can be, wanted to sleep with guys. i got an awesome boyfriend, i love him.

for the last month my male libido has come back and its insane. its scaring me. i dream sexually about women and i have been uhh self-raping nonstop. it's honestly disturbing. bizarrely as of the last like week i am passing better than i ever have, but this is fucking awful. take my shots on time, levels are fine, but for some reason i'm back to the disgusting straight male sexuality. has this happened to anyone else please help. i want it to stop it's really distressing

>>40845294 (OP)
Get an orchi

>>40845294 (OP)

Get SRS to become female.

>>40845294 (OP)
ur bisexual
why do so many retards on this board desperately try to say their straight when they literally feel attracted to women
stop coping, it's okay to be bi

>>40845294 (OP)
you are probably bisexual.
changes in libido and erectile function/behavior during the course of HRT are not indicative of a change in levels. these things just change over time.
get a grip.

>>40845294 (OP)
tell your boyfriend im sure he'll like to hear that you are a pathetic horny wreck <3

>>40845308
everyone on this board is genuinely braindead.

i think half of these people would be eased if they just looked into gender / sexuality in history and saw that they are living a life that has been lived millions of times before, and they are, perhaps even woefully, fucking normal.

>>40845344
my boyfriend is average GAMP which means he would take the opportunity to sexually exploit me lmfao. "yeah babe we should have a threesome :3" or something

>>40845338
>>40845308
okay but i don't want to be bisexual i want to be straight i will lose all my friends i have a bunch of husstuss straight friends who would ditch me if I told them about 1% of this shit

>>40845379
>my boyfriend is average GAMP which means he would take the opportunity to sexually exploit me lmfao.
low trust relationship.
>i have a bunch of husstuss straight friends who would ditch me if I told them about 1% of this shit
then they aren't actually your friends, lmfao.

>>40845379
>okay but i don't want to be bisexual i want to be straight i will lose all my friends i have a bunch of husstuss straight friends who would ditch me if I told them about 1% of this shit
yet you are. you can't change what you are no matter how much you try, whether you pretend otherwise it's still you. and if your friends would ditch you over it they're fucking retards who don't give a shit about you in the first place?? get some real friends

>>40845379
The majority of your friends are LARPing too. Why do transbians feel the need to LARP as hussies? Is it because of internalized shame?

>>40845294 (OP)
GIWTWM

>>40845479
>Is it because of internalized shame?
i really hope this is a rhetorical question.

>>40845379
Second half of your post is depressing and makes me think you are 18-22. You like girls dumbass who cares

If I was capable of feeling attracted to girls at all, maybe I would have been able to ignore all this and not be a disappointment to my parents. In a dumb way I almost envy op

>>40845549
im 26 i am ready to settle down and live my life not have intrusive tapeworm rapestick thoughts about sex with women that i don't want. i mean its not like "aha women pretty..." yuriposting. its like coomer porn addict thoughts which i haven't had in literal years

>>40845479
no the majority of my friends are dyed in the wool husstuss youngshits who transitioned before 16

>>40845294 (OP)
pp should be snipped to prevent this

>>40845588
>coomer porn addict thoughts which i haven't had in literal years
How does a chaser avoid someone like you ie a repressed gynephilic gooner LARPing as a hussie? I think dating another meta is going to drive me to a sui

>>40845676
>How does a chaser avoid someone like you ie a repressed gynephilic gooner LARPing as a hussie? I think dating another meta is going to drive me to a sui
you literally can't. some people suppress those feelings so deeply that it's impossible to spot. like the girl from a few days ago who talked about having a dream of being a transbian and was thinking of dumping her bf because of it.
best you can do is hope for the best

>>40845676
i know this is ragebait but i really truly genuinely love my bf and i would never betray him

its another reason this is super fucked up and terrible to me i hate it. like im not any less attracted to him i just keep having these awful thoughts and dreams

>>40845294 (OP)
Its bicycle

>>40845379
a lot of hsts struggle with this too. true androphilic amabs just stay as gay men and never transition. you need to have an inclination towards the female form in order to desire it

t. knower

>>40845739
I think alot of people skipped over the "self raping" part and just though "muh ok to like girl". this IS a serious issue to deal with. 1: check your levels with a bloodtest 2: what AA are you on and 3: are you on spiro? lets narrow this shit down, not a single yroon should have to deal with such a horrible thing.

>>40845294 (OP)
This happens to my gf every now and then. First time it happened she got hard while we were making out. After that she started getting erections whenever she got horny. She's pretty feral when it happens and usually springs fetishes on me. I started caging her because she wanted to try topping at one point. She also kept asking me to cuck her which I obviously shot down. I've noticed she gets very AGP during these episodes as well. You could try sharing a fleshlight with your boyfriend, I found that worked for us when she got the itch.

>>40845798
also are you on prog

>>40845852
>I started caging her because she wanted to try topping at one point.
Lmao

>>40845798
levels are fine, no AA, i take .19ml of EC weekly IM, no spiro

>>40845852
being caged would be hot but impractical

>>40845862
no prog, want prog, no prog though

>>40845977
honestly i think you're worried over nothing.
you're fine. a bit degenerate, but fine. i've met cis women into waaaaay crazier shit.

>>40845987
>a bit degenerate
OP isn't even degenerate
they're just attracted to women and they masturbate. unless you're extremely prudish, i don't see how that would be degenerate

>>40845294 (OP)
>for the last month my male libido has come back and its insane. its scaring me. i dream sexually about women and i have been uhh self-raping nonstop. it's honestly disturbing. bizarrely as of the last like week i am passing better than i ever have, but this is fucking awful. take my shots on time, levels are fine, but for some reason i'm back to the disgusting straight male sexuality. has this happened to anyone else please help. i want it to stop it's really distressing
sounds hot OP can I be your little thing on the side ?

>>40845994
the sort of extreme sexual repression OP is getting into is kind of degenerate in my mind.
not the gross kind of degenerate, but the 'bad for you' kind of degenerate.

>>40845294 (OP)
You're altering your sexuality with hormones? That's crazy actually.
I get it that being trans is already very confusing. But hormone treatments to change mindset are as good as conversion therapy.

>>40845294 (OP)
>self-raping
huh?

Why do trannies hate their own sexuality so much. Just have sex it feels good!

>>40845294 (OP)
WHY WOULD YOU BE MAD ABOUT THAT

>>40846180
let me translate that from troon to cissoid: op is horny and is jerking off, but this makes op dysphoric despite it feeling good so she feels as this is a form of self imposed sexual assault

>>40846252
because they think to be a woman they have to follow a caricature of what they believe a woman to be, and that includes solely liking men. it's also why man trannies try to be "trad wives" because that's how they see women
basically internalized misogyny

>>40845294 (OP)
DNN you say?

>>40845379
Yeah, you should probs keep that to yourself. Most transbians are grossssssssss

>>40846411
anons like you are why trannies end up cheating on their bf with a woman later on down the line.
the more you repress a feeling, the more it becomes taboo, and the more likely the feelings will intensify and boil over.
that's why catholic girls who are all sexually repressed go batshit crazy and overboard when they inevitably crack. repressing sexual feelings always makes things worse

>>40845372
Do you have any book recs on such informative topics anon?

>>40845977
>being caged would be hot but impractical
Yeah it usually doesn't make her any less feral but it keeps her from getting any big ideas.
>>40846425
No, trannies end up cheating because trannies are often narcissistic and mentally ill, weak people.
Cheaters are subhuman and the very idea that somebody else has to make sure they don't make something "taboo" in order to stop them from acting like subhumans really says something about the way that your brain works.

>>40845294 (OP)
What’s your dose? Has it changed? Have you had your levels checked? Sometimes levels get too high because injections overlap slightly and compound

What’s your diet like now vs the first 9 months? Have your activity levels changed at all?

>>40846556
Also, what’s your relationship with sugar?

>>40846553
can you imagine a tranny girl getting really horny and trying to get out of her cage but realizing the only way she can get any sexual pleasure it through her butt

>>40845977
I've had hrt without prog and hrt with prog at different parts of my life and I'll say at least so far the hrt mixed with prog helps keep my libido in check far more effectively.

>>40845308
>>40845294 (OP)
total fucking braindeath... U just wanna be with a woman and are making ur bf unhappy. Don't do that to him.
I cannot imagine how you could enjoy intimacy with women on a non-platonic level, but if ur feeling something deeper, holy fuck get outta that relationship. Employ some theory of mind here and don't let your partner suffer.

>>40845479
whats a hussy? like a slut or whore?

Agp things

>>40847667
HSTS (Homosexual Transexual).